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Monday, July 14th, 2008
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4:21 pm - can i just give up, please?
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~i seriously need to find a new job. like, now. stupid nursing jobs are all that seem to be around here though. screw that.
so, stupid patty i telling me to fix th roasters cuz they didn't get repriced, just stickered over (they had big clearance stickers on them that can't be peeled off, so we hd to put a big blank sticker over it), and i told her sean did it, and i just didn't have him sticker them. no biggie. but the she's telling me the display sign is wrong and needs to be $29.99, and i say no, they're $39.99 like i says. she says no. what the fuck?! it's my job to know these things. the whole reason for the price change was that they're not clearanced anymore! but no, she just says no, not even asking why or looking anything up. bitch. like i have no clue how to do my job. so when i went to sticker them, she had marked out the sign as clearanced! fucker! so i had to resign it AGAIN. i got it right thankyouverymuch. does no one think i have a brain? fuckers. plus, this weekend i had to override one of those damn things cuz i told michelle to tell sean not to downstock them till they got fixed. and she did the opposite. i fucking swear...
oh, and michelle pissed me off too today. cuz i brought damages to the back so i could get them outta the way before i sent donna to lunch, and i threw some garbage in the compacter and was talking to shelly when michelle comes in the back and starts yelling that they need backup. well i left my radio at the front cuz i was going right back up there, and shelly didn't have one, so we didn't hear anything. so michelle's making a big deal over it, even though when we got there, there wasn't anyone waiting, so it couldn't have been a big group. and she's like, you have managers and keyholders ringing. so fucking what? that's your job, stupid, i don't care how hungover you are. bitchiass people are gonna make me shoot myself in the face.
though the funny part is that i talked to john a few times today. and i kinda knew it. like, i knew he'd be at work, but part of me wouldn't have been surprised if he walked into my store. so i ended up texting him at lunch cuz i was just sooo pissed off again, and he said that at least i have vacation next week. i was like...how did you know that? cuz i was sure i hadn't told him that ever. he said well, the scheds get faxed to his store. so now i'm thinking, so you look at my sched every week? cuz it's not like the papers are for him, but yeah, that was interesting. then he called twice to talk to rilla, and i answered. though i was with someone, so when he asked how things were, i couldn't say much lol. he goes, patty? and i was like, uh...miscellaneous lol. so yeah, eventful there.
and my fucking keys keep not typing so i have to keep going back to fill in letters. annoying. and i wanted to say that i got a new bag at walmart for $3 to replace the black one that's ripping. it's a dr pepper bag!! yayness!! so that is my one bright spot in a mess of shit. lovely. and i'm so hungry that i might fall over and die, so i think i'm gonna eat dinner early, watch maybe an ep of angel, then bones. at least bill is back tomorrow, so yay there. oh, and good songs on the ipod for the way home: "porcelain" david cook, then "disease" matchbox20, then "tired of you" foo fighters, and i love all those! okay...falling over now...
current mood:  angry
current music: david cook "let go"
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| Saturday, July 12th, 2008
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1:04 pm - dream on indeed
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~so, totally had a david cook dream lol. there are parts i don't really remember anymore, and i can't say for sure where we were. at first, it seemed like some kinda party, but then there were seats like in class. but when we left, it seemed mallish. i dream about malls a lot lol. but yeah, the first part that seemed party-ish...it was cuz there were a bunch of people. and they handed me a glass with a little left in it, it had been david's, but they were acting like they did something to it or put something in it, so i didn't wanna drink it, and it got spilled anyway lol. i didn't trust all the laughing lol. so these random people, one girl in particular i think, gave me a hard time cuz they thought i spilled it on purpose or something like that i think, like i didn't like him or something, though that's totally not true. so then the part where we all seemed to be sitting at desks, albeit with weird adjustable chairs...hmmm, david was next to me, and he had this bottle. it was something like cherry schnapps, and it was bright red lol. i think the chairs were red, too...but anyway...that's the part that i can't remember much about, cuz then we were leaving, and that's when it looked more like a mall or something, like with stores. i'm not sure if we were inside or outside. but yeah, we're leaving and he throws his arm around me and i take his bottle cuz it's really mine...or ours, or something like that...and it was dripping or something, so i wiped it with my finger, and he licks my finger, which is really funny when i think about it now lol. mmm...bright red alcohol lol. but it was funny, and i kissed him, which when i though about it after i realized he didn't have as much beard going on. cuz i kissed his cheek/jaw area, so maybe he shaved lol. that's a random comment, but yeah, it was strange cuz the thing that stood out the most was the red bottle lol. and i know it was cherry! so maybe the red was all in support of dc on the tour (red is for cook, btw), even though i'm not going. just listening in with rickey lol.
i've had a few dreams lately. one earlier in the week was about me being underwater, but like the water was a big fountain thing, not natural water. i was looking at all the coins and stuff, and i was excited there were a lotta dimes (they're my fave coin), and tommy barta was there lol. we went to elementary and middle school together. that was a very random cameo lol.
the other dream i had a day ago or so was about me and bri. we had bought my aunt's house and were moving in, though it didn't look anything like my aunt's house, but whatever lol. and i think it was raining...but we were moving stuff and making plans for the house. nothing really happened, but stuff. lol, go figure. i think that was after bri was telling me she thinks i was in a dream of hers lol. payback?
okay, i have to finish getting ready to go to work. bah, don't wanna. i wanna reread fb20 again! it was sooo good, but it ended and i got mad cuz i don't have the next one! no fair. so i consoled myself by listening to rickey's best worst concert ever (as he said himself) lol. yay for rickey! okay...must go now.
current mood:  silly
current music: michael johns "dream on"
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| Thursday, July 10th, 2008
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5:11 pm - it's hot and they're blowing leaves everywhere
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~yeah, landscape all ya want, but don't be blowing shit on my patio. they blew it all off then, but maybe cuz i was sitting on my couch on the phone and they could prob see i was right there lol. but it's loud and buzzy, and it's hot outside and i don't wanna open my patio door cuz of the noise! luckily, my place stays pretty cool, so just the fan is okay...though i think i'll have to put the air on tonight. it's supposed to be hotter tomorrow.
so i haven't updated in a bit cuz i was gonna and then lost power, and then i've been too tired or depressed or busy watching buffy to bother. so i can't really remember what i was gonna say, other than things are still craptacular and i have no idea how i'm ever gonna fix it. sometimes i think i will just go back to chicago (bri's demanding it now that josh is moving to az...i mean, demanding it more than she already did), but it'll have to be at least a year. we'll see. so yeah, still mostly unhappiness abounding. though at the moment, magic rainbows are making me happy, mostly cuz i'm thinking of the "david cook approves of magic rainbows" pic that rickey had during the stream of the concert lol. ahh, silliness.
well, i got fb20 (yay!!!), so i'm gonna eat and read that. so here's this, which is stupid cuz i don't like mustard. it's pretty true, though. go fig.
You Are Mustard
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Your personality is strong and distinctive. You are beyond quirky.
You can stand alone in the world well. You are a strong individual.
You sometimes work well with others, as long as there aren't any other strong personalities involved.
Your taste in food tends to be simple yet high quality.
You can really get into a perfectly prepared sandwich or simple fresh salad.
You get along best with ketchup and barbeque sauce personalities. Get you with a salsa personality, and things might become downright nasty!
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current mood:  tired
current music: david cook, "time of my life"
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| Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
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4:56 pm - just a little something while my headache calms down
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1) Look at the list and bold those you have read. (29/100)
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE, and strikeout the books you read but didn't like.
( books! )
current mood:  blah
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| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008
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2:23 pm - good god the hotness
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~so, i just wanna relax a bit and try to enjoy my day off. no feeling angry and no stress. just update my resume (which isn't much lol) and watch some tv or something.
and of course, catch up on the posts about the idol tour, which kicked off last night. and i came to this link, and then i think i died. i'm not sure yet, i'm still to much of a puddle on the floor to tell if i have a pulse.
http://mjsbigblog.com/david-cook-american-idols-live-glendale-az-video.htm
first, i'm soooo jealous of anyone getting to experience a full "hello" as that was a much-desired song need. second, i'm soooo jealous of anyone who can attend the concert at all as the idols decided to avoid nearly my entire time zone, and absolutely my entire state lol. oh wait, that's not funny.
but yeah, that last video clip...god damn. the hotness. the sexy i have complete control of the crowd, the stage, and my guitar. just...wow. whoever doesn't think the david cook is a bonefide rock star has no case anymore (not that they ever did). just...even with the bad sound, you know he sounds amazing, and the way he plucks those strings is just too much to handle. yeah, a good start to the day.
so i was good and did laundry and some dishes. i need to eat something more than watermelon, though lol. and i think i deserve a little more angel...though i'm almost thru the first season. then back to buffy i think. and hopefully i'll come across a job that isn't for a medical assistant, as i am in no way a nurse or do i ever wanna be one.
current mood:  jealous, but in a good way
current music: axium, "peace of mind"
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| Tuesday, July 1st, 2008
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5:41 pm - miserable
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~i can't do this anymore. i hate hate hate going to work. and she wasn't even fucking there today! she had to go cover at southlands, but 7 am she called to bitch about stuff. iwas so upset i was like, shaking. i didn't know all day if i would start screaming or crying. and today should have been a good day cuz bill opened and then nancy closed, but no. day ruined right away.
and all my parents say is that i should find a new job before i quit cuz i have bills and rent and blah blah blah. like i wasn't aware of that! i'm like, telling me that doesn't help! i know! but i wanna kill myself everytime i set foot in that fucking store now, and i don't see how that's good either!
bill was funny though. he was like, don't leave me! cuz i was pissed, and he asked if i wanted to talk about it, and i said no. cuz i might have yelled or cried lol. what's interesting though is that if i quit, i prob would never hear from john again. cuz i wouldn't be answering the phone if he happened to call anymore. but anyway...
and just now my dad called, and he didn't help either. cuz my mom kept asking stuff about what she does, and i said it's nothing she's doing wrong or just being mean to me on purpose or anything. cuz my dad was saying i should talk to larry, but i have no intention of doing that. he won't care that we don't get along. she does her job of bossing me around without caring about me or how i do my job and how i've been doing my job for a year, and there's no issue of her doing something spiteful or anything like that to complain about. i just hate everything she does and how she forces me to do things and how she talks down to me like i'm 5. i say anything to larry, and what will change? nothing. except she'll know i complained about her. and larry and patty are friends, so it's not like larry'd actually care about me. i have no idea what larry thinks of me, but i've never heard him say anything nice about me in the 3 years we've worked together. we get along okay and all, but there's nothing to say to him. so my dad said well, then you either put up with it or find another job. and i said no shit that's what i'm doing! so why all the useless talking at me? GRAH!
i'm just so fucking frustrated and upset. i hate everything right now. my life completely sucks and i'm just done with it. and i don't need people fucking pointing out that i have to pay for shit or asking me whether i have a fucking resume. why is it that everyone always says all the wrong things to me when i'm feeling the worst? i feel like shit and my mom points out i have rent? what the fuck? and she's all and you're so smart...what the hell does that matter? that doesn't make a job fucking appear, so why tell me i'm so great but have no options? NOT HELPING!
i am soooo glad i'm off tomorrow. not so glad i have to go back thursday.
current mood:  infuriated
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| Friday, June 27th, 2008
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9:10 pm - blue lights
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~so, we had randy at work all day. but i really didn't interact much with patty at all...so overall, an okay day. a busy day, went by quickly. i have things i'm gonna have to get done tomorrow. tomorrow night is what will suck cuz i have to close with patty. thank god bill is back soon.
my dad said right now he thinks most openings are tech related and that i might have missed something by like a month. i told him that was unacceptable. he can just kill someone so i can have a job. that's okay with me, as long as it doesn't take too much longer.
i got the pretty little blue lights that i saw before, and they were on sale lol. so i put them up so i have a little more light over my sink area (it's kinda shadowed, so when you don't have lights on, but it's not really sunny, it's hard to see that part of the kitchen), plus they're pretty. i wondered if i should have maybe gotten 2 strands, but the one fits exactly across, and i don't need it to be super-bright. i like it. pretty.
so i'm gonna relax a bit and watch some angel and maybe eat something...i'm not sure what i want, but i think i want something. i wish i hadn't run outta milk, cuz those huge yummy brownies look good, but i would so crave milk lol. need shopping. go. yes. again cuz i just frickin went! ah well.
edit: i forgot. i had a weird dream about my hair getting stuck in the hair dryer (someone else was drying it, not me), and we pulled it out, and when i looked in the mirror, it was shorter, but all perfect and even...and lighter. it was like, highlighted lol. it looked all nice, and my hair never looks like that lol. plus, i saw myself in the mirror, which is weird for a dream. i was telling shelly this morning in the car (she saw me and gave me a lift lol) and she said it means i wanna cut my hair lol.
but when i was doing some quick dishes before i made dinner tonight, i remembered something about another dream. something about john washing dishes (the same pan i was actually washing), and he was worried he wasn't doing a good job cuz there were still marks, but i told him that i burned that pan, so it was my fault it looked like that. it was...unsettling. and nice. so my brain has been other places lately.
current mood:  relieved
current music: michael johns "little bear"
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| Wednesday, June 25th, 2008
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5:27 pm - whatev
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3:23 pm - i made room for the cheese slices
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~so, my mom said something about how my dad commented about how steven and i should work with him, so i told her to tell him i would. i said that if he had anything that would work for me, i'd take it. seriously. i guess he had told her that they were in fact hiring, but joking or not, if there was a job, i'd work with my dad. i don't really care.
i looked randomly online a little last night before bed, just to check out stuff around here to see what kind of stuff there was and what it'd pay. just simple searches for like, office assistants or receptionists. and full-time at $13-15 and hour seemed to be a norm, so i wouldn't be totally out of my element. cuz i'd like something that would pay better, duh, but i'm not gonna ask for way way more than i make now lol. i'm thinking realistic here. but yeah, it wouldn't be impossible to find something that would be about the same or better. so yay! it would just depend on what it entailed. i saw one thing that was medical-related, and though it didn't seem like you had to have that kinda background, i'd feel bad saying i have no idea what anything papers relating to charts would involve lol. not that i wouldn't expect to be trained or anything, but i'd feel like i was unprepared or something. but that's just me lol. the magazine or whatever one made me feel better cuz it was less background-specific.
but anyway...i'm suddenly dreaming about leaving lol. i shouldn't get ahead of myself, but it feels so nice.
current mood:  hopeful
current music: buffy
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| Tuesday, June 24th, 2008
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5:38 pm - i wanna fucking quit
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~i don't have a pissy icon i just realized. i should make one. need it here.
i am so sick of my job and my stupid bitch of a manager. i am seriously thinking of quitting, but i don't have another job idea. except for that weird guy who called to tell me to call him back, but if can't tell me anything about anything, then i'm not gonna call him again. it's too creepy for me, sorry.
but yeah. i'm sick of patty and her condecending little notes telling me to do my job when i am perfectly capable of doing my work on my own. and i'm sick of her not listening. and i'm sick of her having no clue about how i did anything, so she just does stuff differently and assumes her was is the only way. i mean, she wrote a whole like fucking letter about how i need to give her the override report, and i was like, i didn't even get a damn report! then suddenly, on my deak are all the reports from that morning...i mean, if she takes my stuff, i can't do my job. how the fuck can i give her something i don't have? what does she expect? and she was yelling about how i need to sign off calander stuff, and i told her i can't do that. she was like, uh....okay, like she didn't believe me. bill and i figured that out over a year ago...did she think i was putting papers in her box for no reason? that's how i say they're done, i give them to her. stupid...what has she been doing all these months? and she told me like 3 times that i had a call this morning, which i knew. i mean, i'm not a fucking 5 year old. i forgot once cuz i was training, it's not a big deal. again, i've been doing this stuff for over a year. i am not the new one here. plus she wouldn't listen when i told her i think larry was wrong about george's vac time. cuz if larry said so, then it must be true, but there's no way he only gets 5 days when i'm pretty sure i got 7 last year. and we should be the same. they fuck his stuff up, they fuck up mine as well. but no, don't listen to me, it's just my job. it's not like larry had given me a chart of all that earlier, nope. she expects me to do a supply count when she still hasn't printed me the list, and it was supposed to be done already but she forgot. plus, i've been helping in the back cuz shelly's off, so i'm not even really doing all the stuff i should be cuz of that. and it's stupid stuff, too. like i brought up some hangers that needed to be repriced yesterday morning for the cashiers to work on, and then someone shoved them by a register and they didn't get put away. and she's talking about my cart and my hangers. what the fuck would i have hangers for? i don't work in the department. i had nothing to do with them expect for the part where i brought the cart up front. that's it. ugh! it's just every little thing! i don't need to be told what to do cuz i am already aware of it! bill didn't need to tell me to do my job cuz i was already on it, and i'm beyond on top of things, but no, she feels the need to tell me what to do anyway. back the fuck off! i do not need constant supervision! i wish she'd go away. then i could have bill back, and things would be fine. i mean, wouldn't she think that if bill and i had been working together for a year that we'd have a system? and that maybe she should follow suit, seeing as how bill and i got all our stuff done? but no, she's a hag who likes to talk down to me like i'm an idiot child. one day, i swear i'm just gonna tell her to fuck off. i hate that i hate my job so much now. cuz i really don't mind my job much, even with all the extra stuff i have to do, but now i hate being there so so so much. i just don't wanna deal with her at all.
i actually think it'd be hillarious if i quit now, what with everyone else quitting. cuz no one would be there to train all the new hires lol. ahh, that'd be awesome. fuck you, bitch! appreciate me now, do ya?
current mood: angry
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| Monday, June 23rd, 2008
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5:20 pm - miss the one that i love the most
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~i love hearing me some gavin after work lol. makes all things happy lol.
john called today (so i guess he's not on vac anymore?), and patty was on a call, so i talked to him for like 30 secs. i was with a customer, and in the time it took me to have her sign her name, i think he called me hun like 16 times or something. hmm. i don't know if he knows what he does. that's not fair lol. hmm.
damn you, bri, for mentioning steamers! i am soooooooo craving that now! hate you. now i'm super sad. super super sad. grrrr.
so i got thru most of what i wanted to do this weekend, which is good. except i really wanted to work on my nails, and now i'm bandaged. and i broke another one (nail, not finger lol) today, so they hate me. my nails are mad that i didn't pay them attention lol. aww. sad.
i can't think if i had anything else to say, so i'm gonna go eat. (not steamers, whaaa.)
edit: oh that's it. i totally didn't know george carlin died until i checked my email when i got home and saw something indirectly mention it. something used the word "mourned" and i was like, uh...did he die? oh, he did. sad.
current mood:  depressed
current music: david cook and ryan seacrest lol
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| Saturday, June 21st, 2008
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3:09 pm - owwie
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~so, i was gonna clean today cuz i really really need to. but now i'm eating rice and watching buffy cuz i cut my finger open. doing dishes. on the soap dispenser. tremble before my awesomeness.
yes, so, i really don't want to clean my bathroom now cuz the last thing i need is something bleachy hurting my finger more. i got some dishes done, and i was able to make my bed cuz i washed the other sheets, and i'll be able to put clothes away. but yeah, staying away from anything chemicaly.
i'm also waiting for my mom to come by and drop something off. which she said she might like, what, 45 mins ago? almost. but then later i'll just sit around and be online...there are a few stupid little things i've wanted to do but haven't had the time. yay for fun without time limits lol.
oh, and that was my mom with food! yay...see, complain online and you shall be heard lol.
and i'm so glad that i'm not at work this weekend. stuff is still kinda blah. friday katie called out so it was just me upfront, but donna stayed a little, so i was able to at least fill a bit when i got there, and i finished cip and pos. but the first thing patty said, after the minus a cashier part, was that she and bill had to talk. okay, jeez, it's all drama and trying to get along lately. it's annoying. oh, and chris now quit. so we'll be down a dept manager, which isn't a biggie cuz we used to have only one, but that hiring goes thru district, not our store. we'll see. oh, and larry told me that i have to tell my mom that i'm changing my name officially lol. cuz larry never calls me by my name. maybe when we were introduced, but that is it lol. and stupid bill didn't say bye when he left! (he's gone for a week on vac) but i forgot to yell at him when he called cuz i was with someone, though he told me i sound all nice when i answer the phone and that i should always sound like that. punk.
okay, well, now that i got my yummy cheesesticks in the freezer, i shall return to buffy, and prob more snacking. maybe more chores later cuz i thing my sheets and towels are done drying, but we'll see. my poor finger thinks i should be lazy today...work tomorrow. it may be right.
current mood:  productive
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| Thursday, June 19th, 2008
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7:51 pm - happy bday, bri!
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~i burned the middle of my tounge. well, not middle middle, cuz that'd be kinda far back, but not like middle tip edge. like, middle tip not edge. and that was way more than i planned to say on that.
so apparently i'm still a horrible person. patty brought it up today. it's prob the same person, but i have no clue who. i'm not that mean to anyone, and i certainly haven't yelled. they'd know if i did lol. and i don't work with that many cashiers cuz most of them close. so whatever. i'm oh so mean. well, you're a wimp. go away. grr.
i'm so tired i can't focus lol. i went to bed yesterday before it was dark. yes. and i have a ton to do but i can't do it. at least i can sleep in a bit cuz i close tomorrow. i still have a lot to do at work, too. ugh. just...ugh. i need a rest.
also, i am thisclose to asking john if he's gonna talk to me thru bill again, or if he's gonna go back to not talking to me. cuz i had kinda decided to ask why he stopped talking to me...and then he talked to me, so that seemed like a bad time. ugh. see, this is why i'm pissy, people!
actually, it annoys me that people are all wanting to know what's wrong with me. fuck off, that's what.
oh! on a totally unrelated note...there was a praire dog running down the sidewalk in front of me, which was odd cuz you never see them just out, and it had run outta someone's yard, too. but anyway...it stopped at the corner (as a car went by lol), and i was getting closer, and it went down on the street right next to the curb where it kinda curved around the corner, and flattened itself on it's belly when i went by. like it was hiding from me. so cute! ya know, in a totally has monkey pox kinda way.
current mood:  cranky
current music: buffy
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2008
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4:40 pm - calgon, where are you?
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~i already knew this week would suck cuz i accidentally have the weekend off, so i have to work 5 days in a row (who does that?), and that means i have to remember to go to work wed. but it's also become the week where i am again sick of all the stupid monkey children i work with.
sometimes...i just wanna smack everyone. i mean, people need to stop leaving their garbage on my desk. there are like 4 trash cans upstairs...put the paper in them. duh. then yesterday i helped a lady out to her car, and i was kinda covering hard side cuz patty decided to put michelle in receiving, and they're trying to tell me i have a phone call. um, outside, people. then, after i take a call, they keep picking it up to tell me i have a call. leave the damn phone alone! if it's not yours, don't touch! they did that today, too. well, there were calls, and shelly was trying to pick hers up, but someone else did or something. i mean, jeez, if the phone isn't ringing back by you, then someone has it. leave it be.
then i wanted to smack patty today cuz she fucked up my sched again! i looked at it for something else, and i saw i was closing fri. i was like, uh no. i hate closing fridays (like i have to this week) cuz i have stuff to do friday mornings. and i'm looking, and she has me requesting next week off, too! no. i wasn't even supposed to have this one off! at least i figured out what happened this week, but she just can't frickin read and messed up again this week. and i have the same sched every week for a year and a halfish, and i never rdo that much. so then she says she fixed it, but i'll be opening sat. i was like, why? that's annoying. why have the only 2 supervisors the store has working at the same time so that there's not one of us closing. on a weekend. plus, that's one of the days i can finally sleep in. she finally changed it, but i was like, whatever, bitch. do your ficking job right and stop fucking everyone's stuff up. ugh! it's so stuid, but that's why it pisses me off! i just want bill back. it was funny, he said i'd be in a better mood tomorrow cuz he was opening with me lol.
oh, and george put in his notice! what am i gonna do without him!? that's sad. now we'll have to get someone else who will get topstock for me lol. and mandy will be leaving too, to teach. i liked her, so that's too bad.
and now i'm hungry so i'm just gonna eat...though i'm not sure what. and i still haven't put my dished away, or my laundry, and i need to do that. oh, and i have to call renee about rent cuz she got it down to something good, so i gotta tell her i'll take it lol. and that guy called me back, but still won't really say what it is they do, so i don't really think i'll be calling him back. even though i hate everyone i work with right now lol. ok...need food. and chocolate.
current mood:  annoyed
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| Saturday, June 14th, 2008
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10:44 pm - keep, keep bleeding love
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~so when i came back from a break or something, and was up front when bill was there, he goes, oh and john says hi. and before i could even say anything, he adds, and don't go all oh well isn't that lovely. i kinda laughed and told him not to be mean while staring at him not so nicely lol, and bill tells me that john had said, "make sure to tell her i said hi."
soooo...i'm getting third person hellos again? hmm. well, i did text him when i got home to say hi back, so at least he'll know i got his message. sorta, anyway.
current mood:  contemplative
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| Friday, June 13th, 2008
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5:50 pm - my embarrassing admission is i really like that you're nice, right now
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~okay, so, let's back up a little bit.
i went shopping and i found a dress. a cute dress lol. and at old navy of all places. hmm. but i like it, and it's not too fancy and not to simple, so i think it'll work for a wedding. and it's not black lol. it's gray. haha. yeah, like a platnium kinda gray with silver threads thru it. pretty, yes.
i also talked to renee wed about rent, and she's emailing corp about stuff, so i'm waiting to see what i can be offered. cuz she even told me she was looking at my floorplan and it was a little less...so we'll see! keep your fingers crossed, ok?
so, yesterday i was at work, sitting upstairs doing whatever, and i answered the phone. the guy was like, oh, you're who i wanted to talk to. and he tells me that i had helped his wife when she was in the store and i was really nice and helpful, so i was all, well, good thanks lol. but then he starts telling me that he had this business thing and he doesn't wanna bother me at work, but he has these meetings and he'd like me to attend and it's all invite only so i'm supposed to call and let him know if i can go, or if maybe he could meet me later or whatever. and i was like....okay. i guess. what? haha, it was weird cuz i was like, uh, was i just headhunted here? or is it the creey version where we're invited to an island for a hunt. hmm. i actually can't go when i said i thought i might, and i was gonna call today after work...but i'm really tired and i didn't lol. i might try before i go to work tomorrow. hmm. it was just strange to me is all. but he was all telling me how to get to the building and the suite number...but didn't say anything about what they do lol.
also, i left work really late yesterday cuz, well, i was staying a little cuz i got there a bit late cuz i'm not sleeping AT ALL...but i digress. so yeah, larry had me and then michelle looking at product to order, and i got all distracted till this guy came in for an interview lol. i think he thought it was odd that the 3 of us were pouring over these mags lol. but i almost forgot how hungry i was! not that i totally forgot, but still. so i got home and just wanted to eat and sleep. but i also watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
okay, i love that flick, and i love how i notice that scanner she uses at work is the same as ours lol. but one part ended up punching me in the stomach.
Clementine: Hi, I'm Clementine, can I have a piece of chicken?
Joel: Then you just took it. It was so intimate. It was like we were already lovers.
something just...i don't know. i just was forced into flashbacks with john and eating each other's food all the time. it was just...yeah, i don't even know. cuz i've been trying to figure out if i'm gonna do something stupid. cuz i almost wanna just ask him what the hell, ya know? cuz he didn't answer last time, when we talked about why i stopped talking to him. but i wanna know why he stopped talking to me. i might ask...i mean, it's not like i'll have to see him or anything lol. and i wanna know, and i don't think that's too...crazy. a little stupid, maybe, but not much. not on a grand scale. but i'm not sure. but now...i'm thinking of it more. i mean, there are always things you wanna remember and things you wanna forget, but shouldn't you at least have the whole story?
why is it that lately it's all questions? weird stuff? work and money and heart...no more! stop it and go away, k?
okay, i'm hungry and haven't made food yet, so i'm gonna go do that. then maybe watch some buffy. and then prob not sleep cuz my brain is on overload for some reason and i got nothing done at work today cuz all i did was bridal package lol...ugh. yes, i foresee that.
edit: my facebook horoscope was kinda right on today: Keep in mind that giving in isn't the same thing as giving up. Be cautious of anyone that wants you to invest money in a suspicious cause. Make sure you take a close look at their credentials. You have not been getting enough rest and your health is starting to suffer.
current mood:  intimidated
current music: axium "not around"
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| Thursday, June 12th, 2008
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5:27 pm - um...no
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~i have things to say, but i'm starving and tired, so i'm gonna actually post tomorrow. i just thought this would remind me to say things when i get the chance.
so, how are you all doing?
current mood:  hungry
current music: uh, the dishwasher?
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2008
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6:57 pm - food, glorious food!
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~aww, dc was singing the anthem at the basketball game tonight, and when i flipped it on, i caught the end. dammit! if i knew it would have been that early, i'd've just left channel 7 on instead of putting on the simpsons lol. ah well, seeing him at all is better than nothing, and it just caps off a very good day.
so, i didn't sleep at all last night. so i figured today would be crappy cuz i was really tired. but, if we're being optimistic, there were no funky dreams. and when i got to work, bill was walking in, and he said it'd be okay if i just slept thru work today lol. so that was good. so i was doing my price changes, which were pretty easy, and david (who wasn't supposed to be at work lol) and bill and i were kinda just talking cuz no one really felt like working today. so it was pretty relaxed, which was nice, and at one point bill and i were just looking at stuff online cuz he wanted to take off his shoes cuz his feet hurt and i felt like being lazy lol. also, bill told me that there's a sign on the corner saying that they're gonna open a noodles and co! we were like, yes! right by us! that's so what i wanted in our little shopping center lol. i was all excited and i told bill he totally made my week lol. (i actually called my mom when i left today just to tell her that lol.) but then, we were up front, and the chick-fil-a lady comes in and gives us free samples of these little mini chicken sandwich things cuz it's customer appreciation week! so we're like, hell yeah free food! and they were good, too lol. so i was totally enjoying a food day lol. and then you're thinking, what can top that? brownies, my good man. brownies. patty went to lunch and brought back a brownie pizza from cici's, and when i went on break i totally partook of that yumminess lol. and got a little powdered sugar on my shirt, but i can deal with that lol. i would have taken some home if i could have figured out how...lol. so yeah, totally a good day!
the only drawback was this one mean lady we had who was bitchy to everyone, especially stephanie who just had surgery. she can't lift anything, and this woman was leaving some chairs up front while she shopped, so stephanie asked if she could bring them around behind the desk to her, and the woman goes, no you can get someone else to do that. uh...yeah, okay bitch. and i guess she made michelle get down a rice cooker from topstock only to not buy it. ugh. well, at least she didn't take up 2 spaces with her car like another lady today. actually...she almost did. she was pretty much right on the line. i swear, some people.
but, in other news...KATE IS OLD TODAY! and i think that's a reason to celebrate lol! so happy, happy birthday to you ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) renyuki! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
and now i think i'm gonna watch a bit of buffy or something, maybe make dinner (cuz i have no one left to provide me with samples), seeing as how my boy-time was a bit shorter in duration that i would have liked...but that's ok! i know someone will have the whole clip up in no time! ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) davidcookai7 is wonderful for all that!
current mood:  cheerful
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| Monday, June 9th, 2008
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6:48 pm - *giggle*
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~aww, 'pear' was one of my words of the day lol. too cool. that cheered me up a bit lol.
current mood:  amused
current music: the simpsons
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5:29 pm - couldn't be more of a monday if it tried
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~so this time i know that i had a dream about him cuz it was a long and detailed one. apparently it was winter, and for some reason that i can't remember now, i was in john's car with him. i don't remember much about that, but we were at some place that i think of as a residence, but it was like a gas station lol, and we really didn't talk much. he dropped me off at my truck (???) and i'm trying to get gas outta this thing while not waking up the dog (again, ???), and john had left, but came back. or something lol. what seemed to have happened was that he was mad, and it was snowy, so he ended up getting his car stuck in a snowbank and had walked back to where i was. i knew this because cody, of all the random people, left me a note in my truck. i don't know how lol, maybe this was supposed to be the next day? but anyway...that's how i knew that john was upset with me, and i kinda felt bad cuz i was upset with him and had no idea he felt anything (okay, that part is totally understandable lol). so i tell him to get in, and i'm moving stuff outta the front seats cuz he was gonna drive instead. or something. and that's about when i woke up, so it didn't get much further than that. so yeah, kinda boring, but emotionally...very full.
so, after that, i have to get up and go to work. ugh. and i'm thinking about it all morning, and mainly wondering why it was winter in my dream lol. i never really notice weather, and if i do it's just a regular day. i don't think i have had a dream where it was a different season that now. but yeah, i didn't have much to do before we opened, so bill asked me to help with some stuff, so i did that. cuz he was going to bring a bunch of transfers to stores this morning, and of course some stuff was going to john's store, so i was kinda like....yeah. but i didn't ask if he saw him cuz i really don't wanna know. so i was kinda getting my stuff printed and ready to work on for the week; then we had a bridal return.
okay, these people had a reception, and this weekend everyone was asking for their registry. it was crazy how many times we printed that thing. so, because everyone was shopping at once, a bunch of stuff got duplicated. cuz yeah, the registry update with purchases, but if everyone prints it and shops at the same time cuz they're all last min lazy people, what can we do? so they bring back in all this shit this morning, so i go to help donna, and larry comes up front as well. we pretty much ignore the gift receipts and just scan all returns under the registry number and we get a good part of the way thru when the screen goes black. larry just put his face in his hands and i kinda stood there going uh.... so yes, the system kicked us out. great, so i try to start again on the other register, but then it kept saying that all the items had been returned, so larry had to override every item and type in the code off each gift receipt to adjust for coupons and stuff. so we had to do things the super-long and tedious way. plus, they wanted to combine thier gift cards. and they asked about getting cash, but larry said there was no way our store could cover their return, but maybe a larger store could do some later in the day. after lots of time and trouble, and about 60 items and 10 gift cards, they left. they were kinda nice, except the stupid cash stuff, but what made me roll my eyes was that they didn't really wanna spend $500 on a dyson, and i'm like, if you need a vacuum, yes, the dyson is the best, but it's not even your money! you now have like $1200 worth of gift cards, use that, idiots! or you should have just registered for a vacuum! then someone could have bought that instead of a duplicate cookware set! duh. whatever.
so that took, oh, i don't know, an hour-hour and a half to do. so the morning was pretty much over by then lol. things got a little more normal after that, but larry talked to robert, and it turns out they're aware of this register glitch but didn't say anything. oh goodie. cuz i know it happened to george once before, too. apparently, after about 42 lines, in return mode, the system sometimes freaks out. so good info not to share, huh?
so now i am really tired and hungry, and i'm gonna have some leftover pasta cuz i'm too lazy to make anything, so yay there. and i'm gonna watch tv and try to go to bed earlyish. like, on time lol. and i better not have any more dreams that make my mind wander all day cuz that's just not fair. ya hear that? not fair! so cut it out!
current mood:  drained
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