This question really caught my attention, because I've been asking myself that ever since that fateful day. Almost as if I was asking, "If you could do it over again, would you, and what would you say?"
I would tell him that I love him again, but part of me would steer clear of the "IN love with..." part, because I know how it would turn out if I mentioned that again.
I would slap him clear across the face, hoping it would sting and hurt, and then kiss it better. He needs to know that he can't treat me like this. He needs to know that I hate him and love him at the same time, and it's killing me.
I would yell and scream that he is the biggest damn jerk on the planet, and that he should go to hell for all that he's put me through. And then I would hug him, and tell him I'm fine, and that, even though he hurt me like nothing I've ever felt before, he is still one of my best friends, and I couldn't live without him.
There are so many things I would do and say to him if I had the chance to do it over again. But I don't, and things happened the way they did because they were meant to.
I would punch him in the mouth, and then kiss him like he's never been kissed before, because that is how we work.
I hate him, I love him, I hate him, I love him...