I've been busy. I had a tour today at the company of my new job...and will start working tuesday and wednesday from 14:00 till 22:00 and then I will have to work two nights at Thursday and Friday from 22:00 till 6:30...OMG, what was I thinking!!??
 
To my other part time job I cancelled an appointment and another part time job I told I was sick... O_o 
I don't want to get an burn-out. There is much I need to do for my study...


So only those 4 days for june and then I will be working full time in july and august OMG...

Since  I made some more money I of course could buy some more stuff: Jay! that's why work pays off!

*Ambre Solaire sunspray
*Kabuki Brush
*Catrice Concealer
*Minder powder (Catrice)
*eyeshadow palette also from Catrice
*Glamour Magazine

I also bought some clothes but I was to lazy to make pictures of that, so maybe next time!

I started the day with my callcenter job. I worked from 11 till 1. Only two hours. And the fun part is that I work from home.

After that I decided to paint our cellar. Before I started painting I had to clean everything. A good preparation is half the work. Soo...I couldn't believe my eyes. What kind of people lived here? It was soooo dirty. And full with spiders and that smell...UGHH
Then finally I could paint it. Unfortunately my dad didn't bought enough paint so...I couldn't finish all that work. 

Then I made simple dinner: spaghetti. But without a kitchen...only that gas thing where you can cook on. So it gets a little complexer...
We are preparing that room to place the new kitchen.

Since I was covered all over with sweat and paint...and a bad smell. I decided to go all the way with cleaning. I cleaned the dusty stairs and the whole bathroom. 

So now I'm satisfied and will give myself a nice warm clean shower ^_^

Oh yeah and meanwhile I also bought a cosmetic brush set on Ebay! JaY! ANDdddd I bough a teeth withenere package, also on Ebay. It seems to work so I thought I'd give it try.

Jayy, so I wanted to have this fulltime job for the summer. I had to make a test with 20 quesions and answer at least 17 correctly. I scored 18 correct so I got the job!!! Jayyyyyy money money moneyy :P

Just one month before summer vacation begins! But in that month I have so much to do...and summer vacation wont be really summer vacation for me....cause I'm going nowhere for the first summer vacation in my life. I just wanted more time for myself. I have bought a house in January which is still not finished (we are doing the toilet and kitchen now). And I just want to enjoy of my home sweet home...

That's why I decided to get a fulltime summer job! So that I will make some moneyyyy...and buy nice things fot the house. And that's not the only thing...I will give myself BIG TIME training and fitness during spring break...I also want to get a cat...
So yeah..time for ME, MYSELF and I :P

So since I used the curling iron for the first time I think I could do it better. So today I did more my best. Here are the pictures with straight VS. curled hair made with the curling iron.



Uhh, I look like a ghost on the second picture, but I just put it online to show the curls. SO...I don't think the result is amazing but it's allright. Maybe it's because of the type of curling iron, cause it was a cheap one anyway...

Yesss, I bought myself a curling iron! I aways had straight hair and started to wonder how curls would look on me. That's why I first tried to made curls with rubbersticks! Here is the result:

Curls made with rubbersticks



And today I tried this with a cheap Philips curling iron (€12,49). Here is the result....but don't forget it was the first time EVER that I used a curling iron!

Curls made with curling iron



I like both methods, they both have their pro's and no's. 

rubbersticks:
Pro's: not that bad for your hair, you don't have to be afraid to get burned, curls appear also on higher part of the hair and not just below.
No's: The wire in the rubberstick can come out, the curls are messy, the curls start to disappear after a couple hours.

Curling Iron:
Pro's: Easy to use, curls don't look messy.
No's: I'm afraid to get burned, it's bad for your hair, Curls appear only down your hair

I studied this whole weekend. I can't remember when the last time was that I've studied so hard for an exam. I finished 3/4 part of the study material. So I still got monday and Tuesday left. Also I need to work on monday from 9 till 1. Bad timing, but God thank I have the rest of the day. This feels like a race against the clock.

This exam is one of the most difficult ones I ever had. So I NEED to finish that shit.

I have put myself in a difficult position today. For the subject "Clinical Psychodiagnostics" I had to practice the psychodiagnostic process on a person. Yes, indeed I have an experimental subject! I did an intelligence test and a personality test. Now it was time for the projective test. We all know the Rosarch test (the one wth the ink patterns). I could  have chosen to asses a big test like the Rosarch or 2 small projective tests. Initialy I wanted to do 2 simple tests. So today I went to the testing library by bike. I was all out of breath when I arrived there and said I want the "ZAT" and the "TAT". The first one is indeed a small test. But I made a huge mistake with this second one....it is something like the Rosarch...it is the Thematic Apperception Test, which sucks! I can't change the test because that library is closed and tomorrow I need to do this test with my subject! I don't understand shit of the manual. Now I got more work to do. But the positive thing is...it is fun to do this test. 

This week is very hectic. I am also studying for an exam on wednesday and Friday is my deadline of this diagnostic report I need to make. I locked myself up today in my room and will be doing this the whole weekend!

I don't know why but lately I have soo much trouble with getting out of bed. I think it is because of this warm weather....Today I slept till 12:00 o clock. I wish I had gotten up earlier, at least I could have studied in the morning and enjoy the whole day without feelings of guilt.

Then I went to the city and bought a pack of 50 d's for €16,99 which was expensive in my opinion. At least I can listen to my music on my portable cd-player jay...

Then I went to my mom and we went to this store to buy a lawnmower. And we mowed the lawn in my garden...it took a while untill we figured out how this machine works and my mom started to get annoying. She always thinks she knows it better and is always overconcerned with things...*sigh*

Then I worked at home in the evening. YESSSS! more money on my bank account. I can't wait to spend it :P

There is a whole list of things I want to have, especially since I bought this new house... O_o

I feel kinda nervous now cause I need to studdyyyyy. I need to stop sleeping.

My boyfriend goes like every Friday to this cafe...
I've been there a couple of times with him, but lately I was always to tired...didn't had enough money to spend it on drinks....
and he met a whole bunch of new people there, which were also asking every time about me.

So yesterday I decided to go with my boyfriend. The weather was warm. How could I not go again?
I arrived there and there was a whole group of people sitting there, like 12 people which I don't know, except two of them.

I have the tendency to feel uncomfortable in these situations...
Do they like me? Or would they say bad things about me? Are they paying more attention to me since they don't know me?
My boyfriend says he doesn't notice anything about my insecurity and that people are always positive about me. So I know I shouldn't feel that way but I just can't help it. I'm just afraid to say something stupid. But where does this fear come from? SO WHAT if I say something stupid? Nobody is perfect. But why do I always have to do my best? Why do I care so much about what people think of me? Why am I always nice to people? Always being nice makes me tired sometimes...

But eventually I amused myself that evening. And that without alcohol cause I had to drive my bf and me home.
We even played games like hints and stuff...those people were nice. No need to worry.

I love to eat garlic. I want to eat it everyday!! It makes everything taste so damn good...
unfortunately it has a strong smell...

I bought this bag of toasted pieces of bread with garlic and I loved it so much that I ate like... the whole bag.. 
So I wont be buying that anymore. Instead I searched for some healthy recipies with garlic, yummy. I want to try out this potato salad with garlic..

I don't feel that guilty though cause I went to the gym today. I did a lot of homework and went to a class. So it was a good day.