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| Sunday, May 11th, 2008 | | 9:59 pm |
oki doki Current Mood:  tired | | Tuesday, April 29th, 2008 | | 8:50 pm |
everone else did it... but mine was really really lame. I havent had sex, made out, oraled,or dated any of my lj friends.... but if you wanna try and see how much of a slut you are: lj slut survey Current Mood:  annoyed | | Tuesday, April 8th, 2008 | | 9:03 pm |
maybe yes maybe no once again i feel crappy. I wish i knew what was wrong wiht me. maybe its the decrease in my celexa. maybe its that time of the month. maybe i just need to find some girls and do a girls nite out. i feel as if i have only one friend i can count on. yeah i know i am rambling on. prolly not making much sense. rumors or at least comments are beign made that i am being replaced by joanne's little pet. for the most part i know that isnt true. It cant be, that chick cant do half the shit i can she has to call on "the boys" to push the line down. even Princess did that. but anyway most of this happens when i am not there. yesterday was jury duty - the verdict is i do not have to spend the next three months four days a week, deciding if there is enough evidence to indict someone. yay, i think. we are suppose to start paking this weekend but i may not be able to be there for it. b/c inventory is next week and we are no where close to having the stockrooms ready for tues/wed. ugh... i still need to tell da rents i am moving... Current Mood:  crappy | | Sunday, March 9th, 2008 | | 7:17 pm |
I hate myself right now yeah, i do. Rashad says/thinks its me doubting his feeligns for me. I try to tell him that not what it is. That it has nothing to do with how he feels for me. The last three nights at the space, I have been feeling more and more invisable. Its a constint battle within myself to not feel neglected if "friends" dont talk to me. Or if there seems to be someone who has captured the attention by her unwavering desire to experience new sensations. Or even how to deal with the feelings that I will lose him to his sub - who was there before I was. Yes I know that I get to take him home and wake up next to him. I dont know, maybe my lamictal need to be increased. I'm ok as long as I dont have the chance to think, or to be listening to others and taking commments to heart. Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: ANTM on tv | | Thursday, March 6th, 2008 | | 8:20 pm |
Your Score: PigletYou scored 13 Ego, 15 Anxiety, and 8 Agency!"It's a little Anxious," he said to himself, "to be a Very Small Animal Entirely Surrounded by Water. Christopher Robin and Pooh could escape by Climbing Trees, and Kanga could escape by Jumping, and Rabbit could escape by Burrowing, and Owl could escape by Flying, and Eeyore could escape by -- by Making a Loud Noise Until Rescued, and here am I, surrounded by water and I can't do anything."
You scored as Piglet!
ABOUT PIGLET: Piglet is a Very Small Animal, who used to live in his own house, a nice big tree. However, after Owl's house was blown over by a storm, he "found" Piglet's house, and Piglet didn't want to tell him that the home was already lived in. So he went to live with Pooh.
WHAT THIS SAYS ABOUT YOU: You are a rather nervous person, and you tend to worry about The Worst happening. You don't really feel capable of dealing with the things that life could throw at you, and so you tend to fret about it. You are one of those people who seems to think that worrying actually accomplishes something... and your friends can't help but love you for it. Your humble manner and self-deprecating ways make your friends feel good about themselves. They want to help and protect you.
Your loving friends are always trying to encourage you to be more independent, and they are right. You need to develop a bit of self confidence and stand on your own two feet.  loved | | Tuesday, August 7th, 2007 | | 8:38 pm |
and another one bites the dust. Got a message on the answering machine - the jobs at wing have been filled. Fuck, Fuck, and double Fuck! When am I going to catch a break? I already owe mom and dad for last months cc payment, and I have two big bills this month, Not to mention that I had to call and put off this months payment to the debt program. I dont know if i can do that two months in a row. Oh and chase is being a bitch and sent me a notice that if they dont hear from me they are going to take me to court. Yet, they have been contacted by the agengy handling my reduction... I really feel like things would be so much better if i wasnt here. Current Mood: crappy | | Sunday, July 22nd, 2007 | | 11:22 am |
Maurice William Tierney, Sr http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/enter.cfm?l=engonce there you can search for the candle by entering MWT in the group search. My candle will be lit for 48hrs ----------------------------- Maurice W. Tierney Sr., was called safely home on July 20, 2007. Born in Agawam, he was a longtime resident of Ludlow and US Navy Veteran serving his country honorably during WWII. During the war, Maurice served in the Pacific Theater on the USS Freestone. He worked a short time for Valley Optical was a candy maker working for Jensen Candies for many years. He was also a baker, truck driver and Furniture Mover, working for George Foisy Movers. Maurice was predeceased by his loving wife and lifelong sweetheart Barbara (Mann) Tierney; he was a loving father to his children Maurice (Bill) Jr. and his wife Ginnie of Texas, Paul and his wife Nancy of New Hampshire, Phillip and his wife Angela of Ludlow, Janis Tatro and her husband Bill Hughes of Ludlow, and David and his special friend Mark Julien; a dear brother to Richard and his wife Doris, John and his wife Emily, Vivian Cook and her husband Charles, and the late Brian Tierney and Evelyn Cirillo; a cherished grandfather to Brian, Sharane, Carl and Jennifer Tierney; Pauline Salamon; Nathan, Lee (Robbie) and Michael Tatro and the late Mark Tierney; great-grandfather of Zoe and Caleb Salamon; brother-in-law to Larry Mann and his wife Marge, Richard Spear, Jacqueline Emmons and the late Robert Spear, James Cirillo and Phyllis Fregeau. He also leaves numerous nieces, nephews and friends. Visitation will be held on Tuesday evening from 5-8pm at Ludlow Funeral Home. Funeral services and burial will be held at the convenience of the family in Hillcrest Park Cemetery and in lieu of flowers, donations may be made in Maurice’s memory to Alzheimer’s Association 264 Cottage St. Springfield, Ma. 01119. ---------------------------------- | | Saturday, July 21st, 2007 | | 9:05 pm |
The Bustle in a House by emily dickinson The bustle in a house The morning after death Is solemnest of industries Enacted upon earth,— The sweeping up the heart, And putting love away We shall not want to use again Until eternity. in memory: Maurice William Tierney (Sr.) Current Mood: depressed | | 10:06 am |
*le sigh* (its kinda long and i am too lazy to do a cut) SO its finally happened. He died. After years of making my life hell only to get some form of dementia and forget everything, he goes ahead and dies. About two months ago, we got the news, the lung cancer was back (as if it could ever just dissapear) and he also had cancer of the brain (and prolly some of the male pee pee area also, but he couldnt straighten his legs enough so they could scan). Now the fun part, how I get to find out. Things werent fun anyway, I had to call and ask mom to pay the chase bill cuz I didnt have the monies to do it. So we get that finalized and I am off to prepare for the release party. Yes, you read right, I in my not so right mind decided to go to the midnight release of the last Potter book. (remind me NEVER to do that again) Ash surprised me and decided to go along with me. There we are, I get my book and am out of the mall at 12.40am. Once home I checked my email to find one from my mom saying "Call Me" Now I am thinking 'oh shit! i'm gunna get that money managing lecture that I have been trying to avoid' But no, because of the differences in time (alaska vs here), and she wasnt sure if she should call so late (it was 11pm), she sent me an email to tell me that Grandfather Tierney passed away last night. Once I was done crying (sorta) I called mom and talked to her. Ash says that she doesnt know how to react to me, cuz for so long I said that the grandfather i knew died in 1982 when his wife passed. But here i am crying. I tried to explain to her that even tho I said that, the person was still alive and still family. Of course i didnt tell her that after i read the email, i wanted to destroy some things. I didnt care what, but i really couldve been distructive. Philip called this morning and told me that as soon as he knows more details he will call me back. But its tenitively looking like the wake will be somtime this week and the funeral will depend on the crematorium (sp?) but maybe on saturday. I need a massage. I need a hug. Is it a bad thing for me to want to be held? I;m gunna go read somemore Potter. Current Mood: sad | | Saturday, February 3rd, 2007 | | 7:11 pm |
| | Thursday, October 19th, 2006 | | 7:52 pm |
lil' ol' me are we surprised? | | Sunday, August 13th, 2006 | | 4:38 pm |
suck suck suck Bad day, bad week, bad, just plain bad... This weekend was *suppose* to be the mland meet n greet, yeah you know how many ppl came? one. THats it just one. Joan is really nice had dinner with her last night and suppose to have one again tonight. This morning, I guess i didnt hear ash correctly when she said that we were going to the unit to rearrage - i thought she was talking about monday -- befor the davy show. But she was talking about today. I had made plans for the m&g to go to the movies. So fight insues. I called joan and reschedualed for later. Ash was upset with me so i wnet to the unit bymyself. I threw soms things out and re boxed some other stuff. Its back in but prolly not efficently. The hard thing, and i guess i shouldve told ash, the real reason i kept putting off going thru things..... *the box* Oh yes, the box of gram n grampa's death things. The cards, the guest books, the certificates, hospital reports .... shall i go on? I miss her so fucking much. Seeing those things didnt help. I can handle pictures but those things of that last month - hurt so much. *gunna go off and have another cry* Current Mood: crushed | | Thursday, March 16th, 2006 | | 9:48 pm |
I AM A WITCH!
snatched from jules
Body: I AM A WITCH!
By Sandi Thomas
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a witch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a witch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a witch.
Being a witch entails raising my children to be strong people
Who have a solid sense of personal and social responsibility,
Who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in
And, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are.
Being a witch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am,
With all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty.
Being a witch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a witch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else's maid or when I act a little selfish.
I am proud to be a witch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
By Goddess, I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So, try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.
And if that makes me a witch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it. I love this, I can call myself a witch now and not feel bad about it!
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wether you are a female or male witch... please repost and show your pride in who you are! | | Friday, March 10th, 2006 | | 3:44 pm |
| | Thursday, February 9th, 2006 | | 6:55 pm |
If there is someone on your Friends List who makes your world a better place just because that person exists and who you would not have met(in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal. | | Saturday, January 14th, 2006 | | 11:15 pm |
| | Friday, January 13th, 2006 | | 6:31 pm |
tagged by jules Three Names you go by:
1. Sharane
2. Kestra/Kes/Kessy
3. Mistress
Three Parts of Your Heritage:
1. English
2. Welsh
3. ummm, more englsih?
Three Things That Scare You:
1. Closed in places
2. Haunted houses
3. Not being able to make it finacially
Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. Glasses
2. my diamond stud earrings
3. clothing
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. glasses
2. nightgown
3. shorts
Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment:
1. Mummers dance - loreena mckennett
2. wonder - natalie merchant
3. honky tonk bundadunk - tobly kieth
Three Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. trust
2. respect
3. understanding
Two Truths and a Lie (in any order):
1. i have pcos
2. i love my job
3. i just bought a new bed
Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
1. eyes
2. hands
3. mouth
Three of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. rubber stamping
2. watching dvds
3. online stuff
Three Things You want to do really badly right now:
1. stop feeling depressed
2. cry
3. make a decision without doubts
Three Places You Want to go:
1. Ireland/England
2. Japan
3. Key West
Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
1. live somewhere other than new england
2. be happy
3. be fit
Tagging:
1. ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lurvesnape
2. markit__zero
3.monkeefun Current Mood: depressed | | Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005 | | 2:18 pm |
drug induced ramblings......
Ok so it’s been awhile since I did a real update. Today I am home with a mega migraine. It hit last night and this morning I was still sick to my tummy. It is prolly due to a myriad of things. So let’s start at the beginning. Last week I had my doc appy with the endo – come to find out the gyno office got the wrong information when they called to make my appy – so I was booked with the wrong department. I still needed to be in the ob/gyn system. So now I have another appointment on another day. My primary doc took my last appy (when I went for my shoulder pain) to get on my case about the test results that she had from Feb. I guess my sugar level was high BUT as I pointed out the tests that Dr.Sim ordered came back fine. AND if it is PCOS than that explains it.
Now, A’s family. Mom has been harpin on A about not being around and trying to get one of the rooms painted. Now I can understand that – I don’t really have a problem with Mom. It’s the others in the family that kinda bug me. Seriously, if D, B, and S had come over on Sunday and we were all there – that room would’ve been banged out in two shakes of a lambs tail. Don’t get me wrong, I know how it goes that ppl have lives, but it ends up on A’s shoulders. One of the other things that I think triggered the headache – is her father. The stress from Mom and (whether she knows it or not) A’s feelings – are being absorbed by me. So far I don’t really like him, he doesn’t talk to me or to be honest make me feel welcome in the house. Maybe this time it will be different since the rest of the family has accepted me into their lives.
Then there is work. I guess there are rumors going around that the ppl who’ve been fired is totally race related. AND that A has a list that says who is going to be fired. Let’s not forget that A and I are still hiding behind boxes doing inappropriate things. I really want to send an anonymous letter to MrS telling him some of this crap.
I don’t know, I really need to learn how to let go, block more or just get an ozie and go postal on the place. Current Mood: crappyCurrent Music: My Fair Brady | | Saturday, October 29th, 2005 | | 10:36 pm |
*glares at ladyxgreenleaf, lovingly of course*
5 songs that currently rock my world in no particular order. 1. Toucha Toucha Touch Me, RHPS 2. Mummers Dance - Loreena McKennett
3. The Unicorn - The Irish Rovers
4. Phantom of the Opera
5. Shades of Grey - Monkees
There you go. Now it's my turn!
markit__zero , lurvesnape , peeteeherman , torkwit, </span> and prinnyc
Tag - you're IT!!!! Current Mood:  awake | | Saturday, October 15th, 2005 | | 9:35 am |
 Dominant Personality: Understanding Good Traits: You gravitate towards people, and are a shoulder to lean on. You give advice at any given time. Bad Traits: You aren't close with any one person. You immerse yourself in other people's problems and forget your own. People see you as: Friendly, secretive, and popular. People envy you, and may try and use you as a tool You're most like: Grace. You both have positive relationships with people. Neither of you have close friends, but unlike graceful people, you try to help people out and aren't as arrogant. You need more: Solitude. You hardly get the chance to breathe when you take on the world's problems. You can't take other's responsibilities or put them before your own. Be selfish once in a while and discover who you really are. What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results) brought to you by Quizilla |
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