I have officially decided to make my journal 'Friends Only' and doing so with a quote!

"Even as I'm shovelling it up my hooter, I realise the sad truth. Coke bores me, it bores us all. We're jaded cunts, in a scene we hate, a city we hate, pretending that we're at the centre of the universe, trashing ourselves with crap drugs to stave off the feeling that real life is happening somewhere else, aware that all we're doing is feeding the paranoia and dischantement, yet somehow we're too apathetic to stop. Cause, sadly, there's nothing else of interest to stop for."

-Irvine Welsh

PS DOWNLOAD GOOGLE TALK if you have a microphone!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM !

♥

Date:	2005-08-18 11:58
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	End of Fashion - Quicksand

Somehow Rya makes my crazy head feel like its less crazy than it is.

Bless than boy!

"Im sinking in the quicksand of my mind
and i aint got the power anymoreee..

knowledge comes with deaths release"

i wake up and think how am i to face the day? well my dad solved this by bringing me breakfast and coffee.

ps - sven i got the sale thing in the mail!

cute as a button, soft as a marshmallow.

PS - this site really angers me

www.idgogayfor.com

Date:	2005-08-04 18:13
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	Oh Yeah - End of Fashion

Talking to Matthew today i was mentioning that i had 'Oh Yeah' by End of Fashion stuck in my head and while i had downloaded it i really should buy the EP, i get home.. what is on my doorstep? the EP with a note saying 'Thanks i have had it in my head since you mentioned it and i was buying myself one and got you one too, i love you like blisters Mx'

Can everyone say "awwwwwww"

I'm the reason shes a cow.. Oh Yeah?
So you went to school to relearn how to smile.. Oh Yeah?
Can't remember what you said.. and your name again.. Oh Yeah?
constipation verbally and then you walk away.. Oh Yeah!!

now to eat icecream, syrup and dance about naked and blow orange and strawberry wine kisses.. i promise starting Monday ill have three alcohol free days of the week. PS - its been since Monday without a smoke!!

You might not want to come and see Regurgitator because you aren't old like me.. but you are going to come and see;

Blanche DuBois
Date: Sat 2o August 2005
Venue: Mojo's Bar - North Fremantle
With: Leena and her full band + Special Guests
Doors: From 8pm (Blanche appearing on-stage 2nd)
Tickets: TBC

PS - Magic Dirt are touring in September/October and NOT coming to WA but SA, what the fuck is with that...

Date:	2005-08-02 09:01
Subject:	12 days to go til.............
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Track # - The Gurge

PS - I forgot to remind all and sundry that REGURGITATOR are playing on the 14th of August at the Paddo and i could possibly just jump up and down and twirl around til i fall over about it all.

My year in music, or rather the music in me this year has been phenominal and while this probably won't be the Violent Femmes - it will be within its own realm.

My week so far has been crazy busy. i spent the evening applying orange lipgloss, drinking strawberry wine and spritzing with lemon lime spray because i feel like cocktails and speaking to Rya (ps Pixie he wants to come dancing with you!)

I found this new addictive game http://deathball.net/notpron/notpron.htm and OH boy how much fun, level 6 so far but alas i should go to bed before i send people emails i shouldn't.

im not a heroin junkie or anything, but this i think relates to anyone with an addiction http://www.blacktable.com/lang041104.htm

well thank god tomorrow is Thursday, hurray for sleep to turn this brain of mine off! Hurray for Rya and the sense he makes.

Pumpkins and Scarecrows aren't nearly as awful as they first appear.

♥

Date:	2005-07-23 18:46
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	Pete Murray - Please

PS i am totally addicted to Google Earth. THis may possibly be the best thing every invented in the entire universe! and i can't stop looking and searching and playing and oh my god, i found my house and all these amazing places in the universe and im all encompassed in the enormity of everything!!

PPS - i think everyone should play Google Earth, especially if you have ADSL/Broadband - you will get immersed in the love!

Taken in May in New Zealand.

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This takes awhile to load

http://www.eviltree.de/zoomquilt/zoom.htm

SO WORTH IT.

Date:	2005-07-14 08:43
Subject:	Previously, on livejournal...
Security:	Public
Mood:	busy
Music:	Get Off - Dandy Warhols

*flashback sequence*

Is life like an flashback on acid? Well really to be objective about it, we should take shit loads of acid and drink a lot to see if my life is like a dodgy flashback – so lets do it.. lets go sit in the park, play in the trees and take acid!

You, pink aorta! Why are you so deflated? I try and fill you with helium but you suck it up and slowly spit it out in dribs and drabs like the clothes of a hobo, low blow. It feels like my feelings were a salad spinner on a blowhole – shooting spinning like a star it bounces across the sky at lightening speed, so quickly that you doubt it was there for a split second like split endz, not the Finn’s but the Finish and not the people but the end, is the beginning is the end. That dark black corner that you call a pit stop would stop a pitted date from lying in your wake, why is it called a wake when you clearly wont’?

Actually im just really warm and cosy laying in my bed for the last half hour killing time til i HAVE to drag myself out of bed... i am still sick and i wish i could take a sickie

Anyway, im just trying to kill more time.

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Date:	2005-06-29 11:48
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	Dancing with myself - The Donna's

GAH! Oh my amazing day has been marred by the fact that she pointed out i was more like Marilyn and not a Jackie at all. Apparently im beautiful, charming, exciting, fun and someone to fall in love with, but not 'marriage material'!

Im not sure whether to agree and be blown away by her honesty or to disagree. Why everyone thinks im flakier than i am, and i have commitment issues and perhaps im not relationship ready. Id like to think it will happen one day even though all my relationships last for only a short while....

Still, my day is amazing and the spring in my step won't waver because i am a Marilyn - she was always better than Jackie anyway!

Oh and because i stole this from a hot boi that will one day make out with me heavily

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I don't know if i can say i 'fell off the wagon' when i never even really got on.

Matt is coming over tonight, he is a bit stronger than me and i must admit, if Matt is saying i have to stop then it really is a problem. I promised to cook him dinner.

I have a billion things to do, but its too cold to hang out washing or iron clothes.

Im going to have juice and bacon and eggs for breakfast if i can push myself to get off my ass and out of bed.

Did i mention that my Dad goes to China on Tuesday? Well he does.

He is going to buy me a brand new Dior or Luis Vuitton handbag so i can be glamorous. I also want a pair of Chanel jeans that i saw online so ill try and convince him to buy me those as well... but this is my dad so his description might vary to what he actually gets me.

Oh and i have to thank people for housewarming presents, when i haven't even had a party yet!

Date:	2005-06-17 08:45
Subject:	Thank monkey nipples its Friday!
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	The Beatles - Happiness is a Warm Gun

I want to sing and dance and skip and goddamn it i think i might! I just want to remind myself that my life wouldn't be complete without my ipod and i hope to make babies with it one day.. perhaps imegans.

I am looking forward to the day being over though, i slept funny on my neck last night and i can't pop my back into place. Since i am an expert at trigger point therapy, you'd think i could fix it, but i just can't reach that spot.

I am feeling dreamy today, like i want to whistle and pick flowers and kiss birds and hug trees and stare wistfully into the sky.

PS I ♥ Mel.