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[Jul. 20th, 2004|02:12 pm] |
Hey y'all, this is one of Sarah's friends. She wrote me a letter and I just recieved it.
She asked me to make her a new LJ, which of course I have done. I've added all the select people that she asked me to add.
So if you were added, add her back. She'll be using her journal again in August. :) |
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[Jul. 1st, 2004|05:18 pm] |
A big hey and how are you to Julie, Roxy, Nicole, Mandy, Helen and Liz T. Sorry I haven't been online at all. You guys know how to reach me via phone. Those of you who don't have my number, well here's my mailing address (please write roxy, I'm still thankful for the christmas gift and all the advice you gave me concerning ashleigh. I should have opened my eyes sooner, huh?) Anyway, here's the address 839 neely ferry rd simpsonville sc 29680
much love. s. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|02:46 pm] |
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I see clearly that it's not up to me -- it never was. For you one person loving and caring about you is not enough. And I don't know what else to give. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2004|04:16 pm] |
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Corner of Meadow and Preston
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Guess what? Meadow and Preston doesn't tell me shit. And even if someone wanted to hang out with me I wouldn't have a car to get there anyway. Who is the selfish and inconsiderate one?... yeah.
isn't life dandy? i'm tired of being the 'bitch'. Hi, I'm sorry, what am I supposed to think when my girlfriend's known this guy less than three days and suddenly decides she wants to meet him, be friends and hang out when she doesn't know anything about him?
I'm no saint. I'm not perfect. I don't have friends down here either, but you don't see me trying to hook up with random people from the I-net either. I think I would have the common sense to wait oh, a month or so. Just a thought. But you just cant have standards for others anymore. |
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| I told her... no no no no no no! |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|08:36 am] |
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Ugh, so I'm getting all ready to go out and do some job hunting. A few vet clinics in Columbia are hiring vet techs (with and without experience - woo!) as well as a receptionist. I'm going to go to these clinics later on this morning and see whose (who's? ha, look ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) nolage our discrepancy is coming up again.) willing to interview and hire me. Someone has to yo! |
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[May. 31st, 2004|08:13 pm] |
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loyal to the mob: dude ash is insane
loyal to the mob: why would she wanna share you?
AssociatedPoet: ...why's that
loyal to the mob: id want you all to myself
AssociatedPoet: lmao.
loyal to the mob: its true
AssociatedPoet: lordy. where'd that come from. that was kind of out of the blue.
loyal to the mob: reading ur lj
That's... that's nice. :) makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.
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and your not to Plain ... your just enough to
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compassion that you love to put into your
realtionships ...
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[May. 31st, 2004|02:08 am] |
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stolen from nolage:
*bold those you've read
*underline those you own but haven't gotten to yet
*italicize those you don't own but plan to some day
*add three of your own
*post to your livejournal
( That's a Huge... Booklist. )
I feel alot better today. Not sure if it's the meds or if it's just me feeling better. The only downfall of the mediciation is whenever I'm walking around I feel like I'm moving through mud. Apparently I'm just going to have to get offa my lazy ass and do something anyway. :) |
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[May. 29th, 2004|07:06 pm] |
| S | Sophisticated | | A | Ambivalent | | R | Revolutionary | | A | Amazing | | H | Hilarious |
Name Acronym Generator
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I am Spaceman Spiff!
Zounds! You are the intrepid Spaceman Spiff, the engaging explorer ensconsed in an unending universe of exotic and evil extraterrestrials! You're brave, but you should give that dictionary a rest.
Which Calvin are YOU? |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|05:39 pm] |
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I'm cleaning out my friends' list. If anyone wants to stay on it whose removed comment. |
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| BTE totally rocked the house last night... |
[May. 23rd, 2004|05:15 pm] |
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I finally got to see Better Than Ezra at the Roxy last night in Atlanta. Let me tell you, I tried to get there years ago but it didn't work.
Jade was the opener. I liked them, they rocked me, but most of the Ezralites weren't having it. Their lead singer reminds me of Lenny Kravitz... back when he had the dreads, mixed with some heavier rock. I enjoyed their show immensely.
Chuck... something with a C? was the second band. They were pretty good. If they came to my area I would probably try to see them again. They're no Bain Mattox, so they should keep trying.
Finally fifty eleven years later BTE took the stage. They played everything from King of New Orleans to Time of Year, Rosealia, In the Blood and Good... and my new favorite new song, "In A Little While" :) They played Particle, which made me happy for my girlfriend -- yeah it's a good song but hell it's her song. She even cried, it was terribly cute. So yeah Particle live is like a pseudo religious experience....
After the show we loitered around with a bunch of other Ezralites. I guess somewhere between fifteen and twenty people. Yeah they're hardcore. :D And so am I? Yeeeah. I GOT TO MEET TOM DRUMMOND!!! ::composes self:: Yeah I felt kind of :O at the time, close to freaking out, but I was cool I swear it. So, it's a personal highlight for me meeting the world's greatest bassist and my hero. I got a Tommy D hug and an autograph. He wanted to make sure I enjoyed the show. In hindsight that amuses me because I wouldn't have stuck around to meet them if I thought they sucked :D We also met and listened to Travis (Mc Nabb) talk. I remember him talking about his KISS shirt. I like anecdotes, they rock me hard.
KG, we heard shoot the shit for a bit before he escaped back inside for good. No auto for me but I'm not complaining. I needed to meet Tom, not Kev, if that makes any sense. Besides, everyone wants to chill with the lead singer anyway, right? |
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[May. 5th, 2004|02:19 am] |
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somebody went to the trouble thursday to hack my dh screenname and then IM people with it to try to find out where I was. Dude, what the fucking hell is wrong with people?!?!?!!!!!!!!!! |
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[May. 5th, 2004|01:58 am] |
Started new job, training and what not. Made a great great great discovery: 1) is that CallTech (my employer) works around school schedules, 2) is that USC has a criminal justice degree. Sadly, if I made and took the big leap of faith I want to do to come to USC I would have to have a 2.0 or higher cummulatively or have a 2.2 from a semester at clemson. Grrrr kittens. Wonder if I could come in on some kind of Academic Probation? I'd really love to do CJ. When one of my soc profs talked about it sophomore year I was all hell yeah I'd do that if Clemson offered it. Alas, Clemson does not. But do I really want to throw away all I have earned at Clemson? I mean, should I attempt to earn my BS in AVS or should I go with what I really WANT to do. Yes I need advice here. Nevermind the fact that I really need to talk to someone here at USC in the CJ dept. or Bio, considering those are my main interests.
Soon, soon I'll have internet access at my apt -- once we're settled and all that. So yes my peoples I will be back. |
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[May. 2nd, 2004|12:22 pm] |
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I must refer you to ashleighlou journal for all that has been happening in my life lately. I hope if we can go ahead and move into the apt maybe we can let helen come to stay or something. I'm not sure if my mom contacted Jenny, Liz, and Scott or what. All I know is she fucking called Ashleigh's house -- probably off my phone bill?? looking for us. We also talked to my mother respectively. Whenever she can conduct herself like an adult, I'll talk to her. Until then, I prefer not to be in contact with someone who acts like they're INSANE >:O God have mercy. |
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[Apr. 24th, 2004|06:26 pm] |
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I was sitting at the computer trying to fix my journal with a new theme when I hear Ashleigh talking in her sleep. So I stop, turn and listen and hear her going "that's alright. that's okay" just like she was having a conversation with someone. I started to try talking to her, but soon gave up on the idea when I realised she was through with her 'conversation'
Helen also has a habit of doing this. Weird.
I enjoyed staying at Helen's when we went to Columbia on Thursday. I think we're going back sometime next week for interviews. I don't really want to work for CallTech, but if it pays ten or eleven bucks an hour I'm sure as hell game to try it out for awhile. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2004|04:20 pm] |
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Watching my mother retreat down the stairs I am at once resoundingly reminded of how frail and fragile life can be. I cannot help but wonder if the blow of my 'return' or lack thereof will push her over the edge. I also wonder if I were to stay there much longer if I would indeed go insane.
My father, he's a strong person. He may bitch about small things, and have an overbearing nature, but it's really just his way of showing that he cares. Ironic huh? I believe while he may miss me, he'd also realise that I have to do what I have to do. I believe he has more faith in me than anyone other than Ashleigh, my cousin Liz and Loni. Sometimes I wish it was a burden I did not have to bear. It's too much. I'm scared of fucking up.
Listening to Shaniqua sing I am reminded that one man's joyous noise is suffering placed upon another man's ears. By all means emphasize the absolute dreadfulness of it.
Realising that none of my apartment mates had the forsight to answer the fucking door when someone -- that someone being my PARENTS-- is pounding upon it only served to make me realise how crude callous and fucking stupid people really can be. Would you leave a starving man to die upon the street? In some cases, such as these, the answer would have to be 'yes dear virginia'
For now, I must go study. I have an exam monday in cpsc. And two tuesday in sociology and horse production. |
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| fuck it all, fuck this world, fuck everything that you stand for. |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|06:46 pm] |
You know what I want to do? I want to start ripping people's head's off. Why you dare ask? I'm pissed. Pissed at the world. Pissed at you. Maybe it's not just being pissed anymore, perhaps it is but an angst-filled hatred? It is, in essence having to deal with too many know-it-all asshole bastards who can't even put their own blender back together correctly.
In my dreams, your head is pulled back, your eyes widen with shock as a knife is drawn across your throat. No one can hear you scream as all the blood escapes through this narrow void. Life leaves your body, and then you begin to feel just as I feel. The life force leaves, is sucked out of your body. And the greatest part of it all is you finally die, and I don't have to deal with whispers behind my back and your mother fucking elist attitudes. Or perhaps maybe the life leaves you both. Maybe I want to be here to watch you die.
What can I say, dreams of kicking out cockboy are just not happening. So why not fantasize and take it to a whole new level. At least there, there is some control. Because we're all just not as 'perfect' as you. Not as worthy as you. Not as smart and gifted and talented and wonderful as you. Not as straight, hetero, boy-loving as you. And for those reasons, we're somehow a lesser lifeform than you. Sure, you don't say it. The message however comes across loud and clear. We use your dishes, your utensils, and wash them until they're clean... Yet they always end up right back in the sink. Gee, scared of the homo germs much kids?
Does your social status make you any better than the rest of us? No. Does it make you think you're better than the rest of us, yes. It shows, in the walk, the talk. The way you speak around us as if we are ignorant. As if we're somehow subhuman. As if there are two sets of rules. One rule for you all and you're perfectness. And one for the rest of us who never do anything to your liking. We could never ever clean the kitchen to your specifications.
You know how it is, homos just don't do a damn thing right. We're hated and discriminated against just like any other member of a specific race religion or creed. But guess what? We're human as well, to all you 'Hitlers' out there.
*end rant*
Ok so maybe it's set up like a short story or what have you. I just wish I felt some sort of closure from it. |
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| you are the book and I am the binding... |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|01:55 am] |
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bow and worship:
81 in cpsc lab. let's hope that helps out lecture. :D| Opening credits: | spin doctors - :two princes: | | Waking up: | dayroom - :better days: the halo friendlies : me vs the world: | | Average day: | kelly osbourne - :shut up: | | First date: | ben kweller : family tree (affectionately called "bop bop" by BK heads like moi): | | Falling in love: | emic - :lucid dream: // placebo - :every you every me: | | Love scene: | josh kelley - :amazing: | | Fight scene: | gavin rossdale -:adrenaline: | | Breaking up: | bain mattox - :three days:// Counting Crows :Raining in Baltimore: | | Getting back together: | nirvana - :heart shaped box: // dezeray's hammer -:fear (i'm with you tonight): | | Secret love: | jump little children (aka JUMP!) -:secrets: | | Life's okay: | our lady peace - :life: / :do you like it: | | Mental breakdown: | silverchair - :ana's song: | | Driving: | fuel -:jesus or a gun: counting crows :st robinson & his cadillac dream: | | Learning a lesson: | bright eyes - :drunk kid catholic: | | Deep thought: | dezeray's hammer - :looking outside my window: | | Flashback: | starflyer 59 - :i drive alot: | | Partying: | better than ezra -:like it like that: | | Happy dance: | spin doctors - :little miss can't be wrong: | | Regreting: | toad the wet sprocket - :all i want: | | Long night alone: | sixpence none the richer - :within a room somewhere: | | Death scene: | my chemical romance -:headfirst for halos: | | Closing credits: | great white - :once bitten twice shy: |
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| I just heard the news today oh boy... |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|02:11 pm] |
SonyMusicMGG: did you hear the news?
AssociatedPoet: what news?
SonyMusicMGG: the DH news
AssociatedPoet: what what WHAT?!
AssociatedPoet: sfsfhsds. i knew this weekend was going to be critical
SonyMusicMGG: Chris Francisco is leaving the band
AssociatedPoet: WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AssociatedPoet: >:o
SonyMusicMGG: yeah
AssociatedPoet: what's the deal?
AssociatedPoet: or do i want to know?
SonyMusicMGG: he's just ready to step out
You know, in some cosmically weird way I feel as if I triggered this. (Yes, I know I'm not psychic really, and I know that what I'm about to say in no way shape or form influenced Chris' decision)
When Count (Kellam) left Bain Mattox, we were devistated. Don't get me wrong, I love Brian alot, but he's just not Count. At any rate, when Count left my girlfriend ashleighlou and I made a few analogies in passing in mention varying band members leaving stellar bands. Ironically enough the first thing I remember saying is "That'd be like Chris leaving DH." Ash goes "Or Tommy D. leaving BTE."
sigh. I think I'm gonna go be emo now. |
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| Musicially Related Rant. |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|10:52 am] |
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Jump, ah Jump. They've started a brand new website.
http://www.jumphq.com
I feel.. I feel as if I'm going into major withdrawal. I've missed the last two DH shows close to me. I will probably miss Bain at the Handlebar on Wed. I'd love to go. Hell I [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<font=+2>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Jump, ah Jump. They've started a brand new website.
http://www.jumphq.com
I feel.. I feel as if I'm going into major withdrawal. I've missed the last two DH shows close to me. I will probably miss Bain at the Handlebar on Wed. I'd love to go. Hell I <b> <font=+2> WANT MY MUSIC AND I WANT IT NOWWWW! </font></b> I'll probably also miss Jump at the Handle on the twenty-fourth. I'm hella behind on all the music CDs I actually WANT to buy. Owen's EP. The old acoustic DH CD. The new Ben Kweller release. The new Jump record comes out the twentieth, I believe. The first full-length CD from tHrOnE! LET US NOT FORGET I'M MISSING I'M MISSING <b>tHrOnE </b> at Ground Zero. Sigh. Just fucking sigh. Granted, I realise right now I'm gonna need to actually save money before May, since we're all going to be starting new jobs.
I wish I had a good feeling about all this. I just simply don't. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2004|06:57 pm] |
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stole this from ashleighlou
| What comes to mind when you hear.. | </td>| ..snow?: | brrr cold. | | ..rain?: | singing in the rain. | | ..tornado?: | hands over the back of your neck. | | ..summer love?: | *snort* dream on mo fos. | | ..Jon?: | feusse. ew. | | ..Mike?: | Ventura. | | ..Shea?: | Beau Shay. | | ..banana?: | bananas in pajamas. | | ..dizzy?: | sixpence none the richer. | | ..Laura?: | Ingalls-Wilder? | | ..Juan?: | Oh, little Juan. | | ..car?: | truck. | | ..white?: | man. | | ..peppermint?: | sticks. | | ..New Found Glory?: | have i waited too long?? | | ..placebo?: | haemoglobin. | | ..orange juice?: | vodka. | | ..candid camera?: | suck it. | | ..sister?: | anoint me adore me. | | ..brother?: | boys blow. | | ..hate?: | take the time to learn to hate. | | ..school?: | Clemson. *sigh* | | ..President?: | Bush can suck my nonexistant cock, k. | | ..football?: | blows. | | ..rap?: | sucks. | | ..pop?: | dirrrrrty pop. | | ..rock?: | dezeray's hammer. | | ..punk?: | RAWK! | | ..sex?: | I get it all the time, so should you. | | ..death?: | calls. | | ..baby?: | oh my pretty babieeesss. | | ..duuude?: | you're getting a dell. | | ..the end?: | this is the end the beautiful end my friend. |
The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!
table style="font-size:10px;"><tr><td>Brand New or Taking Back Sunday?:</td><td>brand new. </td></tr><tr><td>Taking Back Sunday or Straylight Run?:</td><td>TBS </td></tr><tr><td>Straylight Run or Eisley?:</td><td>Straylight Run. </td></tr><tr><td>Thursday or Thrice?:</td><td>Thursday. </td></tr><tr><td>My Chemical Romance or Matchbook Romance?:</td><td>both, but I've liked MCR longer. </td></tr><tr><td>Finch or Endor?:</td><td>Finch. </td></tr><tr><td>From Autumn To Ashes or Further Seems Forever?:</td><td>From Autumn to Ashes. </td></tr><tr><td>Further Seems Forever or Dashboard Confessional?:</td><td>FSF. I hate Dashboard. </td></tr><tr><td>Simple Plan or Reset?:</td><td>Simple Plan </td></tr><tr><td>Good Charlotte or Overflow?:</td><td>GC. Billy sounds like a dying goose. </td></tr><tr><td>AFI or Son of Sam?:</td><td>AFI </td></tr><tr><td>Linkin Park or Hybrid Theory?:</td><td>Linkin Park. </td></tr><tr><td>Blink 182 or Box Car Racer?:</td><td>Blink </td></tr><tr><td>Adema or Linkin Park?:</td><td>Adema. </td></tr><tr><td>The Used or Coheed and Cambria?:</td><td>The Used. </td></tr><tr><td>Every Time I Die or Funeral For A Friend?:</td><td>neither. </td></tr><tr><td>Bright Eyes or Deathcab For Cutie?:</td><td>Bright Eyes baby. Drives my girlfriend crazy. </td></tr><tr><td>The Get Up Kids or Saves the Day?:</td><td>Saves the Day. </td></tr><tr><td>Flogging Molly or Dropkick Murphys?:</td><td>Floggin Molly owns, K. </td></tr><tr><td>The Early November or Senses Fail?:</td><td>Senses Fail. TEN if I feel emo. </td></tr><tr><td>The Starting Line or New Found Glory?:</td><td>NFG. </td></tr><tr><td>THEstart or Home Grown?:</td><td>THEstart. rawr. girlrawk. </td></tr><tr><td>Boys Night Out or Fall Out Boy?:</td><td>Fall OUt Boy </td></tr><tr><td>Alexisonfire or Desa?:</td><td>neither. </td></tr><tr><td>Atreyu or Avenged Sevenfold?:</td><td>Atreyu </td></tr><tr><td>Count The Stars or The Movielife?:</td><td>Count the Stars. disbanded. sigh. </td></tr><tr><td>NOFX or Me First and the Gimme Gimmes?:</td><td>NOFX </td></tr><tr><td>The Ataris or The Cure?:</td><td>both. you can't compare the cure with anyone. </td></tr><tr><td>Greenday or Rancid?:</td><td>both. incomparable. </td></tr><tr><td>Transplants or Rancid?:</td><td>Rancid </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2">Pick one or the other: Band Members</tr></td><tr><td>Jesse Lacey or Adam Lazzara?:</td><td>Jesse Lacey. </td></tr><tr><td>Joel Madden or Benji Madden?:</td><td>Billy instead. </td></tr><tr><td>R2K or Nate Baracalow?:</td><td>Nate Baracalow. </td></tr><tr><td>Joel Madden or Pierre Bouvier?:</td><td>Pierre Bouvier. He's canadian. </td></tr><tr><td>Daniel Johns or Billy Martin?:</td><td>sdhs. both, I'll even give you my uhh... girlfriend for it. </td></tr><tr><td>Aaron Lewis or Chester Bennington?:</td><td>Aaron Lewis. </td></tr><tr><td>Paul Thomas or David Desrosiers?:</td><td>Dahveed. </td></tr><tr><td>Vinnie Accardi or Jesse Lacey?:</td><td>Jesse Lacey </td></tr><tr><td>Kris Roe or Davey Havok?:</td><td>Davey Havok. He is the sex. </td></tr><tr><td>Davey Havok or Jade?:</td><td>D. </td></tr><tr><td>Quinn Allman or Bert McCrakin?:</td><td>Quinn. </td></tr><tr><td>Brody Armstrong or Ginger Reyes?:</td><td>Brody Armstrong - -but now she's Dalle again </td></tr><tr><td>Johnny Rotten or Sid Vicious:</td><td>Johnny </td></tr><tr><td>Chris Carraba or Conor Oberst?:</td><td>kill Carraba. Conor Oberst. </td></tr></table>
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