Beauty makes my heart bleed....

10:45 pm

11:54 pm - SUPER MASSIVE BLACKHOLE

OMFG!!! I am happy now... I have just heard 'super massive blackhole' Muses new single...it's fucking amazing!!! MATT BELLAMY IS GOD!! It sounds so different to anything they have ever done..I'm stunned...its fantastic...MUSE ARE GOD, GENIUS, OUT OF THIS WORLD!!!

Current Mood: excited

08:52 pm - TIFA COSPLAY!!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Advent Children Tifa cosplay outfit came! It's so awesome! The attention to detail is immense, and is just like Tifa's! All I need now is black converse, a red ribbon and some fighting gloves. Then I'm set for Amecon! When I put it on I felt like throwing a ton of karate moves just like Tifa, heh shows i'm getting into the charactor lol! I chose to cosplay Tifa because my hair is similar in length and colour to hers...so I just need to style the fringe a little differently and it will be perfect! Obviously facially I look nothing like her, because she's so pretty and i'm hideous but I still feel just like her when i wear the outfit, yay! Tomorrow I think some Tifa camwhoring is in order, XD!

Current Mood: excited

01:35 pm - MERRY!!!

OMFG!!! This; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aINrqCyJBMQ&search=Merry%20jrock is the coolest Merry performance EVER!! Waaaa!!! It's sooo great! Gara's voice sounds really low and rasping but in the best possible way! And I can see why people find him so attractive, he's such a hot demon boy XD! I wish you could see more of Tetsu...but what you do see is beautiful! *squee!*

Current Mood: exhausted

07:33 pm

I want to eat off my wall. Here's why.



Ebay. I love you.

Current Mood: depressed

10:41 pm

Ha ha WTF is Atsushi's hair like in this video?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30fQmUq1xNI&search=Buck%20tick

He's still beautiful, but grow your hair long and lovely again Atsushi! Please!

I just watched Harry potter and the goblet of fire after putting it off for ages. (I borrowed it from my youngest sister)However I wanted to watch it because of the dragons. (I love them!!)

Because I hate the Harry Potter films, as the ones I had seen were all so shit, with all of the child actors (especially Emma Watson and Daniel Radcliff)being terrible. In this one Emma Watson was still amazingly crap, and seemed unable to recite a line without moving her eyebrows constantly up and down. SHE HAS RUINED HERMIONE!! Next time I see her at school I'll feel tempted to point and laugh. BUT! Apart from her and a few minor points it was actually really good! And Daniel Radcliff for the first time in his life can actually act! In the first two films his acting was beyond a joke. But now, wow, he was really convincing as Harry! I really want to know how he suddenly became decent. I thought the guy who played Cedric was really well cast, and Ralph Fiennes was so amazing as Voldemort!!!! The dark lord come to life indeed. David Tennant rocked as well. The horntail dragon was so beautiful and I freaked myself out by feeling a weird attraction towards Alan Rickman as Snape...eee what am I thinking?!?! His voice is hot though...no it isn't....gah I cannot be attracted to him! I can't! *shakes self in horror*

Current Mood: tired

12:13 am - Atsushi, sex

Oohh dear. This is a very short and pointless entry. Ignore if you wish.

I have just watched Atsushi's xlover video repeatedly, whilst reading yaoi fanfic between my favourite ever pairing Cid x Vincent. And now....I'M SO HORNY I WANT TO DIE!!!! Can you die from lack of sex? I swear if you can, I'm about to drop dead. Heelllp me!!!! Atsushi is possibly the hottest man alive, all that groaning and moaning, ooooh god! Klaha is beautiful, as is Tetsu but Atsushi is a sex god!!! Oh hell! Sexually deprived is me! *runs and hides*

Current Mood: horny

10:10 am - Illness has passed..survival through Vincent!

ATSUSHI IS MARRIED?!!?!? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Weeps* Yeah. I shall just have to fly over to Japan to kill his wife. XD. Though if Klaha was married it would be a lot worse.

I bought two buck tick cd's off ebay, and I can't wait for them to arrive. Atsushi equals sex.

For the last few days I have been ill. But I watched advent children for the millionth time, and Vincent and his beauty made me feel a lot better! I swear I add at least five hours of viewing time on because I obsessively rewind each time lovely Vincent comes on screen! One of my favourite parts is when Marlene asks Vinci if he has Cloud's phone. And Vince sweeps his cloak aside. So ethereal! *dies*

Klaha and his eternal beauty helped also. *drools at Klaha's tight leather trousers* He's so gothic and wonderful! Oh and I finally managed to watch ALL of my Dir en Grey blitz Dvds! It was probably not the wisest of ideas listening to Kyo roaring and screaming when I had a pounding headache, but his performance is so intresting it was fun anyway. I swear that man must be possesed by a demon.

Here's a lovely picture of Klaaahhaaaa! Isn't he perfect?

Current Mood: contemplative

03:39 pm - Louis....

I am re-reading interview with the vampire for the fifty billionth time. I love it so much. Interview with the vampire is one of my favourite things in the whole world. It comforts me a lot. Which says much about my self consciousness! Vampires are my all. Though Lestat in his 'brat prince' glory is wonderful, wonderful, I adore Louis. Though I look upon Lestat as my favourite character, I have realised Louis is everything I wish for! The long dark hair, the beautiful green eyes, the total angst...He is perfection.

I am also watching my favourite Malice Mizer performance 'Kioku to Sora' obsessively. I think it's sweet that the most controversial thing Klaha does is put his arm loosely over Kozi's shoulder.

Current Mood: good

03:54 am - TETSU!!!!!!!!!1

Found another picture of Tetsu!!! http://www.blue-neurose.de/images/tetsu3.jpg
Oh dear. I think another obsession has entered into the weird realms of my mind for the new year!

Current Mood: enthralled

01:47 pm

JOURNAL IS NOW FRIENDS ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

03:41 pm

Someone (HI EMMA!) has paid me £10.00 to scream in the middle of school assembly,

"PLEASE GOD LET ME SCREW KLAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I get money out of it so why the hell not? I will really regret it afterwards I know, but I am so going to do it! *Yes I am a idiot!*

Current Mood: amused

01:24 pm

I just watched the Dirge of Cerberus trailer again....

VINCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So beautiful! So perfect! I LOVE HIM!!! I want Vincent, I want Vincent, I WANT VINCENT!!!

Current Mood: distressed

01:30 pm

DARK ANGEL QUEEN
you are the ruler of the dark angels. witha haord
of demons at your service, all you have to do
is snap your fingers, and whatever you want is
yours



which gothic angel are you (actual gothic ANIME pictures, none of that preppy crap)
brought to you by Quizilla
Ohhh yeeeahhh.

Current Mood: contemplative

09:24 am

Swiped this from Peff,

A Song Meme: List ten songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your ten songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to. Tag yourselves if you will!

1. Showbiz- Muse
2. Darkshines -Muse
3. I'm sick of you - the stooges
4. I might be wrong - radiohead
5. Seinaru toki eien no inori - Malice Mizer
6. Shiroi hada ni kuruu ai to kanashimi no RONDO -Malice Mizer
7. New dawn fades- Joy divison
8. Shadowplay- Joy division
9. Not to touch the earth - The Doors
10. Universal mind -The Doors

I just watched a video with Gackt showing how far he could spread his legs. WAAHAHAAA!! Is he every fangirls dream or what?

Current Mood: sleepy

11:24 am - Toshiya is my slave

Toshiya is your slave...the wild sexy beast has
been tamed, and your the one to do it! Lucky
you, just don't touch the lips!


J-Rock Claim Quiz -Who would be YOUR slave???
brought to you by Quizilla

Toshiya is miiiinnneeeeeeee!!!! Wahaha I think I'll stick this on my profile.

Current Mood: amused

10:51 am - BARA NO SEIDO!!

After buying it twice...paying a ridiculous amount and waiting FIVE FREAKING WEEKS (ragh!) I finally own BARA NO SEIDO!! I honestly thought I would never get hold of it, but at last it seems fate has decided to be kind to me! So gothic and amazing! Klaha's vocals are lovely, they send a shiver down my spine. My favourite tracks are (I cannot translate the titles) 2, 5, 6 and 9. It seems like sacriledge that Klaha isn't a renowned singer!

Though this may be a pretty pointless topic, I finally got my hair cut! (the last time was a year ago) Two people had to comb it through, because of the length. Not as Alexiel like as before *sob* but it's still pretty long. Hopefully with a gothic hairstyle I can ensnare Klaha with my charms. XD!

Also here is my elven name! "Lúthien Telemnar," Very elegant yes? Find your own on this site; http://www.chriswetherell.com/elf/

Current Mood: cold

09:44 am

I suppose by now, my journal entries are getting extremely repetitive....

BUT I LOVE KLAHA SO MUCH!!!! I can't get over how beautiful he is! He is perfect,perfect PERFECT! When I look at pictures of Klaha, I can't view him without feeling completely enthralled! So gothic and pretty...and his voice is so deep and gorgeous...WHY CAN'T MALICE MIZER REUNITE AND PLAY OVER HERE?!!! Though saying that, I would probably have a fit, when the gothic prince himself walked on stage. Klaha, Klaha, Klaha.....*sigh*

On another note, how hot is Miyavi in the 'girls,be ambitious,'video? *purrs*

Current Mood: predatory

09:18 am

WATCH THIS VIDEO PEOPLE!!!!

http://youtube.com/watch.php?v=IWDoRVLz6C0&search=Klaha

Klaha looks so sweet and lovely, awww!!!!

Current Mood: enthralled

03:59 pm

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Current Mood: anxious