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green packing peanut guts [24 Jul 2008|04:47pm]
http://www.runawaybox.com/video.php?vid=443

WANT!

I mean, there are some glaring inconsistancies, like the machine gun not being loaded and some guns being "fired" several times in a row without rearming. Well, and the homing titan rocket and exploding nerf football and such. But for the most part, a cool movie that I absolutely want to try irl.

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Oh yeah, almost forgot. Nerf just came out with a battery-powered, chain fed machine gun. Called the Vulcan, in the N-Strike line.
Damn them. I don't have room for this sort of thing, in my room or my budget.
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Art Piece [22 Jul 2008|10:42pm]
So, I was perusing the internet and happened upon a blog about furniture. Like, design furniture. Like, fashion design for clothes, only for the stuff that you sit on. Like Fashion design, it is all done by artistes who think a little too much of themselves, and their prices show it. Also like fashion design, most of the creations scale nicely between "silly" and "outrageous", covering "simply unusable" very nicely in the middle. The general idea seems to be making really outlandish stuff that costs a fortune, and then hoping that mass-market furniture makers pick up your styles in a more utilitarian fashion and make you famous. There were a few cool ideas, both in aesthetics and functionality, but the fast majority look uncomfortable, inefficient, and not very aesthetically pleasing.

Then I came upon this:


It's not for sale, sadly, and certainly isn't going to be mass-marketed any time soon. But it gives me an incredible inspiration for my first big woodworking project once I get a place of my own. It would have to spin on its center axis, of course, and would be more colorful or more natural looking. Maybe a different wood for each drawer front...*dreams*
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Spike [15 Jul 2008|03:07am]
My grandfather died yesterday afternoon.
I feel like I shouldn't just leave that hanging there. But I don't have a lot more to say about it, at least not right now. I was never really that close to him, and most of the stories that I have are second hand, told by my mom and her siblings about when they were all kids. He was a WW2 vet, a 60 year smoker, and collected coins. He died peacefully, at home in bed. It has been a long time coming.

I'll probably talk more about it later, what he meant to me and what I remember about him. I talked to Mara on the phone tonight and that helped a lot, but it'd be nice to get it out in writing as well. But not right now.

The funeral is this weekend, with a wake Friday evening, and I'm expected to attend. The way the bus and train schedules work, I have two options: I can get off work early on Thursday, take the last bus out of Madison at 2:00pm into downtown Chicago for a 45 minute layover in rush-hour traffic to a train station across town where I take the last train out of Chicago and get in at 10:30pm. Or I miss the entire day of work on Thursday and travel from 11:30am till 8:30 pm, on the most packed and slowest of the trains, with a similarly timed layover. Either way, it sucks. Either way, I miss work on Thursday and all day Friday, which is essentially going to stall our newly started project for another two days. Either way, I spend an entire day traveling, spend 48 hours with extended family and friends who I'm not that close to to mourn a man who didn't have a whole lot of impact on my life. Either way I miss the last session of Aberrant and a chance for Mara to come and visit for the weekend, a visit which was already planned. And I'll probably miss Sunday frisbee practice as well. I'll be spending the better part of 4 days traveling and sitting around with morose people indoors instead of running around and hanging out with friends and cuddling with Mara, certainly the way that I handle loss best.

And it's nobody's fault. Nobody's fucking fault. No one to blame except a society that expects people to mourn their dead in a ritualized social function, no matter the personal meaning. I had to restrain myself from snapping at my mom for insisting that I plan on the safer, less likely to miss my connections plan that has me missing all of work. It's not her fault, she just wants to make sure that I'm there on time and they don't have to pick me up from the train station late and be late themselves. And I don't want to make her worry about something else right now, when they've got so many other things on their minds. Maybe I'm just bitter, because my plans are getting preempted by those of a dead person. Maybe I'm compensating because society expects me to feel sad. Or maybe because I expect myself to feel sad. Or feel something.

Damnit, damnit damnit. You know, fuck protocol. I'll have enough of that this weekend, and LJ is where I get this stuff out. This was a shitty week for him to die. I don't blame him, I don't blame anybody. Doesn't change the fact. Maybe that's the problem. When there's someone who is at fault, I can sympathize with them, try to understand why they did what they did and then forgive them. If there's no one to accept blame, there's no one to forgive. This is what survivors of natural disasters must feel like. Only, you know, theirs is orders of magnitude worse. All I'm losing is a weekend. There'll be many others.

I'll look back on this post tomorrow morning, after some sleep, and realize how silly I was being. Sometimes I'm not sure whether I should trust my rational, level-headed self so much. Other people don't. Except for the parents. Maybe that's what I'm doing wrong.

I hurt. And damn, but could I use a good hug right about now.
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Beloit posse [17 Jun 2008|05:23pm]
How bad is it there?

I didn't think the flooding was that bad up here, but we keep getting these stu-board e-mails about sand-bagging and the post office being moved and flood emergency instructions and all that.

So what's it like down there? Did the school get flooded at all? How about the rest of town? Is it still a concern, or has the river lowered down again?
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In other news [14 Jun 2008|01:30am]
This link is for Robbie.
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Noah the Prophet [13 Jun 2008|11:58pm]
[OOC]
This post is for BLITEOTW day. I'm sorry to everyone who got worried. I really should have made it less realistic and more silly. I never really read it through until after I posted it because I was trying to get it in before midnight.
If this is your first time reading this, BLITEOTW stands for Blot Like It's The End Of The World, and it happens every year. Mostly people blog about zombies, but I wanted to break the mold. So here it is. All fake, though it pulls from some depressingly real current events.
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2 minutes to midnight. The tornado siren wound down suddenly around 22:30, which means the capital is probably gone. It won't be long now.

I was reading the news a couple days ago and there were all of these stories about how parts of Iowa were flooding, 12-15 feet above record flood stage, whole cities under water. I'm usually a big fan of storms, because they're cool and full of uncontrollable power that has never directly affected me. I've sat through as tornadoes whirled by bare miles on either side, and I've slept through 3 hurricanes. And those are the big sudden ones that are scary and people make movies out of. Flooding always seemed a whole lot more tame to me. I mean, can't you just see the water rising and pack up your stuff and go to higher ground? I scoffed at all those people in Iowa who lost their homes, livelihood, and belongings to the rising waters. They obviously didn't plan ahead for this sort of thing. I mean, if you live near a river, and your town is has the word "Rapids" in it, you at least get flood insurance, right?

This morning, two of the major highways into and out of the city were closed off due to flood waters and washout. By this afternoon, the other two were gone, major bridges swept away in the rushing torrents of upstream runoff. It had been raining all week, after all, though the weather had cleared up for today. The sun even came out around 4, when everyone started getting off work and realizing what was going on. The lucky ones found a way home eventually, though the traffic was horrendous. Ironic, that it was the roads going towards the water that were most packed. No one got it yet.

Then the rains started again, around 6. Rush hour was still in full swing (or full stop, as it were), and the rain only slowed things down. At first it was just a downpour, like it had been doing all week. Some thunder and lightening, reduced visibility, nothing particularly new or exciting. But it just kept getting worse. The wind picked up, rain was augmented by hail, and lightening was flashing everywhere. In under 20 minutes the entire region was blanketed in severe weather alerts and tornado warnings. And the water was rising again, more quickly than before.

I got home early, because my job doesn't allow me to take overtime and I worked late a couple days this week to avoid riding through the inclement weather on Monday and Wednesday. A bit ironic, really. Still, after stopping to pick up tape, fuses, and bagels, I barely beat the rush. I turned on the computers and checked the internet, as par usual. The weather is just one of the tabs that I open up automatically, I don't usually even look at it unless I have frisbee. I almost missed it.

The National Weather Service uses white for displaying 75DBZ and above on radar outputs, so at first it didn't look too bad. Then I saw the edges of pink and purple, and realized that the blob was not interference, just more powerful than the radar could accurately measure. (For reference, 60DBZ is about 6 inches of rain an hour.) And it was heading straight for us, right along the course of the several rivers that feed our lakes. Already there were reports of unprecedented water levels and low level flooding, and the rain hadn't even started yet. Conventional news hadn't had a chance to catch up yet, so few people even knew what was happening.

I stayed here; what else was I supposed to do? Most of the roads are covered with water now, I certainly can't bike anywhere, and even if I had a boat there would be nowhere to go; the rain is still falling, and higher ground is scarce. The basement is completely flooded, and there's only a couple inches of water on the floor, but it's been creeping ever upward. My computers are all in plastic bags except this one, though I doubt it'll do much good. I've got another 2 hours, max, until the Lair is under water, and I don't know what I'll do after that. Probably swim.

And I'm one of the lucky ones. We're about 50 feet higher than downtown is. And there's nowhere to go there either; lake on either side, and the entire isthmus flooded. I haven't heard from anyone since this afternoon, I hope they got out all right. All of Madison is underwater, and the flood waters should have hit Beloit about an hour ago. I was thinking yesterday of going to help fill sandbags as a volunteer project. Seems so small-minded now.

And the rain is still falling.
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btyb: xkcd [12 Jun 2008|12:46am]
Midnight underwater speed chess.

Who's with me?
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An auspicious start [27 May 2008|07:03am]
Got all ready for my first day of work, everything done and on schedule, I get outside and realize that my bike is unhappy in the "I'm going to fall apart if you ride me any distance" way. Zee is awesome and let me borrow her car. So, off I go.
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Madison Geohashing [23 May 2008|07:54pm]
So, Madison folks. The geohash for this weekend is a few miles North-West of Middleton, about 10 miles from downtown. Anyone else free around 4pm tomorrow who wants to go and see who else shows up? As far as I can tell it's in the middle of a field. It's close to Madison, and it's the first official meetup since the thing was announced, so it'll probably get a good showing. Who's interested?

If you have no idea what I'm talking about, you should read xkcd. Specifically, this one. Then read the blag. Then go back and read the rest of the comic, it's wonderful.
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An experiment in Awesome: cool concerts and webserver woes [29 Mar 2008|07:32pm]
So, this is something of an experiment. I spent some time this afternoon getting the pictures I've taken in the last week or so sorted, culled, and edited for posting. This bit is not at all experimental, though it certainly hasn't happened in a while. I also just spent the last couple of hours setting up a webserver on Adrianne. This is new and exciting, and it actually went surprisingly well. Props to apache for making an insanely complicated web server whose default settings are perfect for beginner users who don't really need a whole lot of features. However, it is still not very experimental, since I'm rather constantly adding new bits and services to my linux boxes in a valiant attempt to break them make them more useful.

The key here is that I now have a working webserver which also holds all of my pictures. Consequently, I have decided to start hosting the pictures that I post to LJ on my own server, and to hell with photobucket. This is the experimental bit. I am not a very proficient webmaster yet, and while I know that I can keep a server up and running pretty consistently, I have absolutely no experience with this sort of web serving. At best, it'll work fine and I'll never have to worry about uploading batches of pictures and space limits and dissapearing sites ever again. Worst case, it'll be a learning experience.

If you are the type who doesn't get easily excited about such things as personal webservers, this only matters to you because if something goes wrong, I'm going to need your feedback. So if pictures start breaking, or don't load properly, or load dreadfully slowly, or anything like that, let me know. The hardest part about this webserving thing is that it's almost impossible for me to test it properly, because I'm inside my own network. So yeah, let me know.

Ok, on to the good stuff: Last night, a really cool group came and performed at Beloit College, called Down The Line. )

Also, Adrianne's FTP server will be up and running shortly, I'll put out more information on that later. In the meantime, enjoy the pictures.
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Shadowrun [20 Mar 2008|02:24pm]
So, in the last two weeks or so, since I got sick and since I started creating my character for Jinx's pickup, I have been craving all things shadowrun. Most specifically, I've been wanting movies. I watched my way through Gone in 60 Seconds, Ocean's 11, and as much Hustle as I can get my hands on. And still I crave more.

So tell me, readers. What are your favorite Shadowrun movies? When you think of Shadowrun, what sort of cinema pops into your mind? I can go for anime, though live action is preferable. Just whatever you all would watch if you thought "damn, this would be a good evening to watch a couple of Shadowrun-inspired movies."
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oh hai [12 Mar 2008|03:09pm]
Because I felt like it.

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close [29 Feb 2008|02:48am]
Up till 3am, night before my biggest midterm. Oh well, I'll go get breakfast tomorrow morning to wake me up. After the midterm is over, I'm pretty much done, and I can sleep as much as I want.

You know, 'cept for all the stuff that I have planned for doing over break.

Speaking of which: Madison Posse, is there a good time to come up next week?
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I dreamed about flying. In an airplane. [20 Feb 2008|03:01am]
So last night, as mentioned previously, I got about 3 hours of sleep. Today, I had a double shot mocha around 2pm, on an empty stomach. At 9pm, after a busy day, I was wiped, so I went to bed, assuming that I would sleep for 8-10ish hours and then get up and do homework.

At 1am I woke up, and was unable to get back to sleep. I tried, didn't work.

...

I think I'm gonna give up on that understanding thing, it's probably over-rated anyway.
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Day in the life [19 Feb 2008|04:49am]
I'd like to use today as a decent, if slightly extreme, example of my current schedule.

-Accidentally slept in till 11:30, missed my first two classes. Probably nothing important, but I need to stop doing that. Was nice to get some extra sleep though.

-Spent 2 hours cleaning my room, doing homework, and e-mailing profs apologizing for missing class.

-Two hours in a software engineering class where 4 out of 8 students didn't show up because they were going to see Chelsey Clinton speak. Mostly spaced out and played around on my computer, as the class is rather boring and is not teaching us 300 level computer science.

-Got into ISR a few minutes early, Tim nabs me and says that we are going to be helping out at the Obama rally later this evening, specifically setting up something so that the press can get internet access. Because the event is being held in our gymnasium, which isn't wired for internet (surprise?) and because they only told Tim about it this morning, we're kinda in a rush. Plus, one of the spare wireless routers that we were intending to use was still being used by the Clinton thing, which was running late.

-Spend an hour and a half over at flood arena, getting things wired and set up. Have to take over talking to people, because Tim gets really worked up and starts talking too fast and it causes problems. Elisabeth and I eventually just ignore him and get it set up the way it needs to be, with some direction from the Obama/press/security people.

-Go back to ISR, put in a half an hour doing what we're actually supposed to be doing, namely fixing people's computers.

-Grab a quick dinner, go to Rigging class.

-Drop my stuff in my room, take my utility knife out of my pocket, and head over to the rally. I got there at 6:30. The doors opened for the public at 8. Obama started speaking at 9:45. I left the building a bit after 11. It was a long night. On the plus side, I got to see Obama talk, live, on my college's campus, and I didn't have to wait in line or stand in crowds. Instead, I helped reporters hook their laptops up to the wireless networks that we had hastily set up, and kept my fingers crossed that the flood of traffic didn't crash the relatively cheap stand-in routers. The network only went down once, and we fixed it pretty quickly, so I'd say the night was a success. And it was pretty cool to see him talk. I pretty much knew who I was voting for this primary season before, but this does help solidify my feelings on the matter.

-Got to see a bunch of people, including Gelf (!), and look all official in all black (wasn't intentional, dressed that way this morning before I knew about the whole thing) and my photocopied press pass.

-Got grumbled at by one of the bloggers when I told him, 25 minutes after the rally had ended and after warning him at 10 minute intervals, that I was going to be pulling the plug on the wireless so that we could get out of the way and let everyone else pack up. He said, and I paraphrase, "OMFG, wate, abot to post!" The 4chan vibe was a bit disconcerting.

-While packing up, we noticed a small video camera still on the risers, which were about to be taken down. Turns out that AV had shown up to take a video for the archives, set up their camera, and then left and not come back. Nothing had gotten recorded, and if we hadn't noticed it it would have just been left there. So, points there to AV for paying attention.

-Came back to my room, ate some fresh-baked gingersnap cookies a la Daniel and Ilana (you guys are awesome) with milk, and did 4 hours of bureaucracy and homework. And I still need to wake up early tomorrow so I can practice some scales before class at 9.

So yeah, fairly normally crazy day in the life of me. It's no wonder that Mara gets bothered at me that I don't spend enough time with her. My parents expect me to do something cool or horizon-expanding over spring break. I explained to them that if I spend the entire break doing things that need to get done, like, last month, I might get caught up before break is over. Might.

On the other hand, Vitas. He is pretty, and sings pretty, and there are pretty violins!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r3yfFOq_CFQ

That is all, sleep now.
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Geektastic [05 Feb 2008|09:45pm]
Yesterday I was registering on a true random number generating project website, and I came across this spambot question:



I am pleased.
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loltruck [02 Feb 2008|11:33pm]
So, inspired by a conversation at dinner with Shira and Elisabeth, I present to you this gem of... well, it really speaks for itself.



If you don't get it... well, I'm sorry.
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[Beloit] Blue Man Group! [02 Feb 2008|04:57pm]
So, Blue Man Group is performing in Rockford on April 20th, and the school is sponsoring a trip to see them. Tickets are $20, includes transportation (probably a school van or a bus, who knows). Tickets go on sale on Monday in the Student Activities office. You must be a Beloit College student, (bring your ID to buy the ticket) but I don't know what the policy is for students buying more than one ticket.

I'm going. Anyone else who is interested should go get their tickets on Monday as early as possible, I don't know how many they have or how fast they are going to sell out.

For those who don't know, Blue Man Group is pretty cool. Lots of improvised percussion, splashing paint, clowning, and confetti. Check youtube. I think it's going to be a blast.
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jolt [18 Jan 2008|05:18pm]
Today, I drank a double shot amarreto mocha and then spent 3 hours 30 feet above the dark stage floor standing on a rickety old scaffold focusing lights above my head. Such a rush has never existed in this life.

Then I rode my bike as fast as I could across the snowy, 20 degree campus and talked my way out of getting in trouble for missing the first mandatory choir meeting on Tuesday. I even got complimented on my singing.

And now I have 45 minutes to eat before singing "Row, row, row your boat" for an hour and then it's Friday Evening!

As far as first weeks back from break go, this has been a great one.
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Music Theory [17 Jan 2008|06:28pm]
So, if any Beloiters out there took Music Theory 1 and still have the book, I'd love to buy it off you or borrow it from you. The bookstore sells it for far too much.
Let me know ASAP if you are willing.
Thanks!
Love Zim
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