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[Oct. 14th, 2007|12:55 am] |
12:54 am
I am actually soooo sleepy... but then again... its my day off tomorrow... i actually totally forgot i had a livejournal blog....heheheh...
...i got actually what i asked for.... my substitute for love.... Madonna (drowned world)
*SNAP SHOT* 34 England 3 Estonia 0 England Vs France Semi My condom tee... My 3 jobs....
Life could be much worse....
*Truth* No it can't....
G'night wolf |
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| HOUSE BREAK |
[May. 9th, 2007|12:27 am] |
Its 12:30. I just finished watching the last episode of House,season 2. I now sit here in a little bit of exhaustion but season 3 calls for my attention.... and y'know what i think i'm gonna take a break....
*cue: music* BRONSKI BEAT - WHY (and why not, 80's new wave done by cute homosexuals trying to find themeselves in an equally androgynous time can be good) :)
The waiting is crap, Forest plays their match against Yeovil City this weekend for a place in League 1. And what began as a 7point lead in the begining of the season has slowly winded down to this. THE PLAY OFFS!! Bah humbug!
The Ocean Blue - Between Something and Nothing
Honestly, it seems like whenever i blog the playlists seems to take cue from what i may write nex or my next trail of thought. Am i between something or nothing? yeah.... sure... we all are.... :) (see how that was well worked into the blog?)
For the longest time, this blog was my little secret place and for those of you who found the time to come visit did so without my consent and y'know what? Thanks....
I am in a much better disposition lately...actually i am in the midst of a dissertation.... oh yes the things we do for money ;)
The shop is coming along slowly...2 days ago i put up some dark paper in the windows at the back of the shop and now the shop feels like a cave.
ICICLE WORKS - Brids Fly (nope....the playlist got me there.... nothing to add)
My little cave, my little home above one of the busiest streets in PJ. Its like living in KL but i get the simple life of a small town....
Shazz came by the shop today.... it was really good to see him. I mean sometimes ppl walk out of our lives and for a while we think we do well without them until they walk back into your life again.
MOdern English - I melt with you.
Right i think back to HOUSE again..... |
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| Back In Black |
[Apr. 8th, 2007|06:32 am] |
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Well, my spinning world has slowly begun to stop spinnin [GIMME ALL YOUR LOVIN - ZZ TOP]. So much has happened since the last time i blogged....which was around August 2006. Nuts...absolutely crazy... I mean its suppose to be write something everyday or something like that hahahahaha....
The shop has moved to a new address and its slowly coming together. Piece by piece literally. I can't believe i have had the shop for about 5 years now. Thats really something to think about...ask any of my old mates and they would have put money on me lasting about 5 months.... So the shops in a new spot and everything starts once more at square 1 but at level 3 [ROUND AND ROUND - RATT]
I may be moving house soon. I got to move somewhere closer to the shop so it won't cost me a bundle just to open the place up. So a new place to stay is on the agenda...i'm thinking Sec14 or something hahahahahaha
Spunky just got back from Thailand. 2 Shows Bangkok and Pattaya. AND i am currently the only surviving member since its formation in 1991. 16 years of rawking out....hehehe. The show ain't over baby.... its just begun.... only just begun...
Its currently April which makes it 8months since i last blogged. I have been so preoccupied!
[We're Not Gonna Take It - Twisted Sister]
There is talk about perhaps a tour through china. now thats something eh?
34 this year and i seem to want to let up, give up and die. I mean even Jesus lasted to about 33. So i have got about 6 months or less to emulate the man... Jesus gave u Christianity, I'll give ya Obscenity!!!! hahahahah
Its so nice to type again...this keyboard has such bouncy keys.. boing! boing! boing! heheheheh
[PANAMA - VAN HALEN]
I just got back from the Yoji Biomechanika show in KL Tower.... why was the last rave so long ago? Who am I kidding here...? I love this shit.... Loud electronic music killing the ears with maximum prejudice. I love raves! I love dancing in raves! I love my brother! I love my brother at the raves! I really should have done the whole DJ thing or something....hahahahahahahah
Oh btw.... I saw SLAYER last year. THEY KILL! SLAYER KILLS!!! My boyhood dreams all full filled (k not all of em but as far as slayer is concerned....DONE)
[YOU SHOOK ME ALL NIGHT LONG - AC/DC]
Got a new haircut that I'm fairly comfortable with. I lost just as many friends last year as i did the year before like the year before that and so on and so forth.... Poor wolf huh? FUCK YOU PUTA! FUCK U AND ALL YOUR KIND!!! this is a great keyboard la boing! boing! boing!
I just got commision to write some new scripts for a new comic company in the states.... good stuff lah....simply good stuff...
The biggest mistake last year was not just being myself and being self sufficient. I mean u let your guard down for once in your life and suddenly you're the [COME ON FEEL THE NOIZE - QUIET RIOT] most least self sufficient guy in the world! I mean yeah....whats up with that....? Should just keep to being myself. ME. WOLF.
Really tired of being FRANCIS, i think 5 years is enough la. Smiling when u don't want to is really not the best game in the world. FRANCIS sucks eggs, Mr Nice Guy, Mr Feelings.... Mr Sure OK, WHAT EVER YOU WANT..... heheheheheh Boing!!!
K fingers tired now that was not bad actually....rant and rant..... how many songs was that again?....hmmm I wonder what's next.... c'mon....play.....c'mon....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I got to bed feeling the same way..... ...I am just tired and bored with myself ...u can't start a fire without a spark..... ....wanna change my clothes my hair my face..... this guns for hire even if we're just dancing in the dark.......
Sittin aaround getting older.... c'mon baby the laughs on me.....
THE BOSS!!!! ITS THE BOSS!!! BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN IS THE BEST WAY TO END THIS RANT>>>>>>>
FUCK YOU ALL AND HAVE A GOOD YEAR....... FUCKING A.
WOLF. |
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| Horror exhibitions and Horror Bands..... |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|06:29 pm] |
Yesterday was a change from the norm. Kib and G took me out and we went off to the Horror and supernatural exhibition in Shah Alam. It was RM 5 to walk about 100 meters. It was such a small display. There was this one display which was kinda weird where apparently this 'pocong' was trapped in this glass display.... the guard at the site kept saying "Jangan suluh, nanti dia marah"..so there was all these ppl staring into an empty glass chamber.... Weird. There was this booth selling the infamous "Love Potion" apparently one bottle is around RM2500...now THAT is scary!!!1
That evening ws spent in Zouk watching WE ARE SCIENTIST. dude.... they sucked oh my god they sucked..... they sucked so bad.... I would have paid the RM60 to watch the opening band...whatever they were called... (good to see Izuan in a band!!!) But honestly man.... I was really disappointed with the main band.... the only saving grace really was the exercise in what to when your guitar has problems...
and then it got worst..... I realised I left the keys in the shop....
so....
I was off to Marks..... till at least 630am!
good day... good day....
CD: Ministry Of Sound Disk 3 |
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| ADDENDUM |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|06:16 pm] |
1. The new Evanescense song is called "Call Me When You're Sober"...if i had a dollar for everytime I wanted to say that
2. My mom just called to tell me she is sending me an email of the minutes for the next family meeting on sunday.......hehehhehahahahahHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH |
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| Coming back to young pussies.... |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|05:52 pm] |
I came home last night, and at my door.... 2 kittens. One came up to give me comapany and the other was no where to be seen. Turns out a cat has given birth on my roof. Which explain what I have been hearin all this scratching sounds in the middle of the night for a week.
My house is now completely mine as my house mate has moved out and now there is this ever so dead like feel about the place. (True: I almost never see him at all.... but y'know what I mean.)
The band jams in about 4 hours and we are almost ready to get in the studio to put down some tracks. (True: we have been sayin that for about 4 years now...hehehehe)
CD: kerrang radio..... |
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| Tunnel Vision |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|01:07 pm] |
I am at the end of the tunnel...that long tunnel that has seemed like forever to get to the end of. Unfortunately although I can see the light of better days.... there is still a matter of this strangely placed crater that I have to go into in order to come out on the other side....
My room has become my sanctuary, my home has become my kingdom and my garden has become...er..a small patch of land in need of weeding again.... :)
If I lay here If I just lay here Would u lie with me and Just forget the world....
SNOW PATROL.
I actually had a good weekend. Friday was zuok, Concord Hotel - Saturday, Shah's Village Palace - Sunday.....
I have found a new side of zouk I like.... the comedy of people...and last weekend was a blast...
Concord Hotel... is killer....so many women....I mean so many women... and they all have this Shakira like hips thing going down. (Shakira modeled hips must be on sale at TESCO)
Sunday, Mark and I stayed at the Shah's Village chatting, catching up and watching a chick flick on Star Movies...heheheh... In a room I have defintely been in before....definitely...
I wish that all the other parts of my life would be as simple and as uncomplicated. The shop, The Family, The Band.....
Somebody I had coffee with the other day asked me why I actually dive deep into so many things at the same time. I dunno really...I suppose when you're working on something it keeps your mind off whatever else that only kills u inside.
Too Many Broken Hearts In The World Too Many Dreams That Have Been Broken In Two
CD: kerrang radio...... |
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| Live Again (The Fall of Man) |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|10:05 pm] |
Live Again (The Fall of Man) The road is narrow, the horizon wide And to say what’s waiting on the other side Is so rewarding and the ultimate prize But what good is something if you can’t have it until you die?
Desperate, tenacious, clinging like a grain of sand Watching its foundation wash away (wash away) Drunk with the assertions they know they can’t defend Confident that they might…live again Live again, live again Would you give it all up to live again? Live again, live again Would you give it all up to live again?
Temptation? Revelation? You decide Torture shows its colors often in disguise Progress and purpose help us realize We pass along a brighter faith even though it must be blind
[Chorus]
(Let’s go!) Bad Religion
CD: Bad Religion |
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| Dad has a point.... |
[Jul. 21st, 2006|02:19 pm] |
I just got off the phone with my dad... I am so in the mix right now. He had a lot to say (not nagging, not advise) and I am not a little shell shocked (just a lot). Here I am looking at 180 degrees in the way I am. hmmm.....
The new bed is finally in my room and it is A KILLER.... So COMFORTABLE..... makes going home more a joy now. Although staring at the wall is still the order of the day.... Actually these days its more staring at the wall comfortably....hehehe...
So here we all are once more at the solace of the blog. A blog which truthfully a few do read (thanks...I think) but is still my little spot to WRITE A LITTLE.... and speaking of writting, Aziz currently is working on the first 5 pages of our little indie comic collaboration which I must say its going to be a killer... yeah....
*Jamiroquai - She's just a cosmic gurl*
The EPL is still a world away and I hope to get ASTRO running in my room by then so then its staring at the TV for the next year or so.... I mean I use to get my friends to ask me over for a spot of ASTRO but no one took me up on the offer. (OK a few did.... a few...ok 2..)
Workin on the CHOICE dinner from now till November. Then I'm not so sure what happens next
*Nelly - PROMISCUOUS (kiss edit)* - oi.... I get it already......
Perhaps work on somehing else, or listen to dad and bow to the the only authority i would bow to. hmmm.....
Spunky has a gig in IPOH this August. Thats good....yes it is....
Now if I could only find the flush but on all my daily worries.....
CD: KISS RADIO..... |
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| The Garden.... |
[Jul. 13th, 2006|01:36 pm] |
Its baby season.... I swear..... everywhere i turn to someone is having a baby.... Oh yeah next gen is on the way...
The shop was robbed a few days ago and we have scampering trying to funds back on track again... well the fact that I can blog again shows that things sorta look sunny once more.
Its been a good day so far.... I mean slowly workin on my garden. Did the weedin bit one more time... and i am still not sure whats gonna grow on my small piece of land. So that bit is slowly moving forward. I found myself scrubbing the floor of my room last night...ohhh.... yeah... I got plans for my room fer sure...
The queen size mattress will arrive today and hopefully my TV in a few days. ASTRO is next on the list. Then some new pillows from IKEA. Some new curtains...some new pillow cases.
On a off tangent, I know she will never read this but I AM GLAD MUMMY IS STILL JUST A CALL AWAY!!!
So there I was this morning sweating away... a nice pile of weed on the ground... sitting at the door.... my housing area is so quiet. I like it here la. I do.
CD: Memphis Slim |
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| Its Over la..... |
[Jul. 2nd, 2006|07:41 am] |
The World Cup is over now for me. And what can you say about the England team this time round, that has not been said by ANY daily press. The run up to the World Cup was fantastic, with the chant of its “It’s Coming Home”, heard almost everywhere…. I mean this was a really good squad. So do I blame Sven? Well, I am glad that he is gone, one the beautiful things about is watching how a manager pushes his team. And Sven was just there for the ride. So its basically looking forward to the 2008 Euro.
So my jerseys go back into the cupboard for another 2 years. All the great England football MP3s I’ve collected will be kept quiet for another 18 months. I am actually extremely sad, and watching the Brazil game now feels like watching a La Liga or Serie A, game while waiting for an EPL game to come on.
I was hanging out with this couple a few days ago and they were both Argentinian fans, I was nice to talk about how both our teams were the best in the world. What really got me was the fact that they were both fans of not just Argentina, but joint fans of Liverpool as well. That’s how it should be really… football and marriage, I don’t understand how a couple can both not love the same team. I mean it would be great to go to a match and support the same team together, it’s like sex really. I mean at footie games all these emotions ebbs and flows and imagine you better half doing the same. Yeah…
I saw the sketches for the comic book project that I am working with Aziz on…and let me say that Aziz is really good. Whether this project mirrors Dan Brown’s Black Hole, is left to be seen.
The band can now get back to jamming regularly, lets hope we keep the album schedule on track.
CD: BOnded By Blood - EXODUS |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|06:39 am] |
Lately my friendster profile has actually had someone asking me to be a friend once in 3 days. That's really odd really.... I mean ok some of them i know...then there are these other ppl who just pop out of nowhere.... I mean is there a reason why this is hapening...is there a contest for how many friends you actually have...the winner gets unlimited number of photos that u can put up on your profile?
I mean as anyone who has ever met me, in the shop, at a gig or even at social gatherings will tell you.... " The fucker is one sore upset depressing sunovabitch!". So pray tell then why on earth would people wanna make the effort...hahhahhahahahahaa.....
So the World Cup is almost half way through and I am still in the black...IRISH MONEY notwithstanding...(Lan man...have I whats my total after Argentina Holland). So thats good....once that is over i can get back to my life.....
Its dawn outside the cybercafe.... I must go home now.....
CD: The Automatic - MOnster |
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| World At Your Feet |
[Jun. 17th, 2006|04:57 am] |
Y'know its strange where I find myself sometimes and what get myself into. I mean truthfully...how do i get myself into these situations?
Today i sat through my 3rd (that's right three separate occasions) Choice meeting, and believe you me I am actually enjoying it. We're organising the 25th Anniversary Of the Choice Weekend and I am actually part of this....hahahahhaha.....ME! the word bastard has my picture tagged to it!! Me! hahhahahhaa..... what do say to that? what do you say? hahahahahha......
*sniff* anyway....
Spunky finally played in the Revenge Of the Independents Show. And let me say this...Eddie is fantastic.... he pulled it off just fine...with minimal practise before hand. I am so looking forward to the next gig cos this one was the best one yet.... the new songs are coming along great and we have postponed the recording because we still want to arrange the songs further (I sound like Axl Rose when he postponed Chinese Democracy for 5 years)
The World Cup has taken my like away..... but in a good way....dad calls me for odds now and England are still in it...
bet365: 100 (RM58) - with several bets yet to complete (group predictions mostly) IRISH: RM60 up - yeah...anything is better than being red... AMCORP: RM20 (with a pool of RM1410 to win)
Best moment: England's first goal against T+T.... i almost fell off my chair....
PPL ask why support England? Because its all about sticking with it through thick and thin.... and it has been thin the last 40 years....
CD: Embrace - World At Your Feet |
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| Body...slow....tired...sleepy... |
[Jun. 12th, 2006|07:25 pm] |
Alright here we go....
Argentina Vs Ivory coast (Argentina) Holland Vs Serbia M ( Holland) Mexico Vs Iran (Mexico) Portugal Vs Angola (No Bet)
Win Pool : RM165
I wonder how many more of the world cup matches i can watch.... here's the thing...this may the the last one that allows me the freedom to watch all without any ramifications whatsoever....
The best game for me thus far is the Sweden + Trinidad and Toboago The best heroics - Shaka Hislop (Trinidad and Tobago) The worst game - England VS Paraguay (gosh can u believe they way they played...)
The next entries for the month will be less chatter and more just keeping track of my bets... maybe this may get me back on the blog train....
CD: Diamondhead - Its Electric |
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| 5 games and counting |
[Jun. 11th, 2006|04:47 am] |
Right.....
Germany Vs Costa Rica (Bet 50) - won 25 (Germany gives 1 3/4) 4-2 Poland Vs Ecuador (Bet 50) - loss 50 (Poland gives 1/2) 0-2 England Vs Paraguay (Bet 50) - won 25 (England gives 3/4) 1-0 Trinidad Vs Sweden (Bet 50) - won 50 (Sweden gives 1/2) 0-0
Not bad....nice to be in the black for once. So we are +50
So tired i dunno how to keep this up.... already losing temper so easily and acting like the last sleazoid of on earth....
CD: Three Lions - Lightning Seeds |
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[Jun. 9th, 2006|06:10 pm] |
Right the World Cup happens in 6 hours. So we now present
WOLF's WORLD CUP GAMBLING STAT CRAD!!!
BET365: RM100 Others: RM50 Amcorp Mall Pool: RM20
So that's the initial sum before things get really hot later la.... Lets see whether I make or lose this WC....
Anyway Spunky plays tomorrow and since we have not practiced its gonna be horrendous....
here's hoping all turns well....
CD: EMBRACE- WORLD AT YOUR FEET |
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| 2 Funerals and a Wedding |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|10:53 am] |
There was a time when I would blog every...then it became once a week.....then slowly into once a month..... now i seem to update once in 3 months... (not many ppl come here so I suppose there are no complaints)
I have just sat through CRASH, and let me just say this....the movie is REALLY GOOD!!! I mean the movie just hits home so hard. How things are like here in 'Boleh!' land....
Anyway.... just to wrap up the month and a half up..... (for me) 1. 13th Of May, JaJa and Saleem got MARRIED.....yeah man....they finally did it....beautiful wedding it was.... so grand and filled with all these little things that made it special... u just had to be there...
2. Uncle King passed away last month. He is more like one of my father's best friends. He had this really nice fruit store we use to go to.... I could take what I wanted when I was little from his store and he won't take our money!!! He was also the few that followed my uncles and myself to the Selangor games in the Merdeka Stadium and Shah Alam stadium. everytime Sleangor played home we were there.... R.I.P Uncle King
3. My Aunty Ivy's Mom passed away the same day. She was a hoot I tell u...really rockin old lady...the kind that smokes and keeps her money in her bra and always has some sweets for ya.... R.I.P Gran
4. Exploited came to KL....yeah man...THE EXPLOITED!!! It was amazing la.... the forefathers of PUNK here in KL. And would u believe it NASTY came down as well.... It was a good weekend that one... Cancelled Gig on Saturday + Rawkin Gig and stabbing on Sunday!!! killer.... But Nasty's visit was a good one.... he had some trouble getting home but...i was nice to have a fellow punk to talk to....
5. Went all the way down to M'cca for the Kai Tracid gig with my bro..... There is nothing worst than a pack of shufflers who cannot SHUFFLE!!!
Actually on the whole since the last entry there has been a period of so much loss... people u love people u know hope u kept hope u need money u have money u don't have
I understand..when it rains it pours but c'mon......
CD:MINISTRY OF SOUND ANNUAL (them pirates put all of them on one CD,yay!) |
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| Never the sunlight..... |
[May. 8th, 2006|06:36 pm] |
I am actually in a very this very limbo like state. I dunno is a good feeling and also a very uncomfortable one. Its the feeling you get when you look at the work ahead of u and for the first few minutes of realising how much there is to do. Take those few minutes and stretch it about 16 hours and thats where my soul is at.
I had a good weekend by far the best in months. Time for myself without people who knew who i was and with people who had an open heart. 48 hours of detachment. I would recommend it to anyone. I dun wanna talk about the weekend much apart from the fact that it was a look inside I have not had since i opened the shop 3 years ago.
But now its back to work and back to the grind. Gonna need the next few days to knock myself back into shape.
I had no music for the past 50 hours or so the itunes on the PC has been cranking and fixing the soul. Music. People dun realise how strong it is and whta it can do when the write thing is played at the right time. Which is why I detest set platlists..... I mean if it worked before it doesn't mean it would work again....diffrent time different place different people.....
Spunky jams tonight......
CD: Debonaires- See You Again |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|11:06 pm] |
Gosh..... I seem to updated once a month now.... Shows how much time I've got to myself.....
this month my mom and dad celebrated 33 years. yeah rawkin boss...... My sis gave birth to my 4th nephew. The tribe grows.
The Spunky website is currently being done and we should see it go up in about a few weeks. So the spunky machine rumbles on once more....
work has been so central to my life at the moment. Just trying to push the shop to its full potential. Gonna be on this course till June then.... all must stop for the greatest 2 months of the year.
Lets see how many things I can get done by June.
CD: ROOTS AND BOOTS - Those Were The Days |
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| Spunky 0.1 |
[Mar. 18th, 2006|09:37 am] |
I had one of the most beautiful days of the year today.
1.Chong dropped by ‘just to hang’ 2.Fareez, Spunky’s first bassist turned up 3.We actually were together in the same spot for the first time in 13 years.
It was amazing… we were all 18 again. No worries, no troubles, no regrets…. Y’know its reasons like this being in Spunky is really worth its grain….
Although we have not hung out for all that time… we picked up where we left off… THAT’S WHAT REAL FRIENDS ARE!!!
I love these guys…..
CD: Anything from 1991 – 1993 |
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