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[14 Jul 2008|03:09pm] |
i've finally decided to let you go...
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!
[Chorus]
i'm sorry i was ever friends with you
and now, finally, i've grown tired of you and i will never regret my decision...everyone's been asking me why after getting to know you i still like you...i couldnt tell them the answer.....and i still can't.....
and you dont need me....there will always be another lulu out there....who will be like me or better than me....
but you wanted this so there you go....your choice, the outcome is yours.
i bid you farewell and goodluck next time.
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[12 Jul 2008|10:50am] |
Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe
In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
To swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't always happen when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
Small but still, resilient voice
Says love is the relief
(Ohhh)
There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believeeeeeeeeeee
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| to all smokers out there |
[05 Jul 2008|08:15pm] |
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smoking really sucks....i started because i was emo...now i'm hooked onto it....i have to start a day with a stick if not i'll feel lethargic for the rest of the day....quitting is also almost impossible because i'll start to have breathing problems
to everyone who hasnt smoked, dont start...you wont get hooked onto the first puff or stick cos it'll taste like shit...but after awhile you'll think 'hey, i've smoked before, why dont i do it again' and then 1 pack a month will become 1 pack a week, then 1 pack a week will soon become 1 pack a day...and seriously, it takes up alot of money from your pocket, especially mine
smoking will affect your health, your skin, almost everything....
so please, non-smokers, don't ever start
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[05 Jul 2008|10:15am] |
i wish you would sing this song to me
Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop.
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions.
[Chorus:]
'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend.
I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me.
[Chorus]
'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience [x2]
[Chorus]
Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience
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[05 Jul 2008|10:10am] |
i just realised this blog is a damn depressing blog....but its one of the places where i can pen all my thoughts down...so sorry to everyone who reads my blog even though i think there are like only a handful who do..haha
alrights, back to being depressing
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[05 Jul 2008|10:07am] |
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i'll hold on no matter what
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[03 Jul 2008|08:02pm] |
If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you
Chorus:
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized
I can feel the blood rushing though my veins
When I hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that I sit and pray
Chorus
We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized
We'll live our lives, We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I Believe in you, and I don't really give a damn
stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides
We're gonna live our lives
Gotta live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives, Gonna live our lives, Stigmatized
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[26 Jun 2008|10:39pm] |
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
you're helpless
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[20 Jun 2008|09:25pm] |
God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty
Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime
Because
I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you
Tell me is the money worth your soul
[ Gallery lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime
I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like I do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know
I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery
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[16 Jun 2008|09:49am] |
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the world premier of this song...there's no title to the song...its just called a new song
verse 1:
in her closet
missing faces
of a time
when she never had to go away verse 2:
little voices
gone and came
help was wanted
but nothing really felt the same prechorus 1:
cos all she could think was to run
run to no where, no one chorus:
two people from unknown places
met one day and they never ever felt this way
can true love be found like this
little pieces of empty bits verse 3:
lost in time
he walked around
telling people,
they had no time for fun verse 4:
he had this dream
trapped in tears
lived to fight
the coming of his growing years pre chorus 2:
he took to the streets for some fun
came back hurting, someone
chorus:
two people from unknown places
met one day and they never ever felt this way
can true love be found like this
little pieces of empty bits solo bridge
listen up now this is to all people
love can hurt but only if
chorus:
two people from unknown places
met one day and they never ever felt this way
can true love be found like this
little pieces of empty bits
maybe i should name the song little pieces of empty bits...
its a really nice song la....but only if i sing it..hahahahahha
anyway, hols have been alright i guess...just been slacking around...
bye bye
'i had a dream the other night inside my head'
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[13 Jun 2008|04:58pm] |
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i wish i had you
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[25 May 2008|10:56pm] |
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[Verse 1:]
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you
[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
[Verse 2:]
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Oh oooh woooh oooh woooh oh
[Refrain:]
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.
[Chorus:]
If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.
[Verse 3:]
It's not all the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other
Just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Realize, realize
Realize, realize
this song is damn nice and emo........
anyways, tests coming in about a weeks plus time then it'll be the hols
to infinity, and beyond
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[22 May 2008|09:42am] |
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You said hi you wanted to talk about
The things that you should know
I never meant to run or hide
I just didnt think it was time for you to know
I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose
I'm hoping it wont lead back to you
The journey is over our time is up
Just give it up
So where do we go from here or end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more
Before you go I just want you to know
I burnt all the things you wrote
I never meant to let this pass
I just didn't think that this happiness will last
Come take a look at these tired eyes
Believe me i cannot even cry
If I could I would
So tell me if I should
So where do we go from here or end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more
This has to go, this has to end
We were never lovers, more than friends
Please take your shirts
Your smiles aren't working, no more
You wouldn't mean a thing to me
You wouldn't mean a thing to me anymore
i told you stuff wouldnt be the same again anymore...
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[18 May 2008|06:58am] |
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not
And we lay we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, and it says, "You,are, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)
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[09 May 2008|11:43am] |
this song is damn nice...its in my head
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[06 May 2008|11:21am] |
strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
stupid song is in my head....
if only we had knew each other more before we got together....3 days was too fast already.....things wouldnt be the same as it is now....
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
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[06 May 2008|08:29am] |
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes 
if only we had known each other more before we got together, i'm sure it wouldnt have ended that way ohwell, school is killing me nvm...chalet during the hols will lift my spirits up
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[03 May 2008|06:25am] |
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
i should never have said those words. they were the biggest regret in my life. but ohwell, i've moved on. tonight is just one of those emo nights.
and i have no idea why you're talking to me now. like right now.
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[29 Apr 2008|08:15am] |
i'm actually damn glad i made the decision. you can continue playing around with other people. have fun.
i'm so much happier without you. a burden off my mind.
anyways, school's been a bitch. but it sure beats attachment.
4 hour break tmr...what to dooooo
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[27 Apr 2008|07:20pm] |
so many extra headaches in my life......lucky it has nothing to do with the heart if not i'll just die.
school's been much better than work. but i feel damn slack everyday...
just had 4 days straight of soccer. thursday friday and sunday was futsol and saturday was field soccer...damn tired...and my legs are aching
ohwell, back to lecture
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