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*yawn* So, I'm really tired and stressed out from everyone's lack of cooperation with each other. My sister is bent on the opinion that the world's ending and complaining about trivial matters expected from the mouth of your stereotypical teenager. *sigh* Anyway, I decided to share with the class, my feelings she's convinced I don't have because I feel the need to vent. Title(?) All this fighting and mental anguish People relative to me can’t even talk to each other None of the ‘sides’ that hardly exist Everyone’s searching for flaws, While the people around me are fighting for one thing or another,
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I wrote this this morning listening to Angel's Song by Ayumi Hamasaki. It's my best work yet, I think and I need some opinions. So, um...I wrote this, and comments and critique would be nice. Move over It's alright, these things happen, You promised your wish to a star, didn't you? Move over and let's go on again If your dreams are filled with darkness, Move over and remember not your tears You're afraid because you can't see the future, right? Move over and let me in
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My Hospital Trip
Yes I know. I never have to go to the hospital because I just about never get sick. And when I am, it's nothing some over-the-counter medicine can't take care of. As far as I'm concerned in situations like that, if I'm not dying, I don't need to go to the hospital. So I don't. I know, not a good attitude to have and all that but I hate needles. Doctors see my veins and I literally see the lightbulb over their heads. *poke* It's all irrelevant and unnecessary. So anyway, I was driven to the hospital on the account that I passed out for .02 seconds while preparing dinner. Why? I knew why already-it almost happened five years ago too. I didn't eat or drink anything all day-that's why. I knew that, but some other people I won't mention was all panicked thinking something was seriously wrong with me. *rolls eyes* So anyway, I got to the hospital E.R. I felt so bad being there. There were people that really needed the attention and I was there with...well, practically nothing. I mean, I hit my jaw pretty hard on the tile floor and I've got a nice bruise there and my top front teeth are extremely sensitive to even where I couldn't eat a Wendy's burger without piecing it up first. More on that later. So I get in the hospital and sign myself up to be checked out. Now the fun part-waiting. It only took an hour for someone to check me out-the blood pressure, vitals, pinprick and all that happy-fun stuff. So after that and registering with the hospital I've never been in before, I sit down and wait for a doctor. Oh the joy. I waited 4 hours to be seen by a doctor. So I'm lead to a small little office thingy and sat down, laid down so many times to take my blood pressure a million more times-6 in actuality. It's not that I mind it's just troublesome and annoying. So anyway, that takes another hour. Then, once all that happiness is done, the nice, good-looking doctor(he's the nurse actually but he did everything and I've a small issue with calling guys nurses). Nothing to offend anyone, it's just..weird to me, I think. So anyway, the nurse/doctor wants to put an IV in me because I'm dehydrated. I wasn't happy. So he hooks that up to me and I'm left for another hour to lay there as fluids go into me through, inconveniently, my right arm. He DID ask which arm I'd prefer to have it in and the thought never occurred to me. So then, since by then I STILL haven't eaten anything, my mother's husband brings in Wendy's. Food!!! But-my teeth hurt and are still extremely sensitive so I'm forced to piece up the damn burger before even attempting to eat. Joyz. I was miffed that I heard Mc'ds wasn't accepting orders at one in the morning through the drive-through. I thought it was open 24/7? And anyway, I'd really been looking forward to the mint milkshake..*sigh* So anyway, after that little bit of fun and an hour later, my IV is done and all that crazy happiness. I finally get home at 2:30 a.m. I'd been in that hospital for 8 hours. And 5 hours was spent in the waiting room. The doctor ended up telling me something I'd known all along. That I need to eat and drink plenty of fluids. So, again, that trip that completely wasted my time has been proven meaningless. I so told you. ^^
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Neji Amv
Yes, I finally learned how to make an Amv and I made one yesterday. So who better to make an Amv of then my favorite Naruto character? XD I would've liked to add one or two more parts to it but it would've screwed up the timing with everything else and trimming more scenes to be exact can be a pain in the ass. I spent far more time than I would've liked making it, but it's worth it I think. It came out pretty well and I'm quite proud of it. So-I'd like to share it. ^^ No one reads my journal, but I'll feel better to put it on here anyway. I've watched this so many times over checking for mistakes and stuff, but I've fixed up most of them after only 2 or 3 times of going over it. ^^ And I'm still going over it but I'm pretty much happy with the way it is now. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqKjgdKk I may have liked to make a Star Ocean or D N Angel amv, but since Star Ocean is a game(and a lovely one at that), there aren't exactly any episodes to download for me to do so. And I'd have to find the D N Angel ones in the right format....:( *sigh* But anyway, from my second favorite fandom-Neji Hyuuga from Naruto in my favorite fight against Kidoumaru to Lost Heaven by L'arc en Ciel-the beginning theme to the FMA movie. ^^
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So after a dramatic night that hardly ever happens, I'm very tired, but this is a place I can voice such things where neither party that was involved can see my complaining that would lead to more drama. Fortunately, I have been gifted with a talent called 'rationalizing' and those that know me understand this as I rarely get bent out of shape for something. Due to this I kept myself from biting off two heads tonight, one which is almost innocent-my boyfriend-the other being my wonderful friend Haley who was having a night. It started out simple. Michael mentioned that Haley could have her own room. Logical, isn't it? i very much doubted she'd want to share a room with us so I agreed. She however, didn't take it well, angsting about not wanting to be separated from her best friend she wouldn't've seen in more years. This con, by the way, is planned sometime in the future where we all meet up and have fun together. It's all pretty hypothetical. So anyway, somehow we broached the subject of Michael moving in with me and the possibility of me getting pregnant at a young age. Okay-so it's possible. Birth control was created for a reason. She counters that its not 100% guaranteed to work while I wonder why we're even having this conversation as it wasn't the issue. Point taken. Another good statement. However, I don't plan on being afraid of 'maybes' if there isn't much of a possibility of such a thing happening. For example-I could step outside tomorrow and get run over. It's possible. Not probable. So I won't dwell on it. This is a serious issue I know, but that's how I view it and she believes I'm taking it as a joke. Which I'm not. I'm just unconcerned. Then what starts getting me wound up is that she has the nerve to say that Michael would leave me if I ended up pregnant. And I calmly tell her that isn't so and I trust him when it comes to that, which is very important and remind her that what she's saying could be viewed as 'interference'. A common thing to happen. A friend trying to get in the way of a relationship. Oh-kay. So naturally, my first impulse is to be angry when it's not her business what I plan on doing and when. But my second thought is that she is just worried about me and she cares for me despite being more than slightly overprotective. So then she brings up that we're not married and are financially unable to support a child. Very True. But I don't see what marriage has to do with anything. So from what I remember she continues with that as reasoning for awhile and simmers down as she starts to see that that isn't working. And goes to her second point. We're not financially stable enough for a child. Like I said, that's true. All I can do is repeat that the chances of me becoming pregnant are slim. And she continues on for awhile before she says something that I can finally twist into a different conversation. She mentions that if I ended up with a child, I'd probably name it Neji. I start heading in a different direction by saying that I wouldn't settle on that name and begin listing some names for both genders I had truthfully thought of before. She comments that I won't be needing the names anytime soon, trying to reinforce her point I'm sure. I answer it the best way I think I could have. "Well that's true but I like to plan ahead." And our conversation grows lighter and she says some names she'd choose for her own. Eventually we get back to where we were, discussing anime all over again. Drama solved! Of course Michael was getting some rather spiteful comments directed towards her through me but I managed to avoid the worse-case scenario by avoiding them talking to each other. I'd've never gotten them to calm down if that had happened. So anyway, case solved. *sigh* Anyway, I'm disabling comments for my own reasons. E-mail me if you want. ^^
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I hate naming enries..
ANYWAYZ!!! I'm bored. Yes, I have a computer, but...it wont load my favorite website!!!!! I have THE slowest computer in the world. Well, as I get past the fact I'm talking to myself, I'm feeling slightly better...maybe. My random insanity may one of these days take me over, but.. Takanori!!! I bought him a B-Day card at the store yesterday...Walmart XD Sept. 19-he'll be 36 in a 20 year-old's body! Gd, I'll never get over that. If only he weren't so friggin' hot! OT, but oh, well-hey, I'm bored!!! No more AlbelFaytness to read!!! I've finished scouring livejournal and ff.net for fics, and I've read them all! I suppose now is the time to start my fettish for Edvyness. But still-I want AlFaytness!!! *cries* Maybe I'll read 'Heaven Beside You' all over again. Oh! And 'Knockin' Down Hesitation' and Ego Tripping at the Gates of Hell'-my top three fave AlbelFayt stories!! I forget who they're by-I dont even remember the pennames! ---.--- WEll! tomorrow's school-I think-everyone knows I'm excited, really! No, not really, but who is? On the other hand I get to be a freshman again. I don't mind. I'm not sure why, but I guess it truly doesn't matter. Noone cares!!! Noy even myself really. Takanori is the best artist ever!!!! (an I know just about all the americans in this country would disagree simply cause they dont know who he is. But the kool ppl know!) Well, before I start wrongly accusing myself of being what americans would call 'cool', I'd best just...yea. But anyways-I'm talking about americans as if I'm not one!!!! I could only wish. REmind me why I wasn't born in Japan again? My cute icon of Taka!!! *squees like the rabid fangirl she is* Ka-wa-i-i!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ed goodness!
 Edo fanservice is made by tenshialchemist
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Let me ask this...Does anyone know of anyone selling tmr's cds? I've got Coordinate, Seventh Heaven, and Vertical Infinity. I found The Force and Triple Joker on ebay, but not the others. Also, I'm looking for the translated lyrics to MOHAYA, Scarlet Sand and Get Over the Rain. Anyone have them or know where to find them? P.S I lost my Seventh Heaven booklet! Nooooooo! (And yes, I have torn EVERYTHING apart looking for it) I loved that thing so much. I just might buy the whole cd over again to get it! ^.^
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School and Star Ocean
So! Here is my pointless update, if you can call it that. I wrote it at school. Why? Because...I had nothing else to do in my Algebra class. Hope that answers it for you. Anyways, failing Earth Science. Why? Because it's about tectonic plates, eathquakes, volcanoes, tsunamis, the periodic table and....rocks. Ta-Da! Yes, one of the classes that teaches me eveything I don't care to know! Just like Economics. Credit, mortgages, credit cards, loans, stupid stuff like that. Again, I don't care. I should though. I get the basic idea, but the rest along with Earth Science, I don't think I'll ever understand no matter HOW many times you repeat it. Ah, well they're only half credit classes anyways. I can't wait till they turn into Physical Science, and World Cultures in January, along with my Gym class ending and me going into Microsoft Word, as if I don't know how to do most everything on there. That I was taught last year people! Hmm...well last year I got a 'D' in my Pre-Algebra class. so how is it this year, that I got an 'A' in Algebra? Mmmm..English, got a 97 on my story that I wrote. As well I should though. I pride myself on being able to write ficcies! Gym...as long as I participate (even if it means going in the weight room every day) I'll pass it. Okaaay...In Spanish today, someone had a dog named Eli...Inside joke with me and Haley. And someone else had a cat named...*sootie pops up* "Stevie!" Noooo! Get away from me you evil, cute black fuzz ball! I can kick your fuzzy asses now, but before you killed my party countless times. Though I'm only maonly upset because they killed Albel so many times. It was funny sometimes when they killed Fayt, because Albel(if he was alive) would yell "Fayt!" and make me crack up for a half hour or so, then of course losing the battle. Not so funny after all. Cliff...well, I don't particularly care really. If I had said the right thing to Nel, she'd be in my party instead. *pouts* The sooties would team up on you (esp. the kid ones, coming in six-packs) casting spell after spell upon one character, quickly killing that person. Explosion (I hate that spell so bad I won't even let Fayt use it) is thier first step, catching, most of the time, your whole party, and you sit there, taking damage, unable to heal yourself. Well, by the time THAT'S over, another sootie rushes foreward casting yet ANOTHER spell on you. Explosion again, or Thunderbolt, trapping you in another spell right as the last spell stopped, killing you before you had a chance to heal. Switching to another character is not generally an option because...they're DEAD! UGH! See why they're evil YET, Hilary? See why I killed Stevie!? (I ripped her paper sootie up that she used to torture me with, and threw it away. It's name was Stevie, so now, her and her army of sooties are after me.) So save after every single floor when you get to the sooties, even when you're level...whatever. They still kill you even with 20-30k of hp. And every level before that after a boss, now that I think of it. Yeah, it's annoying, but you'll regret it if you die after so much work. MIGHTY VOX! God, I hate him. Just as easy, more annoying. Maze of TRibulations was easy enough, I had a big problem with Gabriel though. Now, with the three being over level 230, fully revised Boots of Prowess and a TRi-Emblem each, I go back and kick his ass multiple times for revenge and good measure. *smile* But wha a pain in the ass that was. Lots of time and Fol, let me tell you. I suppose it was worth the maxed out Atk and 3-4k Def, but it won't truly be worth anything until I conquer Freya, that little wh*r*. (Use your imagination ppl) For some reason, Albel has the lowest Def, and Fayt has the highest. *frown* But my sexy leaders orig. Atk was higher than thiers. *smile* Don't need defense if they can't hit me! *Thinks of Freys and how quickly she loses* *frown* Dammit! 3 Tri-emblems were a pain in the ass too. Had to buy the Santa's Boots after using the fully revised Cinderella Tables to reduce the price by what? 30%? Stayed in Kirlsa's Iron Maiden Inn (cheapest lol) 100 times hoping for just 1! Sold everything I didn't need(basically everything) and started over again. Thus, all the time spent. The Fol for the boots cost me s**tloads of Fol, and I got that all from beating the living hell out of the Ethereal Queen countless times. Exp, Fol, and battle trophies, let me tell you. Oh yeah lots of stun bombs and ressurection elixers. You probably don't want to know just how many stun bombs I used on Lenneth. Y'know the ones that reduce atk or def by so much of a percent plus the stun effect? Yeah, LOTS of those. In fact, that's what me and Albel did the WHOLE battle, along with reviving the other two idiots who ran towards her like fools, and well, died. The battle took over an hour after losing so many times, and I STILL didn't get to do the killing stroke! Now though, I have to make my own Durian Bombs and Ressurection Elixers, because, for some reason, I can't buy them in the shops anymore! Does anyone else have that problem, or is my game just stupid? i'M PRETTY PISSED ABOUT IT. I LOVE my R.E.'s! Of course they're a pain in the ass to make because everything's centered around that price. And does ANYONE know HOW to make the Philosophers stone for Ansala? The price '12' or anything near it never comes up. Well, 9's do, but those are for some worthless item. Is my guide wrong? Him, and Boyd I don't have. Boyd, because I can't bunny race. I don't like how it's purely betting and I can't control the bunnies like you could with the chocobos for chocobo racing.(control issues I know...I'd make a horrible gambler don't you think?) I live for chocobo racing! ...ANYWAYS, I completly got off subject, just the sort of thing Star Ocean and Albel do to me all too often. I'm not complaining though. I love Albel, especially AlbelFayt stuffs! ...AGAIN, off subject. To finish my school day, I had the best Algebra class ever today. We had a sub and got to listen to our Cd players. You can bet I jammed thoroughly to Nishikawa-sama. So I listened to him in class while writing this, pretending to do my Algebra hmwk. Yay! Ec, was of course, boring as hell, just like English. Gym was HORRIBLE today, due to the fact that I had to go in the weight room. And, by the way, my teachers think I was horribly sick on the three days I took off last week. lol. Thier sentiments are great. Ummm...sorry for incredibly long and boring post and my bitching. If you actually read all of it, I'm surprised as all hell. And I suppose...I appreciate it too. lol. ^.^ Btw, I feel alot better now that all that's out of my system! Maybe I'll put my FMA shopping trip up soon. lol. |
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The world needs to know...that there are Takanori-haters! Yes, *shakes head sadly* the awful truth comes out. I listen to his 'Coordinate' cd, sometimes 'Seventh Heaven' while i'm walking to the bus stop till I'm in school. jamming to Abort//Clear, Out Of Orbit-Triple Zero, Invoke, Meteor, Neo Sphere, Boarding (phase-shift mix armoured version),Thunderbird, and if I have time, Heart Of Sword-Yoake Mae(before dawn). Or, in the case of 'Seventh Heaven' I'll listen to Albireo, Zips, Arterial Fear, Graceful World, Get Over the Rain(love that song to pieces), Engraved on the Moon, Tears Macerate Reason. And if I have time, I'll skip back to Destined for... *wipes forehead with towel* I think I wrote them all correctly. Yes, so Takanori-kun gets me moving at 6:30 in the morning for high school(yay!) So, um, much thanks to him, for getting my ass out of bed in the morning! :) *bows* Thank you Nishikawa-sama! ...right..um banner...here...from kawaiiyume  Join to stop Taka-haters everywhere!
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Takanori Nishikawa Makes Revolution
Long title...short post. I found the lj community for NISHIKAWA-SAMA!
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FaytAlbel
Yes, I just joined that community! Yay! I love AlbelFayt! They're so yummy together! yummmm. O yeah, one other thing to say..... NISHIKAWA-SAMA!!!! I wonder if I can find a community on him too?
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NISHIKAWA-SAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Takanori Makes Revolution (TM Revolution)
Just recently, I have fallen for a famous japanese singer......Takanori Nishikawa! Yes...*nods head sadly* I am just like other people who fawn over famous people they could never have, but with a special twist! He's Japanese, and he's 35! Noooo! *sighs* oh well. I'm just gonna have to look for a concert in america...whenever that will be. He had one last year, and the year before that, so why not this year? Noone by the way would know would they? No I suppose not. Oh well. Well that's really all I wanted to say, letting everyone who reads this about Takanori Nishikawa! Yay! The only complaint I have are his favorite colors, but that's extrememly minor. Orange, black and gray....?
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I'm going crazy
I have looked on so many sites, at so many different codes, and found nothing similar to what I'm searching for. I think there is a way to play the unplayable characters such as Baralai, Gippal, etc. on FFX2 because I saw a post someone made that said it was fun to unlock them. Yet when I clicked on the link to it, I got a 'Page was not found' and that, to say the least has really pissed me off. I am obsessed with Baralai, and not quite happy with the fact that FFX2 has only three people you can play, when there are many more interesting characters in that game. If anyone knows a cheat code or some way of unlocking him and/or others please tell me. So far my search has been for about 5 hours, and I'm starting to hate these library computers. First Runescape, now this. Well anyway, thanks in advance for any help with this problem.
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Okay.. i need some answers
Okay, as i said in the subject i need answers. my question is, 'what is the best(and cheapest) wireless service you can get for a laptop that i will be getting around christmas?' I have lokked it up myself, but if i have never had internet service before than i really dont know what some good deals are for wireless service. If you do know please tell me, by ansewring this post or contacting me at vivianawizard@yahoo.com. Thanks for any information you may have.
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seriously...i think im always bored
Well as the title says to those of you that can read....i am bored. I am currently at the Ellet(sp?) Library in akron, ohio, and my favorite rpg runescape is taking forever to load. soon i hope to get a laptop computer so i wont have to walk to the nearest library, wait for a computer to be open, or be restricted as to how much time i can spend online. I was thinking about what i am going to do with my life when im older, and right now i have a shrewd idea. I am going to graduate from high school, and have a part time job. Then, I will go on to a college or university for technical things dealing with computers because I like computers, and I believe it would help me in more ways than one. well as I am working on this part-time job of mine, (which may include working at my favorite fast-food resteraunt(sp?)mcdonalds) I hope to have some money to afford an apartment, until i graduate from college. I may also have some credit cards so that i may build up my credit for a decent house. It is indeed wishful thinking, (as alot of my ideas are) but i plan to do as much of this as possible. once i have a nice house, if it doesnt have an inground pool or spa, I will have them put in, along with a dishwasher.(I hate doing dishes) Then, once i have enough to spend i will go on this extremely expensive, and huge vacation. Including Egypt, Japan, Aulstralia(sp?), Las Vegas, and Niagra Falls on the canadian side. This trip i will go on with wolvenjaganshi (hopefully) because she helped me come up with this trip and i know she always wanted to go to Las Vegas.:)
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Columbus Ohio
I was supposed to arrive in Columbus at 12:50pm today, but my bus got behind schedule so I didn't get in till 6:05pm. *sigh* So glad I finally got here. It was a very long trip, and do I mean LONG and boring for the most part. Listened to CD player the whole trip practically, so my batteries are low. Oh well I can ask for more from my kasasn anyway, she won't mind. Jimmy is headed for Akron tommorow. *another sigh* Bored so thats why I am updating. Just got ahold of Reba's computer, and she probably won't get on it much, 'cause I'm an internet aholic believe me. In my spare time I look for yaoi and lemon yuyu hakusho fanfictions of Kurama and Hiei. I should get off my ass and create one of my own. Darkwhip
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Today
Okay. My day has officially been made. I'm going to go swimming at 4, Nanaki is gonna be in Advent Children, I got to go to the library, and my mother and I are planning to go to a resteraunt!(sp?) Just got Greyhound tickets other day, and will be leaving June 30th to arrive in Columbus on July 2nd, sometime in the afternoon! Errr, not much else to say. Darkwhip |
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