I'm too lazy to go through 1000 entries, but from now on, my entries are friends only because I figure that as I get older, I really don't want random people coming onto my dorkish thoughts (not that they're worth much, but still).

Going to volleyball practice without sleep is not very smart. Neither is eating a full plate of biscuit things, because I felt like crap the whole time. Eww. I'm going to sleep, but I'm probably going to start on my winter break homework so I can get the rest of the weekend off without stress, blah. :O

I want to go see Syriana, Memoirs of a Geisha, and Brokeback Mountain the rest of the weekend. BM is showing at the AMC Livonia 20, so I'd probably go there. I like the AMC in Southfield better though, I love that place since it's huge. Bed time for meee now.

Well this Christmas is pretty much gonna suck because guess who won't get a gift? Yeah, I love my family's apathy.. not that the car thing helped, but the only thing I've gotten was XXXHolic from my sister (even though it wasn't what I asked for). Yeah.. Christmas spirit my ass at this point, hell we don't even light up the tree. :P And my parents don't pull "we'll hide the gifts from the kids" thing either, ahh. I mean I get cheesecake that my sister will make. Yeah.

It amuses me that the Bruins are starting to play ABBA. Who does that? Maybe that's why the first part of the season sucked, ahh. But tonight was pretty bad, they could've won, but penalties kill so badly.

I wanted to take ACT in February, but we have a volleyball tournament then and I probably won't get off the bench. But hell if I want to get bitched at, so I'm gonna take it in April. :( Grr. This time around, I'll be prepared and won't be sleep deprived like I was last time. I know I've got a good enough score to get into Michigan State, Minnesota, and SUNY in Buffalo, but I just want extra insurance and maybe see if I can get into any other schools. I can always retake it in October, anyway. But hopefully I do kickass in April and won't have to retake it.

My half-brother is still a dick. I'm so glad that he's reinforced that image, man. I almost started to think lightly of him, but no, some 30 year olds need to get their heads out of their asses, still. Seriously, he's still bumming off family friends, he's got a wife, and he's got a kid on the way; and he still goes to the mall every weekend like he's a teenager.

I had a dream last night about a really good song and I started to sing along, but now I can't remember it. I hate that. I don't even remember the words. :(

2 hours of sleep was such a bad idea today! I went to bed at 5am. I finished my paper at 3am, but all the other homework took a freaking long time and I fell asleep doing it. I woke up at 6am, but fell asleep until Pam woke me up. Gaah. School actually went by pretty fast (except 2nd hour), but volleyball practice was pretty sucky and we ran 22 laps around the gym. It's not good to run when you're sleep deprived, but I actually felt okay when we did the last 5 laps. Still, I got more of a work out than I really wanted.

Okay, so time to take a massive nap and do all my other homework tonight (not as bad as yesterday, but it's pretty close to a 5-hour workload), while peeking to see the USA team tonight.

Good news: I finished my research paper! Hell yesh, I did it in a crap shoot.

Bad news: Um. I have 5 classes worth of homework in the next 3-4 hours. Yeah. Bye bye sleep. :( I'm not getting home for some time with practice right after school tomorrow.

This is why procrastination sucks.