To the other library staff:

It was brought to my attention that some of you have been reading my online journal. I'm not quite sure why, but that is not the point of this letter.

This is just a place where I come to occassionally vent. Yes, sometimes it is about work. Yes, sometimes it might be venting over things that were conjectured or assumed, but I am pretty anonymous on here and don't think of anyone who it may relate to reading it.

This is an online diary or journal...supposed to be somewhere that you can say anything you like without thinking of other people reading it. The catch there is that I wasn't thinking, and that it was read, and that it would hurt people.

For that I am very sorry.

I have had my feelings hurt countless times...and I'm not just talking about the library here...I am talking about life in general. I know how it feels, and it feels really crappy. I'm sorry that I made some of you feel that way.

What happened was that I assumed and we all know what that does. I took a handful of information that was incomplete, drew some shoddy conclusions...and well....we all know where we wound up from there.

I know that words are never enough, but I hope that you will take this as an action as well. Everyone who read the other post (now deleted) can read this one.

I was wrong about most of you, and I offer my apologies again.

I feel a bit: nauseated

Edited....explanation to be posted later...

Apologies to any whose feelings were hurt.

Again...there will be more later.

( I would also like to note... )

I just added Dane Cook on myspace. hahahahaha.

Yes. XD

I know...I'm awesome. Whatever...me and my 13 friends who I really know and DANE COOK. Yep. Life is going to be good. haha.

I think I'm going to make some graphics of him for my next batch at _vigilante__. I just posted a batch of 114 icons. You should all go check it out, because I am quite proud of a few of them. XD

Later.

I feel a bit: silly

This guy in the library was having trouble with the computer... I mean trouble as in he didn't know what I meant by clicking on something with the mouse. Now he has turned the computer screen...I guess so I can't see it, but I totally CAN. He is on some dating/match/romance site that has a picture of two men embracing on the home page of it.

He's decked out in this 'I'm white, but look I'm hardcore gangsta' wear and he is in this area of WV looking for a boy to love.

This is not the most homosexual-friendly state...or area.

I just want to give him a hug and advise him to move far away.

Story: My mother will not let me hug her in the Lowe's in Summersville (about 30 mins from where I live). She won't let me hug her because some rednecks will think that we are lesbians and run our car off the road to kill us. Those kinds of 'accidents' have happened before. She's overly paranoid I think though. 30 minutes in either direction from my town is like this little circle of intolerance. Still my friend Joseph moved away, because he was literally afraid to be himself.

Poor little guy hiding his gayness from the librarian.

Again..... http://www.myspace.com/to_each_her_own

haha. XD

I feel a bit: of pain in my back

So I did it....

http://www.myspace.com/to_each_her_own

Go add me you smelly pirate hookers.

because I loooove you.

haha.

On another note my back hurts like nothing else, and I am feeling mildly whiney about it, but I am trying to maintain my composure and do a tiny bit of work... (hard to be motivated to life heavy books over your head when walking hurts....sitting isn't that great either.)

Anywhoodle. Yes...add me. I also might make a quiz like Luke, because I used to do that all the time in college and have it in my AIM profile. :) For now I'm just filling out stuff on myspace. On my really ghetto layout. I wonder how some of you made yours all pretty. It's unfair.

Jewel, honest_illusion was my first friend and is my only friend until the people I added add me back. haha. So do it and entertain me.

This is something that you won't really understand unless you are in the RP, but it was a fun distraction while I was cooped up in a hotel room. :) These are letters that were never sent, but they were written to other characters in the RP. Part of the fun of these is guessing who they are to.

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1) We are one person as described by two different people. Most details are similar, but there are always variations due to human error. Even now when it seems so unlikely that we ever cared for one another, I still feel that void where you should be. Some moments I still mourn the loss of your friendship. There will always be a part of me (yes, even after everything) which refuses to believe that you have changed permanently...or that you are capable of some of the things you have done. I am aware that I am stubborn and foolish. I will always love you, because you will always be a part of me.

2) You were the best wedding present ever. One thing--please stop chewing Halvor's bedroom slippers... He might get suspicious pretty soon and stop believing that various mishaps keep befalling them and that's why I keep buying him new ones. I am running out of believable mishaps...

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That's all for now from Delaney...see if you can guess them Lumos_RP people. heehee. Comments will be screened like on Linz & Jewel's letter posts. ;) If there are any suggestions of other people she should have written to let me know.

Trinity will be having her own set of letters....because she is insisting and the woman gets what she wants.

haha.

I feel a bit: contemplative
For the musically inclined: "Seether" -- Veruca Salt

So I got back from NC and well....if you want to know all about it I will tell you. haha. Kristen's wedding was really awesome, and so was the cake buffet. ha! ;) That was SUCH a good idea.

She and her friends also talked me into getting a myspace account. I haven't gotten one yet, but I am being sucked into it with the rest of you. haha. So yeah....when I do you better add me.

Quiz stolen from like 5 different people on my f-list....


Elvish


To which race of Middle Earth do you belong?
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I have a new job, and I start on the 29th of November. :) It's Marketing and PR another town over from where I work now. Driving a little farther, but working with other people will be AWESOME. I'm excited, and I had a breakfast meeting to learn more about it and it sounds really great. My computer time will be cut down during the day I figure, but to be happier in general with my life...it's worth it.

That's about it for right now. I am going to type up the unsent letters meme when I get home. ;)

I feel a bit: amused

I missed the exit to go to Black Mountain 3 times....in 2 different directions.

Got stuck in a traffic jam.

Was told there was a TV in my room, but there wasn't.

My room is down a creepy, creepy hallway.

I'm at the library which is walking distance away. XD

They are open tomorrow and Saturday.

I guess at least I won't be totally cut off.

Ummmm....that's about it. I managed to catch up on my f-list and I will still be basically on hiatus until I get back Sunday night or Monday morning.

My grandma's blood pressure was down to 80 over 40 when I left. Soooo....yeah. Not good. She just needs to hold out until my Dad gets home. My Mom is away as well, and so the only people there is the caretaker and the nurse from hospice. We all get home on Saturday/Sunday....so she just needs to hold on a little longer until we are home....or at least til my Dad is. He will be soooooo devastated if he is away and not there with her at the end. (She has been dying for a long time if you are new to my journal....)

Anyway....I got a deal on my room (like $50 off) since they lost my reservation.

But I will be occupying myself with American Gods, crochet, and writing solos/that unsent letters from RP characters meme thinger... I'm doing Trinity and Delaney. :)

♥ you guys...

Hopefully someone else from the wedding party will show up soon.

*eye roll*

back to the haunted hotel. (hence the icon. HA! REDRUM!!!REDRUM!!! *giggles* All hotel and no internet or TV makes Morgan a dull girl....)

later!

I feel a bit: like ghost hunting
For the musically inclined: typical library noises

I've decided to take that 'unsent letters' from an RP character thing that Linz and Jewel did and do that while at the hotel between wedding things. ;) I might even do unsent letters from multiple characters...

It will help with the inevitable boredom if I have something productive to do. heehee.

I have to check the outside drop box again...vaccuum...and shelve some more...

Then finish cleaning out my car.

In some order...possibly not the one it is in.

As I said before...I will be gone until Monday...so...leave some 'OMG MORGAN IS AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER AND IS PROBABLY DYING SLOWLY BECAUSE OF IT' love for me to come back to.

*HUGS*

So I haven't updated in awhile, and I'm getting ready to be gone for 4 days. That's right.... 4 days and no computer access. I may die.

Anywho...

Bridge Day.

It went well. For those of you who know...I was selling handmade scarves. I think deadstar666 is the only one who actually knows what my scarves look like since I totally sent her one. haha. I made $55 which wasn't bad since it was 73 degrees. O.O Not exactly scarf weather. Oh well. That is about 2 tanks of gas for my trip tomorrow, so I'm okay with it.

I got sunburned on my face and have been feeling dry and lizard-y ever since. I have tried both of the expensive estee lauder lotions that my mom bought me two months ago. They helped a little, but not the A LOT that I was going for.

I am not going to go into everything that I did, but I managed to meet the governor and his wife down underneath the bridge, and that was pretty darn cool. I also met the guy who designed the WV state quarter, and that was neat too.

I am scrambling today getting everything done before this other lady comes here to fill in for me at the library. I am getting all the books checked in, shelved, dusting, vaccuuming, straightening, and anything else that I can think of. I am also cleaning out my car at the same time. :/ I have 2 more hours being open here in the library and then I can close the doors and REALLY get down to business. I will be working on solo's for the RP and keeping an ongoing log of my experiences driving to NC and staying in a haunted hotel and being a bridesmaid for the first time.

I'm a little nervous at the moment. The only person I know in the wedding party is the bride. I know of two people coming to the wedding who I am friends with, so I may have someone to talk to. If not I will be in full blown attention-seeking Gryffindor mode, and I may run the risk of annoying myself. (Or as has been pointed out to me.....annoying the ghosts in the hotel into moving on to the afterlife.)

Whenever I find my camera cord...I will upload my pictures from Bridge Day and the wedding pictures that I will be taking. :)

Later all!

I feel a bit: nervous