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[16 Feb 2004|11:03pm] |
ps.! i have a journal better then this one.
slumber_partyy
its friends only, & gonna be updated more.
see you thereeee <3
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[12 Feb 2004|01:04am] |
i talked to an old school friend/ex tonight.
and i cant stop smiling.
and no one can take this feeling away from me.
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[07 Feb 2004|03:17pm] |
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i moved!
girls call my cell,
we're having a slumber partyy.
[no boys aloud this time]
♥
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| anita & i are dying of mono |
[03 Feb 2004|11:25pm] |
Act204: dude i found an anthem for our meetings....
omg its sasha: hahaha we're prolly dying of mono and your looking for an anthem for our man hating meeting hahah
omg its sasha: what is it tho?
Act204: BIG PIMPIN BY JAY-Z
omg its sasha: HAHAHAHHAAH
omg its sasha: omgg hahahah
Act204: just change it to girl lyrics
omg its sasha: hahah omg
Act204: BIG PIMPIN IN UP IN NYC
Act204: ITS JUST THAT JIGGA GIRL
Act204: YOU KNOW I THUG EM FUCK LEAVE EM
Act204: MEETING IN SESSION
Act204: FIRST ORDER OF BUSINEES....
Act204: HOW WILL WE DESRTOY THE WHOLE RACE OF MAN?!
Act204: i hope your silent cuz your thinking...
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| RIP ian<3 |
[03 Feb 2004|04:25pm] |
i remember we used to all play street hockey outside at a church until it got dark, the middle school parties & how we used to ride the bus together every day. summertime we'd all meet up at mollys market & hangout. he had this air about him, he was always laughing & his eyes were always so bright. elkton will never be the same without you. erin and i will miss you<3
( Ian L. Morrison )
he is the first of my friends to pass away, and hopefully the last. watch over me& everyone else. we love you.
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[02 Feb 2004|04:33pm] |
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ew my gosh im so sick:[
this is my last week at work.
we had a seal set that lasted from 530pm-330am;;
but it was so much fun,& i met the new girls<3
my manager said i remind her of her puppy
cos im cute&cuddley. wompp!
my friends from de came to see me&it was cute.
thennn i hung out with some from around here,
blah blah blah. my lips are ruined from biting
them so much..ouchh:/
i didnt get the job at the coffee shop.
instead i got one in new jersey,!!
jeeez. its gonna be hot tho, i hope.
went to the dentist at the crack of dawn this morning
& slept in till 4ish.
im moving this weekend.
& buying my bunny or uggs or..saving my money?
pshhhhhh.
OH and finishing my portfolio for london.
k byeee.
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| gagggg |
[29 Jan 2004|12:33pm] |
( le pix )
i dont really have anything to talk about; at least in here. although my moms got surgery.. but dont worry, shes ok. im going for a job interview today at a coffee shop & i hope i get it cos im starving for money. my friend anita is really sick, doctors dont know whats wrong with her but i love her and hope things get betterr<3 i never pray & im still not sure what i believe in but this month can eat shit, & everyone seems to be some kind of self centered so im starting to.. see if it gets me anywhere. i wanna fall in love real bad...but dont tell anyone.
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[28 Jan 2004|05:10pm] |
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SASH IS BACK IN THE GAME.
no more tears&bullshitt!
my <3 belongs to
my friends&them boyss.
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[25 Jan 2004|08:25pm] |
my heart still hurts from last night.
i think ive got survival sickness.
ps.new hair.
( pretty pretty princess )
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| LETS.PRETEND.WE.DONT.CARE. |
[22 Jan 2004|05:35pm] |
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nothings changed, everything still sucks.
just give me a blunt and a hug, ill be fine.
im going to delaware tommorow.
wompp.♥
( beautiful & empty )
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[20 Jan 2004|06:01pm] |
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winter days seem so much longer and that sucks. the cold and ice make me pouty & just wanna get lost in my bed somewhere.. things are changing alot all over again & i think im moving out of my place and in with my moms.. maybe. depends..if i do, i get a regular shower&bathtub again<3 with my own washer&dryer! yayy. id get my own room w/bathroom n a cute lil deck on the roof..oh! and a bunny.but what happens when i want lots of ppl over or a boy? or whats gonna happen when i come home at 5am stoned? what thennnnn.! ive been lookng at colleges online alll dayyy. my brains gonna throw up. ive lost touch with alot of my best friends & the ones i have left say that we've drifted...&its probably my fault. i feel like im so lonley all the time but once i have someone around i get sick of them and want to be alone all over again.. im sick of doing nothing and extra sick of not working.the boy i was seeing, or am seeing? i dont even know whats going on with that but its going no where and im getting bored with it,i havent seen him really & everythings just..dead. like theres no emotions behind anything. and it hurts cos it feels like im waisting time.last night my mom and i drove to delaware and i picked up all of my "memories" i left behind when i went to spain..just pictures,drawings, letters and stuff..i havent gone through it all yet, ive been staying at my moms for the past 4540754 dayss. maybe im just home sick. someone come over & ill make you dinner and we can watch moviess and paint our nails haha....whatevs. highlight of my day tho? anita<3
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[14 Jan 2004|08:10pm] |
i love talking to nisha & old friends.
& i love cherry slushies;
with lots of covers & a good movie.
but not by myself:[
it was cute when alex called me.
i need a ride to the tatoo shopp.
i like dreaming about getting accepted to the school in london.
i like when he calls me hunny.
but i dont like when it snows outside
& my zippers broken.
having 3days off
& doing nothing is lame.
makes a person think too much.
&& that is never a good thing.
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| new layoutttt.! |
[12 Jan 2004|01:40am] |
my days have been really busy & rushed;
but im loving it.
spent all friday w/brian then clubbing with anita.
we went to egypt & ♥ ♥ ♥!!
they didnt ghetto out on us & it was awsome.
we danced all night till my knees were bruised:/
got some slushies & came home & changed.
boys met up with us later on, hot boxed their car.
fell asleep in the backseat.
finally hit my bed at 6am, only to get up at 10am.
that wasnt cool!
hungout with kelly & went shopping, bought new shoe laces and stuff.
then out to eat<3 bobby met up with us,
then went out & bought like 20$ worth of candyy.
uhm, thats all. i think im getting my lip peirced cos im original.
& i have tuesday & wednesday off. girllsss girllsss.
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[07 Jan 2004|10:56pm] |
gahhz so much has happened..! so i had monday & tuesday off, my friends came over and gave me an xmas present, a marilyn monroe purse<3 and we drove all the way to delaware where they took me out to eat @ this new mod resturant..stopped by my old friends houses to say hii<3 thenn we rented movies and pillow talkedd.! took pictures( im never alone, im alone all the time )
we saw finding nemo & the sweetest thing, our theme movie heh. mm next day went out to breakfast, went to a few pet stores & looked at the bunniess, saw more friends then shoppingg! and out to eat again..after that went to a family dinner, my sister goes back to europe tommorow night:[ she stayed the night with me and we took pics..( !!! ) mmm what else..went to a hockey game tonight. it was fun. im exhausted & need lurrveee.
.♥avoir.♥
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[05 Jan 2004|03:33pm] |
rainy days make me wanna disapear under my covers and just never come out. ive been working nights alot so i havent seen any daylight....and thats dumb. its so typical that i finally have a few days off and i have nothing to do with myself..my friends are coming to see me from delaware tho& i cant wait. spring needs to come already & i need to go back to school. ( your always falling away )
k byeee!
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[02 Jan 2004|11:10pm] |
anita and i went clubbing last night.
and we met 3 boys.
and ones name was sean, and we madeout:X
and danced alot.
we left & got slurpees.
then i came home and talked to brian
till 6am.
got my paycheck & im so saving them from now on.
i want pecan pie & a big hug.
and a haircut please.
<3
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[01 Jan 2004|01:20pm] |
lalala. so wednesday night was fun, i got off work and kelly and bobby stole me & we went to westchester to play pool. i guess playing pool is the big scene around here? its okay tho, it was all smokey and they played good bands all night. thennn we drove around & hit some chronic haha got hungry & ended up at some random diner that was open 24/7! yayyy. ive never eaten so much in my lifee..i got pancakes,mozza sticks, vanilla milkshake of course & sausage..!!i eat that much in about a mth haha..came back here & hung out, crashed...
last nightt kinda sucked. i worked later then i thought and my moms and sisters picked me up from work, went to see STOMP in philly; it was awsome&thats all. wasnt at all what i had expected & it was really funny..after that my mom dropped me off back at my place & by that time it was almost midnight..it was lonley but whatvs. i totally slaughtered this pic..
tonight is flo & the cave with nita<3
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| complainn complainn. |
[30 Dec 2003|02:33am] |
this week has been a rollercoaster. tonight was horrible. woke up late, plans got canceled then back again..went out to eat with my mom and saw my sister& brothers. met up with bobby and kelly & we all hung out with my sister..got in a big fight with my mom right in front of where i work...so ill have to explain everything to the girls tommorow at work..dumbdumb. kinda spilled myself out to the boy ive been seeing, that didnt work out too well & i came home to hear how he went to see his ex......sitting outside in my friends car, answered her cell to find out it was my ex, that didnt go to well either..made me think of things id rather not remember. so bobby kelly & i took our anger out on random cars and a few familiar houses..she bought a dozen eggs and yeah:X tommorow im working forever then going to dinner..and its gonna suck. alright im done.
im out of energy& heart. nothings left.
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[29 Dec 2003|02:30am] |
CRAZIEST FUCKING NIGHT EVER.
i want more.
<3
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[28 Dec 2003|01:29am] |
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its funny, ive found myself crying so much over nothing.
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