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Colleen
17 July 2008 @ 01:34 am
 
[Filter: Dairanne]

I have her.

And she's amazing.

She's perfect.
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
Colleen
13 July 2008 @ 03:54 pm
 
[Filter: Mera, Valentine]

She's beautiful. She's perfect.

I wish I could write to everyone to tell them. I want everyone to know.

She's so beautiful. I've waited so long.

I'm so, so happy.
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
Colleen
01 July 2008 @ 10:41 am
 
[Filter: Private]

My own pegasus. It's real. It's really going to happen. I'm going to have my own pegasus again.

It's not replacing Vandene. Nothing could ever replace Vandene. It's just making room for something new.

... maybe he didn't notice. Maybe no one did.

[Filter: Mera, Valentine]

Should I drink today? I don't know. I was never allowed with Lord Drogen and Rory. Rory always drank. He wasn't nice when he did. But a lot of the other people who worked at Aartyn got really nice. They laughed a lot. And that's what you're supposed to do today, even if you don't do it any other day.

I din't know. What do you think?
 
 
Current Mood: mixed!
 
 
Colleen
15 June 2008 @ 03:29 am
 
[Filter: Mera]

I ...

I think I want a pegasus. One of my own. I really think I do.
 
 
Current Mood: nostalgic
 
 
Colleen
01 June 2008 @ 08:24 pm
 
[Filter: Tasha]

Do you need any help with your evidence? I could help. If you need help with your evidence.

[Filter: Lysander]

... it's Rory's birthday, tomorrow. I want to say something. It's been so long. I know it's dangerous, but he's my brother.

What should I do?
 
 
Current Mood: blah
 
 
Colleen
18 May 2008 @ 08:43 pm
 
[Filter: Private]

... Rory.
 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
 
Colleen
23 March 2008 @ 04:13 am
 
[Filter: Private]

I'm happy.

I'm ... happy.

I'm happy.
 
 
Current Mood: ... happy!
 
 
Colleen
02 March 2008 @ 12:11 am
 
[Filter: Lysander]

Can you talk to me, Lysander? I think we should talk. Please talk to me.
 
 
Current Mood: uncomfortable
 
 
Colleen
10 February 2008 @ 03:10 am
 
[Filter: Private]

I made such a big mistake. Everything is ruined forever. I don't know what I did wrong. I must not have been good enough. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I should never have come here. I wouldn't have upset him if I hadn't come here. I'm so sorry..

It's almost Rose Day. I don't know what to do.

Maybe I should just go away. He might feel better, then.
 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
 
Colleen
24 January 2008 @ 07:24 pm
 
[Filter: Dairanne]

I think I did something wrong.
 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
 
Colleen
23 January 2008 @ 05:10 pm
 
[Filter: Lysander]

Lysander?
 
 
Current Mood: :S
 
 
Colleen
21 January 2008 @ 06:43 am
 
[Filter: Private]

I knew that was what he wanted. And it's good. He liked his present. I made him happy. That's what I wanted.

He gave me a rose last year. That means I'm special to him.

It's better than way. So much better. But
 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
 
Colleen
19 January 2008 @ 12:22 am
 
[Filter: Private]

Tomorrow's going to be perfect. I'm going to make sure it's perfect.

[Filter: Lysander, Jessica, and Tasha]

Did anyone else see Angeline today?
 
 
Current Mood: determined
 
 
Colleen
23 October 2007 @ 12:32 am
 
[Filter: Private]

Angeline will be fine.

Angeline has to be fine.

[Filter: Lysander]

Can we send things? Not to other houses, with birds. Real things, like presents. To other countries. Can we do that?
 
 
Current Mood: worried
 
 
Colleen
10 October 2007 @ 08:50 pm
 
[Filter: Lysander]

... Angeline is only getting worse. I'm scared.
 
 
Current Mood: worried
 
 
Colleen
30 September 2007 @ 10:49 pm
 
[Filter: Lysander and Tasha and Jessica and Valentine]

Angeline's a little sick. Isn't she?
 
 
Current Mood: worried
 
 
Colleen
28 September 2007 @ 10:36 pm
 
[Filter: Private]

He thinks I'm dead.

It's better like that. It's better if he thinks I'm dead. If he thinks I'm dead, he won't look for me. And that's good.

But he sounds so ... sad.
 
 
Current Mood: worried
 
 
Colleen
23 September 2007 @ 02:22 am
 
[Filter: Lysander]

It's a year.
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
Colleen
17 September 2007 @ 05:26 pm
 
[Filter: Lysander]

Thank you. I had fun. And now I have a present for everyone except you. I've never had so many people to buy presents for before.

When does it start snowing here? The lady talking about snow made me think about it. It will be strange to have the Festival of Leaves without snow.

[Filter: Tasha]

Hello.
 
 
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
Colleen
16 September 2007 @ 06:43 am
 
[Filter: Lysander]

I need to go somewhere to buy presents. And I need money. Is that okay? I'm sorry. I don't mean to be demanding. If it's not okay, I can just not. That would be fine.