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[01 Jul 2004|01:22am]
[ mood | amused ]

COME ON PEOPLE!

add my new name now!!!

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gracias!

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[29 Jun 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | none ]

I got a new LJ Username!!!!

[info]no_quiero_saber

Add me and I will add you back!









Startin' over new! =)

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[29 Jun 2004|12:37pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Have You Ever~B ]

i dunno why im updating again. nothing has happened really since i last updated. Liz is over for some odd reason and we have the house to ourselves? hmmmmmm...lol jk. Im trying to see if Dana is busy today...i wanna go to a movie or something, so im gonna try my hardest to drag her out. Shes prolly hung over or something. hahaha.

thats really all i can update right now. I have a new LJ for select people...so if you wanna check it out, just ask me and i will give you the name if i think you can handle it!!! hehe

P E A C E
-Jordan

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[29 Jun 2004|11:46am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | liz talking in my ear!!! ]

Woo-Hoo for Surveys! )

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I love that button of yours! [27 Jun 2004|07:47pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Three Times a Lady...Josh Gracin ]

Song of the Day! )

Well, The Jordan doesnt think The Jordan got to update about The Jordan's day, so here it is...

The Jordan woke up bright and early and then went tanning with the liz and then The Jordan came home and waited for The Angie to make a "delivery". And then The Jordan went to work...but then everyong in The Kitchen looked at The Jordan funny. So The Jordan found out that The Jordan doesnt have to work. So The Jordan came home and took a needed nap...So then The Jordan ate dinner and went online for a bit. And then 12 days later, The Jordan talked to The Button (hehehe). The Button and The Jordan had interesting conversations ("Like you're the only one...!") Hahaha, The Jordan feels the need for hangman...

And The Jordan is...yeah. The Katie and The Button are the only ones that know...The Jordan doesnt wanna get yelled at about it by other people!!!! So here The Jordan is, listening to American Idol or some shit...The Jordan doesnt really know! Hahahaha. It was a good day...Hopefully tomorrow will turned out as planned...PLEASE!!! ;)

P E A C E
-The Jordan

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[27 Jun 2004|05:42pm]
[ mood | freaked out ]

This freaked me out!!!!!! Just do this little thing. Wont take long...


Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It takes
about three minutes.

First..get a pen and paper.
When you actually choose names, make sure
it's
people you actually know and go with your first
instinct.

Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read
ahead or you'll ruin it!

1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a
column.














2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down
any
two numbers you want.












3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names
of
members of the opposite sex.












NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN
OUT
RIGHT!




4. Write anyone's name (like friends or
family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.












5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and
11.












GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!




6. Finally, make a wish.













And now the key for the game.....






1. You must tell (the number in space 2)
people
about this game.









2. The person in space 3 is the one that you
love.









3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't
work out.









4. You care most about the person you put in 4









5. The person you name in number 5 is the
one
who knows you very well.









6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.










7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with
the person in number 3.









8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7










9. The tenth space is the song that tells you
most about YOUR mind.








10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel
about life




NOW...post this bulletin (dont reply) within the
hour... IF you do..
your wish will come true...
If you don't it will become the opposite.

My results:

1. 12
2. 15
3. Melanie
4. Liz
5. Megan Pokoj
6. Katie Moore
7. Dana
8. I'll Be
9. I'm Going Down
10. Live
11. Don't Let Go

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[27 Jun 2004|05:16pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | You're the Only One~that Maria chick ]

Type your username with those parts of your body.

(i have to cheat a lil bit since my username has a "_" in it!)

nose: tru_thoughts
elbow: gytftruhj_thoughhts
tongue: tru_thouhts
chin: tgfu_tholujghbhjsdx
feet: tru_thoughts
eyes closed and one finger: tru_thoughs
back of my hand: 655reu_thgoiiughts
palm: tftru_gythjnouijghtbhjs
mouse: tru_6tyhoughts
wrist: yttrewuighjt5dsx




That was silly! And a mouse isnt a body part...hmmmmmmmm.

I go into work today and they all look at me strange...apparently i didnt have to work? Then why was i on the fuckin schedule?? Oh, well, thats good for me!!!!!!! =)

Im off...
P E A C E
-Jordan

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Wiggle it, just a little bit! [26 Jun 2004|11:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | just the voices in my head! haha shhhh! ]

I really like the new Joshua Gracin song...

Live


Sometimes I feel like I need to shake myself
To wake myself
I feel like I'm just sleep walkin through my life
Its like I'm swimmin' in the ocean of emotion
But still somehow slowly goin' numb inside

I dont like who I'm becoming
I know I've got to do something
Before my life passes right by

I wanna cry like the rain
Cry like the rain
Shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'
Sing through the heavens like a church bell ringin'
Fight with the devil and go down swingin'
Fly like a bird
Roll like a stone
Love like I aint afraid to be alone
Take everything that this world has to give
I wanna live

Sometimes I wonder why I work so hard
To guard my heart
Well I hardly feel anything at all
I've spent my whole life building up this ivory tower
Now that I'm in it I keep wishin' it would fall

So I could feel the ground beneath me
Well it takes this air I'm breathin
To know that I'm alive

I wanna cry like the rain
Cry like the rain
Shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'
Sing through the heavens like a church bell ringin'
Fight with the devil and go down swingin'
Fly like a bird
Roll like a stone
Love like I aint afraid to be alone
Take everything that this world has to give
I wanna live
I wanna live

Something deep inside keeps saying life is like a vaper
Its gone in just a twinklin' of an eye

I wanna cry like the rain
Cry like the rain
Shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'
Sing through the heavens like a church bell ringin'
Fight with the devil and go down swingin'
Fly like a bird
Roll like a stone
Love like I aint afraid to be alone
Take everything that this world has to give
I wanna take any breath i can get
I wanna live



My day in a nutshell. )
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[26 Jun 2004|06:32am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Open Arms ]

Survey Thing...AGAIN! )

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[26 Jun 2004|04:55am]
[ mood | so amused! ]
[ music | COPS ]

Ever watch COPS?

















Crazy!

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Todays letter is...bong! [26 Jun 2004|02:09am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Kermit on Weeeeeeeeeeed! ]

MooreTrouble2006: we like to masterbate to the weather!

Katie Whore makes life better!!!!!! Hahaha ;)


Ode to the Vagina! )

Dyed my hair...went to MacKenzie's b-day party today...met Dave's daughter, Tiffany shes funny, ate cake, talked to Dom and Lisa, found out my cousin Marissa is engaged! Another wedding to go to!?!?!?!? =) I bought another DVD today, "Monster", let my Aunt Wendy borrow it, made plans for the 3RD OF JULY! I wish they didnt have the thing on the saturday before bleh, ill be stuck hanging out with Dom, Lisa, and Mary the whole day...and i think thats it for today, Katie Whore made my day. Keep it on the D.L. Katie!!!! Hehehehe. When will monday get here?????? We still on? We better be!!!! ;) "I ran my van into JESUS!"

Jobby Nooner anyone????? hehe!

P E A C E
-Jordan

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I now realize why Frenchie Davis is GOD!!!! [25 Jun 2004|03:36am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Scream~MJ and JJ ]

Ok, so i havent really written about my life lately :P woops! lol

Its been pretty eventful...not really though! All i did was work yesterday...thats all. I woke up, went to the drive-in, worked there. Then Dean called me because someone called in sick so I had to work there as soon as i got home from workin at the drive in!!!!!!! Bleh! But then i got a reward...I got to talk to melanie and we talked...and then ended up playing hang man on the phone!! It was so fuckin hilarious! but i had a headache so i was a little dumber than usual. "What other words' last 2 letters are 'e-x'??????" hahaha. It was just super fun. That made my day. Dirrty hangman. haha. Ill never get over it! But then the night came to an end. Today i didnt do much, just cleaned my room and made a certain phone call!! Im so excited! its gonna be the best. hahaha ;) (that sounded wrong, dont worry, its not sexual. hehe) Well, then i had to go to Jodi's for a bit so she could get kenzie stuff for her birthday, and i came home and talked to Melanie. She yelled at me for not calling her sooner!!!! I only called her like 4 times before that. but im ok now.

My step dad's dad and step mom are staying over...yuck. I dont really like them, they creep me out! haha. Not really, but you know. And then tomorrow we are having MacKenzie's b-day party tomorrow and then my 'rents are leavin on sunday! woo hoo!!!! wont be back until wednesday. So that should be fun...im expecting company. hehe.


Stop all the rivers
Push, strike, and kill
I'm not gonna leave ya'
There's no way I will
And I am tellin' you
I'm not goin'
I'm stayin'
I'm stayin'
And you, and you, and you
You're gonna love me



Thank GOD for Frenchie Davis!!! lol

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-Jordan

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[24 Jun 2004|08:35pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

[spell your first name backwards] nadroj
[four words that sum you up] Funny, obsessive, teritorial, loveable?


Discribe your..

[wallet] I dont use a wallet anymore, but the one i have is denim with leather, and its blue and i used to have money and pics and a pack of sweet n low in there... ;)
[jewelry worn daily] earings
[pillow cover] Blue...wierd design
[shoes] i have many...
[cologne/perfume] Bod Man...Really Ripped Abs! lmao
[Shampoo] Fructice
[piercings] Ears (5)
[clothes youre wearing now] Senior hoodie, jeans, underwear, and i think thats it.


MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing] I wish for many things...but there is one specific thing...no comment!
[after this] Im calling my friend for Melanie and Katie!!! lol
[talking to] No one, im not on aim rite now
[eating] Cheese puffs...Phill, your favorite!!! hehe
[fetishes] Only one person really knows and thats how we are gonna keep it...
[some of your fav. movies] I have sooooooo many...but i love Cruel Intentions, and The Hot Chick and many many more!
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] Seeing "Saved" and monday hehe
[last thing you ate] A cheese curl
[something youre hella afraid of] Im not really sure, all of my fears have come true already
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] Certainly not a pig! lol but its cute for now
[some of your fav. foods] BLT Pizza, Shrimp, Chicken, and im not sure what else
[something you wish you could understand better] Girls and PMS
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] Yes...

DO YOU...:

[like candles] HAHAHAHAHA! I dont, but i know someone else who does!
[like incense] not really, kinda makes my nose itch
[believe in love] Now I do
[believe in soulmates] Yes
[believe in love at first sight] Ive experienced it
[believe in forgiveness] Sometimes
[want to get married] not right now, but yes
[want to have kids] Same as above
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] Yes


IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:

[cried] sort of
[bought sumthin] Ummmm...no?
[gotten sick] yeah
[sang] YESSSSSS!
[eaten] finally yes
[been kissed] yes
[felt stupid] yes
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] YESSSS!
[met someone new] Yes, this girl at work...Christine i think her name is
[moved on] Yes
[talked to an ex] OF COURSE!!!!!
[missed an ex] Yes...
[talked to someone you have a crush on] Nah
[had a serious talk] Sort Of
[missed someone] Yes
[hugged someone] Yes
[fought with your parents] Yeah
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] No

SOCIAL LIFE:

[best girl friend(s)] Melanie, Megan P, Dana, Katie Ingersoll, and i think thats it?
[best guy friend(s)] I dont think i even have any guy friends!!!! lol thats pathetic...nah, i do have some, but none that are my best friends
[boyfriend/girlfriend] No
[hobbies] no comment...
[pager/cell] Im gettin one nezt week

[are you the center of attention or wallflower] Depends on who I'm with
[car you drive] Both, but my car is in the shop and i HATE driving
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] Friends
[job] Dishwasher!!!! Woo hoo! and i work for my mom
[attend church] NO! Well, maybe someday...bleh
[like being around people] Depends who (hahaha, i said "depends"!)


PERSONAL:

[who is your role model] Im not sure
[pet peeves]I have too many!
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] Yes
[ever lied to your best friend] For maybe like a second yes
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] yeah
[cried over the opposite sex] of course
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] no, as long as they can make me laugh
[rather be dumper or dumped] Dumper
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] I dunno
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] um...some people say my eyes
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] Sense of humor
[are you happy with yourself] Not really
[are you happy with your life] In a way
[if you could change one thing what would it be] one thing? shit...i would change my insecurity, my OCDness, my stomach, my nose, and my ability to hurt the ones i love...


three things im doing rite now:
1: Smoking :x YUCK!
2: Lookin at the computer screen
3: Typing

three things I want to do before I die:
1: Get married to...
2: Have kids
3: Go to college

Three things I can do:
1: Anyone who pays me...so just kidding!
2: Put a smile on peoples face
3: Hurt people


Love?
[x] love is: Forever
[x] love or lust?: Love, but Lust is a plus!
[x] best love song: I'll Be~Edwin McCain
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: Apparently it is...
[x] when love hurts,you: cry mostly
[x] true or false: all you need is love: false
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes


Lately:
[x] how are you today? Im ok...waiting for something though...
[x] how is the weather right now? Chilly i guess
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? Melanie
[x] last dream you can remember? The one i told melanie about...i cant really talk about it. :x

Do you?:
Consider love a mistake?: No
Like the taste of alcohol?: No
Believe in God?: nope
Got to or plan to go to college?: Yes
Hate yourself: Sometimes
First crush: No, not really
first kiss: Tammy...yeah, my babysitter!!! lol


*Juicy stuff
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yes.
Favorite place to be kissed?: Neck.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yes
Are you a tease?: possibly...;)

Word association

Rubber: gloves...i know what you think i was gonna say!
Rock: and roll
Green: day
Wet: no comment!!!!!
Cry: Me a river
Peanut: butter M&M's!
Hay: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
Cold: Hearted Snake!!!!!!!!
Steamy: Windows
Fuck: Qifsha Ropt!

APPEARANCE
Hair: brown, short
Eyes: hazel
Height: 5' 7"


HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends? no
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yes
Drank alcohol? yes
Done drugs? yes
Broken the law? yes
Run away from home? no
Broken a bone? No
Played Truth Or Dare? who hasnt, i mean come on!!
Kissed someone you didn't know? Yes
Been in a fight? not a physical one
Come close to dying? Yes
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: All of them!!! haha
What is your bedroom like: like a room, has a bed, a dresser, some nick nacks, a computer...thats about it, and it really messy right now, but whos isnt?
Your favorite thing for breakfast? A kiss...






1 letter, first word...4 letters, second word...3 letters, last word!


hehehe ;)

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[24 Jun 2004|08:23pm]
[ mood | intrigued (sp?) ]
[ music | Last Resort~P.Roach ]

IT'S JUST SO ODD!!!!

Read...

http://people.aol.com/people/ataol/articles/0,19736,656348_1,00.html

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Someone doesnt like to eeeeeaaaaat!!! [24 Jun 2004|05:18am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | The News ]

I was thinking about how Ashley Olson didn't know her sister, Mary-Kate, had an eating disorder!!! So I thought of a conversation that prolly went on with them. It goes a little like this...

Ashley: "Mary-Kate, How come you are like so much skinnier than me when I like work out more than you, I eat like healthier, and I'm like more active. I mean, like all you do is hang out in like the bathroom."

Mary-Kate: "So what! I like the bathroom..."

A: "Do you like have a stomach bug or something, because I always hear you like puking like everyday after you like eat."

M-K: "Yeah, that's what it is...a stomach bug...do these capri's make my butt look fat?"

A: "Those are like so cute on you. But, like aren't those like the ones you bought that were like 3 sizes too small? I remember you said like you would become belemic just to fit into...::gasps:: MOM! Mary-Kate has and eating disorder!!!! You are in like so much trouble!"




From 'Full House' to an empty belly...have fun in rehab you skinny bitch! =x


That was my entry for the day...Enjoy! =)

Oh, and my Jornal isn't "Friends Only" anymore...for certain reasons, but will be back to F.O. soon...
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He puts the dress in the drawer and he does it now! [23 Jun 2004|04:40am]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | I'll Be~Edwin McCain ]

HI!


How are you?

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shit! [23 May 2004|02:47am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Lately ]

Ive deleted a few people from my friends' list, so if you look in my journal and you only see the "Friends Only" banner,then...


I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS!!!




Have a good day!

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Friends Only Biotch! [06 May 2004|01:23am]


Ima try this for a while...
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[05 May 2004|10:53pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | the daily show~TV ]

WEEEEEEEEEE! Im in a good mood. Had a talk with melanie! The things she said made me feel SO MUCH BETTER! Thank you button ;)
So, i dont have any worries about things WHATSOEVER! None, they are gone. nothing will ever break us apart again. I think the problem was, i was bringing the relationship down by having these worries and it made her mad when i discussed it. so i dont think i will have to worry anymore. Its me and her forever!!!!!!

I really dont know why she is with me. Honestly. I guess i am just lucky! im such an asshole half the time, but she is still with me. i guess i have tons to prove to her. if she can stick to her promise (which i know she will...) we can have an amazing life together. :) so happy!

People always say we shouldnt be together. they see things that go on with her, and always hear about how i am such an asshole. but they dont hear about when we are together and how amazing it is. but no one ever will...that is our private life and i intend to keep it that way. ;) i just know now that things will be much better. i want to say what she said but i just cant! bleh!!!!!! idk. school sucked and then it got better! woo! ok, gonna go now!


Comment if you wish



-Jord

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[05 May 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

ok, there were some big misunderstandings the last couple days! geeze. ok, i wrote that entry...the one that is now a private entry...and melanie thought it was all about her, and she got REALLY mad. but then i had to explain to her that nothing in there was about her. so now she knows what it was really about and who it was really about. its still a difficult subject to talk about. but im good now, and so are we. i guess next time i will be a little more specific about who i write about? well anyways things are good now...now that i got it all in the open. So then i came home...talked to mel online. then she went and talked to Dean about a job. I think she will get it. Dean is a very nice guy and he always gives everyone a shot. so melanie will have a job????? AHHHHHHHH! ::tear:: lol jk. and id like to congratualter her for making wind symphony AGAIN! I knew she would. its a given! i love her so much :) i love having someone i can talk to about anything and then tell me im the only one she wants to be with forever, even if i am a screw up and im not perfect. i love you melanie!

so now i am oh so lonely. mel is out shopping with her dad getting...mother's day gifts? thats what they were talking about on monday. her away message says to call her, but i know she doesnt want to hear a bunch of screaming kids again. she will call when she gets home...i think! lol she will. so i know what the rest of my night will be like:
*Talk to melanie :)
*Put Kids to bed
*Watch TV
*Say goodnight to melanie
*watch more tv
*go home

ok going now

P E A C E

-JORD

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