[Filter: Private]
I would have preferred to be the one to die.
I suppose it came down to that, didn't it.
I would have preferred to be the one to die.
I suppose it came down to that, didn't it.
Current Mood: 
depressed
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WHY MUST THIS TEAR MY HEAD INSIDE OUT?
>> the sky turned dark again as the boats came in <<
28 October 2006 @ 01:09 am
23 October 2006 @ 11:54 pm
[Filter: Private]
[a long pause]
I should simply never write in this again.
[a long pause]
I should simply never write in this again.
Current Mood: depressed
depressed21 October 2006 @ 12:02 am
[Filter: Private]
I suppose you would want me to go on.
Wouldn't you?
I suppose you would want me to go on.
Wouldn't you?
Current Mood: crushed
crushed13 October 2006 @ 11:36 pm
[Filter: Sh Private]
I
[a very long pause]
Is this what you wanted?
I
[a very long pause]
Is this what you wanted?
Current Mood: crushed
crushed12 October 2006 @ 09:48 pm
08 October 2006 @ 05:07 am
[Filter: Private]
Sh [the rest of the rather large block of text has been blotted out beyond readability]
Sh [the rest of the rather large block of text has been blotted out beyond readability]
Current Mood: indescribable
07 October 2006 @ 10:38 pm
[Filter: Private]
[a long pause followed by a series of things completely scratched out. and several long streaks of ink running down the whole page.]
[a long pause followed by a series of things completely scratched out. and several long streaks of ink running down the whole page.]
Current Mood: indescribable
07 October 2006 @ 05:24 pm
blah27 September 2006 @ 02:52 pm
15 September 2006 @ 12:40 am
[Filter: Private]
I'm not sure what I expect. Do I expect the world to burst into flames to stop me? Do I expect everything to stop? Time to stand still?
How many more times will I do this.
How much longer.
The least I can do is be with Father on the Festival. It's the first he'll have had with me in years. It's the least I can do.
How much longer.
I'm not sure what I expect. Do I expect the world to burst into flames to stop me? Do I expect everything to stop? Time to stand still?
How many more times will I do this.
How much longer.
The least I can do is be with Father on the Festival. It's the first he'll have had with me in years. It's the least I can do.
How much longer.
Current Mood: 
pensive
pensive13 September 2006 @ 02:39 am
[Filter: Private]
How many more times do I plan to do this.
How many more times do I plan to do this.
Current Mood: pessimistic
pessimistic04 September 2006 @ 10:38 pm
[Filter: Shasta]
Have you heard of a place called the Bright Dragon?
Have you heard of a place called the Bright Dragon?
Current Mood: working
16 August 2006 @ 11:14 pm
[Filter: Private]
This is ridiculous. I feel like a rat, hiding out down here.
[Filter: Julian]
What will I have to say to get you to talk?
This is ridiculous. I feel like a rat, hiding out down here.
[Filter: Julian]
What will I have to say to get you to talk?
Current Mood: 
anxious
anxious15 August 2006 @ 03:44 pm
03 August 2006 @ 11:12 pm
[Filter: Private]
...
[obliterated]
[Filter: Shasta]
Shasta.
...
[obliterated]
[Filter: Shasta]
Shasta.
Current Mood: indescribable
28 July 2006 @ 04:38 pm
[Private, in Old Dentorian]
What am I expecting.
It changes nothing. I can't
I want
What am I thinking.
Idiot. Idiot, idiot, idiot...
[Filter: Public, in Trade]
My congratulations to the newlyweds.
What am I expecting.
It changes nothing. I can't
I want
What am I thinking.
Idiot. Idiot, idiot, idiot...
[Filter: Public, in Trade]
My congratulations to the newlyweds.
Current Mood: 
cynical
cynical26 July 2006 @ 03:03 am
[Filter: Private, Old Dentorian]
Why do I want
stupid
You'll damn yourself, are you a fool
Why do I want
stupid
You'll damn yourself, are you a fool
Current Mood: pessimistic
pessimistic23 July 2006 @ 08:13 pm
[Filter: Private, in Old Dentorian]
One night.
We can't do it again.
... [something very methodically scratched out]
Mustn't.
...Dragons am I a fool...
[Filter: Shas
One night.
We can't do it again.
... [something very methodically scratched out]
Mustn't.
...Dragons am I a fool...
Current Mood: pessimistic
pessimistic17 July 2006 @ 10:28 pm
[Private, in High Dentorian]
Shouldn't be doing this.
Shouldn't be doing this.
Don't even have any ideas. If Mydra knows I'm planning something, I'm doubtless being watched.Shasta I cannot take risks.
Shouldn't be doing this.
Dragons, I want to see her.
[Filter: Shasta, in Trade]
If we could come up with somewhere between us that we could meet, this would be much easier.
Shouldn't be doing this.
Shouldn't be doing this.
Don't even have any ideas. If Mydra knows I'm planning something, I'm doubtless being watched.
Shouldn't be doing this.
Dragons, I want to see her.
[Filter: Shasta, in Trade]
If we could come up with somewhere between us that we could meet, this would be much easier.
Current Mood: anxious
anxious