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11:21pm 08/06/2007
  Our crazy shepherd Kaatje has neverending energy..



( Piccies.. )		  
     

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New Zealand pics!   
03:49pm 07/06/2007
 
mood: bouncy
So I pondered some more about seksing up my room. And came to realise I never properly sorted out my pictures from my trip to New Zealand! I wanna make a few nice big prints and frame them, but I dunno which. xDD

I'd like to show a bunch, because it's such a pretty country. :D


Must admit it's been a while so I don't remember all the names anymore, but this pic was taken eeeeaaarly in the morning on the way to the Routeburn track's start. It's between Queenstown and some 3-building-village. xD Beautiful.

Rest of pics inside clicky.

( Kill your dial-up here! )

God, this was a bad idea.. got the IWANNATRAVEL itchies now.. :S		  
     

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Dustbunnies for sale, they've been mating well.   
10:59am 07/06/2007
 
mood: pensive
So yesterday I cleared out the stables.. (my bedroom.) Had been due for like.. a few months? xD

Still had loads of stuff that I never unpacked from Wag. Ah, Wag = Wageningen = place where I studied Biology for a few months before dropping out. Moving everything out from that place back to mom had been tiring enough (whose idea was it to put a double bed in a 12 m2 room on the 14th story? Ah right.. mine.) as it was, but back at mom's.. couldn't be arsed to deal what all that crap. XD I'm the kind of person that doesn't even want to throw away toilet paper. (I did collect pieces of (clean!!!) toilet paper at some point as a kid, lmao. xD) I just always have the feeling, I MAY BE ABLE TO USE THIS AT A LATER POINT IN TIME. So.. mess occurs.

So, after having thrown out most of the crap after all (MY HEART CRIES)... I'm met with a clean, but bare room. Blargh. I hate bedrooms! I use them to sleep in, that's all. Yes, I did try to come up with a witty remark about boyfriends and sex and what-other-things-you-do-at-night, but I couldn't. Guess I need more cohii. ;_; BUT ANYWAY.

I'm just the kind of person that lives.. in the living room! xD NO KIDDING. Even with my broken family's past, I've never quite used my room to make it my own little place. I've tried, but always failed. If I put my PC in my room, I get lonely. I love having people buzz around me while I do things. PC work, homework, anything. xD I can't seem to collect things like posters, photo frames, candles, etc all the crap that other people seem to have to make their room a cozy place. It doesn't seem.. quite.. me. =/ Candles are for wax playing anyway, duh.

But yeah, since I've failed moving out so miserably, I guess being able to make my own room a bit more than just a place to sleep (...NO I'M NOT GOING TO DO IT.) is the first thing to work on. I shouldn't have to feel lonely when there are people downstairs.

Well.. not considering the dustbunnies. XD		  
     

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So I'm kind of back..   
11:59am 06/06/2007
 
mood: chipper
(Straight copy from my DeadJournal that I wrote yesterday since I kinda forgot about this place, eheheh.)

Ever had that moment in your life that you're pretty much leaving everything behind you, so you look ahead and there are so many paths to travel that you're unsure which way to go?

I don't feel much like digging into the past at the moment. I may at some point, I don't know. For now I like to look ahead and think of the fun things I can do!

Turned 22 today.. on 05-06-07, pretty cool. Got a nice new watch, some stuff for my room, and a year subscription to National Geographic. <3 The weather was excellent, so we went for an awesome walk with the dogs. Other than that, just been relaxing and laughing loads, so I had a nice day.

Started drawing again.. mostly just getting back into the swing of things. Keep starting on different things, but I kinda do want to get something finished finally. xD Signed up for Gadan again too.. was glad to find out it was still going, it's a shame to see Chas and Deb have moved on though. (Then again, can't really blame them, cough cough inactive me.) Nothing much seems to be happening on the forum or AIM though, guess it's not so actively used anymore.

Also thought I'd mention the old SNES game E.V.O. is made of own and win. My older sister and Sjors married 1.5 week ago, it was really beautiful (and about fucking time!). Guess that makes us next, hun? <3

But first.. alcohol.		  
     

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Pet peeves.. grieves ;_;   
02:40pm 01/09/2004
 
mood: worried
One of my little rats, Sygne, is doing very bad.. I still don't know what exactly happened, but I was letting our five rats run around in Iris' room (she's at Michèle's for a few days so I'm taking care of the small zoo here) and.. I think she was started by something (maybe she saw a bird from outside?) because first she just froze, then began 'wagging' her tail like mad and running around like crazy. I was surprised but then again, there's been a new addition to the group (Yuna, almost a year old, I believe) and Sygne couldn't quite get used to her for a few days as well. She'd also wag her tail towards Yuna like that in the beginning.

Anyway, a few minutes later, Sygne was sitting on the bed, and... eating something. I checked, and it was her own tail! >_< She'd eaten like, 2-3 cms (1-1.5 inches) and it was bleeding like hell, only the bony.. thing, or whatever they have in their tails, still sticking out. God!

So naturally I called the vet, but he wasn't there and his assistant said he'd be back in an hour. An hour! So I spent an hour trying to feed her some sort of porridge with cat milk (she loves that, lol) and yoghurt drops (she ADORES yoghurt drops XD) but she was very wild and kinda panicky [well, duh] and kept trying to sit on my shoulders or crawl into my sweater... and her tail was still bleeding but I won't go into that, for the readers with weak stomachs.

...anyway. She's at the vet now, and he's going to put her under narcosis (which is a rather tricky thing for small rodents) and remove the end of her tail, then stitch it... and even if she survives all that, there's still the chance that she'll keep trying to eat her own tail, and if that happens.. well.. the vet will have to put her down then. ;_;

I'm so worried. I've totally fallen in love with these little critters.. and I find it hard to pick a favourite, but Sygne definitely comes very close. My little retard. ;_; You can do it sweetheart!		  
     

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I drew something!   
08:35pm 30/08/2004
 
mood: bouncy
Amazing, isn't it? I am stunned.

I posted it at www.hyperinsanity.com, where I and my friends maintain a small forum.

Random lynx girl. <-- clickie!

On another note: Chapter 97 of Fruits Basket was D_I_S_T_U_R_B_I_N_G. Honestly.


And a happy b-day to Feral! ^_^		  
     

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At last!   
11:55am 14/05/2004
 
mood: amused
So! My lurvely Joetje posted teh piccar for me. MUCH LUFF TO HER!

( Piccar reffies for teh lazy 'n forgetful ones. )

Scary shit. But very funny. XD Somehow I always fail at originality, don't I. ^_^;;;		  
     

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Musings of an Eefish mind.   
11:54am 14/05/2004
 
mood: chipper
Actually I feel quite chipper... I just need to bitch a bit. Woo. XD Maybe I'll save the bitching for another entry. XD

First of all, we're actually getting new pets. Nooo, a dog, 4 rabbits, 2 huge fish tanks (used to be 3) and a pond outside obviously isn't enough. My sister and I are getting three rats now. XD Woo-hoo! We can pick them up in a few weeks or so. Their names will be Ayla, Sygne and Yuki (XDDD YES, the last one was my ideer. XD Yay for Fruits Basket~! Actually I wanted to call one Momiji, but my sister couldn't pronounce it. XD And ah, it IS a rat after all. ^_^;). We're not getting them from the pet stores but from real ratteries, and I'm friggin' glad for that. I'm never buying pets from pet stores EVER AGAIN. Poor animals.

Joe has jobness. TEH SEKS! Congrats dudie! Now I won't have to pay for both of us! XD TEH YAY! That takes away lots of worries for the tripness... except for the friggin' car issue, mebbe. LOL.

New Zealand.. ^_^! Sooo looking forward to it. Going there in December, for three months. Just.. AWAY from everything here, going to meet (and SEKS!) my Joetje lurve. ;D It's gonna be so much fun. I bet three months will be more than enough for a seksar Kiwi and a crazy Dutchie to get the whole of NZ evacuated in no time. ^_^;

There's still so much I have to take care of, though.. XD I should book that friggin' plane ticket as soon as possible... hopefully I can fly with Japan Air Lines. It'll make a stop in Tokyo. XD That'd be kewl, yes it'd be. Need to get a friggin passport, and a whole buttload of gear and equipment. I did get that mattress by the way, Joe! It's kinda huge and heavy, but I figured we'll only use it for camping 'n stuff, so we can just leave them in the car. We shouldn't take our mattresses with us when we're gonna do tracks cos we're gonna sleep in huts anyway. I'm gonna buy a crappy light-weight emergency mattress, just in case, but yeah.. I figured that's the way we're gonna do things. :3

Annnd we really gotta make reservations for the Milford track! I wanna do that ooone~! Oh, and Sjors told me that that the uber-expensive one was so expensive cos you'll be travelling with a GUIDE. XD We don't need that! (Well, we could seks him/her. XD WOO!) The track that's about $100-$150 is the one we should take.

...I feel a bit fidgety about travelling all on my own, though. XD I've never been in an airplane before, so w00t. But I'm going on holiday with Michèle this summer and most likely we'll go by plane, so I'll have a bit of experience then. I friggin hope so. I don't wanna get stuck somewhere in Japan... XD Or get lost on Schiphol, the Dutch airport. LMFAO. I can just see that happen. XD

But yes. I can see this work! XD It'll be so relieving to go AWAY... to the other side of the world, for Christ's sake! It'll be such an experience... some people think that I'm too young to do something grand like this, but I'm determined. And if I don't do this now, then WHEN will I do it? This is the best time cos I haven't started a new study yet, I have saved monies from working for over a year, and.. yeah.

And of course people are SHOCKED when I tell them I'm gonna be travelling with someone I met over ze Net. XD Of course the name Joe does suggest an old icky horny grumpy geezer :P But I'm not scared that Joe will rape me, cos I'll RAPE HER! ^_____________^ Teh seks.

...and considering that nowadays I already speak half Dutch, half English (seriously -_-;; People think I have English relatives or that I've lived in Britain for a while. Not kidding.), I wonder if I can still SPEAK Dutch after having been among crazy Kiwis for so long. XD Teh fun. Michèle and Sjors were all English-y too when they returned.. and yet they still had each other to speak to in Dutch when they were in NZ. I'll have no one BUT MYSELF...!

And of course there's Joe's "Hoe gaat het met jou? Ik ben jouw vrouw!" XDDD

HI! is being fucky... can't post images! I WANNA! ;_;		  
     

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Piccaaaahs!   
12:42pm 26/04/2004
 
mood: crazy
(Blatantly copying my posts on the HyperInsanity forum… cos I’m just not cool enough to come up with TWO different witty comments for every picture. Gomen XD)

Haven't been around here much.. XD Oy. Stuff's been going on, but I got piccahs so I thought what the HEY! Let's POST! :D

Stealing yer sister's shiny new digicam is teh seks~! ^_^;

Looking at these pictures might cause severe brain damage - you're warned.

( Piccaaaaaahs~! :D )

That’s all folks! ^_^ … 0_0 W-where did everyone go? ;_;		  
     

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Kuff kuff~   
06:40pm 16/12/2003
 
mood: sore
I'm surprised I even survived this day. My throat hurts SO FUCKING MUCH. I didn't even have a voice when I got up this morning (and ye know, that can be kinda troublesome when you are on the phone all day). Walking to the bus station and up and down the stairs was hell because I have to inhale deeper -_-; Once again everyone thought I was insane for going to work in the first place xD Gotta keep up my reputation~! Lol.

Gonna visit the doctor tomorrow first thing in the morning. I have a fever too. I dunno WHAT it is, but damn it's painful @____@ Fortunately my dad can drive me to SNT so I don't have to walk that hellish end and end up dying on the streets of Eindhoven >_> Which would be fun by the way XD

Still I'm kinda glad that I went to work today, because as time passed, my throat started to hurt less as well. Although I still think I'm forcing myself too much, but eh. I need teh monies. Thinking of mebbe taking driving lessons.. but they're so friggin expensive hnaw -__- Besides, AFTER I get my license, I don't think I will have much time to keep practising with dad's car, so it's probably better to wait a while... plus I wanna have a bit of extra cash when I go to University next year.

I'd rather lie down for the rest of the night, but I really need to work on my Secret Santa pic XD I couldn't choose what pic ideer would be best, so I'm kinda, um, doing all of them XD My dear victim, ye'd better appreciate this~!

Plus I'd like to draw a picture and use that on my Christmas cards. Like that um, "SNT mascotte" XDDD Would be fun, thing is that I just DO NOT HAVE THE TIME. Roar. Oh, and I'm a slacker ^_^; D'oops.

Back to mah piccars, then to bed...		  
     

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Whee.   
01:14am 13/12/2003
 
mood: creative
( Yay chibis XD )
OMG FLUFFEE RAGNAROK SHOEZ~!

( Eef ish lazeh. )

Like I said on the forum. It's not like I don't colour anymore. I just can't be assed to finish it ^^		  
     

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I like these kinds of quizzes XD   
05:44pm 09/12/2003
 
mood: bored
C'mon guys! Kiss my ass! XD

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal/deadjournal and see what I say about you?


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Today at work, a costumer called me an angel T_T I was like "ARGGGH! WHAT DID I DO WROOOONG?!". LOL.		  
     

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Fun. ^_^   
05:18pm 09/12/2003
 
mood: crazy
Tee hee! Imma POTION! XD

The Potion Maker
beef_eefium is a translucent, dusty grey powder obtained from the saliva of a bat.
Mix with beef_eef! Username:
Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern


And my LJ nameness...

The Potion Maker
nosekizziesium is a milky, pasty fuchsia gel made from the feet of a fox that eats a lily of the valley.
Mix with nosekizzies! Username:
Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern


And together that makes...

The Potion Maker
nosekizziesium is a milky, pasty fuchsia gel made from the feet of a fox that eats a lily of the valley.
beef_eefium is a translucent, dusty grey powder obtained from the saliva of a bat.
Mixing nosekizziesium with beef_eefium causes a violent chemical reaction, producing a cloudy indigo potion which gives the user the power of acid-spitting.
Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern


C'mon you guys! MIX ME! XD That's gonna be my new seducing line... "hey there pretty guy.. wanna mix me?" What a turn-on. LOL.


[EDIT:]

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No! Isn't that awesome? Yay you! You've won the quiz and will be just fine as your tough woman self.

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Probably true XDDDD


you are aqua
#00FFFF

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
the spacefem.com html color quiz



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Yep, that's me! XD Ouch! That's one bright aqua... @_@



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Yes.		  
     

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Hmmmm.   
04:13pm 07/12/2003
 
mood: crazy
( Silly doodleness )

Red panda / (white?) tiger hybrid. Was originally gonna make his stripes white, but no. Let's call him Mr. X for now~

DA.


Fact-of-the-day: The oldest fossile penis is 425 million years old.		  
     

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Not again XD   
02:54pm 18/10/2003
 
mood: blank
Fwee. My PC's finally fixed, gots new hard disk.. and guess what? I lost my openCanvas setup AGAIN XD Could someone tell me where I can download it, or send it to me at fruity_eef@hotmail.com?

It would be mucho appreciated T_T		  
     

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Eef be on anime high.   
03:07pm 14/10/2003
 
mood: sleepy
Sorry X3 I need to draw furry again...! I should go work on my art trades.. O_o

My job started at 7 today. IN THE MORNING! XD But I love it so much there. And working in the morning is really nice! Just.. waking up, that's the hard part XD

( Marieke and her bl00f0kz bag XD )

It's Marieke.. she was my first real character :3 I've had her for YEARS, lol. She's changed a lot through the years, and sadly I've actually grown a little fond of her XD Bad Eef! (She's a blue vixen in her furry form, by the way - hence the bl00f0kz bag. LOL XD) I like her style of clothing... XP

I wasn't really sure whether I should let her wear a short skirt.. but now I think she looks very Marie-ish :3 I'm happy with how she turned out. I'll probably use this as her standard clothes now.. if anyone feels like drawing her in this outfit, you're allowed to simplify it XD

::points to the bag:: It's hard to see now, but that thing is a blushing Mikki ze Rat plushie X3 Kyoooot~! I'm sorry the picture is still huge, but I didn't want to lose any more detail
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Sorry X3 I need to draw furry again...! I should go work on my art trades.. O_o

My job started at 7 today. IN THE MORNING! XD But I love it so much there. And working in the morning is really nice! Just.. waking up, that's the hard part XD

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It's Marieke.. she was my first real character :3 I've had her for YEARS, lol. She's changed a lot through the years, and sadly I've actually grown a little fond of her XD Bad Eef! (She's a blue vixen in her furry form, by the way - hence the bl00f0kz bag. LOL XD) I like her style of clothing... XP

I wasn't really sure whether I should let her wear a short skirt.. but now I think she looks very Marie-ish :3 I'm happy with how she turned out. I'll probably use this as her standard clothes now.. if anyone feels like drawing her in this outfit, you're allowed to simplify it XD

::points to the bag:: It's hard to see now, but that thing is a blushing Mikki ze Rat plushie X3 Kyoooot~! I'm sorry the picture is still huge, but I didn't want to lose any more detail <:3

I've got a cool pic in mind for my blind character Quido.. with emotion! XD WOO! Kickass.

PS: Yes, I realize the picture resembles one of Rose Besch's recent pictures. I got the idea for the legwarmers from it. I suppose the pose looks alike too.. I'm terribly sorry about that >_> It wasn't my intention and hopefully it won't happen again @_@

I'm so tired right now.. I think I'm gonna take a nap XD
  
     

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Moooore Attiness.   
09:04pm 28/09/2003
 
mood: giggly
I drew MORE! I must be insane!

( Stretchin'! )



( The little rant I copied from my DA description )

Not much else to add! Tomorrow is the first day of my new job! Exciting.. XD MONIES!		  
     

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OMG WTF NOOOOO   
01:49am 26/09/2003
 
mood: artistic
I drew something! Be surprised people! Could this be the end of my art block...?! XD

( And it's ANIME too! What the hell is wrong with me?! )

It's Atilla (y'know, the gay deer dude XD). I may actually colour it if I'm allowed to install Painter on this laptop ¬_¬ He's supposed to be lying down [but for once, not sleeping!] or leaning against a chair or something..

Enjoy! XD		  
     

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Woo hoo!   
07:56pm 25/09/2003
 
mood: happy
I'VE GOT THE JOB! XD

Awesome~! It's in a callcenter, if people's phones or internet aren't working, they will call meeee! Hehe. Oh my gawd, I can't wait till I get dumbasses like those on rinkworks.com on the phone~ XD

I just had such an ego boost because we were with 7 people, and 5 of them already had callcenter experience. BUT, they chose none of them, just me and that other guy. Eh HEH HEH XD He was the oldest in our group. And I was the youngest! With zero experience, but ah well. I just rock so much that they couldn't refuse me! ;D That, or they were stunned by my KICKASS RED HAIR. I would be. LOL ^_^;;;

I'm not gonna explain it all again because I just did that in Dutch in an e-mail to my friends, and my fingers are hurting. So chow chow for now amigos!		  
     

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Finally.   
08:09pm 23/09/2003
 
mood: irritated
Tomorrow the über-PC should be up and running again~! At last. I've had to share this piece of crap with my annoying puberty-ridden sister for TOO LONG.

Dad won't let me use his laptop. I wanted to hook up my tablet so I could DRAW. Damn it. I'm being unreasonably pissed about it. After all I only have to wait for the new comp TOMORROW XD Must be the atmosphere of this place. I HATE IT HERE. I want to move out. NOW. I don't need all this bitching. Just my own is enough, thank you!

I may be moving out soon though :D If I can get a job in Rotterdam where my sister lives, I can live with her. We've talked about it and we're really excited~! ^___________^ I love it there, with her and Sjors. I just spent another 5 days over at their place! Such coolness.

First see how my job interview goes tomorrow, though XD Of course I want it to go well because I need a job, but at the same time.. if I get a job here, I can't move to Rotterdam! Damn it @_@ Complicated shit. LOL.

I had a hair cut yesterday~! It looks SO COOL. And it was SO EXPENSIVE. Lmao XD Now it's red again cos red is so pretty and it actually looks good on me ^_^ (Remember, first I had it ORANGE XD Which is cool too, but red looks better.) And - now my hair is cut in LAYERS. Layers people! It rocks so gaddamn hard. I am one seksar lil' bitch. Seriously.

Pictures, you say? HAH. You wish. Only the Gods can look upon my seksarness~!		  
     

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