Sep. 4th, 2008 @ 06:27 pm Drabbles, Anyone?
About this Entry
Same as this weird "normality" thing.
mood: blank
music: The Night Starts Here - Stars
I'm not going to talk about how my AC spilled water all over my carpet while I was gone yesterday, nor how I don't think I'll be able to survive my archives class if I have to take it, nor how I'm #5 on the waitlist for the public library class I really want to take, nor how I really need to write but can't seem to write any of my stories, nor how I can't even concentrate on reading my homework or even Havemercy. Alas!

Therefore. The only think I can do is offer you, my dearest flist, is the option for drabbles. I haven't done this in awhile, and I just really want to think about something else right now. Plus, maybe it'll kick-start me into actually doing something.

So, drabbles! They are basically a kind of writing exercise, 100 words long. I'm willing to do up to 500 though. So, go ahead and leave a comment with a pairing/character(s), fandom, and a prompt of some sort. You can either check out my memories or take a chance and just leave a few choices, in case I don't know the fandom.

I'll post them all in one post in about, hm, one week.
Aug. 30th, 2008 @ 09:30 pm Flash Drive Question
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: annoyed
music: Prelude 12/21 - A.F.I.
Hey, any tech-type people out there? I'm having a problem with my flash drive, and maybe one of you could help? It's a 1GB Corsair flash, about two years old. I mainly use it to keep my stories, et al, handy, so it's almost exclusively used for .doc items but sometimes a movie trailer (usually .avi) or Excel document will be in there. It has been moved from PC to Mac and back but has recently been almost exclusively Mac; yes, I remove it properly. And I have a MacBook Pro, if you need to know that. (I have no clue what might help at this point!)

The problem is actual two things that may or may not be related. Both are intermittent but becoming more frequent. The first is that I'll open a document from my flash, write in it, and then try to save it, only to have an error message come up to say that it's in use by another process. What the hell? What other process?

The second is even more baffling to me. I'll drag over a file to the flash, only to have an error pop up, saying that there's not enough room left on the flash. Except, when I look, I'm using less than 100MB of my 1GB flash, so I should have at least 900MB left, and my files are in the KB range, not even MB. Again, what the hell?

I tried googling, but I can't find anything helpful. Maybe I'm just not finding the right sites? Or maybe I should just throw my flash drive out the window and watch it sail down 11 stories, since entertainment value is all the use it has left anymore?

Help, please?
Aug. 20th, 2008 @ 11:00 pm Novel Stuff
About this Entry
Bookworms are very hot.
mood: tired
music: Life Size Mirror - No Use For a Name
Novel edits done.

Agent info collected and whittled down to thirteen possibles.

Query letter form written and needs specifics added, depending on each agent.

Synopsis is written and currently needs to be rewritten and then looked over again.

Should still be able to send things out, at the latest, by the first week I'm back in Indiana.

(Am still contemplating trying to publish the play.)

PS: The graphic novel Fables is really quite addictingly awesome, especially for someone like me, who knows just about every single character and their original stories. What they do with each character? Wow, so awesome!

*shifty eyes* Okay, back to revising the synopsis. Or sleep.
Aug. 19th, 2008 @ 11:04 pm This is a bitch entry. Be forewarned. (Now with glasses!)
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: bitchy
music: Free Falling - Tom Petty
Okay, bitchy stuff right off the bat. Skip this paragraph if you want. It's okay. Okay, so, didn't get much sleep last night, had a beetle flying around in the shower with me (without glasses, so no warning), had to finally call up financial aid office at IU to discover that my financial aid doesn't go through later and that IU disseminates info VERY POORLY and that I'm fine and have been worrying needlessly, have low-level headache while adjusting to new glasses that might be a bit too strong, twisted my bad ankle, spent hours typing in ISBN numbers of books I want to sell and find out they want five of them for only $5.71, have to completely rewrite my 4-page novel synopsis to fit into 2 pages. the TV show Eureka tonight (no spoilers, I promise), and finally a story I'm reading in which I had already mentally paired up two characters only to find out that character A will be ending up with character C (who I really dislike) instead of character B (who I really like).

Okay, those last two totally prove that I'm way too emotionally attached to fictional characters. And I know the writer will make me end up really, really like character C in the end. She's done it before.

Anyway. Good stuff today: got to watch lots of Stargate: SG-1 and got new glasses. (!) So, without further ado but with apologies for the poor photo qualities, I present my new hot librarian glasses. :p

The new glasses!

Okay. I'm going to go to bed now. Maybe read some FAKE first. I know that won't annoy/disappoint/frustrate me any more. Good night!
Aug. 19th, 2008 @ 11:40 am Information Dissemination?
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: headdesk
music: It's Goin' Down - Linkin Park (f. X-Ecutioners)
Dearest darlingest IU,

Why, oh why, do you not tell students that financial aid doesn't come through until ten days before the school year begins? And then why, oh why, does it say on my bursar bill that, because of said financial aid not going through yet, you've stopped all my services due to "past encumbrance"? Why, oh why, can't you just DISSEMINATE THIS INFORMATION?!

Finally not worrying for the first time in a couple weeks,
This terribly annoyed student
Aug. 2nd, 2008 @ 05:02 pm The Dark Knight
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: hungry
music: The Walk - Imogen Heap
Yes, I finally saw The Dark Knight. Yes, hopefully I'll see it again soon. Yes, I thought it was absolutely amazing, and, yes, the Joker was the absolute best part (although Harvey Dent came in a close second).

And of course I wrote. Because that's what I do.

And of course it's about the Joker.

I apologize for nothing.

Title: Self-Made Man
Fandom: The Dark Knight
Rating: It's the Joker, so PG-13 for imagery
Word Count: 454 words
Summary: “Do you want to know how I got these scars?”

Self-Made Man )

Should I be worried that I like writing not-entirely-sane point-of-views? Hm. Alright, back to agent-searching!
Jul. 25th, 2008 @ 08:25 pm Oh, wherefore art thou a douche?
About this Entry
Bookworms are very hot.
mood: frustrated
music: The Battle Of One - 30 Seconds To Mars
I had this professor once who said that many people are reluctant to publish their novels because they can't seem to let go, like the novel is their child.

Excuse me while I take the metaphor further.

Now, my novel has grown past its childhood and is firmly entrenched in its teenage years. Oh, is it ever in its teenaged years. All I need to do is input my paper-based edits into the computer file, and my story is suddenly nudging me with just the barest hints of "Well, maybe you could try something different?" Nothing specific, just something else. And I keep stalling with the edits, considering.

Uppity novel. It's like a teenager who doesn't want to study for the SATs, who just wants to slack off and smoke with its friends and have no ambition whatsoever. Well, too bad! You are officially grounded! You have to be home right after school, no phone, no computer, nothing but the SAT study guide. I don't care if you hate me! I still love you!

*sigh* I'd like to say that they grow up so fast, but I just wish it was a TAD BIT FASTER.

Maybe it's jealous of my play, who's matured only to about six-years-old, and I still love it beyond the ability to articulate. There's really nothing about my play I dislike. Aw, come give Mommy a hug. Aw.

Novel, back to your room to study! Play and I are going outside to the playground. (Okay, bad pun, couldn't help it.)

Oh, I can't wait until Novel is in college... er, is published.

...Did I just totally take that metaphor too far? Oh, well.
Jul. 24th, 2008 @ 08:07 pm Novel Update
About this Entry
Bookworms are very hot.
mood: tired
music: Act I Finale - Dequina Moore, Trisha Jeffrey, Carla J. Hargrove
Have finished the last edit of the novel and am currently imputing the changes on the computer. Have also decided to find an agent before publishing. Might make things easier (hopefully). Everyone seems to suggest an agent. So, have to go through the big book o' agents and find one.

Have also discovered that I could perhaps publish this play I wrote. Glee! Am looking into agents who deal with plays as well as agents who deal with fantasy novels. Can I have two agents at once? Hm. Or should I wait for the play?

Also, am now the proud owner of a handmade book, stitched together and bound by yours truly. Yay for weekend conservation class!
Jul. 18th, 2008 @ 08:24 pm Podfics: "Payback" and "Partnership" (LA Confidential, White/Exley)
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: tired
music: Cannot Believe My Eyes - Dr. Horrible cast
Fanfic Title: Payback
Fanfic Author: Astolat ([info]astolat)
Read by: Twilight ([info]twilight_angel)
Fandoms: LA Confidential
Pairing: Bud White/Ed Exley
Rating: NC-17
Format: mp3
Length: 38:05 minutes (43.8 MB)
Link to Fanfic: Right here.
Summary: (AU) Looking through windows, opening doors.
Comments: Thank you, Astolat, for letting me to podfic both of these great stories!


Sendspace link: Here. (temporary)
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Fanfic Title: Partnership
Fanfic Author: Astolat ([info]astolat)
Read by: Twilight ([info]twilight_angel)
Fandoms: LA Confidential
Pairing: Bud White/Ed Exley
Rating: R
Format: mp3
Length: 25:15 minutes (28.9 MB)
Link to Fanfic: Right here.
Summary: (AU) What they really wanted.

Sendspace link: Here. (temporary)
Permanent link: Courtesy of [info]general_jinjur, right here! Thanks!


Please enjoy!

Crossposted to the amplificathon and podslash comms.
Jul. 16th, 2008 @ 09:46 am Novel Publishing and Advice Needed!
About this Entry
Bookworms are very hot.
mood: excited
music: Sora wo Torimodoshita Hi - Shakkazombie
So, as some of you know, I have this novel. It's going through one more edit before I finally say "enough," and it's currently around 64000 words.

My personal timeline at the moment is that I'll finish up the edits by this weekend and do research on publishers for the next week or two. As soon as it's out, I'll be buying 2009 Novel & Short Story Writer's Market, unless someone can recommend a better one? My goal is to send out query letters (or whatever the publisher wants) by the beginning of September.

No, really. I'm finally doing this.

So, I have a question to those writers out there. Is it better to send out one query letter at a time and wait for the response before sending out another, or should I send out a bunch en masse? If the latter, what if I get more than one publisher interested (fingers crossed)?

Man, it shouldn't be this hot already. Time to hit the library.
Jul. 3rd, 2008 @ 08:24 pm Podfic: Under Hill (Supernatural, Sam/Dean)
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
Fanfic Title: Under Hill
Fanfic Author: Astolat ([info]astolat)
Read by: Twilight ([info]twilight_angel)
Fandoms: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Format: mp3
Length: 1:03:38 (72.8 MB)
Link to Fanfic: Right here.
Summary: "Can't we just kill a bunch of elves without having to talk about our feelings?" Dean said.
Comments: Thank you, Astolat, for letting me to podfic this great story! And I have no idea what accent I was doing for the elf, but it seemed to fit. Hope you agree. :) This was recorded as a prize for [info]twasadark, who won the Intrepid Award. Great job!

Sendspace link: Here. (temporary)
Permanent link: Courtesy of [info]general_jinjur, right here! Thanks!



Please enjoy!

Crossposted to the podslash comm, the wincest comm, and the motelwincest comm.
Jun. 26th, 2008 @ 06:31 pm Book Recs!
About this Entry
Bookworms are very hot.
mood: hot
music: It's Gonna Be A Long Night - Ween
So, it's a toasty 89 degrees F in our AC-less apartment, and the flatmate is hiding in her room with her fan. And I'm with my fan in the living room with my computer on my lap. Why did I have to describe all that? Who knows.

I realize that I've not done a book rec in awhile, and I have some!

If you enjoy dark fiction with a dystopic theme, off-beat fantasy/sci-fi, well-written stories with wonderful characterization, great plot, and just general awesomeness, go out and buy right this instant China Mieville's Bas-Lag series: Perdido Street Station, The Scar, and Iron Council, in that order (with another one scheduled to come out in 2010, according to Wikipedia). I've not yet read Iron Council, but I have read the other two, which are absolutely amazing. Mieville world-builds with a dexterity and thoughtfulness that's sometimes absent in other fantasy/sci-fi, despite its importance. I personally liked The Scar better than Perdido Street Station, simply because of how he wove the entire story together and brought together one particular motif, that of scars, as well as coming up with this idea of the city of Armada -- astounding! These books are difficult to describe, but absolutely take my work and go read them right now.

Overall: 5 stars out of 5.

This is a more tentative rec. Gale Colette's "erotic retelling of The Phantom of the Opera" Unmasqued. It's...interesting. It's one of those guilty pleasures, where you know it's a terrible book, horribly-written and over-the-top, and yet you enjoy it immensely. It's, as it says, an erotic retelling of Phantom (and I'm a sucker for Phantom retellings, sequels, etc.), and there was a lot more kinky sex than I had expected. Like, BDSM sex, and absolutely every character thinks almost entirely only of sex, kinky sex, almost to the point of distraction. Almost. There is basically at least one sex scene every chapter, but it wasn't as overpowering as all the terrible porn in Mr. Darcy Takes a Wife, for example. I enjoyed it, and I laughed at it and myself. It's a fun read that is, by no means, a well-written book. Oh, and it's fairly obvious that the author is taking the story from the movie with Emmy Rossum and Gerard Butler much more than the original movie, the musical, or the original novel, but -- again -- not to the point of disruption.

Overall: 2.5 out of 5.

I love that I can read on the bus and during lunch hour. I'm busy all over times, but at least I've got those times. Hm, what to read next...
Jun. 20th, 2008 @ 05:34 pm My Song is Apropos Again. :D
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: stressed
music: Over My Head - Lit
Hee. Heee. Heeeee...

That? Is the sound of Becca's stress level rising to above any other level before, including during the time of the thesis and novel. And simultaneously the sound of her having lots of fun being stressed.

I get to create preservation guidelines that will become the standard procedure for deciding which materials need to be sent out for preservation work, which don't, and which need to be replaced. And then I get to go up and down the aisles and decide which stay and which go. But people in the future in my position will use these guidelines! I'll have a legacy.

And I get to work even more hours on Job #1 while still working twenty hours on Job #2, at least for the next couple of weeks. And go to class for eight hours every Saturday and Sunday, as well as do all this homework for the class.

Heeeeeeeee...

Okay, off to write a paper arguing that preservation classes and a preservation degree are absolutely useless compared with becoming apprenticed to a preservation specialist and gaining firsthand experience. A paper for preservation class. A brave soul, aren't I?
Jun. 13th, 2008 @ 11:16 pm The cliched end is the beginning (Or, my boss' awesomeness knows no bounds)
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: geeky
music: The Saga Begins - Weird Al Yankovic
So, today was the last day of my internship. I went in this morning all depressed because I didn't want it to be over, and I wanted to learn more, and I wanted to stay. I mean, I've learned quite a lot in a relatively short amount of time. But it's only the tip of what knowledge there is to learn to become a Real Conservator (tm). Plus, I suddenly would have all this time on my hands because I have class on the weekends and my weekdays free (minus the five hours from my job), so I figured I'd get a bunch of reading done, figure some stuff out with conservation, etc.

Except my internship supervisor J offers me a part-time job with him, just into July. A paying, 20 hour per week job. Where IU pays me to learn about conservation instead of the other way around. Seriously, how fast did I accept? Around Mach 2, verging into Mach 3. I was faster than Tony freaking Stark; that's how fast. And I've been doing intermittent happy dances all day. I know it's only part-time and that it's only very temporary, but I have no idea what this might do for my future. Not only does it look really good if I'm hired on after doing an internship, but I'll have actual paying experience with conservation, as well as just more conservation in general. Plus, it can't hurt that J knows abso-frickin'-lutely everybody in the conservation field ever. And more conservation!

*happy dance!*

And if that wasn't enough to make my day, today I saw the Jack Kerouac scroll of On the Road. As in this one. I'm still having an English major literary-gasm. Yowza.

Okay, sleep now. I've got class tomorrow morning. Yes, I know. I've got class on Sunday, too. *sigh* It'll be preservation, though, which should prove interesting.

Alright. Good night!
Jun. 1st, 2008 @ 08:02 pm Podfic: In Our Bedroom After the War (Tin Man, Cain/Glitch)
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: calm
music: Deuce - The Cardigans
Fanfic Title: In Our Bedroom After the War
Fanfic Author: Camm Shenylle ([info]camm_shenylle)
Read by: Twilight ([info]twilight_angel)
Fandoms: Tin Man (Sci-Fi miniseries)
Pairing: Cain/Glitch
Rating: PG-13
Format: mp3
Length: 46:00 minutes (52.7 MB)
Link to Fanfic: Part one. Part two. Part three.
Summary: Part one: After the O.Z. is saved, there's nowhere for Cain to go but home.
Part two: They all assume that Glitch wants his mind back, so Glitch assumes that's what he wants too.
Part three: How do you build a life when you can't remember what came before?
Comments: Thank you, Camm Shenylle, for letting me to podfic this wonderful story! All three parts are contained in this single file.

Sendspace link: Here. (temporary)
Permanent link: Courtesy of [info]general_jinjur, right here! Thanks!


Please enjoy!

Crossposted to the amplificathon comml, the podslash comm, and the glitch_wyatt comm.
Jun. 1st, 2008 @ 12:05 pm As if anyone's surprised...
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: creative
music: How to Save a Life - The Fray
So, the character of Tony Stark seems to fascinate me. Makes me wonder about the graphic novel character.

And how much did I squee when I recognized Stark's prototype? Because the Lilly just put on exhibit a couple of Iron Man comics, and the prototype looks just like Iron Man's first appearance. As soon as it's off exhibit, I must read it!

Anyway, I wrote. Because that's what I do when my XML schema is annoying me. Here, have some Tony Stark character study. (Pretty rough because it just needed to be written.)

Definition of a Man )

And now to continue being nerdy. Off to see Indiana Jones!
May. 31st, 2008 @ 05:53 pm Ice and Earthquakes and Tornadoes...Oh, My!
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: happy
music: One - U2
Life in the Midwest is never dull.

So, I'm woken up last night to the tornado alarm, and I'm like, "Bzuh, air raid? No, wait, wrong school. What is that?" I went to ask the flatmate S, only to remember in my sleep-stupor that she's gone for the weekend. Only then did I remember all those thunderstorm warnings that evening.

"Tornado siren?" I say to myself. "What?"

So, in my brilliance and still foggy with sleep, I go the window and watch the light show for a minute, while the alarm is still sounding. To those who've never heard a tornado alarm -- or maybe just the B-Town one? -- it's kind of creepy, especially at 2AM. It doesn't oscillate like an air raid siren; it goes keeps sounding and doesn't stop. Anyway, only then do I realize that maybe I should check the weather channel. The tornado is to the northwest of B-Town, and it just dissipates as I turn on the TV. The tornado siren silences.

"Maybe I should've gone in the bathroom or something," I think again, the bathroom being the only room without a window. "Oh, well." Ten minutes later, I go back to sleep.

In other news, I saw Iron Man today. I know, finally, right? Now, allow me to add my own squeeing. Eeeee!!! I know I'm reiterating everyone, but it's awesome, RDJ is massively hot (especially at the anvil, I'm SO SHALLOW sometimes), the part at the end involved some squealing (SERIOUSLY!!!), and there needs to be a sequel right about now. The end.

Now, I have to finish my XML schema and turn this sucker IN ALREADY. Ta!
May. 30th, 2008 @ 08:48 pm Podfic: Dead Marine, Gibbs…Bruised Knees, New Job (or, How Tony Thinks He Got His Job)
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: tired
music: No Reply - The Seatbelts
Another podfic! NCIS this time! ^_^

Fanfic Title: Dead Marine, Gibbs…Bruised Knees, New Job (or, How Tony Thinks He Got His Job)
Fanfic Author: Ingenius_inc ([info]ingenius_inc)
Read by: Twilight ([info]twilight_angel)
Fandoms: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Rating: NC-17
Format: mp3
Length: 57:30 minutes (65.8 MB)
Link to Fanfic: Read the text here.
Summary: Tony gets his job at NCIS because a marine has the bad taste to be murdered in a dirty hotel that’s already in the middle of a double homicide investigation being run by Baltimore PD.
Comments: Thanks, Ingenius_inc, for letting me to podfic this great story!

Sendspace link: Here. (temporary)
Permanent link: Courtesy of [info]general_jinjur, right here! Thanks!

Please enjoy!

Crossposted to the amplificathon and podslash comms.
May. 24th, 2008 @ 11:44 pm SGA Rec!
About this Entry
Bookworms are very hot.
mood: excited
music: Omaha - Counting Crows
Okay, I don't usually rec fanfiction. I read way too much to do that. But wow. I don't care if you don't read fanfiction, don't read Stargate: Atlantis fanfiction, don't like the pairing (predominantly Sheppard/McKay with some Sheppard/Teyla and Teyla/Ronon), or -- I don't know -- are insane. Whatever. You must read this. Seriously.

Written by the Victors by [info]cesperanza. It's an "Atlantis secedes from Earth" AU that's the most amazing thing ever. Speranza does things I have never, ever seen done in fandom before, and does them well. The only warning I give is that it is incredibly long and will suck you in.

However! There are also podfic and podbook versions of the story. (I recommend downloading the podbook (m4b) version of the entire fic, if you can.) It has a cast of thirty-seven readers overall and is remarkably well-done. This is how I finally "read" the story, eight months after it was initially posted.

There is also PDA version, if that's more to your liking.

And! There's additional material to the 'verse! I'm slowly making my way through it all, but, so far, I'm impressed.

Seriously, if someone asked me to rec the top three Stargate: Atlantis fics out there, this would probably be number one. Go, read, enjoy. Leave her feedback. Trust me on this one.
May. 23rd, 2008 @ 11:43 pm Podfic: Lock the Door (Stargate: Atlantis, Sheppard/McKay)
About this Entry
This librarian can kick ass.
mood: exhausted
music: Empire in My Mind - The Wallflowers
Huh. XML is surprisingly fun. Weird.

Yet another podfic because I'm absolutely addicted!

Fanfic Title: Lock the Door
Fanfic Author: Pru (rageprufrock)
Read by: Twilight ([info]twilight_angel)
Fandoms: Stargate: Atlantis
Pairing: Sheppard/McKay
Rating: NC-17
Format: mp3
Length: 46:47 minutes (53.6 MB)
Link to Fanfic: Read the text here.
Summary: θ
Comments: Thank you to Pru for letting me to podfic this incredibly wrong and even more incredibly hot story!

Sendspace link: Here. (temporary)
Permanent link: Courtesy of [info]general_jinjur, right here!

Please enjoy!

Crossposted to the following comms: amplificthon, podslash, sgapodfic, and mckay_sheppard.