ahahaha ADORABLE <3<3<3



I saw Wall-E the second time today 8'D (and hopefully I'll see it at least a third time soon...XD )


And, you saw it coming



I love this toy~ It was kind of expensive, but AWWW LOOK AT HIM <3 HE'S DIRTY
And he makes strange noises!

☺ geeky tags meme, wall-e

Honestly

I've NEVER EVER cried in cinema before.
But I had tears in my eyes throughout THE ENTIRE MOVIE
BECAUSE IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT OH GOD

I'm not kidding you, there was a fucking tear rolling down my face when the credits came on.
It was almost embarassing.
Luckyly my dad didn't ask me what I thought of it right away. I would have started to bawl like hell.

I NEED THIS. I'LL LOOK FOR IT IN DARMSTADT TOMORROW AND THEN I'LL BUY IT


Wow, I need to calm down.

☺ OH MY FUCK I'M STILL CRYING tags wall-e

...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I just found the list of electives for our 3rd semester and...OH GOD

There's awesome topics like Character Animation or Animated Short but FFFFFFFFFFFFFF
They expect "basic knowledge in 3D modelling/animating"
WHAT THE HELL.
Maybe if they had actually TAUGHT us something in the first two semesters, I woudln't have to freak out now, because I feel like I couldn't make it through ANY of those electives.

Fuck.
I *WANT* to choose Character Animation.

Maybe it's my own fault. I mean, I keep talking about how I want to do that kind of thing for a living later, but I never actually *do* anything.
I've never tried to get into 3D modelling on my own, hell I never even really animated anything in 2D! @_@

I am a bad student and I feel bad.


btw, @ Bing,
Was wirst du wählen? Und verlangen die bei euren Electives auch so'n krassen Scheiß?


In other news, my dear Mac Book Pro is broken ;_;
I had him with me for work on friday, and the transport must've broken the keyboard+trackpad. T_T He worked fine while I was working but when I got home neither the keyboard nor the trackpad worked.
Now I'm laptop-less for 2 weeks minimum.
Which is great, because
a) World of Warcraft looks like shit on this old PC
and b) I can't finish my stuff at work (the internship), which means I'm back to 80% boredom from 9am to 4pm.

Speaking of the internship...it would be pretty rude to ask them to just write me a verification for an internship of 6 weeks after only 3 weeks, wouldn't it?
I'm so damn bored most of the time I'm there now.
The first week was okay(work-wise), but then they kind of ran out of tasks for me.
Now that I'm not going insane with fear anymore, the boredom drives me mad.

☺ worried ♫ rain - mother nature tags piss, university

Damn, I'm so SORRY to everyone I've been ignoring all the time.

I guess just felt like being all emo and pitying myself how lonely I am.

That damn internship made me that way.

Except that it's my own problem, the internship itself is OKAY, not like OMGWOWSOAWESOME, but really okay, I've already learned some stuff and everyone is very friendly and so on but...
I can't help being scared all the time x_X and feeling like I'm about to burst into fucking tears everytime the boss criticizes something I did.
It's FRIENDLY and CONSTRUCTIVE criticism, and always mixed with a lot of encouragement too (again, totally not THEIR fault, they're cool) but...I just can't help it.

On friday I had a typo in my webdesign (which he pretty much liked, btw) and when he pointed it out I felt so fucking bad THE ENTIRE REST OF THE DAY.

It's pathetic, I know, but I DON'T know what I can DO about it x____x;

I want this to be over DDDx;;; 5 more weeks...damn.


To cheer myself up a little I bought 1 month WoW-time. It helps a little. ;_; The Zangarmarsh is awesomely pretty.



Oh, and in case you wondered what happened to the little bitchbirds, they all grew up into healthy fat Bitchbirds and now live somewhere here unless the cat got them.




bye bye little Bitchbirds

☺ crappy

So, I'm back from my "vacation" at my grandma's.
Sorry to all those who wondered where I was.
I should've said it here that I wouldn't be having internet for the next weeks.

I...dunno, this post is just to tell everyone that I'm back.

I'm not very happy at the moment, for one because my holidays are over, monday's the first day of my 6-week internship (blargh Dx I wish I wasn't so scared of strangers...) and then also because I just got to know that I won't be going to the GC this year.
I was really looking forward to this.
Really.
Fuck, Hideo Kojima's gonna be there.
And a playable Silent Hill 5 demo...

Ah well.

At least I got some old PS2 games from my cousin that I can play in what little free time I'm gonna have.
(God of War, Godhand, Killer7, MGS2(I already own it, but this one has a making-of DVD) & Devil May Cry 3)

And the Kakao-Treffen tomorrow ;3; <3 one last silver lining~



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Und damit wenigstens die DeutschenDeutschsprachigen unter euch was zu Lachen haben:


Meine Mutter gestern, hat alte Musikkassetten ausgegraben und hört sich gerade ein Lied an.
Suddenly Blasinstrumentensolo.

Mutter: Ah ja, das Gebläse ist immer schön.
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☺ gloomy tags blah, piss

Some of you might remember my dear friend Bibi Bitchbird from last summer.

Well, she's back


( and she built a nest into one of the flower boxes on our balcony! o_O )




Tomorrow I'll rent my first PS3 game *3* finally~



And yes, I do draw, but mostly Kakao Karten

EVERYONE SHOULD DRAW KAKAO CARDS AND THEN TRADE WITH ME <3

(YES, I'M LOOKING AT YOU, fairynavi XD)

here's the English page: http://www.art-cards.org/





and now a message for bingbulette

kann es sein, dass du noch mein Tablet hast? XD; Wenn ja ist nicht schlimm, mir ist nur eingefallen dass ich momentan keinen Plan habe wo das Ding eigentlich ist.

☺ blank

MY BABY IS WORKING AGAIN <3<3<3<3


Oh god I thought my SNES was broken, but IT'S NOT!


I just had to change some stupid setup of the TV~

I'm so happy right now.




( and now for some e-peenwaggling )



btw, does anyone have any experience with Firefox 3 yet? Is it worth downloading?

☺ yaaaay tags gaems

So much good stuff!!

Germany won yesterdays match (even though they didn't really play very good, but that's a talent too, right? Being able to play shit and still win)

AND OMFG

I GOT A PS3

I'm so lucky! *silly nerddance*
In the morning fairynavi messaged me and told me they had a used one in their Game Stop and in the evening I asked my mom, whether I could get it and she was like "mmmmhhhhrrr D8 okay, but that's all you get for christmas AND your birthday."
WHOOOOPARTYINHIGHDEFINITION

I don't REALLY have it yet. Atm it's probably still watching IRON MAN with fairynavi! lulz
I'll pick it up tomorrow.

So now I have to save some money and then buy my first PS3 game. Whooooohohohohohoho MGS4 zum Greifen nah~
Now I can't wait for Silent Hill 5 to be released. I just hope it's good *-*


In other news, I have a shitload of stuff to do:
*learning (technology AND informatics x___X; the examns are one day after another)
*writing the other half of my essay (about "The State Hospital" by Kienholz)
*some art+design stuff for a game concept
*another Maya animation (Oh Maya...I wish I knew how to use you.)




now a meme, where I take a picture of my bag and what's inside.
( there's something in my front pocket for youuu~ )

☺ tired but happy

MEET THE SNIPER



VALVE FUCKING ROCKS




It just had to be said.


FUCKYEAH

(I want a feature-length movie!!!1 Where's the movie?!?!)

☺ giddy tags teh awesome, valve

FFFFFFFFFFFF


TODAY WAS SUCH A GOOD AND FUNNY DAY

AND THEN I GET HOME AND READ AN EMAIL FROM THE GUY WHO SOLD THE RAZR MOBILE ON EBAY THAT I BOUGHT.

AND ALREADY PAYED FOR VIA PAYPAL.

HE SENDS ME A COPY OF THE MAIL HE GOT FROM PAYPAL, SAYING THE 51€ ARE ON HIS PAYPAL ACCOUNT

AND SAYS:

"I'm sorry, I don't know anything about PayPal. Please send the money to ----(normal bank account)"


FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFARRRRGHHGAHDGDGAJHSGSJHA


JUST HOW STUPID CAN A SINGLE PERSON BE??? HE ADDED PAYPAL TO THE AVAILABLE PAYMENT METHODS AND DOESN'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT IT.

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.


I sent him an answer. He just has to fucking get the money from the PayPal account and send me the goddamn phone, or I'll contact eBay -__-




blargh, now I don't even feel like drawing Kakao-karten -____-

☺ FFFFFFFF tags piss