So just so I know...


Who else is coming to comic-con who knows me on my journal? You can expect me to be hanging around the anime-ish/disney/cartoon panels seeing as I'm hardcare gay for animation. I might also end up other places as well. Kristin Chenoweth OMG O: Possibly the Afro Samurai thing Samuel L Jackson ZOMG. and anywhere else a few of my fave culty celebs/voice actors may be hanging out...


Oh God Steve Blum <3 <3 Of all the male VA's I could possibly hope to meet, I'm so glad you're here....I've been a fan of your sweet raspy hawt voice since I saw in Cowboy Bebop, But I especially heart you for Darcia. Seeing as your Darcia is the main inspiration for one of my Original story villains...I can't imagine him without your voice. XDD Wendee Lee's also going to be at that panel so that's twice as awesome. (Haruhi Suzumiya FTW.)


I'm leaving this post public only because well, I'm tolerant of a few fans chasing me, though I've only played two people on YGOTAS I'm not as popular as my fantastic sweet fiancefuu D:


~Safty

There's going to be a smallish anime con thing taking place at the Scunthorpe library on the 17th and 18th of March from 6pm onwards. I don't know what exactly's going to take place there but I've already been asked to come along and help with the anime art competition..You know give little pointers and such for styles and whatnot.

So yea there's a art competition, Cosplay contest and a bunch of other stuff - So the current plan is to go along and also try to pimp YGOTAS whilst I'm there, because well hell it's fun and it's the nearest anime con I'm going to get to in a while.

So any support from fellow friends from Scunny or nearby would mean alot to me, Especcially if it means we can more things like these taking part in Scunthorpe alot more!

(OMG A public entry?!)

I wrote drabble...not very good drabble, but it's drabble none the less, Featuring my OC and Ash, very heavily based on one of my favourite scenes from Enchanted. Really you don't have to read if you don't want to but it is rather fluffy and not full of smut, mainly because I suck at writing smut it's not really my thing. Actually I suck at writing all together, plus I get the feeling no one's going to read it anyway and if someone did it'd be surprising


Title : "So Close"
Charries : Ash ( Evil Dead/Army of Darkness) & Saft (OC original story thing going on but keeps dragging in charries from other fandoms into this story please permit me.)
Rating : Suitable for all
Notes : I'm on a "Enchanted" kick and "So Close" happens to be one of my fave tracks from the movie soundtrack, Plus Giselle and Robert seem to have the Ash/Saft relationship thing going on I wanted to see if I could write something like that for myself because well I had nothing better to do.


( You're in my arms and all the world is gone )

Dear Sick Fuck who called my mother last night.

...You're fucking lucky it wasn't me who answered the phone, My mum was so shook up after what happened - If it was me who answered you'd have a screaming fit from hell, seriously. From the sounds of it you were a grown man...GROW UP. Seriously GROW THE FUCK UP.


And for the record this doesn't mean you can ask if you can either lick out me or my mother.


No Love
~Safty


We couldn't even report the shit. He withheld his number.

I just remembered why talking to people on AIM sometimes pisses me off. Seriously people take things the wrong effing way because of how something's typed.

I'm sick to death of trying to explain myself to people I just can't..it's why I suck at writing, It's why I suck at alot of socialising and shit like that so don't Just FUCKING don't try and wind me up about it...

I can't explain things properly I shouldn't have fucking bothered.

Wagh so much...stuff going on sort of well there hasn't really been much going on but still I feel stressed and like I haven't got time to do anything else other than work and worry.
This flat I went to look at on Friday seems really nice and it possibly COULD fit two people in there the only things that I'm worried about are space and privacy, I mean I do work on alot of things on the computer like my AMV's and occasionly singing I don't want the neighbours to hate me because I'm constantly singing anime/movie/broadway songs at the peak of my voice.

I've also had the urge to suddenly app as load of characters over at DDD I know our limit is nine but I've applied for like three today on top of the two I already have it's like I've suddenly decided I have nothing better to do but roleplay which I guess is true in a way, I love roleplaying at the moment it's taking all the stress away from everything else and I find it easier being someone else than myself...So what do I do?

Hmm in other news I just finished making a new anime music video Bia you should appreciate this one, It's to a Offspring song and I feel like I should have made it years ago, I've never tempted a music video dedicated strictly to this character, Why? Because said character only shows up for like 5 minutes and we don't get to see him in the rest of the series for whatever stupid reason, Which is lame...So the video itself is very repeditive, But hey that's not my fault if Capcom decide this character doesn't deserve any screentime next to like Chun-li, Dante and Morrigan Aensland D:


Let's just say I'm looking very forward to seeing my snuggle bunny on Thursday I want to snuggle him and spend some time with him very much so...


~Safty

Ro...Would you murder me if I decided to play Middie at another multifandom RPG and borrow some of your icons with credit 'cause like.. D: I fail at making decent manga icons. I'm only using a few anime icons of him because I can't get over his fugliness in the anime I just can't sorry.

You can always tell me to get fucked and make my own icons too, But yanno since you inspired me with his awesome and all these other Trigun charries have shown up...I'd like to at least try my hand with him.

~Safty

I made poop, Not very good poop but it is Poop at very least.



For some reason "Mama Luigi" never EVER Gets old. XD

~Safty

You know what pisses me off more than anything at the moment?


...



I feel like everyone's Except Martin obvliously trying to live my life for me. Like they're getting irritated with me for not being overlyenthusiastic over the wedding as I apparently should be? Hello you hardly let me decide for myself what I want, Fuck you.
There's like a massive part of me that wants to run away from everyone I hate it, I hate the fact that all of a sudden people want to control what I do, How I do it and when I do it....What's the point of doing everything now? Like today? Mum's gone and made a appointment tomorrow to see a potential flat for me and Martin to move in...WOA, SLOW THE FUCK DOWN MUM. Ok fine we're getting married. Yes we're going to have to find a place to stay...but for god's sake you went ahead and did it behind my back, You never once called me to say "Hey Abi I found a flat, should I go ahead and make a appointment?" ...No You went ahead and did it.


I feel like I have absoutley no control now and I hate it. I hate the fact people are like HEY ABI YOU MUST DO THIS, HEY ABI YOU MUST DO THAT...I want my freedom back you know If I can't do things on my own how on earth am I ever going to learn to fend for myself?

Even more so sure I want to settle down But the way you're doing things mum it makes me think I'm going to be stuck in Shitty Scunthorpe forever...You have no idea how much I hate Scunthorpe I have so much effing baggage here I hate it. I want to go somewhere where no one knows who I am or gives a fuck about me, I want to be with Martin. Free to do whatever I want in my own way ...
Hell I don't even know if this is why I feel so cranky at the moment, I know, I know...This seems worse than it is because It's that stage of the month where I just want to scream, yell and cry at everyone and want to be on my own or with Martin.
I hate trying to explain myself to my mother because I just can't I've always had this problem of trying to express myself to her because at the end of the day she always has to be right about everything.

It's exhausting and kinda depressing me right now...I want to get a project of my own to work on away from everyone Like a huge-ass canvas or a good writing fix or something....
Also Sara? I'm really sorry about evading Bellydancing once again, Me and Martin went to the cinema and didn't come out till like 6:15 therefore missing Bellydancing... ): I'm going to have to put in lots of extra hours as well If I'm going to afford the wedding and other stuff as well like the flat if we get it.



Freedom to stretch these golden wings, Freedom to touch the sky...
I'd sacrifice riches beyond measure
Just a girl..with a boy...
What a perfect fantasy...
To find love to feel joy...
To be really free


~Safty

Momentarily sticking this behind a LJ-cut because apparently it's messing up a Friend's page :/

( Yea I know,juggling chainsaws WOULD be more fun )

Incase you haven't heard the good news yet Episodes 24 & 25 of the Abridged series is out, I command you watch them...WATCH THEM I SAY!!11!!


http://www.dailymotion.com/littlekuriboh/video/x2zy7n_episode-24-egyptian-exhibition-expo_fun


http://www.dailymotion.com/littlekuriboh/video/x2zybz_episode-25-dirty-dueling_fun


And bonus crack for all you YGO villain fanatics out there.


http://www.dailymotion.com/LittleKuriboh/video/x2zy39_mariks-evil-council-of-doom_fun


Notice that once again I fail at remembering how to stick links into hyperlinks? Yea it sucks I know.
Or you could go watch the episodes at our shiny site ;) Alright I don't own it...But I mod at the forums it's GOOD stuff.

Yanno what movie I can't stop thinking about for some odd reason latley? Perhaps it's because Boomerang keeps trying to force feed it down my throat but I absoutley love The Land Before Time I remember seeing it cinemas when I was really little and remembering how much I cried when Littlefoot's mother died ...I never cried when Bambi's mother died, Hell I didn't even cry when Mufasa died...But Littlefoot's mother's death was well and truly heartbreaking.


I also love the very start of that movie...getting to see most of the main characters as tiny little babies...Except for obviously Spike because we meet him later in the movie making him the youngest member of the group. I can't remember if we see Petrie's baby moment...I definatley remember Ducky, Cera's and most importantly Littlefoot's...

It's also really difficult trying to find the soundtrack too I've noticed, I only have the two tracks from it "Littlefoot's Theme" and "If We Hold On Together"...I'd really love the entire thing if it's at all possible to find at all.

The first few sequels were terrible...the animation did nothing for me. The songs were horrid. But more recently I saw The one where Littlefoot meets his father I believe it's "The Great Migration" but I can't be sure. So anyway we find out why Littlefoot's father wasn't present in the first movie and Littlefoot is like "YAY I HAVE A DAD WOO!"...then towards the end of the movie Littlefoot has this big whole..."Should I leave the Great Valley with my dad or stay with my friends?" And for some reason...that was just as heartwrenching as Littlefoot's mother's death...I mean this is Littlefoot, the leader of the friends the one that's led the gang through whatever danger they had to face...

And then there's this absoultey beautiful song I usually hate the songs they stuck in The Land before time movies but this one...I thought it was really cute. So anyway the gang sing it to Littlefoot because you really believe Littlefoot's going to leave everyone and go off with his father...It really made me cry. Plus Cera seems to get the nicest lines which indicates to me Cera despite how bossy and mean she can be...She cares the most about Littlefoot.


I'll see you in my dreams and keep you in my heart...


See?!
So yea...I'm on a LBT kick at the moment, I may make icons from the first movie but if there are any more caps or good fansites out there please let me know, I don't know how big of a fandom this movie has, But I think it deserves one.

1. Leave me a comment saying something random, like the lyrics from your current favourite song, or your favourite kind of sandwich.Something random. Whatever you like.


2. I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better.


3. Update your journal with the answers to the questions.


4. Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions


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( And now replies to Bia's questions )

I must stop watching CBBC..I keep finding cute kid's shows I find myself liking a little too much. Granted most people like "Shaun The Sheep" But I've been watching something I don't even know what it's called...I just know it stars




Maybe it's the sweet little way that he speaks, But I do find myself wanting to pick him up and cuddle the little critter. Also I do find it adorable he can't prenounce people's names for instance he calls Beatrice "Beetroot" XD


~Safty

I hate quite a boring afternoon here so I decided to take a trip to the conema where I work to watch a movie, The movie in question was the new Keira Knightley movie "Atonement" - I don't know why I wanted to see this so badly...I remember seeing trailers and thinking "Wow this looks intresting, I should go watch it." So I did...and WOW what a stunning, beautiful, moving piece of cinema this was...


( If I jumped in would you save me? )


Not as good as Martin's review of "Run Fat Boy Yun" but I at least wanted to write something about this movie before I forgot about it until it was finally released on DVD.

~Safty

...Alright my dream last night was kinda strange, but not that strange as I very rarely have dreams like this but when I do it's usually a indication that my period's coming up as that's when I start to have my crazy ass dreams most of the time.

Anyway in my dream I'm at home with my mother, We get a phonecall. Mum tells me we need to get to the village hall as someone's father has gone cliff climbing in the snow and has fell and died, I'm like OHNOES! so we go walk down towards the village hall because it's only like a 15 minute walk, we get there...and I find Seto Kaiba, Mokuba, Otogi, The "MY HAIR!" guy and someone else I can't remember all sobbing thier eyes out...apparently It was Seto and Mokuba's dad who died What the hell that doesn't even make sense at all I know. so my first reaction is to go and hug Seto, I can't even remember if I was being me or my YGO persona in this dream...but I seem to remember Seto blinking at me and just hugging a little tighter which would be awfully out of character for him were he not the messed up Seto from my subconcious...Anyway later on Seto took me to his room we talked and cuddled and I generally tried to cheer him up despite his loss.

A little while later Mokuba walks in on us and tells us their father isn't dead he was just knocked out unconcious, Seto doesn't seem to care about it that much and tells Mokuba to get lost so he can spend more time with me.

I'm not really that good with dream meanings but a aprt of me liked the fact that Seto Kaiba was being a genuinley nice person with feelings rather than hiding behind his millions and millions of Yen he earned from making Duel Discs and card-games.

I bet I'm not going to have a dream like that again for quite a while, Kinda dissapointing really D:


~Safty


And despite my huge-ass crush on Yugi/Yami I do have to say that Seto is my favourite character in Yu-Gi-oh, No idea why...he's like the equivelent to Vegeta from DBZ, But if I recall rightly I did have a little bit of a thing for him as well...I dunno maybe I just like grouchy bastards.