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| Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
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9:09 am
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I realize my oddest dreams occur when I've been sleeping a lot more than usual. It's like my brain has finished doing all the replenishing and memory-stuff it needs to do during sleep and it doesn't know what to do with itself, so it's like, "well, let's make charm turn into a raven and fly to harvard while being pursued by a suspicious professor. And let's make Harvard look like a grecian open-space building-of-sorts that's south of here." I'm always being chased in my dreams. It really sucks. It's tiring. I think there's a balance between how sleep-deprived I am, the happiness vs. scariness quality of my dreams, and my ability to remember them.
Okay, I'm procrastinatoring. Time to go running and do good deeds.
current mood:  exanimate
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| Monday, March 20th, 2006
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8:44 pm
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school is boring when everyone is (1) not around, and (2) working. I should be working. But I am a lazy waste of space.
Blaaargh.
Back to a problem set.
I wish it weren't so windy and cold outside.
And that I had a car.
at least I'm not sleep-deprived right now.
...had a weird dream this afternoon (afternoon!!!) about injecting liquid silver into my uterus. I was disturbed and unhappy about this.
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| Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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11:39 am
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I'm not surprised to see 'materialism' high up on the list, sadly enough. And I think my being "open to interpretation" about everything is me just being wishy-washy and indecisive. Yarp.
 | You scored as Postmodernist. Postmodernism is the belief in complete open interpretation. You see the universe as a collection of information with varying ways of putting it together. There is no absolute truth for you; even the most hardened facts are open to interpretation. Meaning relies on context and even the language you use to describe things should be subject to analysis.
Cultural Creative | | 75% | Postmodernist | | 75% | Materialist | | 63% | Existentialist | | 56% | Idealist | | 50% | Modernist | | 44% | Romanticist | | 44% | Fundamentalist | | 19% | </td>
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current music: Dave Matthews Band - Crash Into Me
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| Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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8:48 am - my tummy hurts a lot, and I don't know why
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actually, I think I do know why. This office is chilly, and I get stomachaches when I get cold. Yay for being cold-blooded.
So, my sister discussing the cheesecake and pies she's making at home makes me envious. I can't use my oven here because (1) I don't have any sort of baking dishes, and (2) I have to light the gas myself, which isn't a problem, but I have no way of controlling the temperature. I can't wait to go home and use proper cooking facilities. Making pancakes in a wok is an... experience. A wonderfully non-non-stick experience.
On the plus side, I make a fairly decent chicken-pumpkin soup, so long as I don't put too much pepper in.
Losing weight is not going well, considering all I eat is fruit and carbs. Soooooo many carbs. Why are carbs cheaper than meat. And more convenient. Doh.
DREDG IS PLAYING IN SALT LAKE ON JULY 26TH. ASDIFJAOEIJFLADKJFOAJFADFIOEJ THIS IS THE THIRD DREDG CONCERT I'VE MISSED. SDOFJSD8FJSDFKJOj.
I think I had something more substantial to write about, but then I realized that I don't really like divulging details of my brain online, which sort of defeats the point of blogging, I guess. Other people can discuss their latest worries with everyone else online; that's cool. I think I'll keep mine in my head. Or maybe through email. Is it old-fashioned of me to want to call someone and talk to someone in person? Just in general. Anyway.
Wish I had some idea of what I'm doing. Can't believe it's only 9 AM. Happy Hump Day, pekkles.
current mood: discombobulated
current music: Camille's British Virgin Radio online
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005
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4:34 pm - I think my office has forgotten about me
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| Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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11:32 pm
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I wish for:
1. more time to not be constantly MIA and so I can see the people I want to see, being:
the roomies - Natalia, Pam, and Laura
2. more time to sleep, yoy
3. more time to hang out with the bf that I've seen less since we've started dating, okay.
4. I'm done. I'm tired. I can't see straight.
current mood:  blank
current music: Jack Johnson - Constellations
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| Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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11:46 am - A GOOD THING
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Hey guys,
Look, at good cause!
http://www.povertyfighters.com/Oxfam/OxfamIndex.cfm
If you're familiar with sites like the hungersite.com, etc., that's fantastic. This is just like that, but for Oxfam, a great organization. You can click up to twice a day to donate money to fight world hunger.
AND it's a friendly university competition! Take a look at this: http://www.povertyfighters.com/Oxfam/OxfamCollegeDonationTotals.cfm
Now, look who's winning. University of Saint Francis? wtf is that? Unacceptable. We're currently behind Brown and Columbia, and that's no good, either. And University of Idaho? My squeaky indignance know no bounds. Princeton's not far down from the list, though. So this is what I propose:
ALL OF YOU, INCLUDING YOU FABULOUS NON-PRINCETONIANS, SHOULD ALL GO TO THE WEBSITE AND REGISTER UNDER PRINCETON'S NAME. THEN YOU SHOULD PROCEED TO CLICK ON THE 'DONATE' LINK TWICE A DAY UNTIL THE CONTEST IS OVER.
Why?
1. You're expending minimal effort to do a good thing, and St. Peter will remember that when you die.
2. You think you're going to be crafty and help your own school out? Look at the list. If your school is even on there, you're at, what? Maybe $18? So why not throw your clicking weight behind a possible winning contender, and we'll all beat the pants off those Franciscan douchebags. And those Idaho fools.
But in all seriousness, no matter what school you click under, please do try and click daily. It won't kill you to set the site as your homepage for a couple weeks; honestly, it'll take THAT much more effort for you to reroute yourself to nytimes.com/webmail/whatever sketchiness your current homepage is now, eh?
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| Sunday, February 20th, 2005
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7:41 pm - PROCRASTINAAAAAAAAATION!
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| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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4:42 pm - what do I do with myself?
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Hmm, not having any more exams feels great. I woke up with Nat was leaving today, and my brain nearly shat itself when it realized it crould go back to sleep!! So I got up at 11:30, actually washed my face properly, got decently dressed, and caught up on a lot of shit that I didn't have a chance to do in the past two weeks. Hot damn.
Then I was going to go to late meal, but the thought of walking into Frist was really gross, so I went and got lunch at Panera avec Laura. That was fun. :)
Afterwhich I AVOIDED STARBUCKS, SMALL WORLD, OR ANY COFFEE PLACE FOR THAT MATTER and went to Banana. Bought a skirt. Whee! Yay sale.
Then I went to browse through the Ralph Lauren store. Got really intimidated and left promptly. Yeee~~
Went to the computer cluster, printed a bunch of research, got really sleepy, made an appointment to go to NYC next Tuesday (yeeeehaw). Now am home, just folded some laundry, and am chillaxing hardcore to some Sublime.
Damn good day.
I'm not really sure what to do with myself now. I'm still too full to go gyming, so maybe I'll just chill here some mo-ah.
PS, I LOVE YOU PAM, AND THERE'S NO WAY I CAN LIVE UP TO YOUR FABULOSO LOVE ENTRY. I'll try some other time.
<3 The purple cat named Sloth
current mood:  so content!
current music: Goo Goo Dolls - Here is Gone
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| Monday, January 10th, 2005
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2:15 am - ho damn.
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My tummy hurts. I was soooooooo caffeinated today. 4'10" (and shrinking, I found out today, THANKS NAT) and about 5 cups of coffee, OKAY THEN.
This is reminiscient of ONE YEAR AGO, when I stayed in Cafe Viv with Nat and Pam and practically gave myself an ulcer from caffeine ingestion. Oopsies.
And arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh, work sucks like something that sucks really really hard. Duuurr.
Okay, back to work, I guess. Dammit. I am so fucked. Fucked like something that's really really really fucked.
SHEET SHEET FIRE ZE MISSILES!!
Okay, goddamn.
current mood:  duuur?
current music: Whirlpool - Wasteland
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| Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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1:36 pm
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HAHAHAHA, Andrew Mitchell is my new favorite person in the world.
Andrew (talking to Jon and me, and he's not in the least bit sober): You know what?! At Cornell, there are black people, like... AFRICAN-AMERICANS! Not like Utah! And I mean, white people are good, Asian people like Charm Tang here, but YOU KNOW, there are... BAAAAAAA-DUUUUUUNKS!
He then proceeded to lose his train of thought as he checked out a girl that walked past us. I died laughing. And I thought of Elizabeth. ^_^
He then went on and on about "how we're all in this illusion, but because we're from Utah, WE SEE THE ILLUSION, and we know the illusion for what it is, and because I'm asian, I'm a genetic goldmine. XD
I hope everyone had a great New Year's Eve-Day! I hope 2005 starts off well, continues well, and ends well. I'm feeling optimistic, but that might be because I've got my rose-colored glasses on at this moment. Love to my Princetonians, and I will see you guys soon!
current mood:  feelin' alright!
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| Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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8:22 pm - I've learned a very important lesson this week.
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What have I learned? Gather 'round, children...
Lesson of the week: Never expect anything out of life. Ever. If you start believing something will turn out a certain way, life will almost always deliver you a swift kick in the ass and make it so some totally unexpected event happens instead. Even though I've learned this lesson many times, clearly I didn't learn it well enough the first many times around. So, there you go.
I also learned that my life currently has no meaning. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. This, I've determined, is why I have no motivation to do any work because it honestly just doesn't seem like it's going to matter. Hmm. Okay.
I'm also highly in favor of Natalia's plan to abandon all hope on the Y chromosome. Agreed, not all of you are bad. But a high enough percentage of you guys are such dipshits that I have no choice but to consider you all annoying and impossible.
Speaking of dipshits, what do I do with mine? I just want to drop him down a toilet, I do I do. But I'm not angry anymore. I'm just entirely unable to understand how boneheadedness can go so damn far. Wow. An anthropological intrigue.
Back to "writing" my paper. Whoooo~~!
I love my girls.
current mood:  annoyed and unaccomplished
current music: Bad Religion - Shades of Truth
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| Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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8:23 pm - SO MUCH PAAAAAAAIN
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Haha, see, if I were using Frenglish, my subject line would be saying SO MUCH BREEEEEEAD. teehee.
So, yes, now every muscle in my body hurts, particularly my ass lack-of-muscles, which got much whumpage today. Not any sort of whumpage, either. COLD whumpage.
And I cut my hair last Monday, so it is now shoulder length. All of Charm's hair, POOF GONE.
I have achieved a work level of ZERO, NADA, ZIP, NOTHIIIING. So sad, I am a loser. :D
So I have affirmed that not only do I own too much Princeton insignia clothing, but out of all the massive amounts of clothing I brought home, it's still not enough. And I keep thinking I left stuff at school. Furthermore, I LOVE PRINCETON and miss it muchly, despite the amount of horribleness it continuously crams up my ass. Hmm. Strange-o.
My brain is melting.
I always have a lot to write about before I start writing, but then I soon as I start, it all washes away in a soothing and drug-like manner. Oh yes. So this is Charmii signing off now. Bye bye!
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| Friday, December 10th, 2004
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6:20 pm - Pam wants you to open a pants account today
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Maybe it's because I don't want to pack right now.
Maybe it's because I don't want to be doing Chinese hw.
Maybe it's because Pam's away message says "Lucky902: i'm deceased"
Maybe it's because I haven't gotten any ass in a disgustingly long time.
But I'm in a slightly more lovey-dovey mood than usual (which is unfortunate that there is no one in my room), so I figured I'd write a lovey-dovey entry.
1. I love the roomies. So much. Natalia: best roomie ever. It's great that I'm such a blockhead when I sleep that I can't hear you crash about the room at 3am . From being towel monsters to bed-humping, you are fantastico. I'm going to die next year because you will be an RA and I will be all lonely. :@ Pam: WHALE OF A GOOD TIME! You have introduced me to being tall vicariously and being my all-nighter study buddy, even when I pass out on the futon. :D You will be an RA next year too, and I will still be lonely. Laura: Why are you abandoning me tooooooo? For France. Hmph. That's okay. I understand. It's because the Eiffel Tower is slightly phallic. So are baguettes, now that I think about it. Maybe that's why you live in Panera? Why is Natalia not in France then? What was I talking about... Fuzz, I loves you so much, and no, you do not sweat beer. So silly.
<3 You guys are bestest.
2. Crystal, you are a silly, paranoid, short-tempered, elitist, cranky, slouching, prudish, Nutrasweet, angsty teenage girl who doesn't act 17. That's a-okay. You are still my sister, and I will continue to make fun of you freely because I am proud of you. (I almost typed "pround." Go me.)
3. Lisa: Damn right I have a lot of dirt on you. That's what happens when you're friends with someone for 14 years. Muahahahahaha. I'm sad that we can't see each other every week or whatever like we used to do back in Mormonland. It's really creepy to think about how old we are (especially you, you freakin' geezer.) I can't wait to chill with you over winter break. This is going to kick so much sweet ass.
4. Maxine: You will never read this. Why? Because (a) you're too good for blogs, and (b) you work too damn hard at MIT. But I will say this anyway: I love you, you are one of my few bestestestest friends. Ever since 4th grade, we have philosophized on the most random shit. What would I do without you? I know - be really really fucked up. Like, really.
5. Tara: I'm just going to let you know in person when I see you at the airport in 26 hours.
Okay, time to clean like mad.
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| Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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4:30 pm - Because I should be doing genetics.
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current mood:  Procrastinator
current music: Andy Lau - Legend of Speed
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| Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
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12:57 am - weird feelings
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Dear all:
I have been sitting in this chair for a long time. The left portion of my ass has thus fallen asleep.
Yeeeeeeeup.
Home in a week! Nutso to that, yo yo.
Haaaaaiiiiiiipur.
I am haipur.
TUESDAY NIGHT TOASTS, YEAAAAAAAAH.
TWO FOR TUESDAYS AT T-SWEETS, DOUBLE YEAAAAAAH.
fuck that shit, man, time to do some Sadistics.
Peace out, <3.
current mood:  haipur
current music: SUBLIME! - Garden Grove
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| Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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4:17 pm - Wow. What a week.
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I'd like to sum this week up as:
You know, I'm really bummed that Kerry lost. I am disappointed. But I am not surprised. I've been expecting Bush to win re-election for a year now, because I know what people think.
People are afraid.
And that is sad.
Because it this fear that leads them to hate.
And hate is why Bush wins.
I didn't vote for Kerry because I think he is a good man. Or because I think the war in Iraq isn't going well. Or that I think Condi Rice is nuts.
Or that the economy is going nowhere and I'm not going to have a job when I graduate.
No, I voted for Kerry on purely moral grounds.
I, too, am afraid.
I am afraid of whom Bush will select for the Supreme Court.
I am afraid that 11 states were closed-minded enough to ban gay marriages.
I am afraid that the civil rights movement of decades past is now unraveling.
But I won't let this fear let me hate. Because then I will become what makes me sad.
I am sad that half of this country hates the other half because they BELIEVE that only they are right.
I am sad that two sophomores are dead.
I am sad that Yasser Arafat has died.
I am sad that Mike Malecek is gone.
I am sad that people are so afraid for the future.
T-minus 3 hours until my genetics exam.
Kisses to all.
current mood:  Resigned
current music: Aimee Mann - Lost in Space
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| Friday, October 1st, 2004
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8:30 pm
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Lisaaaaaa, I'm coming to visit Fall Break, I think. I'll try and drag Evie up with me!
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current mood:  bubbliee~~
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| Friday, August 13th, 2004
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9:27 am - jesus...
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Care to view the beginnings of my rant?
I'm not angry anymore, but I'm still v. v. upset.
Sigh.
It's going to be one of those days
when I can't uncrease my forehead
for the life of me, and I have to go around smiling and answering
"fine! ^_^"
to people who ask me how I am...
And all I want to do is go
alllll the way home to Utah and
curl up in my own bed with my teddy bear
and listen to dredg playing softly on my stereo.
That way, it feels like I've stopped time, and people can
rush and be angry somewhere else, but
not around me. I will just sit
there and just paint something,
because I think it's time for me to paint
another landscape.
It has been too long.
Crystal, what is wrong with our puppy? Why is he limping?
;_;
And your new layout is very pretty, and (somewhat) less cheesy. :3
Who realized it was Friday the 13th this morning when they got up? And it's soooo dark and gloomy outside... makes me want to go home even more. Maybe just to
sit outside in the rain,
talking to Tara.
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