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  • Jul. 22nd, 2008 at 9:00 PM
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This is day three of Ethan week. :)  We had him Saturday night.  We then got him back Sunday and will have him until Saturday morning.  He is going to day care during the day, as normal, but we're blessed to have him at night.  So - who is Ethan, huh?  Our friend, Buffy, who lives here has a beautiful little boy, Ethan, who is just now 9 months old.  He is such a sweet baby - such a cuddler.  So - we're blessed to have him as often as we do - which has been quite a bit - YAY!!!  :-D  

So - I've had some things change around at work, which isn't out of the ordinary.  Generally though, when things change around I'm usually in the "know".  Well, this time, I was so far out of the "know" it wasn't funny.  AND the changes effected me and my direct report.  So - we're going to be reporting to a new attorney.  I don't have a problem reporting to the new attorney but change is so difficult.  I hate having to prove my worth over and over and over with new teams.  But - whatever.  Ten and a half years at the same company, one has to expect change, right?  

With that said, I think I'm going to take a personal day tomorrow and just figure out my place in the department and the company.  Everytime something like this happens to me if I just take a day I'm good.  So - that's what I'm going to do.  :)

Anyway - that's all I have for now.   

Blood anyone?

  • Jul. 19th, 2008 at 11:06 PM
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Today Greta went to get her blood tests done.  8 vials to be exact!  I didn't go, because she had to be there at the crack of dawn because she had to work today.  Also, Mady had a friend spend the night last night, and I didn't feel like waking them all up.  

So - the girls and I went to paint at Get Fired Up, with is the pottery painting place in downtown Melbourne.  We had a BLAST!  Greta showed up a little after 12 with lunch, and we painted until around 3.  Then - I took Mady's little friend home, and Greta went to pick up Ethan (our friend's little boy), because we promised to keep im for the night.  

Ethan is quietly sleeping in our make-shift nursery (which will be our baby's nursery - the bonus room right off of our master suite), Mady is playing online, Greta's killing people on the XBox 360, online thingy and here I am posting a new blog.  What a wonderful life.  :)

BTW - have I mentioned recently that my Mady will be 11 in a couple of weeks?  We ordered her cake today from Publix and it is sooooo freaking awesome!  She wants a Wii for her birthday.  Couldn't find one in the stores down here, but I was able to find one on Ebay.  Haven't rec'd it yet (which is making me a bit nervous), but I'm hoping it'll be here in time!!! 

In other news, on the education front:  I registered for my first MBA class today.  Class starts on August 13, 2008, and my first class is Business Communication.  I'm actually a little excited, because I LOVE communication classes.  Even though a lot of the class is objective, there's a decent amount of the study schedule that's comprehensive.  

Well, this update is a bit longer than I intended it to be, so I'm going to wrap it up.

Great weekend everyone!

Prenates?

  • Jul. 18th, 2008 at 11:59 PM
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Greta took her first prenatal vitamin today. :)  She didn't throw up and she successfully swallowed it on the first try. :)  She's going to get her labs done tomorrow, bright and freaking early.  Then, she has to go to work - ON A SATURDAY. :(  I'm taking Mady and her little friend Kaitlyn to the pottery shop and we're going to paint until around 3.  THEN...I have to take Kaitlyn home, go pick up Ethan by 4:00, and then bring him back to the house.  Our friends are going out on a date in Orlando, and it takes about 45 min to get there.  So - (why that matters I have no clue) - I'm keeping Mr. E-Train tomorrow night. I'm going to run by Toys R Us, I think, and pick him up a new couple of toys.  The stuff he has here is like 3 months old - and he's about to start walking.  Since we're going to have him from Sun - Fri of next week, we're going to need some stuff I think. 

New subject: 

Can I just say how freaking excited I am to be OUT OF SCHOOL until August 13th?  I got an A on my Appellate Brief, which means that I made a solid A in my Capstone class.  I also made an A in my Career Development class.  I can't wait to check out my GPA for the whole program.  I hope it's at least a 3.5.  I made one C this program, but I lso made a couple of B's.  I hope it all averages out. I want to graduate Cum Laude again. 

I think that's about it.  Not too bad at the updating, huh? 

Tara 

Doc Updates

  • Jul. 17th, 2008 at 9:29 PM
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Our first appointment with Dr. Chamone was today.  Basically we just chatted w/ the doctor and the nurse.  We rec'd some much needed information and I think we're on the right track.  IF everything were to work out perfectly, we could be pregnant by the end of August.  I am realistic, however.  :)  It rarely ever works on the first time, and our doctor has explained that it takes about an average of six times.  Our friend that used him to get her pride and joy had to go through three cycles.  She got pregnant two out of three times - miscarried once - and had Ethan the last cycle.  It would be great if we got prego within three cycles.  If it does happen within three cycles, we will only have to spend about $2200.00.  The IUI is completely covered by my insurance. The expense here is the cryobank charges.  I have to tell you - I NEVER thought I'd have to pay over $2 grand for SPERM! lol  Anyway, moving on...

So - we can do a cycle once a month.  Since it's IUI instead of IVF, it's not nearly as invasive as the IVF cycles are.  The only medication she'll be on will be Chlomid (sp), and the ONE injection to release the follicles (egg(s)) right before insemination.   Our doctor thinks she has a really good chance of getting pregnant.  YAY!  She's going for blood work on Saturday, and she has another doc appointment on July 31st.   That appt will send us for the Chlomid.  She'll be on that medication for five days, and then she'll go back for an appointment to check the size of her follicle(s).  Once the follicle(s) are the right size, then she'll do the one injection to release the follicles, and then we'll go for insemination.  After the insemination, we'll know if she's prego in 2 weeks (thus called the two week wait).  

I'm currently looking around online to find message boards of some sort for lesbian couples that are going through this process. If anyone knows of any out there, please let a sister know. :) 

Twice - in the same year!

  • Jul. 16th, 2008 at 4:53 PM
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 Well, tomorrow's the big day.  We have our appointment with Dr. Chamone at the Fertility and Reproductive Medicine Center for Women.  We've told my parents about our plans - and for the most part they are very supportive.  My mom's concerned because we're older and we have an 11-year old (almost 11), and we'll be starting all over.  But - I've told her that now that I'm older, my patience are so much better (may have something to do with medication but who knows - LOL), and i soooo want to have a baby with the love of my life.  

In Feb, Greta and I will have been together five years.  I think we're about as committed to each other as we possibly can and I think we have a pretty damned good relationship.  We're still in love - just as we were four and a half years ago.  We've made many dreams and goals come true and still have a long list of things to-do.  We're to the "baby" piece on that to-do list.  Now that we have the specifics ironed out (which doctor, which sperm bank, who's carrying, names, etc.), we're ready to go.  I just really hope and pray that everything works out medically and we'll be able to get pregnant the first time.  I'd hate to have to go through the disappointment of not getting pregnant over and over and over. I've done that before, and I just can't even imagine going through all of that again.  But - alas, we're really trying to go through this with a positive attitude.  We're going to need to set some boundaries so we know when enough trying is enough.  We'll have this discussion at some point I think....just not today. LOL

Anyway - that's my update for the day.  

Is anyone still out there?
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So, I think I’m going to start posting on LJ again. Weird, huh? It’s been YEARS! But, I have been reading some of my old posts, and so many things have changed!  I owe it to myself to update this LJ and journal our journeys that are up and coming.
 
What’s changed, you ask?
 
Well, I just completed my last paper for my Bachelor’s Degree. Remember when I started school???? It was in Jan 2005. I’m sure I posted about it. I’ll have to check that out. Anyway, I’ve completed my AS degree and BS degree. I begin the MBA program on August 13th. Nice, huh? I should be finished with that by August 2010. 
 
I’m still with the same company. STILL working from home, but home has moved. J I’m in Melbourne, Florida now. I’ve gotten a few promotions since my last post, and I’m now over the Civil Subpoena Discovery team in the Legal department. My team and direct reports are responsible for objecting to, or producing for legally properly served civil subpoenas. Big change since I first started posting LJ, huh?
 
For the biggest news, Greta and I are trying to have a baby. :)  Mady is nearly 11, and hopefully in a year or so we’ll have a little one in the house! Our first appointment for the reproductive specialist is Thursday. The biggest shocker here? Greta’s going to be the one to get pregnant. I was going to do it, but after having some serious medical issues last year, I had to have surgery in January of this year, and I can not have any more biological children. L Thank GOD for Mady. 
 
So – is anyone still here in LJ world??

Too long!!

  • Jun. 27th, 2007 at 3:55 PM
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So - it's been entirely too long since I've updated this thing!!  Everything's so new I don't even know which button's to push!!

I honestly can't remember the last thing I posted about (just signed in and clicked on update journal), so let's start with the basics. 

We moved again - surprise surprise!  We're living in Melbourne now.  We love it.  We have a great house in a great neighborhood, and Mady is really close to her best friend.  As a matter of fact, we're only three blocks away.  I'm still with AOL working from home and Greta's working for Liberty Aerospace.  I've done a bit of traveling for work recently, and have just had a fantastic girls weekend in Orlando!

I don't think there's anything else worth mentioning right away, but I am intending on keeping up with the journal again - I just hope I have the energy to do it!!  :)

Here we go again.

  • Jan. 26th, 2007 at 8:11 PM
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:)  So - we're moving again.  I think I've told everyone I needed to tell before I posted it on here.  If I didn't, I'm sorry.  :)  As most of you know, Greta has been working in Savannah, GA since September.  Clearly, this means that she's home about 24 hours during the week - Saturday night to Sunday afternoon.  We just can't take it anymore.  Mostly me, I think.  LOL  I'm soooo not good at this single mom thing.  It's really starting to get to me.  And, when the kid figures out it's getting to you, you know it's over. HAHAHA  So - We found a great place in Melbourne.  Greta's found a GREAT direct job (keep fingers crossed the pay is what she's expecting, please).  We have some really good friends down there so the transition shouldn't be oh so terrible.  LOL

So - that's the news.  Nothing else to report.

:-D

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  • Jan. 17th, 2007 at 2:29 AM
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Note to self:  If I update, maybe my friends will to?  Maybe?  Possibly?

Let's give it a try, why don't we?  

So - I just finished the last of my final papers that I have to do.  I still have a final exam (I hope and pray the professor will open it up for me to take - it seems I got carried away on my paper and lost track of time - the damned thing closed an hour ago).  So - I hope he'll do that, or I'm bound to make a C or worse - which would REALLY piss me off.  UGH

New news?  Nope.  Greta is still working in Savannah - and she may go to Alabama, then Kentucky.  Can I just say that I HATE it that she is working away from us and cannot stand the thought of her working so far away that we can't see her every weekend?  UGH UGH UGH.  We'll know more soon enough I guess, but I hate the though of it.  

My new classes, Advanced Legal Writing II and Humanities, starts at the end of January.  Doesn't look like I'm going to get much time off this time.  That sucks too.  (I think thos post is turning into a whine fest - I'm sure it won't do much for the requested posts, huh?) 

I have to go to bed now - it's 233 am - and I am one tired bitch. LOL

Nighty night!

End of 2006 Update (two parts)

  • Jan. 9th, 2007 at 12:54 PM
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Part 1 - LLLOOOOONNNNNGGGGGG post.  So long that it had to be put into two posts.  LOL

LONG Overdue - (two parts)

  • Jan. 9th, 2007 at 12:50 PM
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Read if you dare - (part two)

Here we go again. :)

  • Nov. 14th, 2006 at 1:29 PM
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So - I know it's been forever and a day again since I've had a decent update.  

Greta's still in Savannah.  UGH  The good news on that front is that she's going to be here for five days over the Thanksgiving holidays.  :)  I hate that we have limited time to spend together and we only see each other about once a week, but it certainly makes me value the time we have together FOR SURE.  The time that we have seems priceless now.  I really do miss her and cannot wait until we don't have to count the hours before she has to leave again.  I know she's sick of it too - for real.  She's stuck in a hotel suite thingy with Buddy and I'm sure she's sick to death of it.

So - in other news - one of my closest friends is going through some serious shit right now.  UGH  It makes me sick to know the shit she's having to deal with and having to go through - basically alone.  Clearly I'm not going to go into all of it here in a public forum, but you know who you are....I'm here for you!

So - Turkey day holiday.  Again, all of my family is coming to my house.  YAY!!!  I love not having to travel and find places for my animals and/or leaving them alone.  It's not fair to them.  So - in turn, my little tiny townhouse will be converted to a hotel suite. LOL  The same thing will happen for Christmas.  Greta's mom is coming here from Texas.  YAY x 2!!!  :-D  I can't wait for the holidays this year.  I am on some good meds and can handle just about anything this year. LOLOL

Anyway - I guess that's about enough for now.

Look forward to some updates!!!!

Oct. 19th, 2006

  • 12:56 AM
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OKay - so - this SUCKS.  I wrote an entry when I changed my layout and it didn't go through. :'(  That so sucks.  

I don't remember what I wrote at this point.  Nothing much has changed. Greta is still in Savannah and I'm not happy about it still. I understand it and appreciate more than she'll ever know that she is making so many sacrifices for our family.  I am so freaking bummed that she's gone.  It is not getting any easier - I can tell you that.  

My parents came up here tonight to drop Nana off.  They are going to a wedding in Atlanta and my grandmother is staying here with me and Madison. I'm really excited for her to be here, but in the same breath, I'm nervous about her being here because there are a couple of times that I'm going to have to leave and she has to make a decision as to whether she wants to come with me or stay here. If she stays here I'm going to be nervous as hell to let her stay here by herself because of the stairs.  But, I am going to do everything in my power to make sure that she is going to be safe.  

So - here I sit at 1:20 AM, watching my DVR'd Project Runway Finale.  I clicked to watch it and I saw the last minute where they announced the winner.  I won't ruin it for anyone else - but damnit.  I am pissed.  I waited all this time to get to this point and my DVR timer screwed it up and I saw the end before the beginning.  U G H

I'm going to bed.  Yesterday & today are officially FIRED.

Sep. 28th, 2006

  • 10:51 PM
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So, Greta isn't coming home this weekend.  And Sunday is her birthday. :'(  I am so freaking bummed out it's not even funny.  I miss her soooo much!  :'(  She's only been gone since Monday. LOL Mady's having a hell of a time dealing with Greta being gone too.  It's been tough man!  I just can't believe how much shit she doesn't around here.  She is always busy, and I can see why now more than ever. I swear - I didn't sit down until nearly 9:00 tonight.  And, me & Mady worked on her homework until freaking 10:00.  Mady has an AR test tomorrow, a multiplication (2's) timed test tomorrow, a Geography test (open book) and a Science pre-test.  I swear.  She is so stressed out, bless her heart.  And, oh yeah - tomorrow is picture day.  So she has to be all stressed out about her pictures and her smile, and her hair.  You know - she is so worried about all of this stuff.  So - this weekend.  She has a soccer game this Saturday morning at 915 freaking AM.  Can I just tell you how freaking sick I am of getting up at the crack of ass on Saturday mornings.  I'd love to be able to sleep in.  This week has sucked ASS.
 
So - now that I have whined for this entire post, I guess I'm done. LOLOL
 
Okay people - FREAKING UPDATE!!!!!!!!

Monday night football

  • Sep. 19th, 2006 at 12:13 AM
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OM freaking G!  So - anyone that really knows me, knows just how much I freaking ADORE football.  Especially the Jaguars.  I am one of those true fans.  Even when they play like shit I'm their fan.  Although I've never been to a real live NFL football game (insert whiny voice here) I am still such a huge fan.  So - the JAGS KICKED FOOTBALL ASS TONIGHT. I don't care if you DON'T like them - our defense was un-freaking-touchable tonight.  It was a beautiful freaking game.  I would've felt better about the win had the Steelers quarterback been 100% healthy.  However comma I love the fact that we are 2-0 and the 2-0 is sooooo important due to the opponents!  The Cowboys & STEELERS?  Give me a freaking break.  Nice job freaking JAGS.  That was freaking AWESOME!!!!!!!!  :-D  

So - I'm a bit happy, eh?  Now - back to my regularly scheduled homework.  :-D


JAGS ROCK!!!!!!  :-D

Sick

  • Sep. 3rd, 2006 at 6:15 PM
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So - I truly believe I was on my death-bed Thursday!  Wednesday night my left shoulder started hurting. Now - this is nothing out of the ordinary because of the fact that I am online like nearly 24/7 these days with work and school. Being online this much really makes for an aching body.  So, the pain started to move from the back of my shoulder, over to the top of my shouder and above my boob.  Thursday morning I got up and got dressed because I had my once-a-month meeting outside of the home.  I had to go to a country club and meet up with my ex-boss, soon-to-be-new boss and co-workers.  I got there on time (which is a miracle in itself, since I had to be there at 9:00 AM).  Around 10:30, my chest started to hurt.  So, I called my doctor on one of my breaks, only to find out she had no openings (surprise, surprise).  So, I waited a bit longer and thought maybe the pain would subside.  WRONG.  About 1215, I couldn't handle it anymore. I gathered my belongings, spoke to my ex-boss and told her I was leaving, and I drove myself to the ER.  UGH.  I decided to go to the ER over by my house, just in case I had to stay, it wouldnt' be too far from my house.  On my way to the ER, the pains started to get worse. I couldn't remember Greta's work number, so I had to call a friend of her that works with her and have him tell her to call me.  So, when she finally called, I told her I was going to the ER. At this point she only had like an hour or so left for work so I told her to just meet me at the ER after she got off work.  

So.  UGH (my hands are cramping - LOL).  I get to the ER - and I had to wait about 20 min to get into triage. Granted - not that long of a wait, but if left like it was about 3 hours.  So- I finally got back in the back - they stuck me three times and finally found a vein.  They hooked me up to all kinds of shit.  I was still freaking dying with pain and I was actually getting a little scared by this time.  They did an EKG and ordered some chest x-rays.  Just so this story doesn't take freaking forever -they found out I had A-typical pneumonia and pleurisy.  So - hence the pain!!!!  I was released from the hospital around 500 or so.  Greta got me home and I planted it on the couch for the rest of the day.  Weird thing?  I haven't been sick at all.  No symptoms whatsoever.  I went to my primary care yesterday - wait - maybe it was Friday - yeah - Friday.  They sent me for more chest x-rays because they didnt' believe the diagnosis.  Well - the diagnosis was correct.  a-typical pneymonia and pleurisy.  I swear to god. I don't know that I've ever been in so much pain.  That was horrific.  I've been in and out of it for two or three days.  I think I'm coming around now.  I'm able to stay awake for more than 15 - 20 minutes at a time.  UGH. I hope I never have this shit again.

Anyway- that's how my labor day weekend has gone - how's everyone else's?

Long time, no type

  • Aug. 25th, 2006 at 9:46 AM
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So - it's been FOREVER since I've updated.  UGH.  I'm really going to be pissed at myself when I go back to read my thoughts and find there's nothing there. LOL  

Moving on - Mady lost a tooth last night!  Out of all of the teeth she's lost, this was the first one I've been there for. My mom is a "pulling-tooth-a-holic" - LOL.  So anyway, the tooth fairy came and left her $5.00!  She was so excited this morning!!!! 

In other news - she's doing so well in school!!  I'm so proud of her!  She's working on her first Science Project and she's reading like a freaking little champ!  She's almost completely finished with the Junie B. Jones series now!!  We're starting to work on finding a new series for her to get in to.  Also, we're starting to work on some outside exercise.  I think we're all going to buy roller blades this weekend - although - I want a bike.  But - we'll see what happens.  HEHE

Mady has another soccer game tomorrow!  Although, if it keeps raining like this I'm not sure if she's going to be able to play.  She has pictures in the morning though at 8 freaking 45 in the morning.  UGH.  Maybe they'll reschedule that too. LOLOLOL  Anyway - I think that's all I have the energy to post on right now.  
Now calling ALL POSTERS to post something, damn it. LOLOL

Melissa

  • Aug. 17th, 2006 at 8:53 AM
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I swear, Melissa Etheridge is the freaking BOMB!!!!  We saw her in concert last night and I thoroughly enjoyed it!  I got to see a few friends that I normally don't get to see, and we were lucky enough to be there with our friends Pam and Mel.  We had SOOOOOOOO much fun.  Freaking Melissa ROCKED the freaking house man!!!  She was awesome.  It was another three hour show - she didn't walk off of the stage for freaking THREE HOURS!!!!!!  How amazing was that?  We got a couple of pretty cool shirts and cool stickers.  

After the AMAZING concert we went to In Cahoots and had some cocktails. :)  Lucky for us it was 2 for 1.  :)  Yeah!  My new drink of choice, Malibu and Pineapple Juice, cost me a meer 10.00 for like 4 drinks!!!  I was in HEAVEN!!  We got to listen to some really fun kareoke and found out about some awesome specials that In Cahoots has. 

Anyway - it was a really, REALLY awesome time and I cannot WAIT to do it again.  When's she coming back?????  LOL

P R I D E

  • Jul. 26th, 2006 at 1:09 AM
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Okay - so I'm convinced that not many people in Jacksonville are updating anymore. :'(  This post will be VERY VERY SHORT. 

Who's going to PRIDE??  We'll be at the Parade Saturday and we'll be going out afterwards.  We'll be at the Festival sunday the 6th (so will Kimberly Locke - WTF???  WOOHOO!!)  but we won't be going out after that one because Mady will be with us.

Who else is going and where can we all meet up???????

Jul. 20th, 2006

  • 12:54 PM
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We’re back from vacation!!!!  Woohoo!!!  My GODDESS that was a long freaking drive.  The ride there wasn’t horrible, but man, the ride back was sheer torture!  So, we stayed in Biloxi the night we left from home.  We got to Tyler, Texas on Thursday and I finally met Greta’s mom.  I LOVE HER.  She is so awesome. :)  I think we hit it off.  I met the rest of Greta’s family on Thursday too. 

 

Friday, we went to Dallas.  It reminds me of Jacksonville on steroids.  Good lord that place is huge!!!!  We went to the aquarium and then to the planetarium.  We then went to Joe’s Crab Shack – that place was really good too.  Then – my favorite!!!  We went shopping at the outlet mall!!! I found the perfect pair of jeans and a couple of great shirts.  I, of course, got Mady a bunch of crap that she probably doesn’t need. LOL

 

Saturday was the family day.  Everyone came over to Greta’s mom’s place and had a huge dinner. I swear – all we did when we were there was eat!!  Oh – and there are like 20,000,000 Dairy Queen’s all over the place up there! One at every exit!  So – we met Greta’s mom’s boyfriend too – his name is Tony. He’s a nice guy.

 

So – we just hung out Sunday and Monday morning.  We started on the long ass journey back to Florida Monday afternoon.  We ended up stopping around Biloxi again on the way home. We stayed in an expensive but crappy room that night. UGH.  Anyway – we got home, safe and sound Tuesday around 5:30 PM.  We were met with a ton of meow’s from the girls.  :)

 

Mom and Nana just got here today and brought Mr. Buddy home.  Boy did we miss him.  We’re all back together now – just in time for Mady to go home with my Mom on Monday for one more week.   

 

I guess that’s enough of an update.  Who’s next in line for an update!?!?!?!?!??!  <clearing throat>