Thinking of de-friending. Reasons included:
almighty_taka - doesn't update so much... doesn't really comment, and we don't really talk either : x still wanna be friends but... ?
manic_criminal - hasnt updated since July 7th of 07.. but.. I miss them T_T
rabid_pup - I want to stay friends but.. they haven't updated since February 27th, 2007 : /

CUT. reasons included:
bridget_chan / loverofbridget they moved to --> bridgetlover
flouritecest same as flourite_twins- not as interested anymore.
jademurasaki - no connection anymore : x we don't talk anymore or anything...
poison_song --> moved to kice on April 16, 2008.
sakeme been dead for a whiiiiile :x
shadowkamui - no updating and very little in common : x sorry..
usakonobaka very little in common :x sorry...
lilblogohorrors DEAD.
legomyelfboy - not much in common anymore.. or at least it seems it. No real talking going on here..
all the communities/people that died. And some of the stamping communities :x


Btw- who are you so I CAN friend you:
hyunnie_x
lailika
laralarachan - I SORT OF know who you are.... SORT OF.
how did you find me? why did you friend me? whatever? D: SERIOUSLY.

gotta start my app for despair_stamps soon.....maybe.

sorry. :x? if you want to be back on my F-list or whatever, feel free to leave a comment.

I was sad when I didnt see anything like this on LJ so......TAMAKI SUPPORTING GAY PRIDE, YES?





I've actually never made a huge deal of it before (esp in my journal... I never really thought about it I guess? even if I showed support in school.) but I thought Its never too late to start showing more pride than ever! ;D Why should I show pride? Well, Im actually not sure where I fit in. *IM* attracted to both men and women... personally, I think people are beautiful. Im a person who looks at a person, and doesn't see gender at first. I see Gender second. In a relationship, gender really doesnt matter to me. Love is the thing that counts. Love is #1 to me, and it always will be~!
I do have gay friends, and bisexual friends, I love them all so much. I don't really see them as being gay or anything, I actually just see them as my close friends and love~
"In America, about 1 out of 20 high school students identify themselves as being gay, lesbian, bisexual, or transgendered. Be a supporter. "

Love somebody for who they are. In this day and age its so hard to actually be yourself. Why? Because people are incredibly judgemental. Its so easy to hate.
As said many times, being Homosexual is seen as a mental disorder or a crime. Though, I believe it was in 1973 that Homosexuality was no longer said to be a "Mental Disorder".  Its almost funny how some religions even enforce that being Homosexual is a sin. However. I just read a comment that made me smile:

"i am a Christian and against homosexuality. but though i'm against it, i respect human rights. i'm not going to impose my beliefs on others, or condemn you just because i think homosexuality is wrong. it really is wrong to hate. God said homosexuality is wrong, but then, He's not forcing anyone to do what He says. He created us to love and respect one another, by our own free will.
and we can't condemn each other, as human beings. we've all made mistakes, done stupid things. who are we to judge anyone?" -Sheervulnerabillity (on Youtube)
it was a response to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVb5r5X4gPk
I honestly thought that was beautiful and mature.

Be an inspiration and show some pride!
be a supporter of PEACE.LOVE.EQAULITY!

actually, if anyone does take a look at any of this, I'd love to:
a. Hear WHY you support (or dont support) Gay Pride?
b. Do you know anyone who is homosexual?
c. If so, tell me about it! ;D
d. whats your opinion on society, judging, and love in general~?
(not a requirement, I just thought it would be interesting to hear some~ Bring some unity here XD!)

later~ <3
p.s.- (I'm debating if This should be friends locked or not~ XD for now... its not. If somebody says OTHERWISE, I'll lock it. But I think people should be proud without the lock. D:  SHOW THE WORLD. XD)
p.p.s - if I broke your layout :,D DEAL WITH IT. <3 priiiiiiiiiiiiideeee over layout.

I was so sad by the angsty chapter 151... I had to poke some fun at TRC XD MY RESULTS BELOW....

.....behind a cut.
(  O__________O )

I think caroline_chan will really like this:
(  O________O;; )



...yeah. Im done now XD;
and Im STILL in denial over Kuro's papa being dead. XD <3

Sorry everyone! The net wont let me on LJ or yahoo to check my mail : / freakin suckage!! -pout-

step right up! step right up!
To the magical Takusen's Horoscope Readings! 8DDD LOL


::snicker:: ok, so yesterday when talking to/Roleplaying with Nicole... and I decided to look up the ouran people's horoscope compatability with one another XD and.. Myself. Because Im corny like that xD

Me? Im an Aquarius
( same as Haruhi Fujioka XD?! LOL we have the same Blood type and are nearly the same height too D: ::snort:: )

Curious? Read on how Haruhi-- or I would do with ANY of the Hosts:
( Its pretty amusing! XDDD )

curious about certain pairings of the boys? I did them too! (If you want another pairing, I'll do them too for you! 8D ASAP as soon as its requested. xD)

☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡
( Kyouya x Tamaki )
☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡
( Hikaru x Kaoru )
☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡
( Mori x Hunny )
☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡☆ミ☆彡

seriously, I know that was long xD but it was amusing, right?
So D: feel free to request other couplings!
OR EVEN REQUEST TO SEE WHO YOU MATCH UP WITH BEST :DDDD <3

later + Love! <3

Fay- Behind Blue Eyes ~ Limp Bizkit
Fay tells of how empty he is. The inner Fay speaking out. How he lies, how hes sad, hated, and a bad person. He, however, does dream... he wants to be loved, but it hurts too much. Even if he is free from the tower, the curse is still there. He isnt truly free. This pains him, and makes him lonely.

Lyrics:
http://www.lyrics007.com/Limp%20Bizkit%20Lyrics/Behind%20Blue%20Eyes%20Lyrics.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675769


Fay- Worth Dying For ~ Rise Against
yes, this is a strange choice for Fay. But I associate this song with him based on the lyrics, mainly the chorus: "Take me From this world. Save me. What if we All die young? So take me From this world. Save me. What if we All die young?" probably the more recent Fay though. The one that has found a "world" of Love, but thats frightening since his old world.. was so full of hate? (at least thats how *I* see it :/ )

Lyrics:
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Worth-Dying-For-lyrics-Rise-Against/98E4B573B9B37BFE4825717B0011BC12

Download: http://www.savefile.com/projects/808482023


Kurogane- All My Life ~ Foo Fighters
all Kurogane's life hes been searching for strength, keeping his promise to his father. Hes a violent man, he would kill without mercy. Finally Tomoyo sends him away, to LEARN SOMETHING. Getting closer and closer to that lesson, he falls in love over the journey. But Fay frustrates him, with his lies and hiding. He wont let him in. But Kurogane is the opposite, trying to get closer. Fay wont let him.

Lyrics:
http://www.lyrics007.com/Foo%20Fighters%20Lyrics/All%20My%20Life%20Lyrics.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675777


Both- Breath ~ Breaking Benjamin
Kurogane and Fay. Kurogane is trying to get in, Fay just wont let him. Kurogane cant understand why, and why he just cant win with Fay. However, Fay explains that he will "be the death" of Kurogane, obviously the blonde doesnt want that. Kurogane is very stubborn, but Fay can play at that game. Its one of those "I love you, but go away... I dont want to hurt you" songs. D:

Lyrics:
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/breakingbenjamin/breath.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675781


Both -- Time After Time ~ Quietdrive (<--diff than original artist.)
Kurogane is always there for Fay. Weither or not Fay wants it to be that way, he has no choice in the matter. Kurogane will always wait for Fay, help Fay, and do what he thinks its best for him. Even if it hurts.

Lyrics:
http://www.lyrics007.com/Cyndi%20Lauper%20Lyrics/Time%20After%20Time%20Lyrics.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675791


Both -- I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace
I think this is for BOTH Kuro and Fay :D sort of.. After Tokyo song D: I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. BUT I LOVE YOU. YOU HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT ME. BUT YOU LOVE ME.

Lyrics:
http://www.lyricsdomain.com/20/three_days_grace/i_hate_everything_about_you.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675807


.[[+ Random Bonus Tracks I FELT LIKE SHARING:]].
Also! I wanted to know what you thought of these? If these could possibly fit? yes? no? why? ^^

A Gorgeous Meine Liebe Weider track!
東風 (インストゥルメンタル) - 石田彰 ~ 吟遊黙示録マイネリーベwieder -Naoji-
its got that lovely Japanese tune (Since.. the Character this is ment for.. IS Japanese-- Naoji... but I thought I would share it none-the-less. I love it, so Im sure others will too.)--- I almost considered this a KUROGANE song, but.. I changed my mind and didnt. what do you think?

Lyrics: NONE.

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675794

Have You Got It In You? ~ Imogen Heap
Im incredibly in love with this song for some reason. I can associate this song with Fay, but at the same time, I dont really? if that makes sense?.... see what you think <3

lyrics:
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/imogenheap/haveyougotitinyou.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675806


Only This Moment ~ Royksopp
there have been a few times in the manga where Kuro and Fay have had their moments... but I wasnt sure if it was just more.. or if this was sort of a Fayish song? Where Fay DOES realize he does have feelings for Kurogane, Romantically. However... he doesnt quite understand it, he knows it'll be full of pain, and hes not sure if it would last. "Deep Down Inside I Know Our Love Will Die".

Lyrics:
http://www.musicfactory2.co.uk/Lyrics/Dance/Royksopp/Onlythismoment.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675820


IM SURE A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE HEARD:
It's Not Over (lets start over) ~ Chris Daughtry
but here you go anyway xD just because <3 Im obsessing over this song too D: (I LOVE IT.) ...this and Kuon.. etc xD;; I feel like a music whore.

Lyrics:
http://www.metrolyrics.com/its-not-over-lyrics-chris-daughtry.html

Download: http://www.savefile.com/files/675827

*****
All Together [zipped] - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=TP9393OZ


******
remember~ Comments are appreciated <3 I love hearing what others have to say! :D
{{If you sendspace and/or Megaupload dislike you/you dislike it. XD feel free to to tell me and I can upload it onto something that your computer likes <3}}

enjoy <3


p.s. - random Kuon~ sung by Miyano Mamoru D:
http://www.savefile.com/files/675823

KUROGANE HATERS ARE NOT WELCOME D:< GAOOOOO

yeah. so. xD I feel like a TOTAL MORON!! IM A SERIOUS DUMBASS FOR THIS! :DDDDD Why? Because.. of.. well..


( IMAGES + A RANT ON KURO? D: OH MY! )

yeah xD I think Im done~ <3
(I did nothing today but eat Tonkatsu, Udon and drink green tea >.> well.. that and shop for chairs and stuff for my mom's office D: WOO. BORING.)
later everyone D:


p.s. -
KUROS! KUDOS + MEGAPOINTS TO:
AltrntvGrlfrnd ~ on DeviantArt for NOTICING! OMG I LOVE YOU. XD <3

yes, I feel slightly bad about filtering something, but I really need to get this off my chest!

There are honestly some types of people I cant stand. Others, I can get along with just fine until I snap. Lastly... there are kinds that just.. urk me. (You know the type I mean, ooooh I know you do.)

But right now, I would rather talk about Mia D: No. Shes not a bad person. But Im not sure how to say ANY of this to her face...

first things first -->
( maybe I need some advice on this? )

so far advice I've received is:
to BE STRAIGHT WITH HER - Kuro-honey (Im trying to think of how.. ._.; )
to be mean and break her heart? - Otouto ( I wish I could be mean D: )
to get new friends because Im sweet, fun and I just top/are better than all my friends - Taka (LOL <3)

I seriously want to thank:
- Nicole! ~ she helped me set up this filtered thing D: and she listened to me rant a bit! thanks <3
- Otouto! ~ shes helped me do A LOT of things, through thick and thin! ranting, amusement etc~ thanks <3
- Kuro-love! ~ shes helped me by listening and providing advice~ shes a smart cookie XD thanks <3
- Taka! - shes listened to me before and is just a great person~ also a smart cookie xD thanks <3

if Im forgetting anyone? thanks to them too! <3
and thanks to whoever actually reads this entire thing (and A SPECIAL THANKS IF YOU GIVE SOME ADVICE/COMMENT!)
night everyone!

p.s. -comments are screened!

This is a GREAT "song". Everyone who is anyone KNOWS about my low self-esteem. (and damn is it low.) BUT before work (Which I should be heading too now but Im SICK) I was watching a Host Club AMV. I heard this song, and understood the lyrics. I felt a little better about myself and yes, I actually burst into tears. This is something I think everyone should listen to. It may start off a little silly.. but.. Listen to the whole thing!

[lyrics:]
"Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’99
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be
it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by
scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable
than my own meandering
experience…I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and
recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before
you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you
imagine. Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as
effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing
bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that
never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm
on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you Sing Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with
people who are reckless with yours. Floss Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes
you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with
yourself. Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you
succeed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements. Stretch Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your
life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they
wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year
olds I know still don’t. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone. Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe
you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky
chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t
congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your
choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body,
use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people
think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever
own.. Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room. Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them. Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for
good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the
people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you
should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and
lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you
knew when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live
in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel. Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will
philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize
that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were
noble and children respected their elders. Respect your elders. Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund,
maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one
might run out. Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will
look 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who
supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of
fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the
ugly parts and recycling it for more than
it’s worth. But trust me on the sunscreen…"

(that file is good forever. Do enjoy and I hope it touched you like it touched me!)
cosplaynekokat gave me the idea... D: that if you want to see the video, I'll post that here too~

credit for the video goes to reall88 on youtube, and the Host Club is © by its creator/s (manga and anime)


[download the song:] http://savefile.com/files/360679



much love to all of you! < 3

apologies for a bad banner >_<; PHOTOSHOP DIED ON ME! ::sigh::

Tell Me - Dropping Daylight ( Fay)
[lyrics:] http://www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php?lid=3530822107858590006
[why?:] more or less after Fay is a vampire D: his determination, his asking Kurogane how to move forward and what to say. Not understanding WHY he had to become a vampire. (perhaps some regret?) etcetc ( ex of determination - protecting his princess Sakura)
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359362

Flash You A Smile - Dropping Daylight ( K+F)
[lyrics:] http://www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php?lid=3530822107858569538
[why:?] I know a lot of you may have expected this to be a FAY song, but no~! Kuro-kuro-KUROOOO. More or less Kurogane to Fay. Not believing in his fake smiles, believing in nothing, and just Fay's insecurities D: Saying he wont allow himself to be held back by that. (you know how hot Kuro looks when he flashes a bit of a smile~ < 3 )
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359359

Pain - 3 Days Grace ( K+F)
[lyrics:] http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/threedaysgrace/pain.html
[why?:] for once a lot of Kurogane, huh~? xD Basically Kurogane telling Fay he isnt the only one in the group who feels pain. Hes not the only lonely one. Saying that "Anger and agony are better than misery". Trying to allow him to understand this.
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359371

Same Angry Song - Dropping Daylight ( Kurogane)
[lyrics:] http://www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php?lid=3530822107858563749
[why?:] the "Broken man" is "out of luck" and is it "wrong he is an angry man"?
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359380

Through The Glass - Stoned Sour ( Fay)
[lyrics:] http://www.metrolyrics.com/lyrics/1560882357/Stone_Sour/Through_Glass
[why?:] half credit goes to to_somewhere D: I had thought of this, but she pointed it out too! "no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head"
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359383

Why Are You Running Away? - Hoobastank ( K+F)
[lyrics:] http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/hoobastank/runningaway.html
[why?:] easy explanation! no need to write "WHY" here D:
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359384

EXTRA! EXTRA!! :DD

Rebirthing - Skillet (S+S)
[lyrics:] http://www.lyricsmania.com/lyrics/skillet_lyrics_9754/comatose_lyrics_32204/rebirthing_lyrics_348609.html
[AMVLINK:] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPdTpwR8djo
[why?:] credit to wolfcm1 on Youtube! :DDD
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359396

Breaking Me - Voodoo Blue ( Syaoran)
[lyrics:] http://64.233.161.104/search?q=cache:coM-4-gYyfwJ:www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php%3Flid%3D3530822107858480510+voodoo+blue+%22breaking+me%22+lyrics&hl=en&gl=us&ct=clnk&cd=1
[why?:] well Im proud of Voodoo Blue! A punk band that was local D: and grew up where I live now~! (in fact, they went to a rock camp my brother did!) I got to see them in concert for free when they were still only local~ Now their getting a little bigger D: (got a cd out I think!) ANYWAY-- lyrics explain D:
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359397

....AND JUST IN TIME FOR WINTER!!! A CRACK AMV/any-other-media IDEA --->
I'm the Only Gay Eskimo:
Tenacious D (OR) Weird AL
[lyrics:] http://www.lyrics007.com/Tenacious%20D%20Lyrics/I'm%20The%20Only%20Gay%20Eskimo%20Lyrics.html
[why?:] FAY IS THE ONLY GAY ESKIMO. ::cough:: (hope you found that SOMEWHAT amusing xD; ?)
[download: (TenaciousD.)] http://savefile.com/files/359405
[download: (WeirdAl)] http://savefile.com/files/359404


I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT? ::HIDES?::

p.s. - BONUS AMUSEMENT?

Ninja - Seven Seconds Of Love
[why?] you may recognize this song from the crazy "Feelgood.com" or whatever xD; (yes. the insane ninja kitty.) but I think it would make a hilarious Kuro amv or something ::shrugs:: hey, it made me laugh :P (LOLS KurovsFay clips XD?)
[download:] http://savefile.com/files/359516

PREPARE FOR HORRIBLE EXPLANATIONS! (Im being shy xD; ::blushieabit?:: )

"What Hurts The Most" - Rascall Flatts (Syaoran Song)
http://savefile.com/files/333402
Why: Im not a country fan, but I like the lyrics xD; I think of the very begining of TRC when I hear this. When Sakura has something to tell him, but instead she turns and walks away. Than the adventure begins, and he's lost his chance to say "I love you". (just for than.) - I thought this was a corny AMV idea xD;

"Porcelain Heart" - Barlow Girl (Sakura Song?)
http://savefile.com/files/333457
Why: Soft and Sad... when I first heard this song, I thought more of SxS? But this makes me think of the more recent TRC D: their current relationship, I guess? Both their "broken hearts".

"Cable Car (In Over My Head)" - The Fray ( Fay song?)
http://savefile.com/files/333408
Why: this one is obvious xD; I think its been done before. But Im not so sure? ::laugh:: Thought this could also be labeled as a KuroxFay song.
we all know Fay is so in over his head. xD (I think she "she" mentioned in the lyrics would be Sakura.)

"I Can't Hate You Anymore" - Nick Lachey (KuroxFay song.)
http://savefile.com/files/333409
Why: what we all WISH Fay would say. xD; Fay trying so hard to hate Kurogane, and not forgive him. (so maybe this could be for the FUTURE?)

Dairy Of Jane" - Breaking Benjamin ( KuroxFay song.)
http://savefile.com/files/333439
Why: I think of a violent Kurogane scene with this song. Grabbing Fay by the collar of his shirt. "DO YOU LIKE THAT?! DO YOU LIKE THAT?!" XD He wants a place in Fay's life and heart. But theres something in the way. (because we all know theres a fine line between love and hate here. At least currently.)

"How To Save A Life" - The Fray (KuroxFay song.)
http://savefile.com/files/333425
Why: Kuro trying to save Fay's life, but now hes slowly losing Fay.

"Memory" - Sugarcult ( KuroxFay Song.)
http://savefile.com/files/333445
Why: Fay wants to go back to how they used to be. Trying to continue being the same. Yes, wanting to be with Kurogane, but at the same time... knowning it'll bring disaster. Pushing himself not to be with him. Wanting Kurogane to forget his feelings.

"Faraway" - Nickleback (KuroxFay song.)
http://savefile.com/files/333452
Why: Kurogane FINALLY admitting that he DOES have feelings for Fay here. But fay is "Too far away" for this to happen.

Extras:
"Next To You!" - Buckcherry ( KuroxFay.)
http://savefile.com/files/333455
Why: I just see a horribly amusing AMV here. xD

"Every Moment" - Joy Williams
http://savefile.com/files/333466
Why: This song was on a TRC AMV, that seriously touched me for some reason :D
( http://youtube.com/watch?v=udlKKiWCtyI ) really good AMV in my opinion!... yes, I cried. xD; and it may seem corny, but I like the thought of their good memories?

**I did think of Kurogane's being something like "Destination Anywhere" by Sugarcult, I thought it was amusing D: but I Didn't upload it! if anyone wants that one too, just say so xD;**

as per request of taiyou_to_tsuki I uploaded "DESTINATION ANYWHERE"
here: http://savefile.com/files/334036

if you want any song on another file-sender (megaupload, sendspace, yousendit) etc, please, just comment and tell me :D I'll be sure to have it done for you asap! (meaning.. soon?) these are all on SAVEFILE!

p.s. - thanks Caroline-chan D: you gave me the courage to put this up.. though, Im still ._.;; LOL

p.p.s- should I be proud this has already hit 153 downloads D:?

please do comment with what you think :D I always like to know others thoughts!

okay.. so Im bored and Im sick.
But I have a deal to make with a few of you, OUT of this bordem. I'm feeling nice right this moment.

I made my A, B, Cs in music. (some are english + double. All noted.)

A - "Akane Sasu Kiro Terasedo" ~Shiina Ringo
B - "Blue Tuesday" ~ KAT-TUN
C - "Caution [psychedleic mix]" ~Iceman
D - "Daitan ni Ikimashou ~Heart & Soul~" ~ Nami Tamaki
E - "Eternal Snow" ~ Changin' My Life
F - "Fortress" ~ The Seeker
G - "Give A Reason" ~ Megumi Hayashibara/ "God you're SAVE" ~ Kotani Kinya
H - "High Touch" ~ Maaya Sakamoto
I - "Infection" ~ Chihiro Onitsuka
J - "Juliet [Live Zeros Sync]" ~ Access
K - "KAO" ~ Can / Goo
L - "Long Way" ~ Ikuo
M - "Maybe" ~ Emma Bunton (eng)
N - "New Disease" ~ Spineshank (eng)
O - "O-tsuki sama" ~ THE STAND UP
P - "Prism" ~ Psycho le Cemu
Q - "Quan Shi Jie Xia Yu" ~ Jang Nara
R - "RUSH OF LIGHT" ~ KAT TUN
S - "Smile" ~ Daisuke Namikawa (TRC) / "Signal" -KAT TUN
T - "Teru No Uta" ~ Teshima Aoi / "Taiyou to Tomo ni" ~ Minagawa Junko
U - "Umaku Ikanianaa" ~ ??? Full Moon Wo Sagashite OST
V - "Voice" ~ Hitomi Shimatani
W - "White Lights" ~ Access
X - ??????
Y - "Yuki, Muon, Madobe nite. " ~ Minori Chihara
Z - "Zankou" ~ Tetsu Inada (TRC) / "ZIPS" - T.M.R

feel free to request things for me to upload D: just comment! Anything else you want me to upload? have a question? go ahead and ask! (I like trading songs too.. Im a music~a~holic. The more the merrier.) Come on. I even have a song called "I WANNA FUCK A DOG IN THE ASS!" by Blink 182 wtf?! (my brother suggested it. Its REALLY funny xD?! I cant stop laughing.. ow..)

Im still laughing over that entire French convo with Ryuichi-san and Hiro speaking Spanish xD! (hahahha Mexican pirates.)

...ow. anyhow. feel free, go ahead D:

random birthday's coming up!:

Bekah - Sept 21st!
Septem_Lucifera - Sept 26th!
Tim - Oct 20th!
Ameonna182 - Nov 2nd!
Caroline - Nov 24th!


don't forget ^~

Alright, this will be posted TWICE. Once in the morning. Once in the evening. Since I know 2 groups of people seem to be on the computer at different times and I want a lot of people's oppinions on this one D: If I only get 1-2 people after I've posted this twice, I'll post again until I get a FEW.

What I Need:
Im curious in other animes I have not seen as of yet. So I would like some suggestions. You only have to give me ONE, but more would be nice. Just fill this out as best you can. (you may write "I dunno" or something if you dont know the answer.) -But I will post what people have suggested to me D:

THE FORM:
Title:
Total Episodes:
Genres:
Warnings: ex- Nudity, blood, violence, bad language?
Plot/Summery: (this can be shortish)
why you think I'll like it:

hopefully you pick something I haven't seen since I bet theres a LOT I havent D: since Im a lazy bum.

Thanks Guys!!! Love ya much~

I may be sleeping over at a friend's house, randomly, at 10:00 tonight. so.. iunno..and I dunno what time I'll be home tomorrow D: cause I'll be hangin' with Hiro seeing a movie!
yeesh.. o_O;
its almost funny how Im suddenly popular after OTAKON!? normally, its Im ONLY popular at Otakon and than, nothing. But now Im like.. "holy crap! friends! the shit am I suppose to do?!" XD?! Its hillarious! I like it ^^.. but at the same time, Im soooo not used to it! its weird.. and strange to me.. I'll try to get used to this sort of thing though o_<; I need to!
I die laughing when my cell rings or buzzes, cause Im not used to it at all o_o; Im RARELY on the phone this much.. so its interesting~ ^^

I appologize to everyone that I've been like.. ignoring. I feel badly! I rarely act like this (especially on the computer), but wow, Im just retarded lately! o_<;; sorry..::sigh::

jeez, Im not so sure how good of an idea it is to go over Ryuichi-san's house at this time of night ^^; I know it takes 13 minutes or less, but hey @_@; its like.. 10:00 at night! LOL! I never do this sort of thing.. its odd xD?! I hate over thinking and rethinking over things like this.. even though Im SURE I'll have a damn good time @_<; "IM STUPPPPPID".

wtf? I wake up at 6:00, they make sure Im awake at 6:30. every morning from 6:00 and on.. I feel dead sick. Right now my stomach hurts SO bad and I feel like Im going to be sick. what the hell? I dont think its culture shock. Maybe homesickness? Im not sure.. I felt this way before.. but that was when I had my chronic appendisitous @_@ but thats been taken are of!
what the hell is wrong with me? T_T

p.s. - Japanese food doesn't agree with my stomach either. M-F-ER. I am NOT happy camper. Today, Im SURE I'll be killing somebody if they bother me too much -_-... I dont want to go to class!

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update:
okay.. so Im really nausiated and my stomach hurts and I just feel like shit. Plus my headache is extremely sucky. its POUNDING. So Im missing class.. god I wish I wasn't... I want to go.. but I dont want to be sick in class! this sucks really badly..

....they want to take me to the hospital.. I dont want to go! its just a 24 hour stomach bug!.. or maybe Im just feeling homesick? one or the other.. maybe I just need a rest from all the travel and the heat and the humidity? Im not used to it..
ANYTHING BUT THE HOSPITAL!!!!!!

in conclusion: IM STUPID.

hello everyone!
well, today started off boring, it was my free day :D no classes or anything! yay~ so I slept in (till 10ish, I normally get up around 6:00) but Okaasan asked me what I wanted to do today.. and Ai and her didn't feel like going out and doing anything. Just at that moment, LARISSA THE LIFESAVER called XD and said "what are you doing today? you see, Im going to Okayama to see DEATH NOTE, want to come?" I flipped. xD THANK YOU LARISSA!!!!!

we met up on the train~ and went to get lunch! (tasty sandwhiches, and a cold cocoa.. mmm~) than got our tickets, and squeeled a ton XDDD! "omgomgomg" ^^ so we had about 2 hours, so we played in the arcades, and went to the MANGA STORE! where I got:
- Kyou Kara Maou 1
- Guilty Gear ITSUKA vol 2?? ( present for David)
than we went and played with the capsil toys XD I love those things! Larissa is adicted! I have to go to the bank though.. I have so money in checks.. xD; and Im in my 3rd week already! eeps! I dont spend much ^^; Im way careful with money..~ so I'll have plenty for Otakon too.. xD;;
anyhow! we than went back to the thearter 30 minutes early for seating.. and got KICK ASS SEATING!... Dani California was playing at we waited~ Larissa and I giggled and were way too happy! it was so un-real and awesome! we also saw a commercial for "Tales From Earthsea".. a new Ghibli film Im DYING to see! the single is so sad T_T but beautiful..~

( AND THE MOVIE STARTS...DEATH NOTE! )
anyhow.. after the AWESOME ASS MOVIE, Larissa and I got ANOTHER DN movie guide..xD; woop! it has so many pretty pictures! but I couldn't stop laughing at L eating the same chips in the end as Raito did (with the TV) in the ending! hahahaha~ XD L eating chips... ::Snicker::
so.. after that we got lost getting a train back! I had to switch trains since I missed my train! a cop helped us.. and a nice guy did too D: he bought us water ^^ he scared me a bit though.. but I made it home safe and sound!
now I just have to go to that highschool tomorrow! ahhhhhh!!! I dun wanna sing! ;_; or introduce myself.. or anything xD; Im embarassed! oh well :D

much love to everyone! (must get some sleep! its.. 12:00 right now as I type.. xD; )

oyasumi nasai! < 3


p.s. - thanks Larissa! and seriously, this was the best day I've had so far in Japan :D! so much free time! exploring and fun! mouuu~ I wish everyday were this fun ^^ I just hate how hot and humid it is D: but thats okay~ mm ^^ night!

wow.. early, ain't it?
here are some of my enteries for my journal from Japan! apparently I have internet from my host family or something.. wow um yeah.. this trip is a tad psychotic @____@;;;

on the bright side I don't miss the new Gravi!

( my last few enteries! )

lots of pics and videos later!
bye-bye for now!

p.s. I was re-stamped in the Furuba rating!

yay!!!