Why friends only? I was going to a while ago, but had no excuse to do so. Granted, I still don't, but it's something that was long overdue. The majority of my recent posts were friends-only anyway.

If I ever kick the bucket, I give you permission to look. =]

I would say "comment to be added", but frankly, I highly doubt anyone would even care to be.

I've been looking through my old posts, and..

Is it just me, or do you find this extremely amusing? "Oh noes, I hate the world because I did horribly on a test! :DD" Lolol. I can't even read through it all, and it's one of my shorter posts. GOOD THING I'M NOT LIKE THAT ANYMORE, EH?? :DD;;; *smack'd!*

But no, seriously. I'm not. I think. Uhh, yeah.

Another thing that amused me:
Yesterday, I accidently tripped someone and he landed in a cupboard of stringed intruments. He asked if I was okay. I guess it's because he almost fell on me, but I was the one who caused it in the first place oO; I have a really weird knack of tripping people..
AND THEN IT WAS LOVE

I really do have a knack of tripping people. I once tripped a little girl in a shopping mall. I saw it coming, too, but I was too lazy to move my leg two inches toward me.

Yes, I am horrible XD SHUT UP.

I think I had too much sugar. And it's still 7:30am. I feel sorry for whoever's going to see me today.

How the heck did you guys put up with me? I was such a whiny brat when you first met me. Seriously. Not to say I'm not one now, but that's not the point.

When I was younger, I imagined myself with multiple personalities. (Was I on some kind of crack or what?) By multiple, I mean I had a slew of personalities - maybe not a whole drawn-out list, but.. it was weird, in any case. I suppose it was an attempt at an explanation on how my offline self was different from my online self, and how my school personality was different from my family personality. Throughout the years, however, everything seemed to meet halfway: I'm not quite as ridiculously hyperactive and grammatically-challenged as I used to be online, and I'm not as mean and distant as I was offline. And, yeah, maybe I'm not quite there yet - maybe I won't be randomly screaming, "ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US" in the halls any time soon, but at least I can say something that's not sarcastic or down-grading. I've come a long way to realize that - honestly? - the way I've been acting all this time isn't a "mask" or a barrier upon the world. Maybe I don't like it, and maybe I want to and will change it, but every "multiple personality" I've displayed is just a part of me. I can be hyper and say crack-induced things, I can also be suddenly serious and unsmiling.

What really ticked me off was how horribly ungrateful I was. "OMG, I'm alone and nobody loves me!" Like hell they didn't. If I had just opened my eyes wide enough to realize it, I would have seen scads of people standing beside me. But what's best, I suppose, is that I can see this now. There's everything in the world to be happy about - the fact that I'm alive, for one. The fact that I have a roof over my head, food in my fridge, and luxeries like computers is definitely something to be grateful for, and something millions (billions?) are deprived of every day. Also, like Ember once said, "And that's just for the human species." I have a wonderful family and the best friends that I could ever, ever ask for. (And yes, if you're reading this, this includes you. ♡)

I've come in and out of self-hatred, in and out of deciding who I wanted to be and who I was, and I think that, after all that, I've reached a sort of compromise. I might not like some aspects of me, sure, but I've never liked myself more than I have before.

Yeah. I swear I'll post something meaningful (!?) soon. =X

I swear I'll post something meaningful later. But just to break the silence, I thought I'd share some disturbing (and some thankfully not so) Pokémon shippings.

( Ugh )

AAAH AVERT YOUR EYES O_O

Happy Halloween, everyone! ^_^


(Can I go trick-or-treating for constructive criticism?)

Because I know I'll probably forget tomorrow..

Happy birthday, Teekerz!

And because I might forget next week..

Happy birthday, LDF!

And I swear, I'm drawing you guys (and Dox) something. I'm just doing it very slowly. Yes. D:


INOTHERNEWS, I know it's not Thanksgiving yet, but I just thought I'd like to say this:

Thank you, everyone. Thank you for our first encounter, for the times you've spoken to me, and above all, for being my friend. Even to those I've never conversed with much, even to those with whom I once did and don't anymore, even to those who probably won't ever see this - thank you.

It might sound kind of silly, but I'm happy to say that meeting you guys is probably the best thing that's ever happened to me and I don't think I would be where I am without each and every one of you. I will never forget your names and what you've done, even years from now, if we ever drift apart or lose contact with each other. (I'm proud of this. I don't usually remember important things.)

Again, thank you for all you've done for me. I owe you guys.

♡~~

Sifting through my LJ friends. I'm getting rid of all the roleplay accounts (i.e.; your Neopets) and old accounts, so there won't be much of a change. Except that I won't go on my into page and see that I have 3847 friends added. ^_^; I might consider a real LJ friends cleanout later on, though.

( Lawl. )

In other news, my mood changes quickly, lawl.

Dude, this is THE longest I've ever gone without updating my journal. It's been... what? Three weeks now? DD: I'm sorry for abandoning youuu, dear journal!

I guess the main reason why I don't have any updates is because nothing I really wanna post about has happened. But I have been checking people's entries regularily (although not always all of them, I'm ashamed to say). And I'm still aliiiiiive.

We've been getting a load of projects during the time I was gone. We handed in the last of them today, and I would rejoice if it weren't for my science unit test on Tuesday. Bah. On the flip side, it's been raining a lot lately. I likes the rain =D.


... okay, what a useless entry. Oh well, I'll make more of these just to entertain myself. *shot*

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You don't really value humility. You don't have much to be humble about! And you might as well promote yourself, because no one else will. You're a pretty special person, and you let everyone know it. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

That is probably the singlemost inaccurate quiz I've ever taken. XD I don't value honesty, hah.

( And more! )

Your EQ is

93 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

That's the EXACT same as last year.

... I don't know what else to say. XD

I decided to post one, too.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=lappylapin

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=lappylapin

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone.

GUH.

*angstangstangst*



("Again!?")

Here are some (temporary) pictures of Letifer! =3

( Letifer.. IN AKSHUN!! )

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Shark Animal You Were in a Past Life: Polar Bear You have a strong character - you are an aggressive, ambitious, go-getter. You were born to lead.

... All right, if you say so. XD

I think it's because I chose all of the "scary" animals - sharks, polar bears, eagles. I like all animals, but to actually live as one or something, I'd rather be free, away from humans. I dunno.

Okay.

I have three books. I FINALLY got my hands on The DaVinci Code. Wasn't I 9738437th in line!? TEH WOAH. I think I'm going to put off the other books to read it before I have to give it back and can't sign it out for another year. I have to read Rooster for White Pine and The Great Hunt.

I am exciiited. =DD

OH, and at the library, I saw someone taking out a whole freaking stack of anime. Okay. WHYYY would you want to take out Samaurai Deeper Kyo and Gravitation from the LIBRARY? And she was looking for Fullmetal Alchemist, too. I don't even KNOW why that bugs me, but it does. xD

( Stolen from Mister Tiko )