どうも!

It's Theochan here. My LJ username use to be jbs_babe but now I'm theochan  thanks to the lovely feature known as LiveJournal rename token and I have something to say (don't I always?).

When I logged onto Livejournal today, I saw 'Last updated 5 weeks ago'... and I thought to myself that I couldn't keep going saying I'll update when I don't ever end up finishing writing an entry or dissapearing like that. I felt like I owed an explanation and then I could... well, start afresh.

When I first started out with this blog, it was just a normal blog like anyone elses. I updated on school, friends, what I ate, what I did, random shit like that. As I got more and more friends, I started writing as if I had an 'audience', making jokes and talking to the imaginary person there. I still do that now *laughs* but I was more sarcastic back then, much less friendly, I was going through an emo phase then.

I was always talking about bands I liked, being a general fangirl but in November 2006 I discovered NEWS. I went crazy. I went obsessed. I wanted to find out everything and be on top of all the news, be updated. I wanted to collect all their videos ever and all their pictures. Whilst doing this, I blogged about it constantly, that's where I met most of you. =] Sure enough, there came a time when I was completley clued up on everything there was to have about NEWS. My hard drive was dying and my rush faded. Then Super Junior came along and I got crazy again. The cycle repeated itself. Since my previous entries were all starting to look alike with news and updates and pictures, I ended up getting more traffic to my journal. I remember it reached 5000 views in one day at one point. I even said on my LJ that it was a 'Super Junior and NEWS blog'.

But I guess that's where things started going downhill... O_o 2008 became the year I started resenting Livejournal and blogging...

I know it's stupid to say this but I felt a pressure to blog in a certain way (i.e. talk about SuJu or NEWS ALL THE TIME) or keep the entries coming, keep the 'audience' interested... Yeah I know it sounds ridiculous...  What I'd lost sight of was how my blog... was meant to be a blog about me and my friends. I began to miss blogging like the old days when it was talking about my life and the occasional squeal with some LJ friends and actually getting to know you better... There are a few of you who I actually have become close to because I got to know you before I went all... super-fangirly-bloggy type of person but there are many of you that I still don't know much about since we added each other. I didn't want to get 'known' or whatever, I began to resent what I'd made my journal into...

So I've changed to theochan and I'm going to stop doing do less updates on news regarding groups. I'll still fangirl but I'll fangirl like you're meant to, fangirl from the heart ^3^ where you really take time to say what you wanna say than what you think people want to read. I'm going to be doing more friends-only entries and more entries on what's going on with me. I want to do less format, more just blogging for the sake of blogging~

theochan is going under revamp, I'm starting afresh because I want to go back to what blogging should be about. Just having fun and getting know people. Should probably make my next layout as 'Theochan & her Somewhat Mildly Interesting Life' and I hope I can really get to know you all more and that you don't see me as someone who just talks about bands, bands, bands, bands and bands. ^3^ I guess... I'm growing? Haha, where you start to realise certain things that once seemed so important really doesn't matter in comparison to everything else...

So to start off again... *waves*
Yo! Nice to meet you all, I go by the name Theochan, almost 19 years of age, living in London (UK). I love Super Junior and NEWS and I'm trying to find my way through life (I'll get there in the end *laughs*).
Thanks for reading, hope to see you again!

P.S. Yea that is me in the picture~ ^3^

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テェオーちゃん~

どうも!

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!

So I think when I said the other day that I don't care for sub-groups, I meant, I don't care for Super Junior-M that much BUT OH MY GOD Super Junior-H!! OH MY GOD!! FREAKIN' HAPPINESS PERSONIFIED HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!!!

*laughs* Ok basically, the MV for their song, 'Cooking? Cooking!' got released like 2 days ago but I haven't really been online til just now when I JUST watched the MV and AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS SO MEAN BUT SO CUTE! XD The song basically stipulates "I love my GF but she is a crap cook!! =D" which is hardly romantic the dancing mixed with the song mixed with the boys just makes up for everything!!

KANGIN! WHAT THE F*CK! You look so young and squishable in all the scenes you were in! Heck IN EVERYTHING! I KNEW SINCE 'MARRY U' THAT I WOULD END UP LOVING YOU. I KNEW IT! You're lovely, you have that really nice voice bothwhen you're talking and when you sing ^^ You're huggable and squishable~ AND you're personality is just how I like it Saranghae~~ I'm sorry Kibum~~ =3 Kangin is my dai-ichiban now for certain~ (*was in denial*)

ARGHHH IT'S SUCH A CUTE MV! If you haven't watched it, here it is in HQ with English Subs - http://youtube.com/watch?v=iGWn5HnQg2E

So many things to say~ Sungmin's hair. Their clothes. Eunhyuk & his backpack hahaha~ THE FOOD!! Sunny (from Girls Generation) is so pretty in this MV. The whole set. The dance. THE ARGHHH EVERYTHING JUST ABOUT MUCH?

*goes to die somewhere in the corner* Hahahaha~ I'm like packing at the moment. Saying sayonara to London for the next 6/7 weeks as I have to go back to Birmingham to work for my parents (6 days a week, 8 hour shifts each day, no paaaaaayyy~~). Puh~ Gonna miss Rob like crazy seriously~ Anyway, back to packing~~ *hums 'Cooking? Cooking!'*

La la la~~~

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どうも!

This is what I miss. I only just realised it now.

In the back of my mind, I never minded Super Junior-M or the new sub-group Super Junior-H. To be honest, even though my favourite members were getting more work, I only just realised that I just... really don't care for subgroups.

One is ok, maybe two. But with the amount of sub-groups Super Junior has aswell as the probable future ones in the pipeline, I honestly felt like I lost Super Junior for the last few months... It kinda makes me sad you know... I miss them being together, all 13 of them. Some fans are dead set on the only!13 thing, I couldn't really give a damn whether there is 13 or 15. But I just want them all together again, doing the same thing.

Watching them perform at the 'Dream Concert 2008' was so nostalgic!! THIS IS WHAT I MISSED. Oh my days, it's so cute seeing them in their Don't Don clothes when they have completely different hairstyles =3 Ryeowook looks so adorable now. Sungmin looks more fresh, more... dare I say it... manly 8D Kangin looks so dashing, such a perfect man. <3 Teukie looks a bit skinnier than usual, I hope he's eating well.

But yeah, I mean, good luck to the sub-groups, I love songs release by both the new sub-groups. The happy one is IMMENSE! 8D But please... I'm sure there are other fans who agree with me on this~ Please Father SM~ LET SUPER JUNIOR PERFORM AS THE 13 THAT THEY ARE MORE OFTEN SOON

EDIT - JUST WATCHED THE SUPER JUNIOR HAPPY PERFORMANCE AT DREAM CONCERT HOMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM (still prefer 13!SuJu though heh =P)

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