...Yeah. I was gonna make it all pr0nny, but realized I was way too tired to try to pull that off. It was pretty abrupt even without the pr0n. Maybe next time.
Tim, you sent me another email and tried calling me, and I really have only this to say to you.
Not f-locked so Chris can pass it on. Sweetie, this is the last time you're ever going to hear me sing for you, and you should feel gratified to know it's not even my best work because it brought me to fucking tears, but at least you'll know it came from the heart.
Let it go already. You're killing me. The answer is no - our chapter has ended. Get better for yourself and yourself alone, or you'll never get better at all.
I was torn whether or not to use the last song we wrote together, but I didn't think it would be appropriate, considering. If you ever do start up a new band, that song's all yours. That's it for us. It's time to let go.
Sorry to everyone on my f-list; I know this is really melodramatic spam for you guys. If I could figure out how to get Verizon to send a full audio file without cropping it, I would've done it that way, but it seems Verizon and I don't get along as well as we used to.
(It's only been sitting on my harddrive for 3 weeks...that's not that long, right?) ( And it only took 5 months...*sigh* ) Oh noes! WTF is actually going on anymore? Harry Potter, wth?! Remember when this was vaguely funny? Is this even going ANYWHERE?! (Actually it is. This is all leading up to something. I promise.) What ever happened with Kyo, anyway? And just where did Lee Hom send Gackt? Find out...something...next time!
So I was watching the 4th movie again last night while mildly tipsy and going "OMG WTAUYHSDFASDFA$WEPATJIEVDNCASEIKDF" (which naturally means that "mildly tipsy" is probably not an accurate description) and went to bed drunk after. I woke up a short time later, promptly got sick, and then, since I couldn't sleep, started pondering. And these are the questions that I came up with.
First, it appears that I began pondering Snape's loyalties (remember, I was still pretty drunk - the notes I took on my thoughts weren't very legible):
What if Snape were (even drunk, I use if-were. Wow.) a horcrux? What if that's why both Dumbledore and Voldemort were so prepared to believe him? What if he's on neither side, and that's the FUCKING (written largely and boldly with ink splotches, so I must have been pressing down pretty hard on my pen) reason why?
Then apparently I moved on to the fact that Snape's a half-blood:
What if Snape knew Lily before Hogwarts? What if his father knew the Evanses or something? What if they'd been friends when they were little?
Then things took a strange turn (well, not so much strange as clearly drunken):
OMG SNAPE'S XXXY
Then we returned to real pondering, thinking about Dumbledore:
What if Dumbledore was there the night the Potters died? What if he was under James's invisibility (this was spelled something like 'invisblty', but I'm pretty sure I meant invisibility) cloak? What if Snape (this was underlined heavily and accidentally crossed out with hearts and stars around the name) was there under James's invisibility (this time spelled as 'inbivsty') cloak?
From there, it got kind of retarded with:
OMG I THNK I MIGHT BE MAGIC
because I am not a good drunk. :/
But to be honest, the thoughts I had while drunk were, I thought, pretty cool, and I just wanted to share. I may have to write something incorporating some of them sometime soon. Like, before the seventh book comes out. Maybe. We'll see.
A scan of the original notes may be forthcoming, if I can get my hands on a scanner. The original copy is a lot funnier that the description, what with the lewd comments and stick-figures in the columns.
Silent Auction: 1 HYDE Ticket - Anaheim House of Blues
Most unfortunately, I'm not going to be able to go to California this year to see HYDE. I also don't want my concert ticket to go to waste, but I don't want to start some bidding war where "OMG I'MMA OUTBID YOU" or whatever, so I'm going to sell it via silent auction.
How this will work:
-Leave a comment with your email and your bid for this ticket. (Bids must be at least the face value of the ticket - $20.00 - or they will be ignored. Nothing personal, but I'm already out on the airfare - I can't afford to sell it for less than its worth.) You may bid without a Livejournal login.
-Comments will be screened, so no one else can see your bid. (Hopefully this will eliminate bidding wars and bid sniping.)
-If your bid wins, please be prepared to pay via paypal. I will accept personal check or money order; however, I will not be able to mail out the ticket until payment clears. For the sake of security of your payment, I will not be taking cash.
-Once payment is received, I will ship the ticket out with insurance. It should be received within a week. I will not charge extra for shipping unless you opt for a shorter shipping period, such as next-day or weekend, etc.
-Bidding ends Monday, June 19, 2006 at 8 pm EDT (5 pm PDT). I will edit this post at that time with the name of the winner and will email the winner personally. If I do not receive a response from the winner within three days, the ticket will go to the second highest bidder.
If you have any questions, email me at els _ chan @ livejournal . com (without the spaces) and I will be happy to answer them. I will not be able to respond to comments all weekend since I'll be checking my email via cell phone, so if you ask a question in the comments, I'm sorry to say you will not receive an answer.
Good luck to everyone bidding.
AUCTION HAS ENDED. Congratulations to shnaphead for their winning bid.
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accomplished
rushed
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sick, but still hungry...