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Yes, this LJ is officially dead right now. I don't have the time to update it anymore. For serious, I don't, and it's not like anyone really reads it anymore anyway. Besides, who cares about what happens in my life? All it is right now is college, college, college. Sure, summer vacation'll be in four more weeks, but other than that, there really isn't a whole lot going on right now aside from college. If anyone wants to know what's going on in my life beyond college, IM me via AIM (Caprisagittarus), MSN (winterember@hotmail.com), or Yahoo! (atomicfire13), or check my DA journal at http://saturninenights.deviantart.com, which I do update with some personal junk once in a while. I know I had a good run with this journal. Three/four years is definitely a long time, and who knows, maybe I'll come back to this some other time and start updating again, providing, that is, if people still wanna read it. For now, though, it's dead, and I don't plan on resurrecting it anytime soon.

See ya 'round, loveables, and blessings all around.

~Cinn

Forgive me, but I am unable to take any chances anymore with people reading about my personal life. I hope you all understand that this is a big step for me, especially you whom I know who frequently read my journal. I'm sorry, but the only way you can read this journal now is if you get yourself an LJ account, add me to your friends, and then I'll add you to my friends if you comment on this entry. Only people that I can truly trust may read this journal.

Now, if I know you and haven't added you, here are a few simple rules you'll have to follow:
- If you have a Livejournal account, please try to actually use it. What's the use of an LJ if you don't use it as a journal?
- Don't drop a lot of "f-bombs" in your journal entries, and I will not tolerate "c-bombs" or "n-bombs" either. Please try to keep your entries mostly bereft of these obscenities. Others are fine by me.
- Please leave a comment on this entry if you want me to add you to my friends list.

That is it and thank you for your time. Again, I am very sorry I had to do this.

How many negatives do I have in my personality? Hmn?
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Cinnaminblue

Today was lazy, but thank god mid-winter break started. Whoot.

So far, everyone I know has had a crappy day. Everyone, that is, except me. My day was tiring, yesterday was crappy.

I finally managed to go outside yesterday, and upon checking on the puppies in the barn, I found four of them dead and frozen, and with only two aside from the one we took in in the house alive. The whole incident made me sick to my stomach, especially when I went inside to get a trashbag and then go back out to the barn to pick up the puppies' rigor-mortis, ice-stiffened bodies. I began to cry and dry heave right after I dropped the bag into the burn barrel near the garage. It was very disheartening, to say the least, and having dinner with my schizophrenic father didn't help much either. But, at least I got to take into the house the two remaining puppies from the barn and got them to eat.

I don't think they've been fed in a couple days, and I can't always depend on Joe or Dad to take care of the animals around here. God, I was so selfish those past two days. It was cold, and I couldn't bring myself to go out for that reason. I mean, Joe and Dad were the only ones that went outside, and I guess I just assumed that they took care of everything. I guess I was wrong, but like my friend Bridget said to me after I told her about this, I shouldn't regret anything. What's done was done, and there's nothing I can do about it. I recognize that I was irresponsible, though, and I've learned from that, as saddening and sickening as that lesson was.

But I felt better later. Drowned all my sorrows in fig newtons. Fun, fun. Well, not really. I found out today that the two puppies I brought in are sick with something my dog contracted this summer, something that caused them (or at least one of them) to go comatose. It might be something in the barn, but I dunno what it is and neither do Mom, Dad, or Joe. God, I hope we do find out soon. I almost lost Destiny due to whatever it was that was in the barn. God knows I lost Poptart from whatever it was.

Anyway, my day was tiring. I'm supposed to present a speech tomorrow for English IV, but I'm not all that thrilled about it because I still have yet to write the damned thing as an essay. No, this wasn't due to procrastination. It was due to the slowness of my own little mind. I couldn't figure out what the hell really separates me from everyone else. I mean, really. Some people can draw, some people have partially dysfunctional families, and some people have a writing ability to go along with their drawing ability. I don't exactly HAVE anything that other people don't have, because there are SOME who have what I have and there are MOST who have what I have, if that makes any sense in logic. Orgh, I guess I may as well write about my drawing and writing abilities, and incorporate my family in there too. It won't be so bad once I get my ass started on the damned thing. Eh.

Well, I'd better go eat and get off this thing before my mom questions it. Just so you all know, I'm not even supposed to have this journal.

Myeah, some nifty title, eh? No, not really.

Yep, in case anyone's wondering, yesterday was a snow day, a sucky blowy snow day. Please, nobody laugh because I said "sucky blowy." Man, what I wouldn't give to get the hell out of this house. Well, I wouldn't give my soul, obviously, as I need my soul and my soul is a part of me. I'm actually hoping to go to Walmart today. The roads are a helluva lot better today than they were yesterday, according to the almighty scanner. Oyy, I need out. Out, out, out.

Today, I accomplished coloring two drawings. Praise me. I'm probably going to color another one and then try to go outside. It's twelve degrees out. Yes, it is. Happy day.

I need socks on my feet, and a sweater. Damn weather. Argh.

School got out around 2 o'clock due to the roads most likely becoming unbearable later that day. Well, sure enough, they did. And ever catch a glimpse of a thunderstorm in the winter? Well, I did, and it scared the shizznit out of me. My bus was struck TWICE by lightning, and I had to walk to the house from up the road because of the second strike. I was a nervous wreck, believe me. With the snow stinging my face like glass shards and the wind beating against me, I had to run down the hill toward the house I was so scared of getting myself struck by lightning. Thank goodness I didn't, though, and thank goodness I don't have to file a lawsuit against my bus driver. vv;

I might not have school tomorrow if this crap keeps up. Of course the thunder and the lightning have passed, but the blowing winds continue and glass shard snowflakes are still cascading down toward the earth. It's not a pretty sight out there, and I'm certainly in no spirits to go out in such weather. And to think that it's going to get worse tomorrow. Well, hopefully not as bad. I don't believe there'll be anymore thunderstorms. Whoo, only in Northeast Michigan, eh? Crazy shit.

Well, that's enough about the storm. In other news, I might just be getting a new cellphone and signing on with my mother's service. I just found out I can't get prepaid service on my Tracfone unless it's through phonecards, which I've been using. 9_9 Wonderful, absolultely wonderful, and I just got a new template for the thing. Eh, well...

Oh, and here's a little something interesting for joo people who know me if you're bored. Check it out: http://kevan.org/johari?name=Cinnamin+Blue

Urgh, looks like I won't be able to go to Bradley's house after all. Damn weather.

Hey, I consider this day a holiday, although Valentine's Day wasn't too crappy yesterday. I got tons of candy from Becky and Tiffy, and I even gave out valentines. I was feeling crappy the day before, dreading Valentine's like I usually do when it comes around, but I decided to write out little valentines for my friends to make myself feel better, and sure enough, it worked.

Not only that, but the day before, I managed to get my short story, "A Love Shared By Starlight", done for creative writing and even had it posted on DA. That must be the most decent romantic story I've ever written. Thank goodness I got it done just in time for Valentine's Day. ^^ I've also been on a couple drawing kick thanks to a certain SOMEONE whom I will not name (*cough*Kelly*cough*). >>;

Now, what else should I report? Oh, yeah, I might be getting a poem published in the newspaper. Ya see, there's this event at the Alcona Library for youth called "Love Your Library", or something like that, and the thing is, you have to write either a poem or a short story exhibitting how much you love the library so you can get entered into a drawing. The prize is a basket of goodies. Yum. Well, I called Bradley's mom--she works at the library in Harrisville--just to make sure she got my poem. She said she did. She also mentioned that people liked it so much that she just might consider putting it in the local newspaper. Total shocker, yeah? I think so. Of course, I might be being too modest. ^^; I can't help but be a modest person, ya know? Anywhos, the drawing is on the 28th. I hope I win.

I also have about five days off of school next week starting the 23rd (I might've told some of you different. Sorry about that, but I just checked a calendar today. ^^). I'm hoping to go see Debbie, an old friend of my mom's. I miss her.

Hope to be going to Bradley's this weekend as well. There isn't much planned, apparently.

Aaand I'm done. I'm wondering whether or not if someone fed the horses or the rabbit.

Cinn will have to write:

I will not eat funny smelling brownies

'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com

NO, I WILL NOT EAT FUNNY-SMELLING BROWNIES!!

Argh, I'm so sorry. Nothing happened today, and I just don't feel like finishing my story right now for Creative Writing.

Weeeell, we're back from Saginaw with tons of goodies. Oh boy, oh boy. First stop, though, was a dollar store in Oscoda, which had a bunch of neat stuff, like watercolor markers, and while Joe and Dad were at their doctor's appointments when we finally arrived in Saginaw, Mom, Nicole, and I went shopping at the Saginaw mall, where I got a new template for my cellphone that's a light blue and has these little multi-colored anime-ish blobs on it, a few t-shirts from Hot Topic (one with Gir on it wearing make-up that says "I Feel Pretty", a black one with a green faerie on it, and a word tee that says "Your Inferiority Complex Can Be Justified), a new handbag from Spencer's (It's Nightmare Before Christmas!), and a shirt from this little outlet across from Hot Topic that's black with a hood and has a silver cross on it. Nicole, meanwhile, finally got herself a pair of Converse shoes. Whoot. In your face, A.J.

Anyway, after the whole shopping thing, we decided to head to Hunan's across the street for a Chinese dinner. The food was delicious. And then after the Chinese food, we checked out the Goodwill store that was on the same strip, where I got myself a new pair of headphones and some jeans. Whee. Such fun. Of course, then we had to go pick up the guys and I had to ride home cramped in the middle of the backseat between two people. Argh, no, that was NOT fun.

After a little while, we stopped at this cheese place, which happens to bring back a rather funny memory of a certain out-of-order toilet that yours truly had no idea that was out-of-order, because the guys were hungry, and yadda-yah, we all had dinner. Whoosh. Then it was time again to head back home. Yah.

I bet you're all wondering why I'm so blah right now. Well, I got a reply (that was full of shit) from a note I got from somebody (who was also full of shit) that I replied to a couple days ago, and yeah...I'm not replying to it. The person may say that they're not trying to start anything, but yeah, you should all know what I think of that. I'm fucking done.

Yeah, really. Holy corn. I have had an uneventful four-day weekend all because of the snow/windstorm on Sunday. Ner, well, at least I got requests and housework done as well as my package from Kelly. Loved the gifts. Thanks, Kelleh! ^^

I can't wait 'til tomorrow. Nicole's comin' over and then we're gonna go shopping the day afterward! ^__^ So cool. Damn, I do so hope I didn't miss anything major in class today. I couldn't go because there was over four feet of snow blocking the entrance to my road and neither the bus nor my parents could get through until the plow came, which was around noon I'm guessin'. Fun. Eh, well, I don't have much else to say other than I hope I don't have much homework tomorrow. Toodles.

another quiz result from moi.
What can I say? I like personality tests, and this one really seems to describe me pretty well.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

I'm sooo glad the week is finally over. I've been working and working and working, been doing lots and lots of writing, but still, I've been workiing. Man, I can't wait until Wednesday next week. ROAD TRIP, and Nicole's coming along with me. ^^ It's gonna be greeat. Oh, I'm also going to enter this writing contest held by the magazine Writer's Digest. First prize is $3,000 and a trip to the Big Apple. And I thank my friend Heather for informing me of this. She's gonna enter to. I hope one of us at least gets something. There are, after all, seven placements.

I still haven't gotten my package from Kelly yet, and if I don't get it by tomorrow, I'm going to have to assume that it's been lost in the mail. vv; THAT is going to suck. DAMN YOU, POSTAL SYSTEM! DAMN YOOOU!!

Oh, and uhh...no, I'll save it for DA. It's a rant meant for DA anyway. Whee. I'm gonna go off to there now. Toodles.

Augh, man, I've been feeling so drained lately. I haven't been feeling like drawing much or coloring what people request. I think it's because I'm in an art class now and don't seem to have much time for art. Gyah, perhaps by the weekend this shit'll clear up. I dunno. vv;

Oh, I got my acceptance letter from Alpena Community College today. I'll be majoring in Graphic Arts, and I think after I get finished with that college I'll move onto Henry Ford in Detroit since I have relatives I can stay with there.

Damn, feels like my life's flashing right before my eyes. Before I know it, I'll be getting my driver's license. I'm already ready to take the test for a new permit to use when I'm doing my road test.

Argh, so drained...So draaaained. Mph, maybe I'll take a shower, finish my homework, and then go to bed. Gyaagh.

I SHALL START WITH THE STOLEN QUIZZES!! BWAHAHAAHA!! (Steals Kelly's quizzes and runs off to display them.) XP

You look like this!! You are Different Anime!!! You

don't follow trends, you make them, without

really noticing! People like you beacause you

express uniqueness, and love to listen to

people's thoughts, you are well liked and

have a lot of friends!!!


~How would you look like if you were ANIME!!!(Breathtaking Pictures!!!)~
brought to you by Quizilla
Different anime, eh? Well, I do like to listen to people's thoughts, and I guess I am well-liked and have a lot of friends. ^^;


Your Element Guard is Notos.

Guard of the Element: Fire

Direction of the wind: South

Personality: Loving, impulsive, passionate, daring

and beautifull.


Who is your Element Guard? ( with beautifull anime pictures)
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Notos, eh? Weeell...alright. Oo;


You will be the magic angel. You died earlier than

expected. Now you have powers so you may

protect the few that loved you so that they

do not suffer the same fate as you.


What angel will you become?~anime pics~
brought to you by Quizilla
Actually, that's a scary thought: dying earlier than expected. Xx; But at least I'll have the power to watch over my friends and all that, so I guess that's good. ^^;


You are a fun loving person who wants to enjoy life

and doesnt like being held down by fears or

worries,you are probably a confident person

who isnt afraid to say what they think! (good

for you)
You should live a happy and full life because you

grab lifes oppertunities.at school you could

be in any group but probably arent a

follower!
if you are you need to break free and be yourself!
you must remember to be aware of thing,events or

people around you because although you need

to be yourself you need to think of other

people as well.
The world is out there, go get it!


What kind of person are you?!! (Beautiful anime pics and v.detailed results)
brought to you by Quizilla
Myah, indeed. Great picture, but please, cut down on the grammatical errors. vv;

You're a childish school girl. All I can say is

that you act very childish. You don't seem

to care and don't know why but you love

acting like a child so much you just love

spreading it all around.


What type of school girl are you.(Cute anime pics)Girls Only!
brought to you by Quizilla
Yeeeup, I sure do love acting like a child. I'm eighteen and I still watch cartoons. What does that tell you? XP

Gyaagh, the weekend was kind of a drag, but not totally. On Saturday, I managed to snag myself one of System of a Down's new CDs "Mesmerize" aaand later, I got to talk to the creator of JtHM and Invader Zim and Squee himself, Jhonen Vasquez. Of course, it wasn't a sane conversation. A friend of mine and I were just messing with him, annoying him by saying random shit like "Oranges are good for you" and "Stop stealin' me corn." He eventually blocked us both, but he did say something to the both of us. Four happy words to me: AHAHAHAH! Classic stuff! Huzzah! And something along those lines to my friend Hayley. Yeah, we had fun. Next time, though, I'm gonna try to have a sane conversation with Jhonen. Last time was just really retarded, although freakin' hilarious. XDD The conversation's up on my DA gallery if anyone wants to see it. It's under one of my journals.

I decided to switch my third hour, Computer Applications, to Creating Writing today. It seems that Computer Apps is a waste of time. I mean, I'm practically the fastest typer in that class and all we're really doing is typing right now. And the rest of the stuff we're supposed to learn I could probably learn myself without instruction. It's just Powerpoint and Excel and Webpage builder. vv; Also, I had no real friends in that class. In Creative Writing, I have three, and not only that, but I really need to start writing. I really, really do.

Aside from the class switching, I got my report card today. All B's, and I passed my Biology exam, surprisingly, with an A-. Pretty cool, huh? The rest of the exams were B's, which also isn't bad. Whee, I'm a B average student. Worship my pores.

Hmn, a certain person tried to call me today, but I left my cell at home so I didn't get to answer her call. I probably wouldn't have anyway. It's likely I was bound to get an earful of how much of a supposed bitch I am, so I'll leave it at that.

Well, I'm outta here. I need to walk around the house for a few minutes. My ass feels numb.

At least, the week is over, and I'm free to draw and do things that are NOT related to advanced art and design OR English IV. That means I can write as well, which is great since I've been toying around with a few ideas in my head that are just begging to be word-processed.

My mom's been gone a few days. She just came back last night, bearing gifts and groceries. I am hoping that physical therapy's going well for her. It's not easy being the only female around the house when she's gone. Trust me, it's hard living with two old men. vv; Ah, yes, and I can also play videogames this weekend. Fuuun. And I just miiight go over to Bradley's, but then again, I dunno. I'd have to get a ride from my mom seeing as I can't drive myself because my permit expired and I have to get a new one until I can take my road test and get my actual license. Orgh, I am really hoping to do that soon. My bus driver, and the people who are on my bus, I just can't stand anymore. My bus driver I can't stand more. The stupid idiot forgot to pick me up Wednesday, and yesterday, she came early and I was just finishing up packing my lunch. Grrgh, stupid old hack. >_< I hope she gets replaced.

Meh, my horse is such a ditz. Last night, when I went to see him, I discovered he somehow got his halter off. And while I was stumbling around in the dark with a puny flashlight looking for his halter, he kept following me and nudging me. I thought he wanted a treat, but it turned out he wanted a hug. ^w^ Aww. Eh, even if he is a ditz, he's a loving ditz. Dootdootdoot. And that was just some stuff I felt like adding.

I reeeally don't feel like adding anything else, like crap about a certain person who once lived in my house. Besides, it's past. Best not to dwell on it.

Stupid title for a journal entry, but I don't care. Nope. I dun care at all.

I started some new classes Monday. For first hour, I have English IV with Fruity McCracken (that's my own personal nickname for Mrs. McGuire since she's...fruity), for second hour, I'm media center aide, but this time, I have a friend with me (Spiffy Tiffy! YAY!), for third hour, I have computer applications where I'll be learning how to make websites and crap, and finally, for forth hour, I have advanced art and design, where a couple of my fellow artist friends happen to be. Whoot.

Oh, today in AAD (advanced art and design), I got to have a taste of what it was like to use a Prisma colored pencil. They really do live up to their name as a good expensive brand, but I still very much prefer my RoseArt pencils. Their coloring seems more vivid to me, even if they do run out quickly. I'm still considering getting a pack of Prismas though. I think I have just about enough money for a fifteen pack at least.

Gargh, I hate my period. The bloating is killing me. I haaaate teh bloatiiiiiiing! >_< EEEEEEEVIL! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIIIIIIIIIL!

I need to get some artwork (and by artwork, I DO mean requests) done soon. It's not like I've been slacking off, really. I've just been too occupied with school, and that's kinda been cutting into my inspiration a little and free time. Perhaps this weekend. Who knows?

I must say, the rest of the week went rather well. Bradley's birthday was Wednesday. I gave him his present, which was a Megaman Zero action figure, and in return, he gave me his action figure of Bass.EXE. I loooove Bass, and he knows it too. <3 Thursday was my Intro to Business final, which I didn't get done until today, and my final for Algebra III. That final alone took me quite a while. I had to sit in Mrs. Nelson's class from classtime to seminar to lunch to get that bad boy done, but the time was worth it. I found out today I got an 84 on that test. Whoot. I messed up on a few of the small equations (goddammit, I got so caught up in trying to understand proofs that I forgot the small, easy stuff. That ALWAYS happens), but eh...a good grade's a good grade. Besides, I can always do better next time...although, I doubt there will be a next time. I dunno. Perhaps in college. Today, I got my Biology final out of the way and studied my butt off most of the night last night--along with getting the essay questions that came as part of the exam done--and most of the day before third hour, which was when the test was. I kinda got mixed up, though, on what went on the top and what went on the bottom of a tRNA strand though. Urgh, I hope I did well on that exam. I sincerely hope I did. Xx;

Oh, by the way, B.J. moved out today (in case you didn't know). Yeah, it's a relief to not have her sickening and agitating pressence here anymore. I'm feeling a lot better both in body and spirit. My sinuses are clear and I'm just so happy that this day was interesting I could squeal. Also, some junior some of my friends know (his name is Alan) got into a fight with this sophomore (who is named Dylan) and got himself punched into a locker so hard that, well, there was blood. It caused quite a commotion since fights aren't all that common at my school, and not only did this happen, but one of my old middle school teachers, Mr. Zacharias, who taught the heatlh class I had in the eighth grade, got arrested for assaulting a twelve-year-old. I heard from my mom that the kid tried to take his keys, so he pushed the kid into a concrete wall, the kid's head started to swell up, and then, well, ol' Zachass was arrested and charged for assault. Good riddance too. He kinda scared me when I was in his class.

Meh, I dun have much else to report other than I start different classes next week, and without B.J. hanging around. I have an art class, wheeeeeeee! ^___^ Oy, but English IV's going to be a bummer, though. Mrs. McGuire's...loopy. I swear, that woman comes off to me as...a little perverse and mentally unstable. Eh, well, I'll manage. Hey, I'm thinking of changing my layout on here, but so far, I have no ideas for one. I neeed ideas! IDEEEEEEEEEEAS!!

Okee, I'm gone now.

I'm afraid I'm going to explode. LITERALLY. Lately, I've been such a bitch, but you know what? I can't help it. I'm wired, I'm irritated, and under pressure. My brain's been impregnated with a monster, and I feel I'm about to give birth to it. God. I've been getting this persistent vibe from B.J., and it's like everything about her never fails, NEVER fails to irritate me to the point of anger. I feel that this vibe is telling me that if B.J. doesn't go soon or if I don't get the fuck away from her, I'm literally going to blow my stack. I'm serious. Goddammit, I'm going nuts! Oh, and don't get me started on how this week's gonna be. It's finals week here in great good ol' Alcona High, and so far, I've been studying my ass off. Man, the exams in Biology and Algebra III are going to be killer. KILLER. Not only that, but I think I'm coming down with another lung infection. Bleh, my throat's been crappy all freaking day. Man, I'm hoping that there won't be any school tomorrow. It let out early today due to the roads being so icy. My bus driver had trouble coming up my road because it was so slick, and had to settle with waiting for the road commission to sand it. >_X

Everything that's been going on lately is summed up in that one little paragraph. I don't feel the need to write anymore. Gaaaargh! I feel like I'm full of dynamite! I neeeeeeeeeeed...solace.

Man, the rest of this week has been intense. First off, my mom was gone since Wednesday as she had a couple of doctor's appointments, one being for laser eye surgery. I just heard today that that went well, and man, am I relieved. Whew. Secondly, I've been very angry lately, but not this morning. This morning I was feeling rather good. Oh, and thirdly, we (Dad, Joe, and I) thought B.J. wouldn't be able to make it to her play today due to the roads in Lincoln being bad and my dad's car being a piece of trash. Sure enough, she got a ride in Spruce, and we're relieved about that. ^^; The play's entitled "Rudyard Kipling's The Jungle Book", and it was a rather good show. We (Dad and I. Joe didn't wanna come) saw the seven o'clock showing last night and thought it was awesome. B.J. makes an excellent monkey. I'll give her that.

Now, what else is there to say? Hmn, I dunno. Oh, yeah. Alan Greenspan didn't show up for his retirement party thrown by my Intro to Business class. Still, the party was spectucular, with lots of food, good food. I'm surprised my banana bread didn't go very fast, though, but everyone did say that it was great. So, that counts for something. Woot. Hey, I decided I'm going to go on a natural supplement for my Attention Deficit Hyper-activity Disorder. I need it. It's symptomatic to get bored easily, and I really, really don't wanna fall asleep in my classes anymore. I know it's gonna cost me one day, and I'm sure the supplement won't change me very much. It'll probably just cut down my randomness a bit. Eh...well. It's better this way. I'll be a better student. Oooh, and I also might get a laptop with a swivelling screen I can draw on. ^w^ Neeeatiiie.

Aaand...now I don't have much else to say. I'm...gonna go check some other stuff now, and maybe finish those stupid requests finally. vv;

DISORDER.
DISORDER.
DIS-ORRR-DERR.

My god, I need to get some different music. I have been listening to WAY too much System of a Down lately. WAY TOO MUCH. >__X

Hmn, in case anyone's wondering what's been going on in my life, not much has been, really. It's been a short week, but an interesting one; one full of turmoil and happy times. B.J.'s going to be leaving in another week, by the way. Good riddance too, I guess. After all, she chose not to finish high school. Whatever.

I made banana bread and stir-fry for dinner yesterday. Both turned out pretty good, and I'm glad. Yaay, I'm on my way to becoming a first-class chef. Goodie. And in other news, my teacher in Intro to Business class is throwing a party next week for Alan Greenspan's retirement. She's even going so far as to inviting him. Wow, imagine me meeting Alan Greenspan, and to think he'll be the first famous person I've ever met. Wow. I don't sound enthralled, but I kind of am.

Today, I had my hair cut, and was supposed to get it streaked but never got around to it.

This entry sucked. I'm gonna go now.

Finally, I'm completely over my depression. If it hadn't been for school yesterday, and seeing all of my friends again, I would've probably been feeling crappy still. Oh, and I also appreciate the people who care on here too. I love you all! ^___^

Ahem...Well, anyway, I got more minutes for my cellphone so I can make more calls at leisure, which is a good thing. I also have voice mail aaand text messaging! Plus, yesterday, when my mother and I stopped at Big Lots on our way to pick up B.J. from her mom's house (Yeah, she was still there on account of an eye appointment), I found myself a new CD player--the good kind with ESP (Electronic Skip Protection) and FM radio--for only $20! Whooo! I'm happeh! Happehhappehhappehhappeh!! Oh, and along with that, I found Bradley a birthday present. His birthday's on the 17th, three days before B.J.'s finally out of here. Poor Bradley. He has to put up with her on his birthday. 9_9 Psh.

Eh, I guess I don't have much more to say, so umn...I'm outta here. Byee for now.