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well.. i got tired of ppl laughing at my sn, so i've decided to make a new email, sn, and xanga.. sorry.. no more lj... my new sn is wWfrozenflameWw.. my xanga has the same sn and my email is the same @hotmail.com... well.. hope you all enjoy them.. laterdayz..... |
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| 07:25pm 24/04/2003 |
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mood:  indescribable music: linkin park.. easier to run
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>1. Ever been so drunk you blacked out: no...
>2. Missed school because it was raining: haha.. why?
>3. Put a body part on fire for amusement: umm.. no...
>4. Been hurt emotionally: all the time...
>5. Kept a secret from everyone: naturally...
>6. Had an imaginary friend when you were young: no..
>7. Wanted to hook up with a friend: >:sigh:<....... >: someday :<
>8. Had a crush on a teacher: .....
>9. Ever thought an animated character was hot? eww
>10. Had a New Kids on the Block tape: my sister was a teenager when they came on the scene.. a music freak at that.. what do you think? hehe.. besides.. boys II men was better... hehe...
>------------------FAVORITES------------------
>Shampoo: whatever's there
>Soap: see above answer
>Color: dodger/royal/ice blue
Day/Night: as long as i'm with her, i couldn't care less >: someday :<
>Summer/Winter: summer.. no baseball in winter...
>Lace or satin: ummm.....
>Fave cartoon Characters: Brian(from family guy) and umm.. i dunno...
Fave food: depends on my mood
>Fave Advertisement: i dunno.... the mcdonald's commercial with tiffany amber theison
>Fave Ice Cream: rainbow sherbet count?
>Fave 'normal' Drink: water
>-----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
>Wearing: blue quksilver sweatshirt and jeans
>Hair is: that top gun cut i got
>Eating: nah
>Drinking: not anymore
Thinking about: who else?? hehe...... >: someday :<
>Listening to: a sequence of Linkin Park's Meteora, Yusuke's CD, and this Michlle Branch mix...
>------------------THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
>Cried: yea... to sleep...
>Worn a skirt: umm.. no
>Met someone new: nope...
>Cleaned your room: haha...
>Done laundry: nah...
>Drove a car: no
>-------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
>Yourself: at times
>Your friends: certain ones
>Santa Claus: nah
>Tooth Fairy: nah
>Destiny/Fate: i believe the destination's set, but the journey can always change...
>Angels: yes
>Ghosts: yes
>UFO's: ya
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>------------RIGHT NOW----------------------------
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>Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? ...... >: someday :<
>Like anyone? soooo much... >: someday :<
>Who have you known the longest of your friends? of my current friends? chewy i guess... or kenny...
>Who's the loudest: Kenny
>Who do you go to for advice: Connie, Jen, Cathy
>Who do you cry to? Connie and Cathy
>Worst Feeling: being alone when there's plenty of people around...
>Who Sent this to you? ehh.. i got it from Jen's lj... |
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| 09:14pm 22/04/2003 |
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mood: indescribable music: michelle branch - "drop in the ocean"
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[ Spell your first name backwards ]: bocaj
[ The story behind your user name ]: JY... he thought he was soooo funny... hah.. o well.. i dun mind.. i like it...
[ How old? ]: 15
[Where do you live? ]: @ home
[ 4 words that sum you up ]: Band-nerd, annoying, weird, loud
Describe ur:
[ Wallet ]: leather... old... messy...
[ Hairbrush ]: i dun have one
[ Jewelry worn daily ]: just this blue and silver neck thing i have....
[ Pillow cover ]: plaid
[ Coffee cup ]: i dun like coffee
[ Shoes ]: black, fila, cross trainers
[ Cologne ]: Polo Sport or Lucky
[ CD in stereo right now ]: linkin park's meteora
[ Piercing ]: nah...
[ What you are wearing now ]: jeans and a t-shirt
[ Hair ]: mai new top gun cut
[ In my head ]: a certain girl that means the world to me... >: someday :<
[ Wishing ]: that that >: someday :< could be tomorrow
[ After this ]: homework i dun wanna do
[ Talking to ]: aber... was talking to natalie, but she left...
[ Eating ]: not
[ Fetishes ]: dun have any...
[ Some of your favorite movies ]: Apollo 13, signs, sleepless in seattle, dead poets society
[ Something you`re looking forward to in the upcoming months ]: aloha
[The last thing you ate? ]: mac and cheese
[ Something that you are deathly afraid of? ]: having my one true love pass me by
[ Do you like candles? ] yea
[ Do you like incense ]: some
[ Do you believe in love ]: without a doubt
[ Do you believe in soul mates ]: yes
[ Do you believe in love at first sight ]: i believe it's possible.. i wish it had happened to me.. but no matter... >: someday :<
[ forgiveness ]: always
[ If you could have any animal for a pet ]: a cat.. i love cats
[ what are 3 cities you wouldn`t mind relocating to ]: seattle, el paso, palo alto
[ What`s something you wish you could understand better ]: why life likes to toy with me.. >: someday :<
[[ Anyone you miss that you haven`t seen in a long time ]]: well... does a few hours count as a long time?
In the last 24 hours, have you:
01. Cried: yes
02. Bought something: yes
03. Gotten sick: not since jen got me sick for florida...
04. Sang: of course
05. Eaten: DUH
06. Been kissed: no
07. Felt stupid: yea
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn`t: yes
09. Met someone new: ya
10. Moved on: no.. it'll take me forever to move beyond her.. and i dun think that's enough time...
11. Talked to an ex: yea..
12. Missed an ex: would rather not say
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: i guess you could call it a crush...
14. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: of course
16. Hugged someone: no... :-(
17. Fought with your parents: of course.. we always fight
18. Dreamed about someone you can`t be with: yes..... >: someday :<
Social life:
01. Best girl friend(s): jenny, connie, jeni
02. Best guy friend(s): i dunno.... guess i dun really have any...
03. Boy/girlfriend?: i wish
04. If no, current dating partner: she has a bf........
05. Hobbies: Being bored
06. Pager/Cell: yea.. ask me for the number..
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: neither
08. What type automobile do you drive: none yet
09. What type automobile do you wish you can drive: Suzuki Katana 750
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: it's kinda.. umm.. well.. both.. i dunno...... >: someday :<
11. Where is the best hangout: the bandroom of course.. hehe...
12. Do you have a job: soon
13. Do you attend church: no
14. Do you like being around people: certain ppl
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: of my current friends? chewy i guess
02. Do you argue the most with: my mom
03. Do you always get along with: jen and connie
04. Is the trustworthiest: jen and connie
05. Makes you laugh the most: jen and connie (again... hehe)
06. Has been there through all the hard times: connie and jen (oooo you like the way i mixed that up)
07. Have the coolest parents: Jen.. her whole family is soooo awesome...
08. Has the coolest siblings: Jen...
09. Is the most blunt: haha... you decide
10. Is the smartest: ME! haha.. nah.. rohit prolly..
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: i dun really have one
02. What are some of your pet peeves: people that try to assert power they don't have, people that don't know when to hold their tounge
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: allyson
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: of course
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: everyone thought i did.. but then.. yea.. no
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): well.. considering who my best friend is (the only one i've ever had).. i'd never lie to her in my lifetime..
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no...
08. Rather be dumper or dumpee: dumper... who wants to be the dumpee?
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. Want someone you don`t have right now: yes
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes
12. Do you want to get married: yes...
13. Do you want kids: yea
14. Do you believe in psychics?: kinda... i believe in fate.. so i suppose someone can see that far...
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: yes
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i dun have one
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: love
18. Are you happy with you: ehh
19. Are you happy with your life: no.. life sux.. but i got the greatest best friend anyone could ever ask for.. so it's not too bad
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would be with her... but since that's not gonna happen at the moment.. o well.... |
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| 06:51pm 14/04/2003 |
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mood: indescribable
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Section 1: General
1. Name: Jacob Genzuk
2. Nicknames: Jake, Jake-da-snake, Jake-da-snake-wit-da-alligator-rake, Klick, Snipe, Hawkeye, Nighthawk
3. Feet size: 11
4. Do you have a crush: a HUGE one
5. Age: 15
6. Age you act: usually at least 18... sometimes older...
7. Where Do You Live: West Covina
8. What school do you go to: Schurr
9. Where you want to live: near my favorite friends
10. Birthplace: Verdugo Hills Hospital, Pasadena, CA
11. Favorite Salad Dressing: Caeser or Bob's Big Boy Bleu Cheese
12. Ever gone skinny dipping?: not yet
13. What are you watching?: the simpsons (rodney dangerfield episode)
14. Last person you talked to: Jen Tang
15. Favorite movie: Sleepless in Seattle
16. Favorite Book: Hamlet
17. Favorite Type of music: everything but rap
18. Favorite types of cars: BMW Z4, Porsche Carrera, Suzuki Katana 750
19. Favorite Saying: "umm...."
20. Favorite Fast Food: Golden Ox
21. Favorite Ice Cream: Rainbow Sherbert
22. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: i don't drink
23. When Do You Go To Sleep: anytime between midnight and 3.30 am
24. Most Embarrassing Moment: this moment in florida.. i'm not sure if the embarassing part was apparent to anyone else.. but it was to me..
25. Stupidest Person you know: i don't wanna say....
26. Craziest Person you know: myself.. or maybe tomo and katt
27. Favorite holiday: i dunno... new year's? now if only i had someone special to kiss at midnight...
28. Favorite Food: i dunno... pizza? pizza from Petrillo's
29. Favorite Song: "Numb" by Linkin Park or "Echo" by Incubus
30. Favorite Television Show(s): ER or the Simpsons or Law & Order (reg and SVU)
31. Favorite Radio Station: KROQ (106.7) and KLON (88.1)
32. Favorite junk food: hamburgers
33. Favorite sappy love song: "Have You Ever" by Brandy
34. Favorite color: blue
35. Favorite Shoes: my FILAs
Section 2: THE FUTURE:
1. School: USC then Stanford
2. Where You Want To Live: where the people i love most are...
3. How Many Kids You Want: 2
4. What Kind Of Job You Want: Criminal Law
5. Wedding song: i'm not sure yet..
6. Song in your head: Have you ever...
Section 3: HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Been In Jail: nuh uh
2. Done Drugs: no way
3. Run Away From Home: not yet
4. Hit A Girl/Guy: guy, yes.. girl? never in a million years..
5. Lied: yea.....
6. Stolen Anything: nope
7. Broken A Bone: nope
8. Cheated On A Test: nope.
9. Gotten Drunk: nuh uh.
10. Been In The Hospital: yea.. i hated it..
11. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes...
12. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: haha.. yea..
13. Gone to Church: yea.....
14. Never slept during a night: many many times
15. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: yea.. can't wait till i get mine
17. Been to a camp: no... been camping.. but never to a camp
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: yes
19. Seen someone die: no.. and i never want to.. at least until i sit with my wife.. but hopefully not even her.. it'd hurt too much
20. Gone a week w/out shaving: yes
21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: eww.. freakz...
22. Broken something valuable: yes
23. Thought you were in love: i have been.. once..
24. Streaked the streets: haha...no
25. Screamed at someone for no reason: only when i'm really ticked off
26. Said I love you and meant it: yes
27. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: hurt.. more like had my heart torn out
28.stayed up talking on the phone until four: nope... someday...
Section 4: WHICH IS BETTER:
1. Coke Or Pepsi: pepsi
2. Cats Or Dogs: depends
3. DVDs or VHS: dvd
4. Deaf Or Blind: either or.. the most important thing is being with people you love
5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: pools
6. Television Or Radio: depends
7. CDs Or MP3's: i dun care.. as long as it sounds good
8. Apples or oranges: apples
9. Gap or Old Navy: Gap
Section 5: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
1. Took A Shower: last night
2. Cried: umm... i'd rather not say
3. Watched a Disney movie: a few weeks... "i can show you the world......"
4. Given/gotten a hug: today.. THANX NATT!!
5. Been to the movies: a while.. i guess chicago with natt, will, connie, and lisa
Section 6: WHAT IS:
1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: the haunted mansion ride and pool at the hotel at florida
2. Your Most Prized Possession: my baseball glove
3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: her happiness
4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: i don't eat breakfast
5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: burgers |
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| 11:43am 13/04/2003 |
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mood: indescribable
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hey pplz.. i got a subprofile too now... enjoy.. and incase you don't know them all i'll put all my stuff in another entry later.. laterdayz..
SubProfile: Click to Continue |
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| 12:01am 13/04/2003 |
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mood: indescribable music: brandy- "have you ever"
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Brandy
"Have You Ever"
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything to look in their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get in your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
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| 11:15pm 12/04/2003 |
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hey peoples....well.. it's a lil after 11 and i'm watchin er... something i havn't done in a while.. reminds me of when me and jen used to talk everyday and night.. when we used to be the best of friends... i miss those days.. i miss the days of old.. when things wern't complicated.. i knew exactly what to do, and when to do it.. and when the time came i did it.. but now.. now's soooo confusing.. now's like.. i know what i want to do.. but i shouldn't do it.. and that's the biggest problem of all.. when did life become so confusing.. when did life get to the point where it likes to mess with me.. it sucks.. i hate it.. i don't know why i put up with it at all... i mean... all this time, life doesn't wanna give me anyone.. and now.. life gives me someone i can't have.. can you tell me that doesn't suck? i don't think so.. o well... that's all i have to say for now..
laterdayz.. jake |
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| 05:57pm 10/04/2003 |
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mood:  confused music: linkin park- "numb"
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yes... my mood says confused.. i'm sure that everyone else will say happy or tired, but i've got a very good reason.. of course.. none of you will get to hear it.. sorry... it's between me and someone else... you'll get a small hint sooner or later i suppose... but too bad... anyways...
what a week... let's start at the beginning... wednesday night/thursday morning was a lot of fun... first they were gonna watch the rookie, so a bunch of us went outside and talked for a while and i got some really funny pictures of jen and greg and nick... then we had a little meeting where they called roll.. and we got to watch the ring.. which was fun, cause i'd never seen it.. but it sucked because i had to go help load the luggage and instruments and didn't get to see anything after they find the gurl at the beginning... course.. it didn't matter much anyways since they had to stop it before the horse part... o well... so then we left for the airport where i had to hurry to the gate because i was on the connceting flight, which left early.. both flights were amazingly boring, and i got like no sleep, so they lasted forever.. but o well... so yea.. and then we got to orlando (but not before bryce bought a rediculous hat in dallas).. and the rest of the people, the lucky people from the non-stop flight, were already there and waiting.. so we got our stuff, loaded the buses, and made our way to the hotel.. where we had a pizza party.. and the rehersal which went way longer then any of us thought, so none of us got to go swimming like we wanted.. so then we went to sleep and that was it for thursday...
on friday we were supposed to get up at 6, but of course ricky, greg, pierre, and i slept in.. until 7:45.. way too late considering we were supposed to be ready to leave at 8:30 and breakfast ended at 8.. so we rushed down to grab a bite to eat and then we all left for universal island of adventure... and i had some really big regrets by the end of the day.. well.. when we got there, greg and nick and i decided to hang with jen tang, which i think was prolly the one of the best decisions i made all week, cause it made it the best week i've ever had.. (thanx jen!).. anyways, then we went inside and decided to start on the hulk, which was one of my regrets.. cause neither nick, nor greg, nor myself thought we could take the corkscrew at the beginning, so jen went on with her sis and bro and their respective spouses (well.. ceci is only engaged, but nevermind that).. and when they got off the bugged us about it that we really wanted to go on by the end of the day, but just didn't have the time.. o well.. then we went on spiderman.. which i was awesome... lots of cool 3d effects.. and then we walked for a while and went on this popeye/rapids ride that got us all totally soaked.. hehe.. and then nick and greg got temp tatoos.. greg got the bend i wanted (arrrgg) and nick got anchors on both forearms.. which was funny, so we called him "Anne's brother the sailor man" all week.. hehe.. yea... anyways.. then we went over towards jurassic park, but didn't go on because they thought it was the same as the one in hollywood (another regret) so we ended up on spiderman again.. and we didn't get to go on dueling dragons, the one ride i really wanted to go on, but o well.. it's ok... we went back to the hotel and got ready for the marching competition.. i worked forever on perfecting my routine, only to change it last minute, but owell.. that's the way the cookie crumbles... o well.... the parade itself was so small it was actually kinda hilarious.. o well... anyways... that was about it for that night... except i got to talk to cathy for a while on the phone.. and she said i can talk to her again as long as i dun hit on her or flirt with her anymore.. which shouldn't be too hard.. considering a story you just won't get to hear.. sorry.. so on to saturday...
saturday was concert competition, so we didn't go anywhere.. we woke up late again (this time 7:55), ate breakfast, and then got dressed and left for the community college.. when we got there we stood around for a while and then finally got to go on.. which sucked because the accoustics totally messed up our performance.. o well.. then we went to eat at a buffet place and then went back for orchestra's performance.. they did ok.. but they also could've done better.. so then we went back to the hotel and waited around for a while... we went to eat at another buffet and had more fun with jen.. and then we went to awards at MGM.. ok.. now i suppose for most people awards was the highlight of the trip.. wasn't for me.. but that's another story you won't get to hear.. sorry.. anyways.. before awards there was a lot of music and dancing down on the stage for the Indiana Jones stunt show.. it was funny.. cause a lot of people got really freaky.. but o well.. hehe.. then the show began.. the hollywood hitmen came out and started playing and everyone loved it.. so yea.. and then the host came out and he called up all the directors and when he called mr narumi we just went wild.. it was amazing.. you just see all the other schools jump in their seats from the surprise.. hehe.. and then the actual awards started.. and we WON! it was great.. we totally swept the entire marching section of the competition.. so did flags and drill.. hehe.. and then we got 2nd in concert, but only by .1, so it was ok... we got 8 trophies in total.. it was just so awesome to hear our name so many times in a row.. hehe.. and then on the way home we sang oldies and bounced the bus.. hehe.. and that was about it for the night.. we had a big group "talk" after at the hotel.. and got mooned a few times.. but o well... on to sunday
sunday was mgm.. it was fun.. except for the first part of it cause we had to wait for jen and nick and magaly (who will cease to be mentioned in this cause we had a big falling out, so anyways.. ) cause they had detention for being in eachother's rooms.. anyways.. after we picked them up we went to the tower of terror, where nick, jen, and i went on with fastpasses we got from someone woman outside.. it was fun! and jen was really freaked out.. she was like grabbing onto our arms and screaming.. i think the worst part is when the doors open and you can see exactly how high above the rest of the park you are.. creepy.. nick bought the picture.. it was too awesome.. so then we went around the park some more.. and then that night was fantasmic.. i've said it once and i'll say it again.. i love that show! the music is just so incredible.. i have to find it so we can play it.. i wanna sooooo badly.. when we got back we played pool.. it was awesome... jen got pretty good and nick beat us like a pro playing six year olds.. haha.. he's just awesome...
on monday we went to animal kingdom and epcot.. animal kingdom was ok.. could've been way better.. the only ride i thought was really worth the trouble was the rapids.. they got everyone soaked, except nick.. darn nick.. i dunno how he got away with it.. o well.. then we went to epcot.. that was definatly a lot of fun... first was test track.. that was soo much fun.. i hated the heat part.. but the cold was nice, and the outside was just awesome.. i love that curve.. it's just so much fun going into it.. after that we walked around a while and then took the boat across to japan for lunch.. we ate at the yakitori house.. it was good.. but the best part was that they had edamame.. it taste's soo good.. hehe.. then we went to the gift shop for a while.. i bought a pearl.. but i won't say who i gave it to... haha.. and then we walked along the east side of the lagoon.. we stopped in germany for a while and i almost bought my mom a glass figure that i ended up buying later anyways.. then we went to Norway, where we went on a boring ride that was a lot more fun when i was 9.. hehe.. and we saw a statue of Mr. Hausey.. the group took a picture with it.. ask me and i'll show it you.. hehe.. then we went through the rest of it and Mrs. Tang bought a hat in china and nick got asked the price for the marionettes.. hehe.. then we made our way over to innoventions, where we spent another hour or so.. and then test track again so Mr. Tang, who had joined us by then, could experiance it.. he liked it.. and i gotta say that Mr Tang is funny.. i mean.. sometimes he's just hilarious.. and he's also a really nice guy.. haha.. o well.. i guess it's true.. all kids hate their parents and all parents are liked by other kids... everyone keeps telling me that my mom's awesome.. yea.. well.. whatever.. anyways.. we went to england and watched the british invasion and nick bought some huge beatles' postcards he's gonna frame.. and then we went back to morocco, where we ate.. well.. most of us ate.. i just had a strawberry tart.. wasn't really that hungry.. and then we sat down in bewteen morocco and japan and watched illuminations.. another awesome show with awesome music.. worth the wait..
tuesday was magic kingdom.. we wasted about an hour on the monorail cause it got stuck.. figrues.. stupid disney.. when we finally got into the park we went on pirates of the carribean.. well.. let's just say that it, along with much of the rest of the park, was not as good as disneyland.. after that we went on splash mountain and jen grabbed my arm hard.. she was really scared.. she doesn't like the drops like that.. o well.. but it was fun none the less.. actually i was scared too, but i didn't wanna show it.. hehe.. after that was haunted mansion. again it wasn't as good, but o well.. big surprise.. jen got scared again.. haha.. but it's ok.. it was still fun.. hehe.. then we went to get fast passes for space mountain and went on the alien encounter.. that was some of the most fun i've had in a while.. the screams were loud, but it was still fun... haha.. and then we went on the jungle cruise, which i could've narrated better because i really do know just about every single joke ever made.. and then she was silent throughout the tunnel.. so that was really boring.. and for chrissakes.. it's Trader Joe, not Cheif Moki.. whatever.. anyways.. after that we went back to space mountain and ended the day on the best ride at the park.. it was better then the one at disneyland.. a lot more fun.. after that we went back to the hotel and jen and i jumped in the pool.. haha.. well.. she was thrown.. a few times.. but it was ok.. and then we played pool into the night.. she beat me.. and greg beat her.. and nick beat us all.. so the night was full of surprises... it was the perfect end to the best week of my life..
and then wednesday was kennedy.. o man.. it could've been better.. but i suppose it was only because i knew everything about everything that was there.. hehe.. i spent like $85 there.. geez.. all on apollo stuff.. o well.. and then we went to the airport and we sat around for a long time.. it was so boring.. o well... the flight was too.. and then i got home and here i am..
well.. there wasn't much to do while i was there.. so i wrote a couple poems.. well.. more precisly i started them.. i'll post em when i finish em.. well.. that was my week.. hope that wasn't too long for ya.. have fun.. laterdayz.. jake..
ps.. greg, nick, jen, and the rest of jen's family: thanx for the best week of my life.. only one thing could've made it better.. and the way i see it.. it'll come in time... |
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| 11:00pm 01/04/2003 |
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mood:  lonely music: numb- linkin park
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well... tomorrow's florida... i can't believe it... it's so confusing though... .:sigh:. so many contradicting feelings.. on one hand.. i have a gurl no one believes that i like.. and another that everyone knows i care for like never before.. ughgh... i dunno.. i wish i could just talk to her.. but i guess we'll have to wait and see....
laterdayz... jake |
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| 02:32pm 29/03/2003 |
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mood: lonely
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| 09:28am 29/03/2003 |
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mood: lonely music: in the end- linking park
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haha.. man.. it's been a long time... well... i wrote some entries.. just never posted them cause i wrote them at school.... i think i'll put them in this entry and then culminate the whole thing with a new one... sound good? ok... be prepared for a very long entry....
entry written: 3.20.03 at 11.28a (during 4th period)
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man.. i HATE fourth period.. it is soi fucking boring.. does bringard ever teach? she's giving us a lecture abolut or grades.. makes me wonder how in the world her mind works.. i mean how are we supposed to learn if she never teaches? heh.. ok.. well.. that's just the way the proverbial crumbles..
i got a chem test next period.. i suppose i should have done the homework or something.. o well.. that's life..
hehe.. this gurl across from me is eyeballing me.. like everytime i look over at her she looks away and vice versa.. too bad this is prolly just a figment of my imagination.. i supposed i'd be happier if i knew my mind wasn't playing tricks on me...
laterdayz... jake
entry written: 3.21.03 at 11.50a (again during fourth)
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welcome to yet another day of "Boring Bringard".. o well.. we're gonna watch a stupid, fucking tape of Oprah on Iraq. will someone please tell me what Oprah and Iraq have to do with Japanese? is there any fucking connection? NO. we all know that.. so why are we watching it? my guess is because ol' BB back there wants a day off. (what is her problem) we can't even rest our heads on our arms while we watch.. what a bitch..) o well.. i'm gonna prover her wrong in about 10 minutes.. hehe.. too bad for her.. she's really gonna hate me by the end of the year.. hehe.. she want's a fight?
(i'm back now. it's 12.48. that bitch of a teacher made me stop because she said that tape was "important to her.") anyways... as i was saying before i was so rudely interrupted.. no.. forget that.. i'm gonna rant for a bit since i can't even remember what i was gonna say anyways.. ok.. i waithed for like 10 fucking minutes before she ever acknowledged my existance in the classroom. Now i wasn't gonna be rude or anything.. i even said that aloud. and what does that BITCH say??? she says she doesn't wanna talk about it! she says that i pissed her off and that i'm on her list.. WHAT FUCKING LIST?! i should go to the top and tell them what she said. that's like telling me i'm fucking blacklisted. well i've made a decision. i'm gonna make her life a living hell these next few years. it's becoming my new goal in life. i'm gonna study my ass off and make her really hate me when i ace her class and she still doesn't like me and she can't do a fucking thing about it.. too bad for her.. maybe i'll start some kind of secret organization for those who hate her, but have to put up with her.. i bet her husband would join.. haha.. and to think.. i was told she was a good teacher..
laterdayz... jake
okay.. back to the present.. last night was a lot of fun.. thanx connie, natt, and will.. that was great.. we should do that again sometime.. for all of you who wern't there.. we all went over to natt's house to watch movies (nightmare before christmas and romeo and juliet, the baz luhrman version) it was awesome.. i got there a lil before 5 with lots of junk food and we immediatly dove into the cookie 'n creme ice cream.. (haha.. hey connie.. "whoa! big cookie!" haha.. ) anyways.. yea.. then david barta showed up so he could hang out before the dance.. so then we watched nightmare before christmas.. i love that movie.. the lil guy that plays sax is funny.. and i agree with will.. that kid is just creepy.. (btw will.. watch out for spoons ;-) ) hehe.. yea.. that was great.. and then barta had to leave.. and we watched romeo and juliet.. none of them had seen it and i had to explain and point out a few things.. but it was ok.. it was still loads of fun.. and then after that we ended up listening to music and playing boggle ("WHOA YEA!" hehe... i watch too much king of the hill) and i have to say that natt is the reigning champ of the school.. she could beat peggy hill hands down.. hehe.. she's just really really good.. will got the hang of it near the end but still couldn't beat her.. and then i had to go home cause my mom doesn't know when to leave me be.. o well.. it was still the most fun i've had in a long time.. i'm happy we did that instead of the movies.. thanx again guys!
well.. that about sums up my day.. talk to ya all soon.. maybe.. maybe not.. muahhahahahaha! j/k..
laterdayz.. jake |
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| 10:49pm 11/03/2003 |
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mood: lonely music: dean martin- "everybody loves somebody"
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everybody loves somebody
dean martin
Everybody loves somebody sometime
Everybody falls in love somehow
Something in your kiss just told me
That sometime is now
Everybody finds somebody someplace
There´s no telling where love may appear
Something in my heart keeps saying
My someplace is here
If I had it in my power
I´d arrange for every girl to have you charms
Then every minute, every hour
Everybody would find what I found in your arms
Everybody loves somebody sometime
And though my dreams were overdue
Your love made it all worth waiting
For someone like you
If I had it in my power
I´d arrange for every girl to have you charms
Then every minute, every hour
Everybody would find what I found in your arms
Everybody loves somebody sometime
And though my dreams were overdue
Your love made it all worth waiting
For someone like you
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laterdayz... jake |
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| 08:31pm 10/03/2003 |
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mood: pissed off music: moorside suite
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well.. actually.. it wasn't that amazing of a weekend.. it was pretty usual... but i wasn't able to go online... and saturday was awesome... where to begin.... hmmm... let's start with the only part of my weekend worth talking about... SATURDAY!
ok.. i have to admit it... saturday night was the best night out that i've EVER had.. connie can vouch for me on that.. it was just so totally awesome... i got to the theater early... cause.. yea.. that's me.. but i didn't think that it'd be THAT long till they would get there... they all got there like 10 minutes before the movie started... hehe.. but it was cool.. got lots of excercise walking in circles, listening to this country group... and then they finally showed up and we went in.. natt and i missed the beginning of the opening overture because we were waiting for her pretzel.. but it's cool.. chicago is such an awesome movie.. they do it so well.. and it's just an all out fun movie... cell block tango is soo awesome.. and mama's song.. (tit for tat.. hahaha)... it was fun... then after we went over to rick's and natt almost got us lost (west, natt, west!) hehe.. it was cool... there was this bayou-type band playing and the guy playing the washboard was really having a lot of fun... he walked out to his car while he was singing and got something while he was there and then just started dancing out there.. that was funny... hehe... then we went over to penny lane and natt bought her first cd's ever.. hehe.. it's funny hearing that, huh? well.. hehe.. somethings are just like that.. hehe.. after that we walked to coldstones and natt and lisa shared something that made connie mad cause she thought they took the last brownie.. and then connie and will shared something that had a brownie.. hehe... and i had an italian rasberry sorbet with a waffle cone.. hehe.. that was good.. but the gurl behing the counter seemed angry or something cause she was all like WHAT? you want a WHAT?... hehe.. that was funny... and that was just about it...on the way home i talked to connie for like 15 miuntes on the phone.. my longest phone conversation.. and i told her something she was all jazzed about.. hehe.. DON"T TELL ANYONE! hehe... that was about it... hehe...
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laterdayz.. jake |
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| 09:57pm 03/03/2003 |
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mood: lonely
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well.. it's been a while since i've updated.. quite a few days actually.. nothing exciting really... i was talking with pierre the other day and i figured out the perfect date.. and i even have the perfect person that i could take.... i just wish that i could.... i miss her so much... but i realized something today... i love her.. i love her with all my heart... unlike i've ever loved anyone before.. but i won't try.. because i know she's happy and i would never do anything that would jeopardize her happiness... because it's her happiness that's the most important thing in the world to me, not mine... it's that simple... amazing, huh? .: sigh :. i just wish i could tell her.. i just wish that she could understand.. and that he could understand that he treats her like shit and that he should just give up on a relationship that he doesn't deserve anyways... but i won't ever tell him or her that... ever... because i care about her happiness to much to worry about my own.. love is amazing... it's unlike any other feeling in the world... it's amazing... it allows you to put your entire life and well-being aside in order for that person that you love to be happy... American Heritage Dictionary defines love as: "A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness." But love is so much more.. love is something that can't be truly defined.. it is something that you have to experiance for yourself.. and if you don't have the amazing fortune to experiance love in its fullest, then you havn't lived life to its fullest.. love is like air.. it something that the world cannot to without.. you need love to survive.. the world needs love to survive.. and if the world is ever without love, then the world has many many problems to worry about.. because without love... well, life just isn't worth living... |
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| 06:34pm 27/02/2003 |
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mood: lonely music: Holst-The Planets-Jupiter
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well... it's been a pretty boring couple of days.. except i got hit in the head by david milltemen's penny.. dumb aber.. i'll get him.. mark my words i'll get him... hehe.. anyways.. yea.. that was about it.. i was really worried about cathy today.. but.. not much i can do about it.. sigh.. imma write a poem about her... guess i'll just have to wait and see how long it takes..
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laterdayz.. jake |
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| 09:50pm 25/02/2003 |
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mood:  thoughtful
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hehe.. well.. once again i've put my site up... o well.. hehe.. i decided to just make it a mirror for now... o well.. we'll wait and see.. boring day.. watching smallville...
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laterdayz... jake |
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| 09:28pm 24/02/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished music: All The Things She Said-Tatu-Ripped by RaptorX30
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hahaha.. geezus man.. what a crazy fuckin day... it was.. well.. it was weird.. i get there in the morning and who's there??? hausey.. i heard mr hausey was there too.. glad he left before i got there... and yea.. so that was THE TALK of the day.. hehe.. we decided to call a band council meeting for tomorrow morning.. so if you're in it or know anyone who is.. tell them to be there... yea.. other then that.. i guess it wasn't all that bad... boring for the most part.. i'm reading lead in oedipus... big surprise, huh? o well.. i dun mind.. i like being the only guy that actually cares about stuff like.. i like all that stuff.. i really do... i mean.. yea... shakespeare especially.. cause my character always dies before the end and i get a bunch of free time.. plus i always read ahead.. so i know what's gonna happen.. can't wait till next year when i get to read hamlet's part.. gotta love him.. even though the best lines are by other characters.. horatio is awesome.. o well... haha... anyways... yea.. i'm pretty happy right now since david said he's gonna try and set me up with a chick for sadie's.. that'd be awesome.. i need someone.. i need to get my mind off cathy for at least a lil bit... fat chance, huh? o well.. i guess that's about it for now..
laterdayz.. jake |
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