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May 6th, 2008


04:51 pm - ヒキコモリになるぞ?Depression
I don't know what is happening to me lately. I keep fighting with my mother about the clothes I wear and how I look verses how I want to look.

I'm so sick of it.

I just am scared to move, having CP and cancer and being in a manual wheelchair. Read more... )
Current Mood: ヒキコモリになるぞ?
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February 21st, 2008


11:11 am - Hello! =) ^^ (whichever you like)
Name or Alias: Sydney
-Native Language: English
-Language Being Studied: Japanese/Mandarin Chinese
-Ability in Language Being Studied: Almost Fluent in Japanese/Not very good in Mandarin
-Gender: F
-Age: 22
-A little about yourself: I like snakes and classical mythology. I enjoy school. I have stage four cancer, which affects my memory, thus the not being well versed in Mandarin. It was discovered my sophomore year of college.
Preferred Communication Method: Email, then snail mail if that is OK with you, dear Reader.
-Contact info: yukikanou18atgmail.com

=) ^^

(I accidentally put this in MY Journal...)

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November 29th, 2007


05:15 am - Depressed
I'm very much depressed.

I really don't know what to choose for my birthday. I haven't updated my I've site...

Boogiepop Books

I'm looking for a good deal on the Boogiepop books in Japanese. (If anyone has a good deal, i'd like you to email me: yukikanou@hotmail.com) So I'm looking on Yahoo! Auctions Japan.

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October 9th, 2007


06:16 pm - Lost Phonebook
I lost my phonebook, so if you know that I usually have your number, reply to this message.

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September 22nd, 2007


02:53 pm - Cooking and Cancer
I can't cook...period. So since my Mom has been sick, we haven't been eating much. I hate having a glioblastoma that is, according to the doctor, getting bigger on the MRI or my body's reaction to it.
Current Mood: [mood icon] disappointed

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September 9th, 2007


11:11 am - Post-y Message
I am not sure how to post well and sometimes I am taken the wrong way. Please don't hate me.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] cold
Current Music: Some song

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July 21st, 2007


04:28 pm - Why me?
This lady came over, she represents Nikken, and she was trying to help me maybe get better from my cancer and she had some "routine things" that she was telling me about and my Mom came in. The woman, Anita, mentioned that I do not drink enough water (sighs) and (my Mom tells me this A LOT) was thinking that I needed a water bottle ($59) that filters water. After Anita left, my Mom jumped me (we were supposed to go to the fair) and said that I'd wouldn't do the routines and that "the woman came over with a bunch of expensive stuff (sighs) that Sydney won't do" and that "(my Mom) resents me!" (sniff sniff). I've been crying for an hour and thirteen minutes. (sighs)
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] crushed

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July 15th, 2007


02:15 pm - GenCon Indy Karaoke Contest
At GenCon Indy (Indianapolis, IN), they are having a Japanese karaoke contest. (I did not see anything in the rules against this. Besides, this is a chance to show off your voice!) =)

Game Master Name(s): Sydney Bodem
Game ID: ANI00001
Title: Gen Con Indy Anime Karaoke Contest
Event Description: Wanna show off your anime karaoke skills for prizes? Wanna sing in a karaoke contest? Sing in the Gen Con Indy Anime Karaoke Contest '07 and reach for the stars!
Web site address for more information: www.angelfire.com/ult/ive/gen/07/genconindyakc07cf.rtf
Event Type: ANI - Anime Activities
Event Duration (hours): 1.5
Event Start Date: 8/17/07 3:00 PM
Event End Date: 8/17/07 4:30 PM
Age Requirement: Everyone (6+)
Experience Required: Young Players (rules are taught)
Materials Provided: Yes
Event Cost: $0.00

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June 17th, 2007


08:00 pm - Money I Owe You
Hi!

According to my notes...

Jessica F, Anna K, Michelle M, Kim S. = I have your money on the way!

Nikki - I do not have yours yet due to a error. =(

S. Luck owes me Kuronekosama plush = $5

Thank you!
Current Location: マイノホーム
Current Mood: [mood icon] cheerful

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June 11th, 2007


01:11 am - Money to People
3" CD Singles - $11.25

x_chise_x - Jupiter FanBook = $5 + $2 = $7

inutsuzuki (AKA the Chibi) - Kuronekosama plush = $5 (Package?)

Michelle M - Andante (by Miho Obana, author of Kodocha) 1-3 = $2.50 is shipping/handling, so the total price for Andante paid with money order is going to be $5.50 (Package?)

Nikki - Sailor Moon poster = Shipping will be about $2 USD and the item is $3 USD making your total $5 USD

Kim S. - Sailor Moon books ($10) & ...lowest [shipping] is media mail at 4 days about $4.47 = $15 =)

Total: ? + $11.25 + $7 + $5.50 + $5 + $15 = $43.75
Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished

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June 10th, 2007


01:17 am - 答だ!
答だ!日本のアニメがちょっと嫌い!そして、皆は私をダイキライ!
Current Location: マイノホーム
Current Mood: [mood icon] イエー~!
Current Music: 沈黙

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May 24th, 2007


12:47 am - Still Owe!
Hello!

I owe each of these people money, but have been unable to because of cancer treatments and cancer related appointments (STILL!). Relying on my parents is tough. I will paying by money order (MO) (which I HAVE NOW!). Please look at my Livejournal for updates! (http://yukinoitazuchi.livejournal.com/)

3" CD Singles - $11.25

x_chise_x - Jupiter FanBook = $5 + $2 = $7

Michelle M - Andante (by Miho Obana, author of Kodocha) 1-3 = $2.50 is shipping/handling, so the total price for Andante paid with money order is going to be $5.50

Nikki - Sailor Moon poster = Shipping will be about $2 USD and the item is $3 USD making your total $5 USD (I don't have your Money Order yet because my Mom thought my writing said "$45"...and has yet to take it back! =(

Kim S. - Sailor Moon books ($10) & ...lowest [shipping] is media mail at 4 days about $4.47 = $15

Total: ? + $11.25 + $7 + $5.50 + $5 + $15 = $43.75

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May 8th, 2007


10:13 pm - Cancer: Suck-y things
In Nov. of last year, I, Sydney, was diagnosed with cancer... (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=yukinoitazuchi)=(
It totally sucks and people are running away from me.Read more... )
And according to my first opinion of rate of survival: I may die next month

Second opinion: 1-2 years, 2-4 years, 4-6 years
Current Location: 御宅
Current Mood: [mood icon] aggravated
Current Music: Silence

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May 3rd, 2007


01:06 am - 34 punished in cheating probe
34 punished in cheating probe
Nine students are facing expulsion from Duke University's Fuqua business school
By Martha Waggoner
Associated Press
May 2, 2007
(Source: http://www.indystar.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=2007705020419)Read more... )
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] amused
Current Music: Silence

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April 26th, 2007


10:36 pm - People I Owe Money To Now
Hello!

I owe each of these people money, but have been unable to because of cancer treatments and cancer related appointments. Relying on my parents is tough. I will paying by money order (MO). Please look at my Livejournal for updates! (http://yukinoitazuchi.livejournal.com/)

romy_chan - "AIR Set 1 - All new $5.00 each" the middle one (Tsukimiya Ayu; she has blue eyes) = $5 + = $3 = $8 ??? (Has not replied)

3" CD Singles - $11.25

x_chise_x - Jupiter FanBook = $5 + $2 = $7

Alissa - $5...I don't even want to talk about this one. It's my boyfriend's fault...he was in control of the money for Valentine's Day.

inutsuzuki (AKA the Chibi) - Kuronekosama plush = $5

Michelle M - Andante (by Miho Obana, author of Kodocha) 1-3 = $2.50 is shipping/handling, so the total price for Andante paid with money order is going to be $5.50

Nikki - Sailor Moon poster = Shipping will be about $2 USD and the item is $3 USD making your total $5 USD

Kim S. - Sailor Moon books ($10) & ...lowest [shipping] is media mail at 4 days about $4.47 = $15

Total: ? + $11.25 + $7 + $5.50 + $5 + $15 = $43.75
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] confused
Current Music: Silence

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April 21st, 2007


02:26 am - Chemo: It's Lethargic!
I am currently receiving a large dose of chemotherapy and I am sleeping a lot.

I have to have seven more rounds of this dose...every five weeks. This is going to interfere with school.
Current Location: Home
Current Music: r.o.r.s. - CRY MAX

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April 10th, 2007


05:25 pm - Getting Off of a Steroid
Just to type a quick reply.Read more... )
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished
Current Music: Silence
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March 29th, 2007


12:23 am - People I Owe Money To
PEOPLE WHO I OWE MONEY TO:

If you are reading this and I owe you money, I am having problems getting to the post office because I do not drive, I have cancer and my parents are very protective. I will ship out everything as soon as I can. I also cannot get to the mailbox by myself and need assistance. =)

Stefanie L: kuroneko plush: $5

money order of $10 plus the S&H to:

Kim S.: Sailor Moon books: $10
Postage for the Sailor Moon books ($10) is:
lowest is media mail at 4 days about. $4.47

chii_chan: $7 = Jupiter fan book

silver_sales = Cards = $1

Total I owe: $5 + $10 + $4.47 + $7 + $1 = $27.47

- $1</strike> = $26.47
Current Location: 御宅
Current Mood: [mood icon] aggravated
Current Music: Silence
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March 22nd, 2007


03:08 am
Quoted from gekka_no_neko: Pia February 2007 scans~~:

[info]muse90210: "...Nice pictures. ^^ Thank you~~ *hugs* Now if only I could read Japanese... >.<;;"

So, concerning the bolded text, tell me "why or why not?" Why do most people have so much trouble learning Hanja ("Chinese characters"/kanji/漢字) or even Japanese? What keeps people from embracing it? I just do not understand it!
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] aggravated
Current Music: Silence

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02:41 am - Japanese Learnt from a Gackt line
Gackt監修のスペシャルな卒業文集「よにさくはなのように」制作決定!

Japanese learnt: 監修【かんしゅう】 (n) supervision
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] chipper

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March 14th, 2007


01:04 am - What?!
I wonder if I was this way, before the tumor was discovered, in my business learning community and my Second Language Aquizition (SLA) classes...--I've usually been extroverted...or (looking at an old Myer's-Briggs test) at least I "thought!"...(According to the old Myer's-Briggs test, I'm an INFP!)

INTJ
(Source: http://www.win.net/insightsys/question.htm)

Independent, innovative, logical and driven by the inner world of ideas and possibilities, the INTJ often appears to others as a quietly self-confident (and sometimes stubborn) critic of the status quo, convinced that reality can be altered, the future reshaped. Wherever there is a need for change in systems, programs, concepts or theories, INTJs will be working behind the scenes to reorganize and revise. This type's focused attention to the personal mission may be inspiring or frankly obsessive, depending on the observer's viewpoint or the success of the enterprise. Introspective and somewhat shy, INTJs place their trust in logical analysis and intuition to guide their thoughts and decisions. More feeling types may find them chilly, and more practical types accuse them of being unrealistic, but INTJs take their cues mostly from those they recognize as intelligent. Often attracted to theoretical, analytical and methodological areas of inquiry, INTJs succeed in a wide variety of fields, from ones heavily dependent on mathematics and science to more philosophical, literary or applied disciplines.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] confused
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March 13th, 2007


07:50 am - People I Owe Money To
PEOPLE WHO I OWE MONEY TO:

If you are reading this and I owe you money, I am having problems getting to the post office because I do not drive and I have cancer and my parents are very protective. I will ship out everything as soon as I can. I also cannot get to the mailbox by myself and need assistance. =)

Stefanie L: kuroneko plush: $5

money order of $10 plus the S&H to:

Kim S.: Sailor Moon books: $10
Postage for the Sailor Moon books ($10) is:
lowest is media mail at 4 days about. $4.47

chii_chan: $7 = Jupiter fan book

silver_sales = Cards = $1

Total I owe: $5 + $10 + $4.47 + $7 + $1 = $27.47

- $1</strike> = $26.47
Current Location: Home
Current Music: Silence

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February 28th, 2007


02:00 am - GarageSaleJapan Note
After speaking about a scammer:

(but even if I had to steal money from people, I would make a post in my journal >_>)

I did put in my journal that I had cancer...and I hope people aren't mad at me about this money order getting problem I have for other sellers...
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished
Current Music: SHIMAMIYA Eiko - suna no shiro

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February 16th, 2007


08:22 pm - ヘビメタルサンダ!
Heavy Metal Thunder = ヘビメタルサンダ!

With a talking lemon! =)
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] calm
Current Music: Heavy Metal Thunder on G4 YouTube

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February 8th, 2007


06:11 pm - chanceXchange
chanceXchange
recycle your cds, dvds and books
a free exchange service

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished

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February 5th, 2007


05:59 am - Cancer Update: Bloomington, IN
My parents are going to drive me to Bloomington, IN for 10 straight days (not counting weekends) to get more radiation.

30 min. for the treatment, not moving....ugg...5 hours.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] calm
Current Music: Lia - Lovesick
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February 4th, 2007


02:42 am - Voice Post: oni ha soto, fuku wa uchi
http://www.sendspace.com/file/a5088v
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] optimistic

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January 21st, 2007


01:50 pm - Any buyers?
I am worth $1,799,896 on HumanForSale.com
How much are you worth?

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January 13th, 2007


10:27 pm - "Phantom: Phantom of Inferno" Musings
「ファントム~Phantom of Inferno」の遊びの後で、私はもうもっと遊んで、でもキャラ「アイン」が大好きだ。私みたい・・・・
Current Location: Home

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January 12th, 2007


10:16 pm - Back Online for Now
Since I am with a friend, I cannot type a long post...but, trying to check on my email and such. =)

The chemo is hard to take so I will not be online as much to my chagrin.

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December 20th, 2006


11:28 am - Christian Kloesel Passed Away =(
The memorial service for Christian Kloesel will be held on Saturday evening, January 13, on campus (the University Palace Hotel) (5:30-7:30), and memorial contributions may be made to the IU Foundation (School of Liberal Arts).

The obituary is in the Indianapolis Star.

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11:02 am - OK...Radiation Starting the Week After Xmas
The doctors do not have alot of information on this type of tumor, really. Usually it happens to people in their 50's and it usually starts in the brain (excuse me if I am :||ing (repeating) myself).Read more... )
Current Location: Central Library
Current Mood: [mood icon] confused

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December 12th, 2006


11:41 am - Chemo and Radiation on Wed
My home computer is down (The comp guy didn't totally fix it; it keeps resetting itself, he says "It's the motherboard.", like he said about our messed up laptop)I'm at the library) and I have been fighting with my parents (it's the medication)...

That sucks. I have 200 emails. =)

(--Some guy just got arrested for looking at porn at the Central library--)

So, chemo therapy and radiation on Wednesday.

I don't know much else. =p

It's hot in here...no, really.
Current Location: Central Library

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December 5th, 2006


10:55 am - yuki no kogesho/shojo barakei
http://yukinoitazuchi.livejournal.com/6457.html
Current Mood: [mood icon] nauseated
Current Music: OKUI Masami - OVER THE END

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09:11 am - "Oh Almighty Lord Please Be With Me" - Permit by MELL (No...Really)
If you have not read the first one yet, take a couple of hours (it is kinda long...)...please do so:

BAD NEWS (サイテイ!)

All BAD NEWS 2 said was:

Tumor:

Oncology is Tuesday (Today)
Only 1/3 of the tumor has been removed...
No more surgery...the doctors just can't do it. It would mess me up more.
Bad left scapula winging out...

Where we are now:
Read more... )
I cannot remember what else to say...

Oh, this is a good lyric from "Permit" by MELL:

"Someday, it will come to heal and will disappear"

Of course I have no idea of what MELL is refering to...but it sounds nice. Maybe it was the translator messing up MELL's Japanese lyrics (which have never been released) on purpose. =P
Current Mood: [mood icon] awake

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December 1st, 2006


03:30 am - My Own Little Candle...Besides Praying
Miseinen (Album Version)

I bet HE has already downloaded this, darn...
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: [mood icon] awake, can you believe it?
Current Music: 島みやえいこ~青い果実

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November 28th, 2006


08:23 pm - 苦シソウとヘンナネ~~~~~~~~~~!
ウチ(読み:わたし)はがんがあるの時に、IUPUI大学のジャパニーズサークル(読み:クラブ)がイーメールと病気見舞とかをあげナイね~~~~!
Current Mood: [mood icon] 吐息

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November 24th, 2006


07:53 pm - I Do Not Understand!
I do not understand people who watch Japanese animation religiously and do not learn Japanese! HELP! =)
Current Mood: [mood icon] confused
Current Music: IWAO Junko - THE END (karaoke)

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November 21st, 2006


12:32 am - BAD NEWS 2
My Mom was going to help me take off my brace and such, but she was so gung-ho for "Heroes" (which I have missed while I was in the hospital due to being so tired), she did not help me...ugg. Jeez!

There are repeats on Sci-fi...

EDIT: I don't think she meant anything by it, truly...

Tumor:

Oncology is Tuesday (Today)
Only 1/3 of the tumor has been removed...
No more surgery...the doctors just can't do it. It would mess me up more.
Bad left scapula winging out...
Current Mood: what

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November 18th, 2006


08:05 pm - BAD NEWS (サイテイ!)
The bad news: I had a spinal tumor (the tumor was "in(side) my spine and "as big as a pencil", according to my team of doctors.) My cognition has been affected (English/Japanese (spelling, speaking) is as if spoken by a non-native speaker). I cannot feel my (from my point of view) left leg, my left side, my left breast (sorry to say that!), and nod my neck alot. My typing skills are not so good, neither is my hand writing.Read more... )
Current Mood: [mood icon] nervous
Current Music: Outer - Leave Me the Hell Alone

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November 9th, 2006


08:28 am - In Hospital...
I've been in the hospital recently (from Oct. 29 - present) and have sent my money out to the people who I needed to send it out to. I am am also not updating anything at this time.

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September 30th, 2006


09:51 pm - October Sales Around the Web
I wanna save in October 2006! )

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09:35 pm - Anime Freebies
Sick of searching for Anime in the other communities that promote free stuff/freebies?!

For just POSTAGE or ACTUALLY FREE, YOU too can receieve FREE ANIME STUFF!

Join Anime Freebies
Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished
Current Music: MOMO - Greedy (Short ver)

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September 26th, 2006


12:39 am - Late Night Astronomy Chat Session Reveals "Megaman X4" Comparison
Late Night Astronomy Chat Session Reveals "Megaman X4" Comparison:

Yeah... (Still wonders if the "soul body" in Megaman X4 has anything to do with the continuous "blackbody" spectrum, though the "soul body" in Megaman X4 was kinda of continous, if not sporadic...)

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September 25th, 2006


11:18 pm - That girl's nice
So I spoke to the below post on the phone and I agree...

I speak better than my writing allows me to convey my feelings! =)

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September 3rd, 2006


07:24 pm - What is your name?
I wonder if someone in these communities knows that her first name is Hikaru and her last name is Utada... =P

I wonder why people don't stop and think sometimes...

Angela Aki - Eyes On Me.mp3
Utada Hikaru - SAKURA Drops.mp3 [Japanese]
Angela Aki - Kiss From A Rose.mp3 [Japanese and English]
Ken Hirai - THE ROSE.m4a
Nakashima Mika - Glamorous Sky.mp3 [Japanese]

Please...shoot me. NowI know what you are thinking, "UTADA is foreign! So her name should be written FIRST NAME LAST NAME!" But I digress, for she has been in Japan for more than five years...naturalized?

And you may be thinking: WHO IN THE F*** CARES?!

You wouldn't want to be addressing someone by their first name in Japan, unless they ask, right?

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August 23rd, 2006


08:53 am - Broken Comp
Hi all:

My computer is broken so I am typing from school.

Sydney B

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August 21st, 2006


01:33 pm
"If we can't save all the kids, let's at least save the ones who can master speaking in first-person. The rest we'll use for reality TV stars." = http://www.calendarlive.com/tv/cl-oe-stein15aug15,0,4566389.story

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July 23rd, 2006


11:40 pm - Math Prof and I've Sound
When my math Prof was speaking about failures and tree diagrams...

She said something like, "Black or white (marbles) and there is either a truth or failure (words)..."

Sounds like someone has heard of the song "COMPLEX" by TACHIBANA Usagi.

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11:12 am - Karaoke Entry for GenCon Indy 4
Songs (For sure!):Read more... )

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