Two weeks two weeks and i will be in fucking London *minor fucking panic and freak out moment*

i work overnights now. 40.0 hours a week at 10.05 and hour is ok with me. I just can't have my vampire fangs. apparently they are "Against work uniform"

Is it a bad sign when your room becomes the marsh from Lord of the Rings? You know that one that Frodo has to trip through to get to Mt. Doom, with all the deadies in it (also called the Dead Marshes ahaha). Seriously, there are little areas where there are corpses a float in the sole deep waters. Geez i'm amusing myself with the word play.

Other news, i'm going overnights and being a csm there. I'm making more money and it should get me to thing about what i want to be when i grow up...or at least want to better myself. Here's the thing, since i'm going to be working at night and we all know that walmart steals your soul and makes you into a walking dead sort of person, I was thinking of getting vampire caps put onto my teeth. HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE?!?!?! Right?! Who else would like to be able to walk into a walmart at 4a.m. and look up to see that the person helping them is actually becoming one of the undead? I giggle.

And our third note of the day, my great granny died. I balled the first day and was sick. I slept most of it away. Then dad and i held a tiny wake. Michelob with cactus lime isn't the best but i'll drink it. But yeah she's now gone :(((( I pray that she is doing better now, that she remembers who and what she was and how everything happened and i hope she is proud of me

So the days are set. I'm leaving for the UK May 19th and I'm not coming back till the 2nd of June. I'm FUCKING FLIPPING OUT. Now the nerves decide to set in, those stupid bitches. I'm nervous as hell, but it's not just that. Those damn tickets cost me an arm and a leg as well as 2 toes from the other foot and my left ear. Over $700 kids. That is a lot to regan. I'm going to be great when i go and buy my first house. I just know it. So anybody have anyplace i should go and see?

If only there was a i'm way for it to go to work for me and earn my money. But anyways...I bought My French Coach for my ds. I have to say i'm impressed. Now if only they would bring out a My Japanese Coach or a My Korean Coach or My whatever-asian-language-that-they-want-to-do Coach. I'm actually rather happy with the whole process so far, but i've only had it for three days so guess we'll see how it goes!

I'm still a Draco/Hermione fan. My ship will not sink, even if i'm the only one left on the boat. Not that i am or anything.

I'm sick. Like super sick. Not throwing up sick. But fever ridden, body aching, hacking, gacking, mucus spitting, runny nose, headache-y sick. It's a wonderful disease that was spread around work. I must thank whoever the fuck gave it to me. I don't like it and I don't feel good. Bully for me, I guess.

I'm going to the UK and Ireland. Come hell or highwater i'll be there. Rio deployed for the country today. She'll be there until June 30 if she doesn't extend her contract with them

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It a new journal i'm using to keep all my workout and eating habits in check. Because i'm sick of being the fat girl that no guy will look at in a romantic relationship view. The male species in particular is driving this annoyance and i will fix it and then i won't worry about them. I'll have my choice.

By the way yeah guys suck ass. He won't talk to me. He looks at me when he comes into the store. I don't think i did anything to make him not want to at least be friends...I thought that was what we were. I don't know. I'm confused and i refuse to be played with like that. I don't do head games.

So i've manage to meander into the world of sex yet again only briefly by sending naughty texts to a guy friend of mine last night. Guess that's another one to cross off my list of things that have to be done in a sexy way. Phone sex complete...kinda. I'm a little giddy about it. He's a good looking man. but he was also kinda drunk. but he was sober enough to tell me all sorts of dirty things and able to spell. I'm amused. Oh and I'M NOT DRUNK YET BUT BELIEVE ME I WILL BE POSTING A DUNK POST LEGALLY SOON ENOUGH!!

As the title says happy new year kids! How was yours? Mine was spent seeing "Sweeny Todd" at 7:15, getting home at about 10ish, and going to bed because i've got a head cold that has been hounding me for 4 days now. 4 DAYS. But the good news...2 days till i'm 21 bitches! OOOHHH YEAH!

So have you seen the ads for burger king? you know the one where everybody is freaking out because they took the whooper off the menu? That's funny, but more sad than funny. I can't believe that some damn burger owns so many lifes. So when they take it off the menu for a day, people start haveing hysterics. wtf. seriously people, if you're jonesing that much for a damn burger go home and make one. it's probably healthier, you can dress it up YOUR WAY and it'll force you to be creative (dressing up your burger, making your own "secret sauce", whatever) it would make you think and make you less dependent. and for those of you who claim to have "no time", drop a few of your extra activities and MAKE TIME. it's not that fucking hard. seriously. disgusting. yuck. and i'm not telling you to give up you trips to the gym, but i'm sure there are some really frivolous things you participate in that could be done away with.

So i bought my new laptop and i'm still learning. I love it though. I also bought Sim Societies. And a wireless router. all in all it cost me $700. Roughly. But i'm happy no buyers remorse yet. Now i just have to...re...download EVERYTHING!!! Fuck me sideways.

So i was at work when i had heard about this. At first the gunman had only killed one person and he was still on the loose. So we were kinda worried about him coming to our store, but Omaha is 1.45 hours away. If you go the speedlimit on the highway. Interstate is much faster. But still it's Nebraska and Starkweather proved to be able to get from one end of the state to the other with little worries and killing people. I didn't know until i got home and watched the news that it was really bad. My grandmother and uncle live up there. So i was understandably worry.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22131295/

If any of you wanna read about it. It's just kinda sad, depressing.

GAH!! I'm getting a laptop. End of story. My mom is on the main home computer all the time playing her Second Life. I'm glad she's playing games. My insidious ways are infiltrating the masses and makeing gamers outta the lot of them!! But it cuts into MY gaming time. I'm addicted to Maple Story. So i'm getting a laptop. :P

Have you tried Feijoas? OMG they are like a tart kiwi. you even have to peel the little suckers with a knife. SO GOOD. They are small, green, and kind of look like a pepper, but it's a fruit and it's oh-so-yummy.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feijoa

Thank God for wiki. Here in the boonies they cost $1.50. Yeah, that's alot for a small little fruit that is eaten within two bites.

ANIME CON TODAY AND TOMARROW!! I'M EXCITED!! LET'S ALL GO TO THE NEBRASKON!!

http://www.animenebraskon.com/

RED NINJAS, UNITE!!!

Because one of my grandmothers think i'm a lesbian, a friend sent this joke to me. I laughed...

Why can't a lesbian go on a diet and wear make-up at the same time?

Because she can't eat Jenny Craig while Mary kay is on her face!

So what are people dressing up as? I was going to do this scary ghost chick from japanese mythology/scary stories but i'm not sure how to do the make-up that i would need to do...her mouth is slit all the way back to her ears, and i don't have the surgeons mask and oh wal-mart doesn't carry it >:O wtfm?!

But what about everybody else?

Went to San Antonio Texas last week. It sucked. I really wasn't impressed. Though we went on this drive through safari. One of the zebras snotted my mom. That part was great. And the Alamo and the River Walk were la-de-dah. It's good but not interesting to me. Oh and i was able to see my sister and watch her graduate (so PROUD) that was good too. It's made me mosdef think about joining the navy...maybe. i need to get in shape first.

But that was like a week ago. we got home thursday morning. Rio came home Friday morning. because she's a loser and missed her plane. >.<

then last night i was all "lets go see '30 Days of Night'" and Rio was all "Ok, cool. What's it about?" and i responded "It's about vampires that terrorize this town up in Alaska." and she's all good to go. we get to the movie and an hour in, we have to leave because it's a scary movie and Rio doesn't do scary movies.

*sigh* it was just getting to the middle of the story. and that was a waste of $14. oh well. i'll just have to find someone else to go with me later. it's only an hour and fifty minutes.

we got out to my car and i was teasing Rio (who's my sister who graduated military training if you haven't figured it out yet) I was telling her that if she didn't hurry and get in the car the vampires where ganna get her. We laughed. Then she proceded to tell me about the ghosts that haunt Lackland Air Base and all the encounters that were had. I really don't need a fucking ghost story becuase i have an over active imagination and had also just watched "Wicked Little Things" earlier in the day. Sci-Fi's running those 13 scary movies that were up for Horror Fest. That was one of them. It wasn't the good of a movie either, but you try watching little kid ghosts that like to hunt down people and kill them with mining tools and then eat them and not get a little creeped out. There was just something wrong there. any ways Rio's telling me how her, fellow flight students, and their drill instructer were chilling out and had heard someone walking around in their taps (fancy boot covers worn back in the day, you know the little belt things that went over the boots) and there was no one in the area. that was one. the other one was were these two girl who belonged to a newer flight, that had just come in, had their first night of patrol. They had heard someone saying "Help Me" well the two girls went looking around, one went down stairs to check the doors and the other when to check the rec room. the one (now G2) in the rec room screamed and the one (now G1) downstairs ran up stairs. When G1 asked G2 what happened G2 responed that when she had swung her flashlight around the room the beam had landed on this guy with a huge ass gash on the left side of his face. They called the Command Office, the big wigs, and they rush over there becuase i guy with a gash on his face and clood all over isn't a popular theme at the airbase and is something that needs to be looked at. So the CO's get there and the doors are locked. Nothings in the room. As the CO's walk past the girl, one of them says 'not this shit again'.

Take that as you will. i'm done, it's daylight out and i'm creeping myself out.

Side note: Don't eat chile powder flavored frozen fruit bar things. Not good. Seriously, one of the nastiest things i've ever ate and i've put squid and octopus in my mouth willing.