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Tue, Oct. 7th, 2008, 08:16 am
I'm happy.
I'm pretty sure life doesn't get much better than it has lately. I think the only thing missing is friends to share it with. I love spending all my time with Michael. I love that hes always around so I'm never lonely and have someone to love. But I really miss the days where we were all close. It makes me sad that "the house" is the only time we all really were around each other so much.
Can we please change this already you guys? Sat, Oct. 4th, 2008, 04:55 pm
Fri, Oct. 3rd, 2008, 11:40 am
I forgot to mention.
I forgot to mention that when me and michael were driving to the new house yesterday there was a car in front of me with a Mccain sticker on it and I of course said "ew". Once the light was green he gets in one lane I get in the other and pass him and its a little old man, and once he sees my Obama08 Sticker he puts both hands up and proceeds to flick me and michael off. I couldn't believe it.
This old man was so upset about that obama sticker that he wanted to tell me to "fuck off?"
Right there all I could think of was that is the kind of moronic senseless old people who've never changed a day in their life that are going to vote for this asshole McCain and not even be alive to see him in the white house if he wins so whats the fucking point?
Why not just go home and be all pissed off at the world by yourself and let the younger crowd take this election?
Fucking idiots.
me and mike did give me back a taste of his own medicine by cutting him off giving him four fingers and "young wippersnapper driving skills" just to set him off.
I've never really been that into politics, it really wasn't for me but this year is the scariest election ever.
I hope for change.
and I hope for the best.
All I heard out of Palin's mouth last night was "war" "fight" and "war".
someone needs to douche. Thu, Oct. 2nd, 2008, 10:08 pm
new house pics!!!!
Thu, Oct. 2nd, 2008, 02:00 pm
Moving Again!!
 I doubt you're dog is as cute as ours. Me and mike move into his parents old house soon. It has a pool, game room, and a whole bar. I'm so fucking excited. Its everything we've been wanting for a while now. Theres even a chimney so it feels like we sorta moved up north haha. We spent all day yesterday cleaning the house up. I came back here and packed some of our things. We are having a halloween party at the duplex were at now but come november first we are outta here. I'm so happy. If you wish to party with us on halloween we only have one rule. You can not drink if you do not dress up. <3 Mon, Sep. 29th, 2008, 01:03 pm
this town is on repeat.
Don't you people ever do anything different? Sat, Sep. 27th, 2008, 05:34 pm
yippie!
Mon, Sep. 22nd, 2008, 10:14 pm
I never got while older guys like to hang out with little girls.
I think i was annoying when I was 16 and drinking beer.
Why does it still go on?
Sigh.
Today was good. Me and mike took DJ and yip yip to the Peace Rally at Jaycee park. It was amazing.
Got some good exercise and got to see a REAL wolf ! It was there from a sanctuary with a lady holding it on a leash and people were petting it. It was nuts.
<3 Mon, Sep. 22nd, 2008, 12:22 pm
Does anyone know any thrift stores that have bikes right now for cheap?
I really want to get back into riding my bike everywhere and not drive a car.
Cars are overrated.
My dachshund has the hiccups and he sitting behind me so every time he hiccups he makes me jump haha.
heres a video from the pool party nights.
A few of us smoked and you can tell in the video thats for sure.
Mon, Sep. 22nd, 2008, 12:21 am
So mikes parents have been out of town and we had two pool partys. We went by to clean up the house and I was inside doing dishes while michael was on the boat trying to take a plug out to clean it. I didn't know he was even out there. I heard the loudest crash and him automatically screaming for me. I ran outside and couldnt see him. He was in the middle of the canal clinging onto the boat. The boat lift was fucked up from the day before when we took the boat out and a cable was wrapped around one side so it wasn't level at all.
He leaned over so far that he flipped over the back of the boat and the entire boat landed on him.
I honestly thought the worst when I was running out there. He was fine a few cuts and probably some bruises soon. Still it made me realize just how fast bad things can happen in life. How mike could have hit his head maybe lost conscienceness while I was inside.
It scared me.
Other than scares, things lately have been alright.
I wish people would hang out with me more though .
<3
Fri, Sep. 19th, 2008, 01:52 pm
Happppppppy Birthday!
Happy Birthday Kelsi!
You were on of my very besties for a very long time. Between 3 girls and you all ended up hanging out together which I found compeletly perfect.We're not as close as we might have been when these photos were taken because we really don't see each other anymore. But I hope you have a wonderful birthday and have lots and lots of fun!
I love you<3 Thu, Sep. 18th, 2008, 08:52 pm
Amanda McWho?
I've said it once and I'll say it again. Boys are predictable.
Sometimes a little TOO predictable.
I worry a lot. I think more than normal people do and I'm terrified of life.
I'm terrifed to step outside of my comfort zone which is my house and into my car to go see people I haven't in a while.
Roy and travis hung out with me and we haven't in forever.
Played pool with a wack job cowboy at a bar.
Had a normal and fun day.
I'm nervous to really do anything different from my everyday life. I find myself hearing from people I really want to but really can't only on days when I get out to try and do something on my own.
I've also learned that I am not alone.
A lot of people lately feel the way I do. Just not as extreme.
I keep having dreams about my friends from the past. The past being 1 or 2 years ago when we were all close.
I have dreams where a certain boy said "If I got up and left right now without anyone knowing would you come with me?"
This isn't someone that I had spent an overwhelming amount of memories with but someone who did impact my life at a time.
And I remember feeling like "really.... me?"
I have dreams where I see her and I talk in the dream to people about how I hope I'm not dreaming because every time this happens I wake up and its not true and shes not here. And sure enough its a fucking dream and I wake up to my reality. I'm in my bed time to wake up take a shower put on some clothes and see whats on the televison after enjoying a cigarette.
I like seeing friends from the past and not worrying about anything while enjoying my day.
Have you ever felt like you had everything you needed right in front of you.. but not exactly what you want?
I feel selfish.
But this can't be healthy for me.
My biggest fear is turning into one of those girls who thinks they arn't good enough anymore.
Because i have changed in the past months and I don't look or feel the way I did then.
Its back to the shrink for me soon.
And I've never been more terrified in my entire life.
<3
Mon, Sep. 15th, 2008, 02:18 pm
I'm totally ready to get life going in a new type of perspective.
I think I'm finally ready in my mind and heart to leave this place.
I miss the late night adventures in freezing weather and in a foreign place such as Minnesota. I've been thinking about my best interests lately and really readying myself for a lot of things. I just hope things can work out all right.
I think they will <3 Sat, Sep. 13th, 2008, 02:03 pm
Halloweenie!
Wed, Sep. 10th, 2008, 04:09 pm
Hooray
( last night was ridiculous )I hate hang overs. I didn't realize how much you drink playing that fucking game. ick. Tue, Sep. 9th, 2008, 10:14 am
Happy Birthday
Tue, Sep. 9th, 2008, 01:35 am
my animals are cuter than yours
Animal Cuddle Festmy dog adshajkdhshdasdfad i fucking love them. Mon, Sep. 8th, 2008, 10:07 pm
More fun pics
Sun, Sep. 7th, 2008, 05:36 pm
ps I'm making videos again
look at my puppies! Sun, Sep. 7th, 2008, 02:32 pm
I hate tampa
drove all the way there got there about 5, Busch gardens closes at fuckin 6pm.
So we went to the tampa mall so Eddie Mike and Mike could ride to Hurricane ride. Then drove home while attempting to sing a blink182 marathon and all kinds of things.
Too good.
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