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[23 May 2006|01:03am] everyone's all OH NO GRADUATION sure it's sad. but it's not even a big deal if you think about it. think of all the other shit ahead of us. this is nothing. seven more days :) 2 comments|post comment

[18 May 2006|09:42pm] [ music | brendan benson; jet lag ] i don't appreciate being lied to but i just can't find the strength to get angry at anything anymore, for that matter. i'm so chill it's scary. BTW I HAVE A NEW LJ ILIKEASTRONAUTS add it or don't i don't care! post comment

[17 May 2006|12:53am] i really do have a new lj now: ilikeastronauts post comment

[13 May 2006|01:51am] Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. ( Read more... ) post comment

[13 May 2006|12:51am] Where's my yellow bird? post comment

[08 May 2006|07:15pm] I hear the jets overhead and then I think of all the other places I could be. Where the streets are different or maybe even where the sky looks different. Like in Alaska, how it's night for 24 hours for six months or maybe even when it's day for 24 hours for six months. I want to go to where the sun beats down on the plains and you can sit in the shade and watch elephants and giraffes. I want to go to Paris and walk through the streets and shop. I want to be in London and walk in the rain. I want the scent of it to surround every pore of my body. I want to go to California and I want to bathe in the ocean. I want to go to Mexico and watch lizards run around like squirrels. I want to go to Italy and really experience their culture. I miss New York. I want to go back and nap in central park and become someone totally different. Because I am sick of the suburbs. The random blobs of streets where identical houses decorate the curbs. I'm sick of being the majority and I'm sick of there being no fucking diversity. I'm sick of the shopping mall being across the street and I'm sick of Gratiot and all it's lousy traffic. I'm sick of people not being concerned about anything but petty fights and I'm sick of them trying to start trouble. In life everyone really wants something. Sometimes it's true love, sometimes it's family, sometime's it's marriage or even money. But all I want is to travel or maybe even live far away from here. So the jet plane can roar past my house and I will just close my eyes and pretend I'm on it and hope that one day I really will be... 3 comments|post comment

[07 May 2006|05:10pm] [ music | fall out boy ] I'm far past over it. I had a really good weekend :) It's starting to feel a lot more like summer. Late nights at Ram's Horn and sitting outside by a bonfire The girls spending the night I can't wait to graduate and go to college. Then finally move out of this place by 2009 the latest. I never found a second job, but I'm trying. I wouldn't mind being a waitress or maybe work at a coffee place? I'm getting used to this portrait stuido job. The more I take pictures the more comfortable I get. Some customers get on my nerves, but there's nothing you can really do. I really love Sundays. I am going to take a bath, eat soup and sit around the house. I must say that I am thankful that everyone in that car accident is still breathing<3 I thought about it and I don't know what I'd do if I came to 2nd hour and didn't see Steph or Sandy. Jenna and Danniel are sweet girls too and I'm glad they are recovering. That's why I find it stupid to get upset over stupid stuff that doesn't even matter. There are other things going on to be concerned about. But people are too selfish and worried about what other people think. I'm thinking of making a new journal. We'll see. post comment

[02 Apr 2006|02:06pm] so my birthday was great because i have great friends♥ thanks to everyone who made it a great night. it was fun. 3 comments|post comment

[31 Mar 2006|12:11pm] i wannnnnnnnnnnnnntttttttttttt this dress for prom. ...and a date. 2 comments|post comment

[29 Mar 2006|08:58pm] i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick of seeing couples. they make me so sick and i know it's jealousy but it seems that no matter what i get used i get walked all over i get lied to i am sick of mind games. i want a boyfriend. just a cute little relationship just to hang out with him and go on stupid dates i don't know. it's been a year and half and nothing's getting better while the person who got really really hurt is stuck with nothing in the end good girls finish last. and here is my tally... 1111 .5 i'm sick of this shit it really starts to make you feel worthless especially when you get used and lied to i don't think anyone gets that though "get over it." "boyfriends aren't important" well i'd rather find a boyfriend than have these mindless flings that are fabricated with lies and end with me getting my hopes crushed that mess up my whole outlook on relationships. but it's always someone over grace. ALWAYS. friends, boys doesn't matter. 2 comments|post comment

this is what i get for wanting more [19 Mar 2006|11:52pm] [ music | underoath; i'm content with losing ] sleep doesn't come easy. for me at least. 1 comment|post comment

i'm not here and this isn't happening [16 Mar 2006|09:34pm] [ music | boys night out; waking ] i never fail to disappoint myself. i should've picked a different song one that could of displayed my voice better... i feel like such a failure it doesn't matter what the fuck i do 6 comments|post comment

[15 Mar 2006|12:09am] Grace took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Her need to feel more causative and to have a wide..." Click here to read the rest of the results. that was ridiculously true... post comment

[11 Mar 2006|10:50am] i have two good things to talk about A)i made the talent show :) it's next thursday, probably around six and you all should come see me. i'll be singing landslide. B)i got the photography job. i start tuesday :) maybe things are turning around???? we'll see. 14 comments|post comment

[07 Mar 2006|06:44pm] i can't sing anymore. i've lost it. 2 comments|post comment

[06 Mar 2006|05:08pm] Looking for somebody's arms to wave away past harms. post comment

[05 Mar 2006|07:44pm] shan, this is a thank you for all those times you drive me home and when you offer to pay for me when you hold my hair back when i get sick and you put a cold towel on me when you are with me when i'm upset or when it's 2 am and i'm crying i can call you and you'll keep me company when you try to cheer me up and when i can tell you anything and you don't judge me or tell me i'm stupid for your honesty and when you always know how to say the right things and the crazy thing is is that you do all of this on your own... and i don't know how to really put it into words, but i appreciate it like no other. i owe you big time. i love you so much, girl♥ 2 comments|post comment

[02 Mar 2006|08:33pm] WHEN AND IF I GET THIS JOB I AM GOING ON VACATION THE DAY SCHOOL GETS OUT. EITHER NEW YORK OR POSSIBLY LONDON. EVERYONE'S PROBABLY LIKE, "WOW THAT'S TOO MUCH YOU DUMB BITCH." BUT REALLY IT ISN'T AS MUCH AS YOU'D THINK IT IS. SOOOO IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME OR PLAN A VACATION WITH ME IT WOULD BE COOL I <3 TRAVELING AND I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HOLE BEFORE I AM STUCK HERE ANOTHER TWO YEARS AT MACOMB! 3 comments|post comment

[26 Feb 2006|05:09am] uh i don't care if he molests little boys i love MJ♥ post comment

[24 Feb 2006|07:27pm] the cellar door is coming up, coming up and we've had time to lock it up, lock it up i'm feverish i'm burning up, burning up i pray to god there's time enough, time enough you know that i love you but now i just can't shut you up, shut you up so now i'll have to chop you up, chop you up and i'll just wait til i get caught post comment

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