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goodnight, she said, i'm gonna start a revolution.
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[Tuesday
December 11th] |
my uncle is being taken off of his cancer treatment this week.
i really want to go and see him before it gets worse, but i don't know if i could emotionally handle it.
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[Sunday
October 7th] |
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so college is pretty much everything i have ever thought it would be, like since i was little.
everyday when i am walking around campus i just think in my head how much i love it.
like even if im by myself and it's 11pm and ive been in the library all night doing a paper, i still am so happy.
i love all my friends here (not as much as you guys though, i miss you soooo much!)
i have pretty good classes.
i love the girls in my hall and our craziness.
i love the boys in jared's hall and their more extreme craziness (minus i wish i didnt see adam naked last night, thats what i get for visiting at 145am)
i love how public safety knows me by first name.
i love catching up you guys and hearing how things are going.
it's weird, like i have always seen college on tv and i thought it would be different cause the media always portrays high school differently, but it is just like that.
so far, i have no complaints about college so far, let's see how long that lasts.
life is so good right now.
on a lighter note, i haven't seen mitch since last weekend and im kinda disappointed.
like we talk everyday, but i really wanted him to come down this weekend but he was too busy.
then next weekend ill be gone for fall break.
i wish i had a car, i feel bad making him come here.
this weekend when im home elise is coming home!
chelise weekend!!!!!!!!!!
im soo excited.
im going to sleep over friday night and we're gonna see sydney white and then have a target trip and a big gossip session and it will be fabulous.
so i'm not going to be home for thanksgiving.
apparently my family has always wanted to travel to jamaica so i will be there.
it's cool cause my RA is jamaican.
i wonder if i will like have fruity drinks with my parents poolside, cause the drinking age is lower there.
i was just looking at it online and it says theres an adult only pool and i was like 'aw bummer' then remembered....im an adult!
alright im going to watch titanic.
peace.love
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[Friday
August 17th] |
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so tonight is my last night in town.
i cannot do anymore of these goodbyes, they are killing me.
Ney will be the last one tonight (minus my family tomorrow).
it's finally like hitting me really hard that i'm leaving tomorrow.
i'm really excited and kinda nervous, but it should be good.
I miss Elise a lot. She left yesterday, but I talked to her last night and everything's going well so i'm really happy for her.
Elise, Ney, Amber and I decided to start updating a lot more as a means of keeping in touch, so everyone else on my friends list who may be wondering why i am suddenly updating a lot, that is why.
My room is like completely packed, it's so weird. being in here with just like my bed and the remaining clothes i have to still pack.
Alright i gotta run, but i will try to update this weekend when i have time and let you know how orientation is going.
lovelovelove
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[Wednesday
August 15th] |
"Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can
meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes,
is certain for those who are friends."
-Richard Bach
Elise, Ney, and Amber; I love you girls with my whole heart.
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[Monday
July 23rd] |
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i'm freakin' out man
i leave in 26 days, holy shitttttt.
i'm so excited, but i'm starting to get a little nervous too.
this summer kinda shot by. eek
i can't wait to leave, but i love my friends oh-so-much.
on a lighter note, my birthday is pretty soon, so start scrambling to get me a present.
kidding, but we all do know that i love target, just for an idea.
i can't wait to get my nose pierced, im so stoked.
i was kinda nervous about it hurting cause ive watched youtube videos about it quite a bit lately, but my friend brittney just got hers done for her bday and she said it was nothing so it should be fine.
plus, im tough :)
i napped for 6 hours today, it was amazing.
it may seem like a long time, but i only got 4 hours of sleep so it was kinda just a continuation.
i love a good nap.<3
hm ok so i'm boring.
peace
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[Saturday
June 30th] |
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so i am most def psychic.
listen to this...
so like, probably a week ago, maybe a little less, i had this dream.
anyone familiar with cape coral will understand this pretty well.
ok so in my dream, im driving down veterans parkway heading towards my house, when all of a sudden this car like flies out from nowhere and is in my lane going the wrong direction like right towards me. it was so scary that i woke up before anything happened.
fast forward to tonight around 7:20pm. im driving and like, probably a mile from the place where my dream occurred, im behind this car and hes swerving everywhere and all of a sudden he whips around and goes across the median into the lane coming in the other direction and hits a car.
i know accidents happen all the time, but it was so weird, like the location literally within 1 mile, maybe even closer, im not a map. and it was the same side of the road and stuff. so bizarre.
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[Monday
June 25th] |
I Love You Deirdre Elizabeth Cirillo, everything will be okay, i promise<3 hugs xinfinity
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[Monday
June 25th] |
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i have the best friends in the world.
i know many people would argue this because it is completely subjective, but i really really really love them all.
as much as i do, i'm so scared about losing touch with some of them. of course everyone says they will keep in touch, but i mean kendahl and i have already pretty much lost it and june isn't even over yet.
Ney-Rizzle, Elise, Amber and I have made the best list of things to do this summer.
I get ungrounded on Sunday, so we will begin it then. I really hope we get done with the whole list by the time we all leave for college.
I can't believe college is in august, holy fuck.
Elise leaves the day before me, Ney doesn't leave til September, and I don't really know whem Amber leaves.
I love the movie garden state, i couldn't love it anymore if i tried. I know this is cliche or whatever cause it is a trendy intellectual-ish movie that has the love story behind it, making it completely lovely.
Zach Braff is amazing, really.
Wow i am in such a mood to write right now, but i don't have a whole lot to say. Maybe I'll write in my private journal, i dont know.
lovelovelove
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| will you know how to stay brave? |
[Tuesday
June 5th] |
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i am not ready for this week, i just don't think i'm emotionally prepared.
i graduate thursday and i am starting to get very upset.
ive cried so much today and its not even graduation yet, i should save this for the actual day.
i just feel like this is unnecessary because overall i didn't think i liked high school that much, i don't know.
i was upset on my last day of classes, but then there were a few weeks where nothing was happening so it was fine, but now that all this graduation stuff is happening this week i can't help but feel nostalgic and everything.
I never realized how much i love canterbury, like there's a lot of things i hate about it, but i am going to miss it so much.
i don't understand how i can be so excited but so sad about the same thing.
we got our yearbooks today, they are really nicely done.
tomorrow i have graduation rehearsal then a senior luncheon, then obviously graddy on thursday. i just hope i don't like cry in the middle and cause a scene or look bad in pictures or anything.
i am ridiculous, i truly feel that i encompass that word completely.
Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singing "everybody wake up (wake up) it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up its time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anything
I've got another 500, 'nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever (first kisses)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever (new stitches)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party (collar weekend)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly (appearance ticket)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen (November to...)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done (...remember)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said (nightswimmers)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get.
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[Monday
June 4th] |
i'm grounded for a month.
see you all in fucking july<3
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[Friday
May 18th] |
yo, i'm at elise's and we're bored.
anything going on tonight?
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[Thursday
April 26th] |
i'm going to stetson!!!
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[Monday
April 23rd] |
so today my dental hygenist told me about how she spanks her husband.
i have no idea how it even got brought up...like all of a sudden shes like 'me and my husband have this game and if hes bad or mean i make him stand in the corner and then i spank him like a little kid' and she was laughing so hard so i had to fake laugh.
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[Friday
April 13th] |
life is messy.
not extremely messy, but kinda messy.
first, i need to decide where im going to college.
im borderline between trinity (texas) and stetson here in florida. fuck fuck fuck
i cant decide.
im leaning towards trinity because i liked it a lot and its so far and so different, but then stetson makes sense logically cause its close and stuff.
jesus, im so indecisive.
i have until may 1st to decide.
but elise told me her sister sent her deposit and intent to enroll form on that exact day so that made me feel a little better.
spring break is almost over (sadddd) and i have a shitload of psych homework that i didn't do yet and its due monday and my cousins are coming to stay at my house from tomorrow til next thurs so i have no idea when i plan to do it. fuck x29023490348
school can suck my dick, im graduating in less than 2 months, and my last day of classes is may 11th, so why the fuck am i still getting hours upon hours of homework?!
i have a cold, fuck having colds. its like 100 degrees out, remind me why it's called a cold?
alright, im done ranting. im not even in a ranting mood, but this is basically my life right now and i felt i had to update this thing<3
on a lighter note, i love my friends. seriously all of them.
Deirdre and i have been talking more which is good cause i missed her when we werent talking as much.
Elise is rocking my life as usual.
Krista is awesome and she always makes me laugh.
Amber and i are really close again and im glad<3
Anddddd Sarah is my new friend and shes wayyyy adorable and i basically love her.
i could keep going but i dont feel like it, those are the ones who have been entertaining my life in recent days so they top my list<3
i do love all my friends though<333333
alright its late and im waking up early tomorrow to finish cleaning my room in preparation for my family coming.
plus im missing some of the countdown for the 50 most awesomely bad songs ever on VH1.
ive seen it like 10 times but it still cracks me up everytime.
peace.love
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[Sunday
April 1st] |
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today i was driving
and i saw a woman crossing the street.
the interesting thing...
she was in a wheel chair
and she was pushing a baby in a stroller.
it seemed odd to me, i would not attempt it.
especially on summerlin in fort myers, a considerably busy road.
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[Tuesday
March 27th] |
so im pissed.
today amber told me that shes getting a tattoo in a few weeks (over spring break) and so we decided that me and elise and kendahl should all do something too. Kendahl wants her cartilage pierced, elise is gonna get her belly button, and i want to get my nose done. I really think it would look good and so did everyone else so i was pretty confident about it.
i came home and proposed this idea to my parents, and they were complete bitches about it.
elise, amber, and kendahl are all 18 so they dont need permission, but since im 17 til august i need a parent consent form signed so im fucked.
i have to wait til august now. suck a dick.
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[Sunday
February 25th] |
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hmm, i feel like i should update but i have nothing to write about.
im alive! :)
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[Sunday
February 4th] |
why are boys so fucking dumb?
maybe i'm over reacting, but ugh.
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[Tuesday
January 30th] |
my senior superlative=best personality.
i'm happy with it. and the other person to get it is none other than danny fucking adler so im stoked about that cause he is awesome and adorable.
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| welcome back to livejournal<3 |
[Monday
January 29th] |
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so now that i am a second semester senior and have hardly anything going on in my life besides work and the occasional homework assignment, i am now back with livejournal and will be posting hopefully on a regular basis.
let's see. college college college.
i got into stonehill! which was exciting cause it's my first choice.
i also got into trinity in texas, mercer in georgia, and stetson here in florida.
im not sure what im going to do. stonehill is so great but its hella expensive so we'll see.
it's been cold lately, my fingers are chillllllay right now as i am typing this, specifically my right ring finger for some reason.
so life seems to be at a standstill as of now.
its kind of that intermission between christmas break and graduation and its just kind of blah.
homecoming was saturday, elise and i went with raheen. it was really fun :) we had dinner with ney-riz and alex and kendahl and charlie at outback before and that was nice. this guy from my work, jeremy, is a make-up artist so he did our make-up for the dance, it was so fun, he did a fab job.
pictures:
<3 them.
me and esteban :) he's too cute and so sweet...such cradle-robbing though <<<14 years old! ah>>>
hmm hmm hmm. i'm bored with this.
peacin out. love.
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