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Well, with all the bullshit that's happened and with all the beating of a dead horse that has been done, it's time to call it quits.
It's really funny because I did that for the past two years. But guess what? I didn't get bitched for it then. Why am I getting bitched for it now?
Because you assholes like to start drama with me, and then claim that I started it.
It's really funny because the previous two years I said something like this, I let it go the next day. No one said anything else about it, and we were all on our merry little way, and everything was still cool.
But this year was different. Because of assholes that like to troll in my journal. Or worse yet, someone here on this friends' list spread the word so that a flock of people would hoard my journal just to see me get, and I quote, bashed, stepped on, chewed up, spit out, and have it repeated all over again. If you don't agree with me, I'm sorry, but that's how it felt like.
I'm not going to apologize for what I said, regardless of whether it wasn't true or if it was. If you fail to understand that what I said was an opinion and they were things that I felt, then you're failing to understand what I'm saying now. Again, I let go of it the next day, only to be brought back to my face repeatedly. I've admitted to myself that my opinion was wrong, but none of you seem to understand that. That's what you get for reading too much into my posts. Then again, that's probably how you felt for reading too much into it.
So tell me something... how am I supposed to let go of something if it repeatedly keeps being brought up in my face?
Also, I don't need you to tell me what libel is. I can write down whatever the hell I want whether it's true or not because it's how I fucking felt at the time. Trust me, I'm not the only one who felt this way. The only difference between those people and myself is that I had the fucking guts to tell the whole world. People like you took advantage of that just for the chance to pwn me. I hope you're fucking happy with yourself.
And yes, when the Coordinator subject was brought up, don't fucking turn the subject around and bring this accusing bullshit back up to me, alright? I do not want her to get off staff, so why the hell would I suggest something like that? I know she worked her ass off to get this running as smooth as all hell and she did a wonderful job at it. If you only did that to see my ass get pwned, I also hope that you're fucking happy with yourself.
And finally, you really should stop hiding behind posts that I'll eventually see when you're talking shit about people. Why are you so fucking 2-faced? Why the double-take? Why is it necessary? Also, have a little more respect with people and have some proper netiquette even though people say something that you don't agree with. If you were trying to get attention, I think it just worked itself in reverse.
Well, I guess that's it for this post. And for this journal. Yep. This journal is no more. It will be abandoned. For good? I can't say. Because I don't know. People like you only leave me to make decisions like this. Go ahead and spread this out so a hoard of people can pwn me again. YAY! ♥
Anyway, see you guys, and thanks for all the fish.
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