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[Ficlet] Binding

  • May. 30th, 2005 at 10:04 PM
Utena - Harukami
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Binding
Fandom: Naruto
Pairing: Zabuza/Haku
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Zabuza had been accustomed to binding his wounds quickly, preferring efficiency to thoroughness. He was injured rarely, but Haku remembered the first time he saw Zabuza dress his own injuries - a quick wash with cold water, bandages tied roughly, and if Zabuza had felt any pain, he did not show it.

Zabuza's dreams were Haku's own - and to some extent, that meant that responsibility for the care of Zabuza's body was also Haku's, and he took that responsibility very seriously.

On their travels, Haku sought out the midwives, women on the edges of communities but connected by every child they'd helped birth. They showed him which herbs to pick - what a dear, sweet boy - they showed him how to stitch wounds. The midwives introduced him to the acupuncturists, the acupuncturists to the apothecaries. It was very important to Haku to be prepared, and he thought that, in another life, maybe he could have done this - he could have wandered the countryside and cured sick children, eased the aches of the elderly. But he was Zabuza's, and there was no point in wondering what might have been, not when he was so grateful for there to be a here right now with Zabuza.

When Zabuza came in the door after a job with a length of cloth tied over his arm, Haku said, "Would you allow me to see to your wounds?"

Zabuza said, "It's fine."

Haku lowered his eyes, because he didn't want to press. But he found himself saying, "Please, Zabuza-san."

Zabuza made no noise, but he sat down on their bedroll, and Haku retrieved the medicine box he'd worked so hard to prepare.

The wound wasn't bad - Haku had seen worse in his studies. So he washed it carefully, applied ointment that would stave off infection, and wrapped it a length of cloth, scavenged from clothing Haku had long since outgrown.

Zabuza did not say, "Thank you," nor did Haku expect him to do so. But he did raise one hand to cup Haku's cheek, and Haku knew he'd done well.

Comments

[info]tammaiya wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 03:15 am (UTC)
<3

Haku makes me so sad. He probably shouldn't, because he had no regrets about his life and that's the important thing, right? But things could have worked out so much better if Zabuza wasn't emotionally retarded... uh, Zabuza.

Which is a really obscure, windy way of saying, this is so very them and therefore makes me sad. In a good way- bittersweet. ^^;
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:22 pm (UTC)
What IS it us loving emotionally-retarded characters?

Anyway, I'm really glad you liked it - these two just make my heart ache.

[info]tammaiya wrote:
Jun. 11th, 2005 01:34 am (UTC)
I don't know! I'm like, all about the Seishirou and the Naoe and the... really really emotionally retarded characters, when you get right down to it. *sweatdrop*
[info]tekalynn wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 03:44 am (UTC)
This is so them. They're a heartbreaking couple because they clearly treasure each other in their dysfunctional fashion, and all this emotion is blocked off and they have no way to express it or even to acknowledge it's there.
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:23 pm (UTC)
Thank you! They both break my heart - I was sobbing when I saw those last episodes. I'm glad you liked it!
[info]vagabond_sal wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 05:50 am (UTC)
Oh, wow. People who love and can never quite figure out how to phrase the words...yes, so very, very much them. Haku needing to be a tool, an instrument in service to something very much above and beyond, and--yes, very, very nice.

(Oh, sent here by Haru, just so's you know. XD)
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:26 pm (UTC)
*grins* I know who you are - Haru's mentioned you plenty of times. Nice to meet you!

And I'm glad that it worked for you - the both of them just break my heart (and everybody else's, I imagine).
[info]vaultedthewall wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 09:46 am (UTC)
This is just so brilliant and sweet and IC, it makes me let out a breathless fangirl squee of joy.
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm really glad it worked for you - man, those two. I sobbed my way through that last episode.
[info]harukami wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 10:40 am (UTC)
I love this so much. So, so much.

...I've reread it three times already. And just. ...just, yes.
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:28 pm (UTC)
*hugs* See, you complain about lack of fic to me, and sometimes I do something about it! I'm so glad this one pleased.^^
[info]lynnmonster wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 02:17 pm (UTC)
Oh, it's just perfect, with the re-direction of Haku's life and their personalities coming through so clearly.
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:28 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Thank you, sweetie!
[info]mackzazzle wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 05:10 pm (UTC)
Ach, beautiful! The world needs more Haku and Zabuza fic... especially from [info]thehoyden ;)
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:29 pm (UTC)
Thank you! (and I am tentatively working on another.^^)
[info]celira wrote:
May. 31st, 2005 07:51 pm (UTC)
...That...

is beautiful.

._.
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:29 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it!
[info]azremodehar wrote:
Jun. 1st, 2005 04:04 am (UTC)
*wibbles* ;_; So... beautiful. And so very, very, them. I mean... Just perfect. (Haru said to read it, so I did. <3)
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:30 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm really glad you liked it!
[info]katmaxwell wrote:
Jun. 5th, 2005 12:03 am (UTC)
This was really wonderful; I think it perfectly encapsulates both of their personalities. (I can't get over the fact that Haku wants to be Zabuza's tool, and he's perfectly happy with it -- and I think you showed that very, very well.)
[info]thehoyden wrote:
Jun. 10th, 2005 06:30 pm (UTC)
The pair of them really make my heart ache - I'm glad this worked for you!