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duuude, you are going to through some
and there's fuck all you can do about it.
you are a lone sailor
on the sea of life,
and she is one merciless bitch.
you'll just be drifting along
when the sky darkens and the wind picks up,
the waves will swell and throw themselves into you,
freeze you right down to the bone.
and what the fuck can you do but hold on-
cling to hope for the last blow,
the chance to clear the salt water from your lungs.
but i promise you,
you hold on long enough,
the wind will die,
the sun will return.
you use this moment to appreciate
the warmth on your skin,
the oxygen in your lungs,
and prepare for the storm in the distance.
Все это пройдет. обещаю!
и еще: прогуливай школу, хоть иногда))))
Я бы объяснил себе, как изменить историю.
I would probably have to tell myself to calm down and enjoy being a kid. Like most children, I couldn't wait to grow up, but now that I have grown up, I wish I could be a child again.
I would also tell myself to just accept and appreciate myself for who I am and not to worry about what everyone else says. Maybe I would have explained sexual orientation.... that info would have saved me a lot of worrying ;P
начни копить, беги с немецкого, учи инглиш...
"Hug your first true bestfriend n times before you leave the country just so she knows how much you'll be treasuring her (today) until forever.."
Enjoy life when you can, baby. When you grow up a little more, you're going to start hating or wanting to throw your parents away... and you might regret it, so try your best to stay with them a little when they seem down.
Life is so difficult sometimes, I want to cry myself back to sleep and hope that I can reverse time... but I can't. Since you have the time now, do what you want to. If you want to dance, dance. If you want to smile, smile. If you do something you regret, I tell you, it's probably something tiny in the scheme of things. All you have to do is apologize and everything will be okay.
In the near future, things are going to happen that make you confused. You'll be forced to grow up, forced to give up many many morals and ideas that you currently hold dear to you. The illusion that your parents are the one supporting you will disappear. Your will start supporting them. You will start feeling lost, insecure, you will feel like life is not worth living.
But stay strong. Stay Strong, dear.