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Dark underbelly. [22 Jul 2008|12:38pm] I was right to be scared of The Little Mermaid, lol post comment

Makes ME smile! [17 Jul 2008|02:41pm] [ music | M-Seven ] THE DARK KNIGHT WAS an awesomeness lollipop that I suckled on for 2 hours and 40 minutes like a baby who just woke up after an all-night sleep. Maybe it's 'cause I haven't been getting my fix of "crazies and weirdness" lately, but this movie really made an impact on me. No other Batman movie has had such a strong message before. And finally I feel that the characters of Batman and notably the villains are getting the development they deserve. Ever since reading "The Dark Knight Returns" and "Arkham Asylum: a Serious House on Serious Earth", the movies have been subsequently further watered down for me. I never fully appreciated Batman until reading the comics, so boy did it surprise me when The Dark Knight was relatively loyal to the comic book characters, and not just a summer blockbuster money maker. Granted, the character of Harvey Dent/Two-Face was extremely set-up from the outset. But the Joker + Batman symbiosis really carried the movie, despite all the corniness that Two-Face brought, lol. Heath Ledger genuinely surprised me, because the first place I saw him was in "10 Things I Hate About You", and always as the burly, surly, blonde hero dude. I didn't know he had "psycho" in him. And now that he's dead, his acting career won't be type-casted as a psycho. :D (yes, always looking on the bright side, lol) It's been a trend for movies to end off in a bittersweet way, and I greatly appreciate the fact that they didn't do it as emo as it could've been. (It reminds me of the director's cut ending to Blade Runner.) I also know that if I nitpicked a little deeper, The Dark Knight has all been done before, and people will complain that the gore was only for the shock factor, etc etc. But I'll still watch it again, in theatres. :D (which is a great compliment, coming from me, lol) I also loved Batman's more realistic fighting style this time. You get the real "thud" of packing meat into facial cavities. lol ----------------- Random note: Fruit-flavoured vodkas are diarrhea in a bottle. No, I haven't taken to drowning my sorrows. xD Friend's going through a break up, so we go out for dinner to Milestone's + Moxie's. She orders a peach Bellini, so I get curious and order a Blue Zen the first time, then a Green Apple Martini the 2nd time. I find I don't particularly enjoy alcohol's effects. It doesn't help me relax at all, it just makes my attention span shorten to that of a goldfish's, and makes me sleepy. However, I do enjoy the sensation of sipping a drink, and the short buzz prior to sleepiness, lol. I still don't get how people can have drunk sex, lol ---------------- M-Seven: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=173296612 http://cdbaby.com/cd/mseven I have to get this man's music. o_O 7 comments|post comment

Love, Courage, Truth, Strength, Patience, Gentleness, Hope. [17 Jul 2008|02:41pm] Is life really about distracting myself? lol The hills are aliiiiive... with the sound of Naziiiiis~~~ LOL So, I am once again on the verge of giving up. Sometimes I feel I don't know how to give up. It's a part of life, but I feel that if I try less, it will seem less authentic. Should I give up, withdraw support, and be seen as a deserter? Or should I soldier on, and piss off everyone? Bleeding heart... exalted in fantasy, rejected in reality. Why should I struggle so vaingloriously. What for. What for. I will back off. Get my own sandwich. Sit back. Watch people ruin themselves. Why can't I be like you, Jesus. lol Why was I born with this innate desire for Justice. Am I just delusional? post comment

Knock knock. : ) [11 Jul 2008|02:34pm] [ music | Josh Groban ] I O U LJ entries. lol This video makes me appreciate both Michael Buble and Josh Groban as more than just pretty faces and beautiful voices :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQVVftVuSrg 2 comments|post comment

Newfound Glory. [21 Aug 2007|02:31am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Lots of Jem<3 ] Yes, I admit it makes me feel good when I am greeted by many people in 9Dragons. To have your name known, to engage in small talk, to gain immunity from others, and to be defended from attack. Is it because I crave fame? Sometimes I don't know whether I am introverted or extroverted. I am extroverted to the extent that I enjoy others, but introverted because I get tired from constant interaction. Even though I caught up w/ a bunch of ppl today, I miss my bandmates... I admit, I want to be powerful, to be exalted, to be brought up in conversations, to be known even by strangers. So far the only way to really solidify this is to kill others. But I don't want to be hated. =/ Being nice so far is good. Aw, people know me... enough to say hi and ask how I'm doing and sell me stuff. Hard to hold up a reputation... I will be content w/ being quasi-popular. lol Harry Potter and the Sex Ed Coach, lol Whores of War, lol Goat cheese gelato: believe it, and try it. It's so creamy and good! 3 comments|post comment

Ada "Justice with a Capital L" L. : D [09 Aug 2007|01:19am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Jem - Come on Closer ] Yes, SEMagic client, I know my password is too easy to guess. But seeing as how there haven't been false LJ entries, nor ANY LJ entries for the past month, I'd say my password is damn near impregnable. lol In the meanwhile... a few crack babies were born, part-time soccer players celebrated unreported victories, the age of puberty has edged down a few more seconds so that although our bodies are maturing faster, we still have 30 year olds who live with their parents... And none of it had to do with me. ^^ 9Dragons pictures soon to come. : ) Am I overqualified for my current summer job? Hell yes. But I haven't learned nothing... not.. learned.. nothing....... wha? lol The scariest part of HP& the Deathly Hallows was when Harry realised something was wrong w/ Luna's room. =s Sad that Sirius is really dead. : ( Not ashamed to admit I shed a few tears at some parts >.< A random epiphany during my awaytime: I didn't realise I had a "deeper affection" for someone until I found myself at first subconsciously uneasy when they were spending time w/ others... then missing their absences... and getting tongue-tied for no reason. It was all verrrry sneaky and subtle... 'cause I didn't understand overtly that I liked this person... and then it just hit. It felt weird, like sitting beside a radiator disguised as a cooler. However, I can't say it was "real", because "deep affection" isn't supposed to be jealous (refer to the Bible). Plus it was in a game, so the avatar may have misled me into thinking better of the person. *oogles shirtlessness* Still, I miss the person... Hey Calvin, you'd like the latest edition of WiReD xD Dude, maybe I should just get your a subscription : P To prove how sappy I am: I currently have Jesse McCartney's "Because You Live" stuck in my head!! >_ 8 comments|post comment

10-tonne Chest. [08 Jun 2007|01:23am] [ mood | blah ] I find that, in online games, there are a lot of "strong and silent" types. "Strong", because they are chair-rooted nerds who grind for hours. "Silent", because they probably don't speak English, or are busy grinding. Then, there are opportunistic bastards. People who don't heal when they could. Who don't share drops, who don't ask if anyone needs anything, who picks up things that others need, who charges friends for the things that they do pick up, or scam them. Those who flirt for gifts. Those who don't come to help you if you're on a quest. Those who go to town while in a shared-exp party. Those who ask for money and items. Higher leveled people who don't help you out, help you level a bit. Those who see you dying and don't come to your aid. Those who leave a group just because people are a few levels lower. Opportunistic bastards and leechers, ugh. 1 comment|post comment

Spouting. [08 Jun 2007|12:48am] [ music | Three Days Grace - Let It Die ] Went with a friend to the CNE to help her find the returning employees' office yesterday... we took the wrong streetcar and ended up at Spadina station, lol... had to go all the way back down... The CNE in its off-season is a giant playground/park : ) It's nice to just walk around... without the crowds. Beautiful expanses of blue sky... the smell of horse manure... lol, well that part was bad, but once you get near the Dufferin exit, it's nicer. Yeung Chow-style fried rice is the bomb. There was a time when I went to this Asian mall a lot, not Pmall, and I had it almost every time I went there. It's fried rice, with peas, BBQ pork, shrimp, and regular stuff like carrots and spring onion. Chinese donuts too... I really shouldn't eat them a lot, I probably don't even eat one in a few weeks... but very good. I'm sort of glad I'm too lazy to go out to buy food, otherwise I'd be out the door at every temptation. Like right now, I'd like a Philly Cheese Steak, but I'll probably wake up late tomorrow and not go because I don't want to waste the day. I also would love a bowl of Vietnamese noodles, with beef slices... gaaargghh drool. -------- "One X" by Three Days Grace is MUCH better than the first one! Same with Evanescence's "The Open Door". Sadly, Disturbed's "10 000 Fists" is the same and worse. Tool's "10 000 Days" is not quite as addictive as the others... and I do love my Tool. Linkin Park's "Minutes to Midnight" is a definite change into soft rock. I can't say they got more "emo" because they were "emo" to begin with... just less raw screaming. : ( I like this new style, just was disappointed to see it from beloved Linkin. Loving Starsailor... it's right on the mark, since I can't take a lot of that moany style (no Travis for me). 3 comments|post comment

Exciting happenings. [07 Jun 2007|01:10pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | Maroon 5 - If I Never See Your Face Again ] So, I just got e-mails from beyond the grave from Socrates and Euripides... LOL -------- Dorcas's wedding was beautiful! :*) My friend's older sister... I was a bride's attendant, which basically meant I got to wake up reaaaaaal early to join the other bride's attendants in pranking the groom and his "posse". xD Each of them now has a perfectly rectangular bald patch on their legs, sore feet and backs, and a potential fetish for stockings, lol You could tell how sweet Eric (the groom) was, when tears started to stream during the vows. ^^ A lot of people from church were there, and I can't understand how the couple managed to keep afloat the entire time. You know how your face gets sore from smiling too much? But even by night, Dorcas and Eric were still very gracious. One auntie told us she knew Eric would be a good husband because when she went to congratulate him, he got really emotional and shook her hand enthusiastically, lol Weddings wouldn't exist without screw-ups; originally I was to be seated at the banquet with my mum, but somehow there was only one seat left! I got a fold-up chair. lol... Our family is pretty close with the bride and her parents, so they deliberatley put us with close family friends of theirs... who had a son... it was weird, but he was pretty cool. And his mom really liked me?? ehehe *tugs collar* He reminded me of a much better-looking Emotion Eric (start from the bottom), lol During the day, I wore an ivory coloured top with a wide, horizontal neck which showed the tops of the shoulders, and a gauzy, spring floral print w/ multiple layers... and at night I wore a brown lacey tank with a knitted, mini-jacket type thing (the ones that just stop below the breast line), and a mocha coloured skirt with cream-coloured under layers, and small bead work as the design. ---------- "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End" deserved 2 watchs, and more! : D As a friend said, it was EPIC. I liked the artsy stuff, the beautiful scene where they are sailing under a reflection of stars... the whole "up is down" thing... the cute stone crabs (hehe, "shoo")... Calypso turning huge... the whirlpool fight scene... Jack Sparrow's very dashing aerial acrobatics, when he closes one eye to take a shot at Davy Jones as he's swinging on a rope... and the pronunciation of "Jack Sparra!" 3 comments|post comment

Sorrow, a gift. [29 May 2007|12:38pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Until I learned to trust, I never learned to pray; And I did not learn to fully trust Till sorrows came my way. Until I felt my weakness, His strength I never knew; Nor dreamed 'til I was stricken That He could see me through. Who deepest drinks of sorrow, Drinks deepest, too, of grace; He sends the storm so He Himself Can be our hiding place. His heart, that seeks our highest good Know well when things annoy; We would not long for heaven If earth held only joy. William G. Coltman ---------------------- Oh, you tears, I'm thankful that you run. Though you trickle in the darkness, You shall glitter in the sun. The rainbow could not shine if the rain refused to fall; And the eyes that cannot weep Are the saddest eyes of all. Charles Mackav ----------------------- These were from my church bulletin, in relation to our pastor's grandma dying. : ( post comment

GetBackers, finally done thanks to YouTube. [16 May 2007|12:27am] [ mood | nostalgic ] I've just finished GetBackers... despite trying to pace myself to minimize the inevitable sadness I feel whenever I finish something, it couldn't be avoided. *sigh* Simplistic, and sweet. A story of agape love, and phileo love, even if everyone interprets it as eros (yaoi has corrupted us all!!). Though it's a shounen anime, I'm glad the story did not resolve in fighting. Instead, redemption is a main theme, since every character is pretty much traumatized either by unrequited love, or self-contained heroism. You could feel the pain of MakubeX, who thought he had been abandoned by all his friends. Or Toshiki, who disbelieved in his leader's trust of him and sought vengeance on the one who he thought was his leader's favourite. Instead, GetBackers is about mending the broken self. Ginji realizes he is not meant to be the cold "Lightning Emperor" who can save everyone. Ban needs absolution from his inner demons, and finds hope in Ginji's unswerving support. With Ban to lead him and protect him from himself, Ginji is allowed to become the naive, affectionate, and optimistic goofball he would rather be. Even their simple job as retrieval agents is all about regaining wholeness. In the beginning, I wondered why these two guys would rather live like bums, when they came from such glorious pasts and had so much power. Now I understand that instead of using their power to impose their utopian vision, they sought instead to change the world only through selflessness. Just a little sad I didn't get to the manga before the anime. Manga will always be better than the anime for me, but animes are just so darn fun to watch! lol ---------------------- Next on the list? I'm still looking for BLAME!, but being IRC'tarded I can't figure out how to get any except the crap of TokyoPop. Almost willing to pay for NarutoFan... Also want to finish Samurai Champloo... I like the wicked style and fighting, even though the story is not too original so far. Ok, so I think Jin is hot, y'happy? lol To Read/Watch List: Last Exile (soft spot for steampunk, like Escaflowne, FMA or Laputa/Castle In the Sky) Cowboy Bebop (saw one random episode, liked it a lot) Meine Liebe (bishie but with drama, hehe) Wolf's Rain Fate/stay night (looks promising) s.CRY.ed (manga please, anime fuxed up, lol) RahXephon Saikano (yep, still haven't watched, lol) Haibane Renmei (from same dude as Lain) Gankutsuoh (supposed to be very well-made. we shall see!) Kino's Journey (not your average anime concept) Pani Poni Dash (some humour!) Infinite Ryvius (Japanese Lord of the Flies, eh? hope it's better than Battle Royale.. ugh) Still reading: Gantz (it's not done yet, so I'm pacing... for a bloody, violent manga, it's surprisingly addictive. fast action yet philosophical, a lot of weird stuff going on, and nowhere near finding out what Gantz is. And stop killing off all the characters I was beginning to like! lol) Guilty pleasure: Bleach (I don't mind the fillers... Can't wait for Aizen to come back to rain fire from the skies!) I've never heard of this genre before, but it seems like what I am heading towards... (minus the pr0n). http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seinen So I guess I'm an 18-30 year old man? lol Man, I could waste my life on anime/manga, and still not be done. Eep. 3 comments|post comment

Rumble and flash. [15 May 2007|06:44pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Hail: miniature supernovas encased within solid glass prisons. Raining down from the heavens, I caught one and brought it up to my mouth, already melting. Tasted faintly metallic, like blood. Or like lightning. Between the shafts of pelting hail floated upwards a vibrant, spring-green leaf. Completely at the mercy of the wind and rain, yet never getting hit. The people beneath, soaking wet. post comment

Zod, not the bad guy from Superman. : P [14 May 2007|01:07pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Starsailor - Love Is Here ] There's some creepy Satanic humming at the end of Starsailor's last song "Coming Down". lol ---------- I've never seen anyone whose first instinct when food is in front of them, to whip out a camera and take a snapshot of it... but people do it, and their pictures mean my posts can be prettier~ lol Sunday, Mother's Day: our cell group went to a new Japanese buffet restaurant in Richmond Hill , accessible only by car or at least 2 teams of huskies. From the outside, it looks like a hip new karaoke bar, and we nearly missed it because it was underground, and the only visual cue was a black awning with white sans-serif typeface that just says "z.o.d. restaurant + lounge". Inside, I think if they had a real ceiling instead of pipes, the illusion of modern chic would've been more complete: http://www.pbase.com/vickyandy/image/65307183 But what pleased me the most was that the food was EDIBLE! Out of all the sushi buffets I've been to, this one is at the top of my list in terms of quality. Not top of the list for variety though, but if you're not too picky you'll have fun with the menu. Our maki and whatnot came on a huge platter, not as small as this, but just as delicious looking: http://www.pbase.com/vickyandy/image/65307186 The "pulled noodles" were actually chewy and savoury, not soft like other restaurants and the soup base was not too salty. The grilled skewered meats were delicious, not too sweet as they often are. The grilled beef with chives rolls were a hit, we ordered plate after plate. They even had raw beef, ox tongue, and pumpkin tempura! I ordered those, lol The only "so-so" item was the tempura; it wasn't aerated enough, if you know what I mean: http://www.pbase.com/vickyandy/image/65307180 I also had sushi pizza the first time, it was kind of neat : D A deepfried base of sticky rice topped with mayonnaise and your choice of raw fish topping... Service got a bit sloppy because there were many of us, so the waiters didn't know where to put the food, lol, but it was fast enough so that you'd never have an empty table, yet not so fast as to question the quality of their food prep.. lol Er, don't order the green tea icecream. I've had better. Go red bean! Pricing was very friendly: 8.88$ per person, and we paid 13$ per person because we did order quite a lot, lol. And an even lower price for holidays~ But the buffet ends at 3pm, at least on Sunday, so reserve ahead just in case! Z.O.D Restaurant + Lounge Unit 26-328 Hwy 7 E, Richmond Hill (905) 771 - 9233 Located as part of a small plaza type thing, with 2 Chinese bun bakeries, a small supermarket, a Chinese pharmacy, and other restaurants and stores. Aaah... *pats rounded stomach contentedly* lol post comment

Playing around! [04 May 2007|06:29pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Starsailor - Way To Fall ] lol, Ada abusing her powers of observation. <3 Starsailor! Nice to play on gee-tar~ So, my mum had an operation involving her sinuses. She's had allergies since forever, but didn't realize that her symptoms could also have been worsened by the inflammation inside. Hopefully this will make the allergies more bearable. : ) It was also the first time I saw anyone in real life vomit blood. You see it on TV all the time (lol my viewing preferences unveiled), but this time it was slighlty different. The blood from the operation had leaked down into her stomach, and true to Fight Club, about a litre will make you very sick. So when my mom finally threw up, it was not the nice, bright red of internal injury, but the dark, wine red of old blood... and stomach acid. My aunt was there with me, and she really really doesn't like blood. Let's just hope this is the first and only time I see blood coming out of any orifice it is not supposed to. lol ------------------------------- During her convalescence (YES, I rocked that english test!), we watched Blood Diamond, Casino Royale, and this Chinese sitcom called "La Femme Desperado". Blood Diamond was compelling. Casino Royale was actually pretty good! But that ball-smashing part was... oh man, even as a female I had to look away. La Femme Desperado was hilarious! A comedy + love story (lovedy?) about men vs. women in a corporate environment. The thing about Chinese comedies is that they don't need a laugh track to remind people to laugh, they always have good looking people, sex is still taboo so you can watch it with your family (best aspect, imo), and it has an unreal, cartoony aspect that you know is entirely unreal, yet still funny. Making it very accessible to people of any age. -------------------------------- "Hafux" Moment of the Day: I do the Toronto Star anagram puzzle, and last week this anagram really had me scratching my head. Not one to give into pressure and just type the damn letters into an online anagram unscrambler, I spent at least the first few days trying to figure it out. Today, on a roll from Sudoku, I decided to give it one last try before throwing it out. Suddenly, in a brain-jolted moment, these 9 letters which had me so irked from day one finally came together. "I L O T S N S P E" turned out to be "POINTLESS", which succintly summed up my entire experience with the anagram as I threw the newspaper into the trash. lol 2 comments|post comment

A bright beacon! [25 Apr 2007|12:53pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | studying. NO MUSIC FOR YOU! ] OMG my first issue of WiReD arrived and it has HIRO on the cover! xD LOL Must... resist reading until... exam is over... tomorrow... *strainnnn* Lots to enter into journal too... Stay tuned to the same Bat-time, same Bat-channel! post comment

Headings... or I am too tense to unwind. [16 Apr 2007|11:25pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Chevelle - Get Some ] "Pathfinder". Rated R for brutal violence throughout. VIKINGS. So expletive hyperbole, I cliche. *emote* ahaha Dreams... are like projections on the back of our eyelids. Vision depends on lighting, but with our eyes closed, there is no light coming into our pupils. The source is within. : ) Debating "Man vs. Wild" vs "Survivorman". So far I've gotten to " 'Bear' must mean "self-promoting jackass of an excuse for a stuntman-Jeff Probst bastard hybrid" in his native language." lol Ada's first flan. : ) Dead easy to make. Creamy like the inner thighs of a baby~ Wow, there's a really big Mack truck parked beneath my window right now... it's scary. It's just sitting there, making truck noises. Eep. =x Eponym: A word or name derived from the name of a person. The words atlas, bowdlerize, and Turing machine are eponyms. (and, Ada's example: John is an eponym for toilet, or a male prostitute. Poor John.) Mum's having surgery tomorrow! Wake up at 5am... *Ada crawls into nearest hospital cot to sleep... wakes up minus a kidney* :O!!!!!! Will spend this week in "Nurse" mode. Time to act like a grown-up, oh no. lol 11 comments|post comment

As if we didn't have enough violence on TV. [12 Apr 2007|09:31pm] [ mood | amused ] Must. Watch. http://en.uncyclomedia.org/wiki/Celebrity_Deathmatch Gaah! http://en.uncyclomedia.org/wiki/Kitten_huffing post comment

I bring you: timewasters! [12 Apr 2007|09:23pm] [ mood | energetic ] Pathfinder tomorrow! "Rate R for brutal violence throughout" So if it's only intermittent then it's ok to take the toddlers? ^_^d ------------------------- Fun place for quizzes, TheOtaku! (I liked this one) Are you a Protagonist or Antagonist? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. These characters are usually dangerous, intimidating, blase, but oh so attractive. They don't get bogged down by helping others, and when they do, the person usually doesn't know why. They also are vastly knowledgeable, usually effeminate if male, rough and tough if female. Liable to say "the enemy of my enemy is my friend". Relativity, baby~ haha ------------------ What's Your Cowboy Bebop Song? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. I watched ONE episode of Bebop... thought Ed was a girl, lol. I like the character style. ------------------ What Type of Anime Site Could You Run? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. [x] A piece of beef that can’t respond… ----------------- What Samurai Champloo Character Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. NB: Results may have been skewed by the fact that I watch Samurai Champloo and find Jin hot. lol ------------------ What Yami no Matsuei Character Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. Describe your eating habits: [ ] The global food shortage exists because of me ------------------ Who Is Your Most Compatible Saiyuki Guy? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. WOW, what a coincidence! /sarcasm. lol, <3 Hakkai, my favourite, so terribly tragic~ ------------------ What Sparda Male Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. I didn't rig this one... and I am happy with the results. : ) More cuties: Dunno if Nero's in here... can't seem to get him. 3 comments|post comment

Songs for the Student. [09 Apr 2007|01:51am] "BEE-ESSING, ah doo doo doo, doo doo doo! BEE-ESSING, ah doo doo doo, doo dooooo!" Thank you, thank you, that was a rendition of "B.S.ing", in C minor. Next, I would like to mellow out with a little ditty I call, "Making Loooove to the Thesaurus". *light applause* lol, I should record these and sell them on TSC. Just 5.99$ for 80 songs on 2 CDs! No way, Colin! Yes, Ryan, and if you order now, you can get this edible sombrero! lol, in true "Who's Line is it Anyway?" style. --------- Increasing median age = Seniors will rule the day! The apocalypse always shows young people getting killed. When in reality, dropping birth rates and increased longevity due to healthcare and nutrition will probably turn movies like Armageddon, Deep Impact, and The Day After Tomorrow into Grumpy Old Men, Cocoon, and Waking Ned Devine. --------- Man, I had the craziest dream where I was being killed by an elderly female assassin. I had wrestled the scalpel away from her, but you had to use it a certain way to cut. So I was slashing away at her hand, and not making anything deeper than a papercut. She had me caught by a rope, and was sitting on the floor pulling me towards her as she flicked steak knives pulled from the kitchen drawer at my feet, smirking. Her accomplice, an elderly man with a Baretta, was searching my bedroom for a hidden child whom I'd rescued. My room was also a floor at the Toronto Reference Library. I was also Superman, but I couldn't fly so I had to run into the library. My ex-lover was holding the child hostage in a bookstore. He caught me as I was hiding the child in a bookshelf. I tried to escape but he was already at my door, flanked by the two elderly assassins. He turned out to be working for some criminal organization, who was going to kill him if he didn't have the child. But he had plans to run away to a deserted island on a boat. He showed me the island, and I begged to go with him. He said no. He got killed by the assassins, who were bought out by his boss. But he had also given them orders to kill me too. And that's where I woke up. I also dreamt I got scolded by Queen Elizabeth for showing cleavage... LOL In my second dream, I dreamt I was at Legolas Training Camp. I had to pin a throwing knife into a peeled banana from where I sat in the living room, all the way into the kitchen. There were 2 blond elf trainers there, looking like they dyed their hair blonde and with ill-fitting elven garb. My first throw went awry, but my second one got right in. Which surprised the two trainers. Hooray! One of my favourite dreams I've had in the past 2 weeks was finding love... I was to pick from a table featuring Superman, Batman, the Green Lantern, the Silver Surfer, and some flaming dude. I picked Superman, but he had risen from the table. I chased after him, but he went to a different floor... and when I got there, it was a vast room full of nothing but rollercoaster tracks without tracks, just solid and slippery plexiglass. Superman was at the bottom, and I had to get down to him. I remember slipping a lot. And then I somehow ended up killing a giant in someone's backyard. ----------- lol, the Batman/superhero thing is 'cause I've been reading "The Dark Knight Returns". Batman is ooooooooold now. Superman blames him for bringing public vengeance on superheroes. I think Superman was hired to kill him. : ( I also read "Arkham Asylum: A Serious House on Serious Earth". Batman gets trapped inside the asylum where he put all the baddies away, like Harvey Dent (Two-Face) and Joker. THAT one is twisted. 17 comments|post comment

The dance renews. [29 Mar 2007|06:53pm] [ mood | determined ] Self-control is the key. Must stay on schedule. Seemingly endless stream of work. I CHOOSE to finish. Must control distractions. Must put words on paper even if brain is resisting (bad brain, bad). Must not blame self for wasting time, because a) it wastes more time, and b) cannot change the past. Will reward self. But later. I will not break, because this is trivial compared to other hardships. Remember, I like this material. For myself, if not for anything else. Craving the sense of accomplishment, stress evacuation, deflation of body and mind. In due time. post comment

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