whttc ([info]whttc) wrote,
@ 2005-08-17 21:56:00
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Current mood: aggravated
Current music:Be As ~ Prozzak

I'm going CRAZY!!
I can't believe August is almost over!!

I keep thinking about having to go to work this fall. No school! I should be happy! but no.... I'm so scared to start work. Well... Actually not really scared, I just don't want to do it! next summer I'm for sure not working!!!!! I need a break! I need to sleep! I had so much fun in Arizona that coming back to reality was such a shock!

I forgot what time I worked on Tuesday, then I was late, and then half way there I realized I forgot the key, so I had to turn around and go back. UGH! My life sucks. And today was even worse with my boss not getting wood and being sooo stupid!!

I just have so much stuff to do and no time to do any of it. I am at work 75% of the time, and I try to fit in everything in that little 25% and I CAN'T!! I want to just not go to work and do it, but it doesn't work. I mean... today left the house at 8:15, then I got home at 3:30pm only to leave again at 5:30 and not get home until 9:30. So like, I was out of the house for almost 11 hours out of my day! Just for work! SHESH! No wonder I am going crazy!!

Thinking about working everyday makes me sad, cuz I don't want to work everyday. Infact, I don't want to work at all. Why am I spending all this money to go to school to work, when I don't even want to work in the first place?!


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The Happy Wanderer
[info]kungfukop
2005-08-28 02:42 am UTC (link)
Well, until you can think of a better alternative to how you live your life, working a job that you hate is really the only answer; it is what most people collapse into doing pretty quickly after entering the 'real world'.

Unless you can come up with something of value to other people, you will be doomed to work a traditional job for the rest of your life, save the intervention of an understanding lover or marked decrease in your wants and living costs, both of which turn out to be extreme rarities.

I think my advice would be to slowly use your free time to adapt your hobbies and sources of entertainment into something that could possibly make you money; granted, the hobbies themselves aren't worth shit most of the time, but there are often tangential activities that can eventually net you enough money to live on.

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Re: The Happy Wanderer
[info]whttc
2005-08-29 01:05 am UTC (link)
Soo... you take a rant and decide you know how to fix everything? I'm pointing out all the bad things because it's a rant! There is no better alternative in a rant. And being a kindergarten teacher isn't a value to other people? What the hell is a traditional job anyway? Maybe you should get to know people before you give advice!
(I'm having a really bad day right now, so everything you just said is pretty much shit and is annoying me)

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Re: The Happy Wanderer
[info]kungfukop
2005-08-29 02:02 am UTC (link)
A traditional job is what you have; a 40 hour, 5-day a week job.

I didn't mean value as in a value to society, I meant value in the sense of significant monetary compensation. I don't know how much you enjoy what you do, but if you don't like it, or dread it, there will always be valid alternatives.

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Re: The Happy Wanderer
[info]whttc
2005-08-30 01:14 am UTC (link)
I have to say that being a kindergarten teacher is the best thing in the world, just scary the during my first class, but my home life sucks right now and is tooooo stressfullll

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