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Happy Second Anniversary Love! =) [Sunday
October 14th, 2007 at 11:26pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

We're two steps closer to forever. =) I know it's still a long way to go, but I don't care as long as its you I'm with. =)

I'm not good with words, and this is all I have to say. But I hope you know how much I love you. Much more. More than this. *sings*

Thank you for the two wonderful years you've spent with me. =) I'm so happy with you. =) We'll continue to go through everything together. It will always be you and me against the evils of the world. =)

(I know you already know this and I also know you like to hear me say it again anyway. =P)

Okay you just called. I'll stop blogging now. I love you so much! Mwah! ♥

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Kelan ba nagsimula? Kelan tayo tumanda? [Monday
January 15th, 2007 at 9:35am]

The title has nothing to do with what I'm about to write. Haha. It just so happens that I just had my copy of Sugarfree's latest album and I'm listening to it non-stop. (pati pala Queso. i love LOVE Furlan!) haha. anyway, my last blog was about Peli inside AB bldg with my friend's help. now, it's about Peli surprising me by waiting for me outside my classroom inside the AB bldg (duh). haha. although we didn't see each other because he was in front of our usual classroom and we were from the computer room. it was 12pm, just after my computer class when I went down the stairs straight to the part of the AB Pav where we usually meet.  i checked my phone to see "san na kau?" messages from him. it was my turn to ask since he isn't where he's supposed to be. after folding/closing whatevering my umbrella, i saw him right where i usually stand when we talk 'long distance' - near the window in the left wing stairs. haha. tables turned. haha. not really, it's more like places exchanged! hahahaha. and we had our first ever in a long time hepa trip along the streets perpendicular to dapits. kwekkwek, siomai and hotdog was the merienda for the day.

I was trying to upload this picture in friendster:


Ayaw. Sabi ni Mr. Red line from Friendster: The file you were trying to upload is too large. Haha! Caption pa naman dapat ay 'sa tuwing kasama kita hindi lang ang puso ko ang tumataba'. hahaha! love you baby. =p

Yesterday was Elad's first death anniversary. Our 15th and Angel's first too.

GMik girls, I love you to bits! ^_^

I'm happy that I'm blogging again. I'm back to being my old happy self and it's all good. ^_^

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Of table tennis and friends. [Friday
January 12th, 2007 at 9:17am]
Can you imagine me as a champion in table tennis? Nah. Me neither. Haha. My victory over 3 people (out of 4) doesn’t necessarily mean that I’m really good at it. I was absent last PE time so I missed the 2 matches that I’m supposed to have finished. Yesterday I had no choice but to have 4 matches in two hours. People close to me know how weak I can be, especially at 9 in the morning with no exercise and or a warm up. Well that doesn’t limit my weakness, as long as there’s a physically fit sign on the door, there isn’t a chance that I would be allowed to enter. Even just with the way I walk, any cover would be blown. Anyway, so I have to have matches against 10 people, 9 students and my professor. We were given the chance to choose our opponent but since I was absent, only those who were also absent are the ones I can pick from. There was this girl who always sit in our table (while we were playing!) and she annoyed me so much that I always make her the target of my ball. Haha. She was absent too and I knew she wasn’t as good as the others so I thought that was the chance that I could reconcile with her. God is really really good. Its His way of saying that if I wanted inner peace, I should start dealing with the world outside my own, and I should have peace within that too. So I lost one match because I was already tired and my opponent was a friend. He was pissed that he has only won one match but we both know he deserves to win. So I made him win. Haha.
Anyway, guess who I sat beside with in epistemology class today? Haha, my one and only! Haha. Everyone knew how hard it was to get inside the campus, even more inside the buildings. But guess who got in? Thanks to kuya Robert, a 4th year Philo major who saw me and Peli exchanging flying kisses (haha) while he was in the pavillion and i was in the stairs near the window, waiting for the next professor. I double heart kuya Robert. Haha. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine Peli inside the AB building. Especially with his reputation with the guards near the AB gate... Haha! He had to make excuses, befriend the guards or pretend to be a student just to get past those guards every DAY. He got in without signing anything or talking to anyone. Kuya Robert did the talking and he just played along. I love love this day. And oh btw, Peli picked up his first lucky five peso coin today. I just want to remember. Haha. We ukay-hopped (even if both our legs were killing us already) and only bought a pair of pants. I couldn't make up my mind on what jacket I wanted to buy so I left both with the 'meant to be' thinking. If it's meant for me, it'll wait until the time is right for me to buy it.
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Happy new year! [Saturday
December 30th, 2006 at 9:26pm]
Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who i am today. Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart grow fonder. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self esteem grow stronger. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing lasts forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the true meaning of friendship. Byebye 2006!

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A super late greeting [Thursday
December 28th, 2006 at 5:34am]
 

A merry christmas to everyone!

 

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burring it on. [Friday
December 8th, 2006 at 9:34am]
 
how can you meet someone that you've already been friends with in friendster for the first time without even knowing it? destiny? haha. ishnowpleyk or otherwise known as ahn was the fifth or sixth person i met in my nstp class. we've been friends since the first time we went to class and now we flood each other's testi boards with notes like these. i cannot imagine nstp without her. we teach two kids living in one house which makes it easier for us because its less alienating when you have someone familiar with you in an unknown place. and she's there to give me paper, lend me a pen, or whatever. name it. haha! and she's just unbelievable. and when we talk, it's like we've known each other for years. other would ask, "ah so classmates kayo?" and we'd answer, "hindi.. dito lang kami nagkakilala". then she asked for my email address and added me in friendster not knowing that we were already friends in my other account! meant to be!

truly God is good. you are meant to be where you are, so don't go thinking twice. if you think where you are doesn't really make you happy, just wait. if He wants you out of there, He can easily get you out.


i had a conversation with a good friend the other night. i told her about the confusion (or whatever you call it) I have about my course and future bladiblah.. well what i remember clearly was the phrase, "tingin ko sayo, uunlad ka sa marketing. kasi creative ka eh.." that she told me after my rant. since when did i become creative? haha. but i thanked her anyway. rar. it sucks to not know what you want and what you're capable of wanting or having.


magreregister na pala ako bukas sa comelec para makaboto na next year! i mean, kung matuloy. i don't wanna get started on that topic so i'll end this now. (pero excited parin ako. ^_^)


bakit lahat na lang ng tao nagcchristmas party na? i can't wait for the 23rd. <3

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To kiss and make up [Friday
November 17th, 2006 at 12:31am]
[ music | cut your hair! wuhoohoohoo hooohoo ]

I had a stalker. I didn't know he stalked me until he finally gathered the courage to show himself to me. He knew what time I was dismissed because he waited 30 minutes ago. He knew that I went straight to the library because I passed by him. I didn't see him though. I don't look at other people now, they're just not as interesting as I thought they were. I stayed inside the library for about thirty minutes because I had to look for a book on St. Thomas' epistemology at the fifth floor. I didn't use the elevator because I was scared I'd get stuck and the people would just forget about the girl in the elevator, close the library doors and leave her there. Noo I can't be that girl. Okay so I walked back and forth the five floors of the library because I saw a friend and.. it's a long story (which the stalker even knew). Finally I went outside the library and he was following me! The guards were the ones alarmed actually. They were the ones who saw him. Then he rode the same jeepney as I did, only he sat in front. I didn't see him again. This time, it was dark and the jeep was looong. I'm nearsighted, remember? So I got down from the jeep and so did he though I never noticed, because I never cared. Who was he, anyway? If he never speaks, I'll never know. That's how blind I am. I was walking towards the bakery and the people who were walking towards me were looking behind me. It was like something was going on but I still didn't mind. I was counting my coins when I noticed his presence. There he was, standing right next to me, smiling. My stalker and my love are one and the same.


If only he knew that while I was walking towards the library, I watched my shadow walk with me and wished that it was him instead. That while I was walking up and down the stairs I thought of him with me, catching his breath because he'd be bringing all my things and he'd be more tired than me. That while I rode the jeep, I wished that he was beside me to enjoy the cool air and to cover my nose while I cover his too as we pass through PGH. That when I thought of food, I wished that he was there to share it with me.


Okay, he knows now. =p


I love you hunny. I know I can be a pain in the ass, but you still love me anyway. Don't worry, it goes the same for you. Hihihi! I love you! Happy 13th monthsary two days ago. ^__^


For Friday Pablo's birthday pictures, click here. ^__^

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tag you! [Friday
November 10th, 2006 at 12:04am]
[ music | echo echo echo ]

This is the first time that my tag has been stood up. Or whatever's the right term for that. Haha. Maybe everyone's busy because most of the schools classes started again and it's the midterms week for the others. Or maybe no one noticed because I never left a message in their journ that I tagged them. Wah. My internet connection's too slow to visit each one. (Okay lame excuse) 



There's something about the look in your eyes
something I noticed when the light was just right
it reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight..
 



Thank you for believing in me.

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[Monday
November 6th, 2006 at 10:04am]
[ mood | guilty ]

Talagang sinasagad ko ang sembreak. Okay. May pasok na ngayon pero hindi pa ako papasok. Gusto ko naman ng pumasok eh. Kaya lang hindi pa ako nakakaenrol so wala rin akong choice. Help me not feel guilty?  


Wala pa pala talagang pasok ngayon. HAHAHA. Yehey! 


Sana sembreak na lang forever. =/ wala pa ako sa mood pumasok. 


Walang pumapatol sa last entry ko. Harrumf. 


Happy birthday Cat! ^__^

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[Thursday
October 26th, 2006 at 9:30am]
[ music | Great lengths - The Lucksmiths ]

Okay. Nung tuesday pumunta ang choir sa Tagaytay. Napakasaya! Kumain lang kami ng kumain. Pagpunta, kumakain kami. Nagstopover, kumain ulit. Habang nasa biyahe, kumakain parin. Pagdating, kainan na! Paguwi kain parin. Pagdating sa church bago magpractice, hala sige ubusin na natin ang pagkain. Haha. At, yup, yehey! Kasama si Peli! ^__^ Wala lang. Masaya lang.  

lovelovelove    holiday picnic

Wahahahahah! I am listening to the cd Diane gave me. Patawa. Napindot ko pala yung Fast Play button. Sabi ko, bat techno? We never liked techno. WAHAHAHA! Okay. ^_^



Ang saya kahapon. I loved the tops I bought from Ukay. In fact, binabad ko na siya pagdating ko pa lang. Hahaha. Nakakaasar yung Admit One laging nakikipagkompetensya sa birthday ni Clonee. Rar.


Tadaaa! ^__^



Carol Diane Hazel        lovelovelove

                                

                                                           hunger strike

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and I'm the third to blog about this [Saturday
October 21st, 2006 at 1:07am]
[ mood | predatory ]
[ music | Bibingka, Suman! ]

haha. Cat should join us in LJ. I wonder what she wants to say. =p



okay. well my friends have already blogged about what happened yesterday so if you want to know, you should read their entries. 



http://starry3y3dangel.livejournal.com/23238.html and http://oreoeyes.livejournal.com/34051.html?view=203011#t203011



I just have one thing to say: I'm glad that there's DQ in Glorietta! Yaaaaaaaaaay! And Peli's tummy is bigger than mine. Yeyeyey! Okay now that's two things.


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[Monday
October 16th, 2006 at 2:07pm]
[ music | 311 ]

It's already sembreak but why doesn't it feel like i'm having a break?



Aaargh. Why do I become speechless all of a sudden?



Ay survey lang. When did you realize that you were alive? I mean, at what age? Naaalala niyo pa ba? At nung narealize niyo ba, alam niyo na narealize niyo? Kung hindi, paano niyo naalala? Bat ganun? Ako hindi ko kasi matandaan. Sadya bang ganung karaming anesthesia ang nalagay sa katawan ko 4 years ago? Haha.

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Smells like school spirit [Monday
October 2nd, 2006 at 6:06pm]
[ music | UAAP announcer. ]

Ang laban ng Ateneo at UST.  Jesuits at Dominicans.  Katipuneros at Spaniards (nye).


We won! Can you believe it? Haha. Well whether you do or don't, we really won. really! HAHA. It was a tight match. Nagover-time pa. Pero ang pinaka masaya ay walang nag-away. Well. Yup, I was able to witness the breath taking event. Yun nga lang on tv, para pag natae sa sobrang kaba, malapit lang ang banyo. =p



Rar rar rar. *with claws* Finally, something to be proud of! haha. 



Eto pa, madaling humingi ng mataas na grade sa lahat ng subjects dahil hindi mainit ang ulo ng mga prof! Yebah! ^_^



Sorry, sobrang saya lang. Haha. Minsan lang manalo ang team na kinabibilangan ko, pagbigyan niyo ko. ^_^

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Still Up? [Thursday
September 28th, 2006 at 5:25am]
[ mood | crazeh ]
[ music | dasbored. hahahahahaha ]

Ahaha. Walang pasok mamaya. Yehey yehey, first time na hindi ako magiging bangag sa TTH na class. ^__^ Ang problema kasi sakin nagaadvanced thinking ako. Tuwing math, philo iniisip ko. Tuwing english, natsci iniisip ko. Pag natsci na, yung susunod na natsci meeting ang iisipin ko.


P.S. Hindi ako nagrerejoice dahil bagyo; Wala talaga kaming pasok dahil sa UAAP pero nawalan na rin kayong lahat, so yun. =p



Sa sembreak, hindi ko iisipin ang susunod na sem. Promise.



Wala pakong tulog, gutom ako at naiingayan sa tahol ng aso. Ikumpara kay mama na kanina pa tulog, malamang busog at hindi nabubulabog sa ingay ng aso. Yehey! ^__^



Ay kakagaling ko lang pala sa opis ni Dr. Paiso kahapon. Pumayag siya na icritique ang aking english paper! Gusto pang iproof read bago ko ipass!! ^__^ kaya lang wala ng time kaya wala ring patutunguhan ang mga payo niya. Ohwell. Sana lang wag bumaba ang tingin niya sakin pagtapos niyang basahin yung nagawa ko. Haha.



Mamayang hapon na ko matutulog. ^__^

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Ang utot at ang kwento [Saturday
September 23rd, 2006 at 11:20pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Kanina pagkauwi namin galing sa debut ni Sab at pagkahatid namin kay Peli, naligaw kami sa Mandaluyong. Dalawang beses kaming umikot sa city hall ng Mandaluyong. Sa sobrang tense siguro ni manong e napautot. WEKWEKWEK. Nung nagsimula kong maamoy ang ..amoy.. ay bigla siyang nagkwento. Na kesyo naliligaw daw siya lagi dun kaya lagi niyang tinatandaan ang unang kanto. Pabilog yun e, paano mo masasabing una yung pinanggalingan mo? Wala ng sense noh? Kasi cover-up lang talaga. Palakas ng palakas ang amoy at parang siya naman ay sumasaya sa pagkwento dahil palakas din ng palakas ang boses niya. Eto pa. Sa point niyang yon (naliligaw daw siya lagi dun kaya lagi niyang tinatandaan ang unang kanto) ay umabot siya hanggang bahay namin sa pagkkwento. Hindi ko alam kung paano niya nasikmurang nagsasalita ng matagal habang nakakalanghap ng amoy ng utot niya. Sabi ni mama (ngayon ngayon lang) baka daw yung bibig niya yun. AHAHA. Kawawa naman siya. Bibig niya amoy utot. Gaano kamali yun? Ang lesson? Wag isipin na matatakpan ng kwento mo ang amoy ng utot mo dahil hindi mangyayari yon lalo na kung nasa loob kayo ng kotse at hindi ka man lang gumawa ng kahit anong palusot para buksan ang bintana at mabawasan naman, ng kahit  konte, ang amoy ng bulok na itlog.  

 

Okay.  



The proliferation of POSERS continued.. sa susunod na entry. =p  



Wag ka ng magpanggap. Ang sinusumpa mo dati sinasamba mo na ngayon. SOWS. Luma na yang gimik na yan ate. Magsayaw ka na lang. HAHA. =p  



(pag malungkot talaga kailangan mang-away no? para malungkot din yung iba. crab mentality amf. tulad ng ginawa mo sakin kanina hmf ka. uLOLs. haha.)  







okay asal highschool. AHAHA.

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11th [Thursday
September 14th, 2006 at 8:39am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Brrrr ]

Dahil sobrang arte ng LJ at bawal ang magupload ng kunganoano dito, dun na lang sa friendster niya. =)

 

lookie: http://www.friendster.com/kaycarollang

 

Okay. Natapos ko rin ang sobrang habang homework ko sa english at Subic na lang ang iniisip ko for now. (kasi pagbalik galing Subic, yung mahabang english homework part 2 naman ang iisipin ko) so wala naman kayong pakialam dun kaya hindi ko na isshare. 

 

Debut na ni Sab next week. 

Birthday celebration na ni Jen next next week. 

Birthday na ni Bispren next next week. 

Finals ko na next month (as in exactly one month from now). and anniversary na namin next month din. ^____^



 

Sembreak, come closer. Just a little bit more.

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Gayagaya magnet. [Saturday
September 9th, 2006 at 10:00am]
[ mood | evil ]
[ music | The Starting Line ]

Nagpalit ako ng layout period.

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Sasama ba ako sa Subic? [Friday
September 8th, 2006 at 12:18am]
[ music | kuliglig ]



Btw, this site http://tristancafe.com/crosswords/movies/ is soooo for SPPYC. =p
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The greatest tunaw moment. [Sunday
August 27th, 2006 at 4:08pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I'm having a hard time in putting my feelings into words because I can't find the right words to say how happy and thankful I am. The bottomline is, I'm glad I got to spend a night with all of my favorite people. Thank you to those who were present and to those who planned on going.

Thank you thank you thank you. 

I don't know why I sound so monotonous. Hummmm.

To all who were asking, yes I was surprised. I was surprised because everyone I love was there. (Okay, well not all of them; A few were missing =/) I had a feeling that Peli and Mommy are gonna give me something special but I really didn't think it would be as special as all my friends under one roof, in one room. Don't be disappointed though, what happened was far from what I was thinking. ^___^

I am soooooooooooooooo happy. Happier than usual. Happiest. Happy to the nth level. Heehee.

A big thank you to everyone who made it happen. SPPYC (I heart ^_^). Peli (I double heart^__^). Mommy, you're the best! I love you!

Operation Sally was the best birthday gift. *crosses out the "birthday wishlist" and changes it to "Christmas wishlist"*

Haha. Keeeeddeeng. It's not about the gifts, it's the presence. The time. The effort. Thank you for making my heart melt. and thank you for melting with me. ^__^

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My birthday wishlist [Tuesday
August 22nd, 2006 at 9:06am]
[ mood | beautiful ]
[ music | something corporate ]

A lot have been asking me on what I want to recieve on my birthday (as if they'd really give me a gift) so I'm making a list. Wala lang.

an Itchyworms cd.
the new Imago cd.
the new Urbandub cd.
a flashdrive.
a memory card.
an mp3.
a big Jack doll
a Jack trucker cap

blank cds.
tickets to WWE Summerslam.
tickets to Rockestra II
cash. mwahahaha. kidding.
a skirt.
a "Dapitan UST" shirt.
green undies. 
hair thingies.
a belt.
MATIBAY na green na payong.
earrings. (please sa taste ko i-ayon ha. wag sa taste niyo. =D)
psychedelic colored nail polish.
a 2.75 in Natsci.
if you're Diane, anything from the Baguio Ukay will do. ;)


You will never amount to who you think you are, you curly-haired MAN WHORE! (not you Allen Vincent, I heart you. XP)

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