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[Sep. 17th, 2007|07:18 pm] |
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STOP!  YOGU TIME!! |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2006|03:29 am] |
 My only regret ... is that I have ... boneitis! |
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[Dec. 10th, 2005|02:37 am] |
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I hate you so fucking much. I hope you choke. |
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| Guess what? |
[Nov. 19th, 2005|12:12 am] |
Due to some recent bullshit, my journal is now friends only.  |
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| Wahhh! |
[Nov. 12th, 2005|12:28 pm] |
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Hnn last night sucked. Well, most of it.
I was chillin' downstairs all day, and holding Janine n' James' new chameleon, whose fucking hilarious looking and acts just as retarded. Then James went to bed, and we ended up going out with some of Janine's sister's friends, which I didn't much care for? The one broad like, wouldn't stop yelling. She seemed to be 'acting' like she's drunk, and I wanted to bitchslap her. Then all this bullshit happened because this guy wanted to hit her or some shit. And then we ended up going to shooter's? But I had no money, so Virginia shared her drinks with me. It was gay, I felt very alienated.
The day(s) before that, I spent at Blair's house. It wasn't even intentional, it was just like, the first night he didn't have time to give me a ride (plus I was sleeping when he had to goto work), and the second night, he was upset because he just found out that his grandfather has serious cancer, and is going to go through hell to try and get rid of it. So I didn't want to leave with him just feeling upset, so I hugged him until we fell asleep kind of thing. Yeah.. the first night where I was sleeping? Yeah I ended up not being able to go back to sleep after he left, so I cleaned his room and bathroom ... lol... Why can't I do that with MY room?! Hahaha..
I finally got my glasses, omg, lol I look soo emo. !! Which totally reminds me, last night I added fake hair to James' beard and did this Shavo-like thing to it.
Things like that make me laugh, like heeheehee.
Bleh.. I feel like shit. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2005|01:06 pm] |
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GOD I HOPE I GET IT! I HOPE I GET IT! HOW MANY PEOPLE DO I NEED? HOW MANY BOYS? HOW MANY GIRLS?!
It's my birthday, I'm finally fucking 19.
Give me your money.
Last night I had some beer with James, Janine, Gordie n' Pam. It was fun, I didn't want to really drink, so I just drank a little, and my face hurt from laughing so hard. No one was under any influence other than the beer, James is so funny when he's just drinking, I totally forgot..
Ummmm boobs. Nothin' to dooooooo... So I'm gonna chill and listen to some music.. yeah.. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2005|02:20 pm] |
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THAT'S FUCKED. I went over to Blair's for like.. two days
and
I came back.
I looked into Batman and Robin's cage. I don't see them. I lift a tissue. Batman is on his back with his feet curled in and his mouth open. I "aww >_<" and then go "Where's Robin?" I move his body, and see a tail, a spine, and a skull. ...........
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Batman ate Robin..
...and then he died?
Poor Batman and Robin.. cannibalism gets you nowhere?
Hummm, I just got back from my doctor's.. he hasn't got my fuckin' bloodtest results back yet. Guh, and wants me to go for a pap smear. Double guh. And put me on the pill. Even more guh.
Actually, I don't care about that, lol. I'm insanely tired, I don't really know why, I slept well last night, but Blair woke me up early by hugging me, and whispering how I was supposed to wake him up in my ear.. So I didn't really mind, haha.. We so just sat around and watched movies the whole time, somehow I ended up seeing this one movie THREE TIMES, lol, because he kept falling asleep and missing parts. He also made me (finally) watch Braveheart, lol. And then we watched Pirates of teh Caribbean, n' he fell asleep, and it was cute.
I'm so confused though, I dunno, blarhhgh feelings are hard. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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I CAN SEE OMG!!!
I'm wearing.. contacts! Lol, I also got these like... emo.. glasses, but I like them, I'M NOT REALLY EMO YOU KNOW. OMGARD.
Lol, but yeah I really like contacts too, I can see very alot, which is neat O_O! I've never ever been able to see this well, it's like.. seeing everything again. Fuck, even my DAD is wearing contacts, I barely ever see him without his glasses, and now he can wear -sunglasses- He tried some on today, he looks llike a totally different person. It's so weird.
Then we went to wal-mart, I tried a billion bras on, and none of the nice ones fit right. So I got stuck with a granny-bra, as usual. Guh, I want a cute bra, *punches fat* Oh well. STUCK WITH SCARY GRANNY FRILLY OLD EWW bra.
but it makes my boobies happy. :D ! |
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[Nov. 1st, 2005|12:55 pm] |
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I had a really good fucking day yesterday, lol. Seriously alot.
Aside from the brawl that broke out when I came home. But that didn't even ruin my mood, so it's all good.
I have to goto teh eye doctor soon, I really should do laundreehhhh. Watch me get GLASSES'D :O and then I'll be like "HAY GUYS" and stuff.
yeahhhh I'm in a good mood. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
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Well, I'm not quite sure.. what I'm going to do.
I just don't know, I don't know. I cried at Blair today, I felt like shit for it too..
I um.. well, three bad things, was severely alienated twice, then the fight between James and Janine. Dad asked me to break it up, and stop her from hitting him. For the first time, I said no, I said I wasn't getting involved. I'm not being that person anymore.
A while ago, dad bought some mice for Egg, he put them in Pat's lunchbox, I put food and water in there. Today I checked on them, and the male was soaked and shaking. I felt so horrible, so I washed him, and put him in a cloth. I fed him and gave him some water, he was shaking like a leaf, Dad said he was gonna die. I cried and held him. I brought them into my room and put them into Marty(R.I.P.)'s cage. Now he's running in the wheel being a silly mouse. So he must've just been cold and hungry. At least that made me feel happy, but very guilty. I named them Batman and Robin. Robin looks pregnant. Chili seems to like watching them run around in the wheel and well.. be micey. Silly Chili, mice are for Egg?
James and Dad are talking now. I'm happy about that.
Today dad bought me a banana nut muffin. I took two bites out of it, and left the room to put the phone out there. I came back, and Chili ate it. I think I cried about that.
blah. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2005|05:08 pm] |
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why do I bother? |
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[Oct. 25th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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Wow, this is messed up. I just heard Frankie's brother was stabbed to death in his arms over the weekend, fuck.. I feel like bawling my eyes out for Frankie. He's a good guy.. Just wow.. things are fucked up lately. I'm invited to the funeral, but I don't really think I'm going to go, because I don't really know him, and I'd feel bad, and probably start bawling just because I can't even imagine how Frankie feels right now. His brother has children too.. So heartbreaking *feels like crap*
That and I have to go for bloodtests tomorrow, and I'm gonna fucking freak right out. And Blair's computer exploded, and now I don't know when to call him, and umm I have a headache. Apparently I have to go for a pap smear too, tomorrow, but I just started my period, lol, so I think I got out of that one... Score.. hahaha
Umm my eye hurts, Chili got the rips on my face :O! Time for a bath. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|07:11 am] |
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Well, hello there.
Lol, I feel crappy today... I woke up around midnight, blehhh
Dressler upped my effexor to 225mg ._.
I'm reaaaallly bored.. and feel like crap, so fuck. |
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| Hmmm! |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|07:47 am] |
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I had a fun night? I made ghetto pizza that was actually pretty good, and then watched Beauty and the Beast with Britt. Which was funny, then I dressed Kane (her dog, not the man) in some clothes, and we took pictures and laughed. I ate the chocolate that turned to powder, and was really hyper. Then I watched Iron Chef, and talked to Blair, then he took me to Tim Hortan's and I laughed soo hard, and he was trying to order food, and it was funny, then I pinched him alot. Lol. Then he elbow'd me, and I got him in the ribs, hahaha.. it was funny. And now I'm dreading going to the doctor's, Blaaahh I would've rather gone to Blair's house, lol and slept in his bed, and peed in his laundry.
Hahahah, I should take a "power nap" but ...nah.. :( THE HORROR. Lol, but yeah I had a fun night, seeing as I was really depressed. And I could get there again if I start thinking, sooo time for some tv. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2005|05:56 pm] |
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I had an awesome day! I got up really early to be an alarm clock for my new friend Blair, and then Meg and I went to the mall to get her DM tickets, and they are for awesome seats. Then we fucked around, and I came home. As soon as I get in, Blair calls and invites me out for lunch. Sooo we drive around (this is my first time meeting him IRL) and get veal sammiches and goto his mom's house, which is in the same area that Lisa lives in, So I was bitching about her to him, LOL, I met his mom and we ate and it was fun, and then we laughed at soap operas, BECAUSE HE KNOWS WHOSE WHO IN THEM...! Lol, and he went to shake my hand when he was leaving, but I pushed his hand out of the way and gave him a hug. He's squishy like a teddybear..! I'm glad I have another friend now.
So today was awesome! I'm happy :3 |
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| D IS HAPPY |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|01:45 pm] |
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Last night Wayne asked me to goto the movies with him.
!! THIS MAKES ME HAPPY. I went to Meg's the other night, and it was FUNNYYY we stayed up playing "MANRANCH JENGA" which was basically just me saying "SOFTHANDS..SOFTHANDS.." and Meg yelling "MANRANCH!!" It was fun! We also badmouthed Lisa alot, which was also fun. Ahahaha.
Last night I hung out with Wayne, I'm happy that I'm getting to know him more as MY friend, not as my dad's or brother's. He said he could get me an apprentiship as a tattoo artist, probably with Warlock, or someone, but fuck.. That would be awesome.
I'm in a good mood, I woke up sick though. Which sucks! I should drink a neo citran, and have a warm bath.
Yay! |
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| well.. |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
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Today was interesting, my mom bussed down here, we all went to court.. and.. 9? hours later, finally ..after changing lawyers, James gets out. We went to THE KEG, and it was good. But I've been really sick all day.
But now James and dad are fighting.. gasp shock, wtf, Dad has been a fucking jerk all day today.
/annoyed.
I'm glad James got out, and most of the charges are petty little shits, because the cops didn't find anything really.
I'm really lonely. Fuck. |
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| oh god.. |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
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my belly.
my fucking belly.
I can't even explain the pain I'm in right now. It passes like waves.. I'm fine for a few minutes, then crippling pain.. then I'm okay.. then I have some bad diarrhea, and I have very very hot face, and my feet are freezing. I think I might be dehydrated or something, I don't know. I can't drink.. it hurts when the water hits my belly. I mean, I don't feel thirsty..
I don't know ._.! It sucks!! I wish I felt good, and my dad hasn't come back from the courthouse yet, I hope James gets bailed out. My mom didn't really seem to care when I told her. So I'm pissed off at her. And sick.
I want to goto the store... but I don't want to go alone.. sigh.. |
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| FUCKING HOLY FUCK |
[Oct. 11th, 2005|05:06 pm] |
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we were raided by the swat AGAIN today.
ARGghgghHGGHGHHHHHHHH,
they told us to put the dogs away, thankfully. And it was nice of them, most of them were nice enough, like the guys that put the twist ties-esque cuffs on me. My hands hurt. I don't know what's going to happen.. |
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