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[27 Jun 2008|12:35am] |
Goals for tomorrow:
-find a job (in order to purchase more video games)
-get license/independence back
-finish picture frame
-see Wall-E
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[11 Apr 2008|02:52am] |
WEEKEND PLANS
11-13: Malibu. Disneyland. . Cattle Ranch at Universal City Walk. Mechanical bull riding. Crazy amazingness. Friends. Magical birthday celebration.
18-20: San Francisco. Boy. Love. Making up for three weeks sans cuddling and kisses. Gelato.
25-27: Home. Celebrate early mothers day. Job searching. Reunite with Brittany and Melissa.
2-5: Work. Goof off. Change computer background to lol cat. Mess with residents.
9-11: San Francisco again. Formal. Dancing. Dress. Make up. Love. Moonlight.
16-18: Work. Movies. Dance around. Try to survive grave shifts.
24-26: CJ hopefully visits. Memorial Day weekend. Two.5 year anniversary. Love. Dinner. Adventures. Ice cream. Movies. More adventures. More cuddling. Lots of smiles.
That's all so far. I need a summer job, possibly two. I'm hopeful that all these plans work out. Spring quarter is looking to be pretty exciting. I just need to get caught up on my work and finish Elena's present.
( p.s. )
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[05 Mar 2008|06:12am] |
Soo I'm working the 6-9am shift which means I get to watch tv and now that we have a remote its pretty much the most exciting thing ever because I love infomercials. They are so ridiculous it makes me happy. There aren't any about cooking food right now though which makes me sad but I did watch this one about an elliptical and the girl kept repeating about how "solid" the machine was and she told the guy "go ahead, try it!" and the guy gets on and goes "WOW this really is solid!"
OMG RLY?! You mean all this time it wasn't just a hologram that you just end up falling right through?? neat! im gonna call the number right now
Now I'm watching one about doggy strollers.
..yeah. I mean at first I thought they were advertising them as an easier way to carry pet carriers which is pretty legit buuuut no. They are actually advertising them as a way to take out your pet. As an alternative to walks. So one wouldn't have to deal with their puppy being too out of control, for example. I guess it's just not enough that we already have a nation of obese kids, I suppose we might as well give our dogs a chance to be unhealthy too, eh? Oh but don't worry, because that's not all! Now one of the carriers comes in pink so that you can match your dogs outfit to the carrier! Sounds like a win to mee
In other news Super Smash Brothers Brawl is coming out this weekend and to say I'm excited is an understatement. Too bad finals are coming up otherwise I'd be tempted to hide away and have mini smash brother partys all day every day. I'm also starting a mini photo project where I'm taking individual pictures of everyone playing guitar hero simply because everyone gets the same zoned out look on their face.
OH MY GOODNESS COMPLETELY UNRELATED BUT BADGERS ARE FREAKING ADORABLE. Just look at them walk! They look ridiculous! I love it! Animal planet, you make my early mornings happy.
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[14 Feb 2008|11:12am] |
lets not fight I'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
don't turn away it's just there's nothing left here to say
turn around I know we're lost but soon we'll be found
It's been rough but we'll be just fine
We'll work it out, yeah we'll survive
we mustn't let a few bad times dictate
so come along, it wont be long
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[23 Jan 2008|10:16pm] |
It's raining like crazy here. I love the rain but it's not as fun walking to class in it and getting soaked. Nevertheless, I've been having a pretty good time. I'm still a little sad about some things but I'm getting over it. Everything just takes time. I still feel on edge here and not able to relax and not feel paranoid and I can't wait for the day when I feel comfortable here like I do at home, but that will take time too. I think I'm constantly keeping myself down because I feel like I don't deserve more and so when more is offered I push it away. Compliments and affection just bounces off sometimes while I soak in and remember all the bad. And even when it comes to room arrangement I have the smaller side by far because I didn't feel like asking for more. It didn't even occur to me to be honest. However I do really like my side better, I sleep right next to the window and at night I stare out at the lights and right now I'm watching the rain hit the pool water and I love it. Point being though, I need to change all that, I need to stop thinking I don't deserve something more than what I have. That I don't deserve to be happy. I'm always so concentrated on everyone elses's happiness that I forget about my own. And really, it's becoming more and more clear that most people are only looking out for themselves. They want what they want when they want it no matter who they have to hurt to get it. I've seen friends lie to, betray, and essentially stab their own close friends in the back just to get or keep doing what they want. I could never do any of that, but watching others do it made me realize I need to start looking out for myself. I know I was probably rambling but I'm just realizing all this and it's going to be awhile before I finally figure things out. But that's okay because isn't that what growing up is all about anyways?
Anywho, my friends and I went out cruising on our bikes the other night and took some fun pictures. I had a good time, and taking pictures ( makes me happy )
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[19 Jan 2008|01:56am] |
I am SO happy right now
I finally did it
I am starting to live my dream
and I am so so so happy
I did it I did it I did it
pictures soon.
:D
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[12 Jan 2008|07:18am] |
just remember the first step in forgetting
is destroying all the evidence
you set me up
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[23 Dec 2007|01:22am] |
well.....
fuck.
i think that pretty much sums everything up.
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[01 Dec 2007|10:57am] |
Hey remember the good old days of random long walks, late night playground visits, blatent acts of homosexuality, chuck norris, baking cookies, holiday parties, the ledge, n64, dress up parties for no particular reason, weekly lunch (soup plantation, lbjs, rb cafe..), "the spot", random clips on albinoblacksheep(my girlfriend.. shifty five), big hugs and counting down the days until the next weekend because we had so much damn fun, when we were a close group and actually showed that we cared about each other and discussed problems instead of dropping friendships and did nice things and laughed a lot?
yeah, lets go back to that.
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[12 Nov 2007|04:45pm] |
Oh, I'll settle down with some old story
about a boy whose just like me
thought there was love in everything and everyone
You're so naive
They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly, and then
With a winning smile the poor boy
when naivety succeeds
At the final moment, I cry
I always cry at endings
Oh, that was not what I meant to say at all...
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[11 Jun 2007|10:51pm] |
I just went downstairs, got a spoonful of cream cheese and then ran back up the stairs giggling manically. Then I got out my stash of hot cheetos and had a party.
I'm secretly 500 pounds.
Prom was fun, pictures coming later
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[08 May 2007|10:18pm] |
I HAVE TEH INTERWEBS AGAIN!!!
woo!!!
after what.. four months of practically living in a cave I finally can connect with the outside world via my computer. I can read up on people's lives, stop being social, and feed into stupid internet drama woo!!!
Yeah actually I uh... forgot what there is to do on the interweb.. oh well :)
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[09 Mar 2007|03:46pm] |
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Hellooooooooo I'm at Melissa's house and I'm about to go to sleep on her bed because I'm tired. I have to work tonight, I really hate all the customers in the mall but whateves. I'm nervous about getting into a UC, I hope I get into one I want to go to, I don't have the gpa any of them want but I have tough classes so...? I don't know, everyone tells me not to worry but I worry. I can't help but worry. At least I got into a school in a lovely area though (from what I hear). Anyways I guess I decided it's not a big deal if I don't get in anywhere because it's not the end of the world, but I have this idea in my head that I'm not going to get in anywhere and everyone else will get in everywhere. Oh well, guess I'll find out later. la la la. so how is everyone? not that I'll be able to check this soon or anything. If you ever wondered what life would be like without tv, internet, or a car I'm just letting you know it's kind of lame, but not as bad as it seems. CJ always asks me what I do when I'm at home but I'm always with friends or at work so I don't really feel it. Out of everything I miss my car the most, but fortunately I have amazing friends who offer to take me to work/to get lunch and a lovely boyfriend who drives me places so we can hang out. Life hasn't been so bad, just.. inconvenient. Things will get better though, hope everything is lovely for all of you :]
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[18 Aug 2006|11:52pm] |
I've decided
"You're an angel" is just about the sweetest thing anyone could ever say. Closely followed by "I love you" and "you mean the world to me" which is in turn followed by "You're beautiful"
I know, it's silly to think about, but something about being called an angel makes me melt
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[22 Apr 2006|09:12am] |
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The Caterpillar and Alice looked at each other for
some time in silence: at last the Caterpillar took the
hookah out of its mouth, and addressed her in a
languid, sleepy voice.
"Who are you?" said the Caterpillar.
This was not an encouraging opening for a conversation.
Alice replied, rather shyly, "I - I hardly know,
sir, just at present - at least I know who I was when I
got up this morning, but I think I must have been
changed several times since then."
This week I have been feeling rather odd, to say the least. No matter though, I'm still going to put on a pretty dress today and go have fun at the play, and then go have even more fun with Melissa afterwards. It will be a nice day. APs are coming up, and then they will be over and I will finally be able to relax.
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[17 Apr 2006|05:59pm] |
Spring Break was fun. I barely took any pictures so I'm going to pretend it consisted of solely this. Honestly, this was all we did for nine days. And we liked it.
I really did enjoy Spring Break though. I'm going to write about it for memories sake. ( The first friday consisted of mo... )
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[06 Apr 2006|06:38pm] |
To be honest I'm rather tired and not in the mood for writing, which is probably why I'm the little photographer of the group, and not the writer. Anyhow, I simply have a few words to say to you all
( no words, just emotions )
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[26 Feb 2006|01:13pm] |
Formal was so much fun, it's definitely the company that makes it fun though. I need pictures! I only have two and I'll update them later, but they're not that good because the flash bounced off the pilar instead of... us.
Haha yesterday before and after the dance were prime examples of how anything that can go wrong, will. I got a mosquito bite on my boob for goodness sakes, what the hell? Oh and girls freak out over formal so much more than boys do. Jenni and I were like hypoventilating and the boys were like, soo I decided to get ready what 5-10 minutes before I came? that sound about right? Yeah. I don't even know why we were freaking out but it was funny. Oh we also left the flowers at my house and Jenni's curls didn't stay in which made me sad but she looked like such a pretty princess anyways so it didn't matter. Oh did I mention that I put the corsage on myself? Haha um... oops? I completely forgot! I was just like hey look, a bracelet *puts it on* and everyone was like heeyy! and I was like uh oh :[ It was very pretty though! Especially for the first twenty minutes of the dance that it survived ;) CJ's flower stayed perfect the whole night by some miracle, but I'm telling you CJ if that flower was on your wrist it would be gone in moments, or it would commit suicide like megumi's did.
The dance was great, and the music wasn't that bad. Sometimes they'd play things that simply said tits over and over again to the sound of some beat and I'm thinking, this isn't a song. I can't even pretend this is a song. We hung on out on the balcony for awhile, got pictures taken, ate some food, got a hundred refills from the soda bar, walked around bare foot. Fantastic. CJ was a whole head taller than me without my shoes, but with my shoes I was Jenni's height! So long as she wasn't wearing any shoes herself. Everyone looked beautiful (Brittany I told you, you would look great in your dress!) and the boys were so cute in their tuxes (ahem *ignores the losers that wore suits* :P kidding, everyone looked good. Everyone always looks good at dances). CJ's red bow tie owned, by the way. I loved it. We danced a lot, but two of my favorite songs of the night came on while he was up with the other nominees and and I was like not fair :[ ahhh it was all so much fun. I loved the dance.
I wish we could have all hung out after but of course the whole whatever can
go wrong did thing came into play. Haha okay we HAVE to be more clear on rides from now on. C'mon kids, it's getting ridiculous :P Ahh so much lack of communication, it's funny now, but last night it was like ugghh. And I was getting upset because I felt really bad for my dad you know? He had to stay up really late last night, had work all day, and then took a nap instead of being able to go to sleep early so he could pick us up. And he was fine with dropping everyone off it just would have been better if he had known so he could drop everyone in order instead of going in circles. It's cool though, it's not anyone's fault just a lot of bad communication. Eh, shit happens but it's not a big deal and it's over now. Next time however, I'm not letting anyone leave the conversation until everything is clear on rides, okay? :P Haha it was just such a classic moment though because as soon as we got to my street Jose calls and was like waiit I meant that CJ needed to be dropped off at his house and so I was like ......okay. Well, Jenni do you want to just drop off Paul while we drop off CJ? And she was like yeah sure-ohmyGodIleftmycarkeysathome and I was like O_o *face palm* looking back it was so funny though, it was just like oh my God you've got to be kidding me. So yeah, that sucked a whole lot because I was really looking forward to chilling after but oh well, at least the dance was absolutely amazing.
Next weekend we all need to do something since this week is going to be dreadful. US quiz on monday, Precalc quiz on tuesday, US test on wednesday, Chem test on thursday. Ughh this weekend definitely needs to make up for all of this. Okay well I rambled a lot and I need to go but comment with stuff you remember from last night because I woke up literally 2 hours ago and I'm still exhausted. Love you all :D Cant wait to see everyone on monday
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