[Wednesday July 5th, 2006 10:17am] hey guys. i never use this journal. and i miss your posts. add my new one. imma_shank_you POST * EDIT

[Tuesday June 27th, 2006 2:50am] [ mood | crappy ] so boone is dating some slutty girl. and i don't mean that in a bitchy way. she really is a slutty girl. and i'm two hundred miles away, and i care. fuck. however. i love it here. it is my happiness. the feeling is still a little weird cuz i feel like i should be going back, but i know i'm not. and no one cards me...fuck sweet. POST * EDIT

sad sad sad :( [Monday June 5th, 2006 11:51pm] http://www.sanluisobispo.com/mld/sanluisobispo/14746189.htm READ 3 * POST * EDIT

[Sunday June 4th, 2006 8:14pm] okay, i thought. here you are. you aer here. and you move forward because that's the way it works; that's the only place you can go. you keep going until it stops hurting, or until you find new things to hurt you worse, i guess. and that is the human condition, all of us lurching along in our own private miseries, becauset hat's the was it is. because, i guess, god didn't give us any choice. you grow up, i remembered abigail telling me. you learn. --jennifer weiner, good in bed POST * EDIT

i'm really bored...will you just humor me and leave me a surprise!! [Thursday June 1st, 2006 11:07pm] Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit REPLY and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest! What if... 0. We never met each other: 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? AND MORE 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in three words: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the last time you saw me? 37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you? READ 2 * POST * EDIT

[Friday May 12th, 2006 1:52pm] my journal is not meant for you to talk about. it is meant for me. so either stop talking shit and be a bitch, or delete yourself. your life is normal, but you are such a fucking unhappy person that you talk about me...? that is the stupidist thing ever. people like me because i have a personality, and i'm nice. my job IS MY JOB. I DO IT BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE GET OVER IT. say i'm fat, i'm ugly, whatever you want. because when you point one finger in my direction, you have three pointing right back at you. READ 2 * POST * EDIT

locked [Sunday May 7th, 2006 10:11pm] [ mood | chipper ] so you know, this journal is friends only for a reason. i talk shit, probably about you. i complain a lot. i talk about myself and my problems. i'm not a selfish person, i just need a place to vent. if you chose to add me, don't get upset with me about anything i write in my own journal. you can very easily delete me from your friends list. POST * EDIT

yay new tat!! [Saturday April 22nd, 2006 6:22pm] READ 2 * POST * EDIT

[Sunday February 5th, 2006 2:06pm] um wilfred my new hamster just gizzed on juan and humped his hand. we teased him by introducing him to chichi. his balled got huge. is that bad? READ 1 * POST * EDIT

[Wednesday February 1st, 2006 9:44pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] mmmm that burrito was better than sex. ....well almost i hate the fremont. always will. always have. who was i fooling? the punisher is on. i love this movie. i have a headache and pain in my abdomen. prescott is giving me his late hamsters cage for chichi. that is so nice. he is so nice. it's weird how he's nice to me and no one else at the fremont is. except you jade. and juan. i need to go to long beach to refresh my head. school is killing...KILLING me. no more. pretty much the only things that make my days are: convo's with kelli and ivy seeing juan good food and looking in urban outfitters. oh yeah chichi and cotton are pretty good too READ 9 * POST * EDIT

question [Wednesday January 18th, 2006 7:55pm] [ mood | lethargic ] why does the hospital always have to suck? answer: stupid nurses who don't know what they are doing at 230 am shoving many different needles in my arm and giving me a heavy dose of narcotics all at the same time. bitch no solid food for three days...fuck you i'm going to taco bell and richard is my partner in crime :D READ 5 * POST * EDIT

danie dizzle is love too!!! [Tuesday January 17th, 2006 9:13am] Who else is love? pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005 READ 1 * POST * EDIT

[Friday January 13th, 2006 11:18am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | jessica simpson..[i don't know why] ] hmmm. nothing interesting going on but i'm bored. my mom just got back from a work conference in long beach. and the first thing she said to me was that i belong down there and poly is not for me. i'm honostly glad i have my mom's support...i would go even if i didn't, but it makes it so much easier. don is coming to visit soon. last night i was texting him while i was waiting for the movie to start [we had to preview FOUR new movies last night] and mallory comes up. there are going to be so many stupid rumors flying around in about an hour at work based on me and juan and don. stupid me told mallory i was texting don and she remembered from when she wasn't a bitch in my mind, and asked if we were still hooking up..kind of hard when he lives three hours away and i haven't seen him since november but whatever. i said oh hell no, we're just like best frinds but i am excited for him to visit. and of course she has to take that as something stupid and dumb. she actually asked me if i was going to hang out with him and juan at the ssame time! oh my god you flipping idiot..did i not just say that don is like my best friend. fuck. so now i get to be in the middle of fcking rumors and fremont drama and shit. that was the good thing about being away from there, i wasn't part of the drama but i heard about it..haha. tonight dinner with all the winter formal crazys +sunny+daniel at madonna inn i think [sunny and i are getting drunk before that] the off to jade's to get more drunk [woot woot jade!][happy birthday] then winter formal after party... [freaking E with juan and sunny] sounds like a good night minus going to work at 1015 tomorrow. ps shut the fuck up about winter formal...it's not my fault juan is still in high school...at least i'm NOT going to the dance..sHOOOOTTT READ 1 * POST * EDIT

[Tuesday January 10th, 2006 8:43pm] so want to kill my roomates right now. someone fucked up the garbage disposal..so now it doesn't work. and then they clogged the fucking sink putting their food down the drain. and i had to stick my hand down the drain and pull out rotting food. and now everytime the dishwasher runs all this water comes up the drain and floods the sink with nasty rotting food. uhhhhh when did our house become gross???!!! and stupid smelly homeless men stinky up our house and pissing all over the floor and leaving the toliet seat up. and making our house smell like cigarettes. someone is going to die POST * EDIT

i don't even know where to begin... [Sunday December 18th, 2005 11:43am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | johnny cash and june carter--->jackson ] goddamn my life gets so confusing. last night sunny bailed again and so i hugn out with juan, which was in the plan. we chilled at the fremont...pretty much disembowled a baby doll...long story about that. then we came to my house at like three in the morning. and i made pancakes that were fucking nasty..i don't know why..i was kind of disappointed. then juan and i were just being stupid watching dodgeball and he kissed me! what the fuck!? but like i like flirting with him and i do like him...but he's effing 17!! so basically we stayed up all night jsut being weird. and we went to breakfast with sunny and she seriously was giving me the weirdest looks in the world because she was wondering why the hell juan and i were together this morning..bah! i really don't need this! what am i doing?!! on the other hand i did listen to a convo between juan and scott on the phone last night. found out some shit about scott from his own mouth. yeah what? juan put him on speaker phone and scott didn't know i was there..fuck that i know it's lame but hey, it's helping me get the fuck over him. boo. anyway i am in serious need of some sleep...it's been a real long time since i got any... READ 5 * POST * EDIT

desperado why don't you come to your senses [Saturday December 10th, 2005 9:59pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | desperado--->johnny cash ] i want a love like theirs. i hope that in another life i can meet them. READ 2 * POST * EDIT

member me? [Tuesday November 29th, 2005 10:37pm] [ mood | cold ] post our best memory...because i love you!! ( pictures!! ) READ 1 * POST * EDIT

[Monday November 28th, 2005 4:36pm] so i need to find a pick of the hair color i want. i want like a coppery red color. so if you find a good pic of that..post in a comment so i can take a look and print it out. pretty pretty please? thanks. POST * EDIT

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dear [my life] [Sunday November 27th, 2005 11:09am] [ mood | pathetic ] dear rachel stop drinking so much, it makes me sad. dear emily you are the best friend in the world for putting up with my shit. i'm sorry i haven't always put up with yours. come visit again soon..i love it when you do. it makes my heart smile. dear jon i am truly happy for you. ♥ your bff dear fremont please take me back dear don stop being a wanker and be my friend. at least that. you owe it to me. dear mom i hate school. i'm sorry i'm not what you want me to be right now, but honostly i just can't stand my life here. dear san luis fuck off and die, k thanks. dear kelli thanks for always making my day a little brighter via myspace LJ and aim. dear tina we need to shop for mac some more. i miss you. dear juan please understand. dear scott ahh!!!! you make me wanna lala :D dear brother come home and stay awhile. i miss you. fuck shannon..please leave her at the door. dear santa i just want to be happy again...? dear long beach please take me away from this god awful place and love me to death! dear froggie i want to kill you right now. give me some time off so i can get better and do my research paper. dear prof stefanco. sorry i'm a fuck up, your class is too good for me. i just can't do it anymore. =\ dear me GET A LIFE! READ 9 * POST * EDIT

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