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[31 Jul 2003|11:57am] |
well this is itfolks. last post on LJ, or any web journal. i'm slowly learning that the worst thing you can do is let someone in. this journal is just one way i have let people in. and look where it got me. and then i began to have friends that i trusted enough to let into a side of me i'm not proud of. i let them in cause their words rolled out of thier tongue like honey. sounding sweet, talking about family, and being there for each other. it was funny. i was there for them and for a good long bit they were there for me. but aparently one persons mixed up fucking emotions got out of hand and because he was getting phone calls about being gay, and his damn cat died, he decided to start a cleansing, and has taken people for a ride with him, and oh what a fucking wild ride of acusations it has become. aparently i am gay and also have AIDS. and you say i was acting like a child? i just had my supposed best friend turn a complete 180 on me and you expect me to not be distraught about it? over-react? you say i'm out of line? half of you don't even put your names up. and you say i'm hiding behind a computer screen. i dare even half of you to come here and say this shit to my face. it isn't going to happen because your too chickenshit to put your name up. for all i know this could be just 100% Sean making it look like he has supporters. but i'm not that stupid. i know that it's just a group of fucking cowards who think they have some brilliant shit to say.
and the big easy? you know Sean invited me. i knew nothing of anyones thoughts toward me. sorry, but if i would have known i wouldn't have come. too bad that some people can't say what they really feel. and you are always going to have problems with your friends untill you learn to say something instead of just bottle it up inside till someone takes that first step for you. stop yelling at me for your own comunication problems and your lack of responsibility for your own actions. you blame me? blame your weak ass self. this all could have been avoided and people could have turned out for the better if you just had some strength to be open. but no. you are all weak. now you live with it. and i'm just fine because i have no regrets.
yet i'm still lost as to why this originally happened. and i geuss i will never know because those of you who are involved, and those of you who have said anything about it, well to be frank, you make me sick. i don't want to talk to you, i don't want to even see you. unless of course you are bringing me back my shit that you have. and you can do that anytime you want and you better be prepared to grab all your shit as well.
so to those of you i don't have a problem with i will say this. it's been fun. lets keep in touch.
and to those of you who i do have a problem with... it's been real and it's been fun. but it hasn't been real fun.
adios.
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| What a great weekend! |
[29 Jul 2003|06:06am] |
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well i finally saw both Old School, and Phone Booth. i'll spare everyone the details of what i thought about them because i have a very special public service announcment.
This is my journal. i write what i want in here. your comments are not asked for, but if i see them as good enough for me, well then i'll let you put them up here. it's kinda like a dictatorship. i have controlof this little space and i will exert my power over it. same as my friends list. it's only for friends. and i have just deleted two people off of it because they both were being kinda un-friendly.
so this is it. anyone can read this page. hell i encourage people to read it. but i have just changed my settings so that only logged in people on my friends list can respond. the two people no longer on my friends list can no longer respond. (i feel like a very small version of 1984). i didn't want it to come to this but hey, it just makes sure that anyone who has a problem with me bring it up to my face. it's only right. otherwise you can shove off and have your own bitter tea party, because i don't want to involve myself in it. all hail Kyle!
now off the harsh and on to the informative.
so i won't be online very much anymore. just here and there. i have alot of stuff to arrange in a very short time. and with a new job starting here very soon as well as some other things, i will be pretty busy. look for just a few posts a week, and for me not to be on instant messenger alot. instead if you need to get ahold of me call my number at 345-8209. if i'm not here, leave a message and i will get back to you.
now it's early and i have to get a little sleep since i have to be up in like 4 hours to go to dads and do some work. night folks!
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[24 Jul 2003|04:02am] |
sometimes i wish i could take away all the cares and problems of the world. more often i wish i could take all the cares and problems of the people i know. but i wish i could take care of the people i care about all the time. and it's kinda frustrating to not be able to fix a persons problems in one minute. there are no magic words for this. no phrase that if uttered can spare people the pain of what others have done to them. all you can do is be there and do your best. thats all i can ever do. and by god if i'm gonna come up short now.
listen. you know who you are and i said it once but i'm putting it on display here. i'm here for you. wherever, whenever. it's the least i could do for someone like you. you may be becoming one of the most important people in my life. i want you to know that. i care about you. hopefully i'll get the chance to prove that some day. maybe i'm proving it right now. i dunno. we'll see.
there have been very few people in my life that have made me genuinely happy. and even fewer still that if i had my own little happy kingdom, that i would take them there. so i want you to know how special you are. and that i'll always be here for you.
what i'm trying to say is... you = cool.
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[23 Jul 2003|06:25pm] |
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so i remembered sneaking out of my house back in Van Wert earlier today. it was one of those memories i had almost forgot hapening. i remember opening up my window three to four nights a week and quietly pulling myself out, sneaking underneath the front room window (because dad was asleep in the froont room and the light out in front of our house would cast a shadow anyone could see over the window itself), pushing my car down the driveway and hoping in and taking off. sometimes to Kara's house, sometimes just for a long drive out in the country. once i even drove here to Newark and then drove the 2 and a half hours back, just in time to get back in bed before my rents would wake up to get ready for work. that was by and large the worst idea i had ever had. why did i sneak out? because i was 18 and not allowed to be out after 1. oh i broke that rule many a times. i would go over to Luke's house and sit there till three in the morning shooting the shit or playing D&D. or i would just cruise around town ignoring the cell phone untill i was good and ready to go home. a few times Bob and i went to Celina to see people. and once... well once i was under arrest. but it was the principle. i was 18 and i felt i needed to be out till all hours of the morning. and lets not forget the fatefull day that i stood up to my parents and got the idea that they still had a stranglehold on my wiped from thier heads.
i had left at about ten o'clock to go over to the Jail to pick up Sheri from work, and then her and i went back to the trailer. after about an hour she asked me to spend the night. i said yes. so when i went home the next morning i got to explain to my folks that i was out at a girls house all night. well it was more like this.
Mom - "Where have you been?"
Me - "Sheri's trailer."
Mom - "All night?"
Me - "Well yeah... we are seeing each other."
Mom - "I never met Sheri."
Me - "There is a reason for that."
Mom - "And that would be?"
Me - "She's 22, lives on her own, has two kids and is still married but going through a divorce."
Mom - "WHAT?"
Me - "Yeah remember Rob? She is his wife but he is in jail for beating the kids."
Mom - "Your not 13 anymore are you?"
Me - "Yeah mom. I'm not."
i'm laughing right now just thinking about it. it was probably the most scandelous thing i had ever done and it certainly turned my family around on it's ear. sure mom resented me but the fact that i was 18 and taking care of kids who had just lost thier father and was in a relationship with the mother where i was doing actual adult things to make the situation better got me alot of respect from the rest of the family. i never counted on that. it was a pleasent surprise. still... everythime i talk to my grandmother now she is absolutely flabergasted by the fact that i'm still not married and or in a long term relationship. and lately she has added crying on the list of stuff she does on the phone when the subject is breeched. oh well.
so today i think i'm going over to Katies again. Karens gonna be there. mucho fun! then i HAVE to take a walk or something tonight. i dunno we'll see how everything turns out.
aight folks. i'm gone.
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| not isnce the invention of the oven have i been more enthralled. |
[23 Jul 2003|02:41am] |
Ramen Noodles inc. has anounced that there will be a new line of Ramen Noodles introduced to consumer markets begining in october. these new flavors will be mostly cheap versions of noodles that are loved by anyone who goes to Olive Garden. including, Fettucini Alfredo. JOY!!!!!!
yes. I LOVE RAMEN NOODLES!!!!
on the what i did today front, well i got up around two because someone kept me up all night last night... *Ahem*
i sat around and watched CKY for an hour or two and then went with Katie back to her house to hang out. the person known as Karen stopped by and hung out for a a good long time. mostly me and her sat outside while i smoked and she and i talked. she is sooo cool. then frush sent us out to go get her milk and then Karen brought me home. and more importantly she brought me home in one piece so she is just getting the pluses racked up in her favor!
had a little tif with the roomates earlier but i was too happy from last night to care so i just gave in and was overly nice. aparently this was a good thing as Jean and i actually talked most of the night away. and it was a good talk. man i gotta be in a mood like this more often. it's great.
okay well i have to finish my bowl of Beef flavored Ramen Noodles and check some sites before i head to bed so i'm cutting this off here. nite all.
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no anger. just smiles.
i'm remembering an earlier time in my life and a situation that started off something grand. it doesn't matter how it ended. all that matters was how it started. and the fact that it's happening again.
no anger. just smiles.
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[21 Jul 2003|06:19pm] |
well. thats pretty much all i have to say. it's monday.
hasn't been much of a day. been yelled at constantly today. i'm getting sick of it. seriously, there is something much akin to pure rage bubbling up inside of me. when the comment, "Oh so thier is no one home and your up, and OF course you have to be on the Internet." is said to me after i got up extra early today for a reason so i could check my e-mail before i went out to do my crap, i start to get angry. well duh! if no one us around and i'm up and i have a few spare minutes, then YES i will be getting on the computer. it is not hurting anyone. i doubt anyone of importance is going to call at 6 in the morning. it's not like any of you are using it. and it's not like me doing this is costing us any extra money. so stuff it for one god damn second.
AND YES, I AM LOOKING FOR A JOB TODAY. TOO BAD YOU NEVER SEE MY EFFORTS CAUSE YOUR NEVER HOME. AND QUIT YOUR BITCHING BECAUSE ONE OF THE CARS DON'T WORK. IF YOU WOULD HAVE MANAGED YOUR MONEY A LITTLE BETTER THEN YOU MIGHT HAVE GOTTEN A DECENT CAR. BUT SEEING AS THERE ARE TWO CARS THAT WORK MOST OF THE TIME, TAKE HIM IN WITH THE GODDAMN ONE THAT WORKS AND BRING THE OTHER HOME TILL YOU HAVE TO GO IN. SEND HIM HOME WITH ONE AND THEN HAVE HIM COME PICK YOU UP. IT DOESN'T TAKE A GODDAMN ROCKET SCIENTIST! NOW YOU DON'T NEED TO YELL AND HAVE A HISSY FIT AND THE SITUATION IS NOT NEAR AS BAD AS YOU ARE MAKING IT OUT TO BE. STOP FUCKING OVER REACTING TO EVERYTHING! I SWEAR WHEN IT'S NIGHT OUTSIDE YOU THINK IT'S A GOD DAMN SPIRIT OF VENGENCE COME AFTER YOU. STOP BEING SO DAMN SUPERSTITIOUS AND JOIN REALITY WITH THE REST OF US UNHAPPY ASSHOLES TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD. FUCK! YOUR KILLING ME! STOP YOUR GODDAMN YELLING AND CARRYING ON. SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH AND BE HAPPY THAT I HAVEN'T KILLED YOU YET.
this is what i been thinking all day.
yeah i'm gonna get pretty damn physical with someone here pretty soon. keeping in this kind of rage is not healthy and the first dick that comes around acting the wrong way is going to get it.
i'm out.
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| Let us not forget, that Jesus Christ died so we could have snack time on every Sunday. |
[20 Jul 2003|06:17pm] |
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It's sunday again and i'm bored as hell. nothing new there. everyones gone at the Pow Wow out at the park. so the house is empty like an empty thing should be.me i'm just sitting here smoking my pipe waiting to see if B.J. stops by. he said he might.
as for anything else to talk about... well i actually have nothing. it's been pretty boring around here. nothing real fantastic ha s happened. aparently Nobli is pissed at me. she read my journal and took something i had writeen the wrong way. now while i think she might not be the best for me right now, i don't want to go hurting her feelings or having bad blood between us. so i am trying to get ahold of her to explain.
alright i'm out yo.
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| part two of the six part series... WTF going on? |
[19 Jul 2003|07:42pm] |
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okay so my roomates are suddenly rallying behind me. home life has been pretty decent as of the last few days. hell they even wnt out last night and spent the bulk of our meager food money on ramen noodles, which is what i have been telling them to do all along. they also bought a huge pack of hot dogs, which i was happy about because i thought "YAY! We have Meat in the house that is going to last a long time!". right. we started off with 24 hot dogs. that was yesterday afternoon. now we have 5. i taught them how to make a buck stretch, now i have to teach them the art of mixing up your meals and not eating so damn much.
so i was talking to Allison last night. we had a very serious discussion. i felt great afterwards. but i'm still not to where i want to be and she as well as i know that it's gonna be a while before i'm there. but one thing in my head has been buzzing loudly ever since we talked.
Carrie. i read that the X-Files was like your therapy. while i can't relate to the X-Files that much (the only sci-fi t.v. show that i was ever really into alot was Stagate SG-1) i have my own therapy. it's when i walk around. my problem is when i walk around i think of how lonely i am. and when i'm around people i think about how much i want to be away from them. this is a source of much confusion with me. i can usually remedy the thoughts by bringing along a CD player, much in the way that i can't go to sleep most nights without my CD player because it makes it sort of feel like there is some one with me. but it's a poor substitution. yeah. well the point is that i'm writing this down not because i had any relevations on it, but because i like to hear myself talk. so... next topic.
well B.J., Andy, and Megan are up at Easton right now. i know this because i just called B.J.'s house to see where he was and Morgan told me. ummmm... wasn't i supposed to be involved in that? i thought i was. thats been the plan since last weekend. so why didn't they show up here or call? i'm not flinging acusations or anything, i just kinda feel hurt. i even asked Jean before she went to work if B.J. had called or stopped by and she said that he hadn't. thats not like B.J.
so here i am again on my own... going down the only road i've ever known... like a drifter i was born to walk alone...
yikes. thats a sign that i should stop writting. i need more people around me who are willing to do stuff. this weekend has just sucked. and i'm very very bored.
umkay well i'm out yo.
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| done. over with. finito. |
[19 Jul 2003|01:41am] |
so whats up guys?
nothing much here.
i just spent the last few hours walking around town alone.
and it's a friday night.
i'm suddenly realizing how exactly pathetic i am.
i think it was about the fifth time i listened to Muscle Museum by Muse that it clicked in.
i know half of no body.
i just called Nobli to see if i could come over.
she was off at Gabes.
i don't know which i'm more depressed with.
i'm lonely.
i'm sad.
same old song and dance huh?
don't like it? take me off your friends list.
this is my damn life as of late.
i'm confused.
i'm getting this weird vibe off of some people.
i think they are tired of the depressed and confused bit.
sorry.
thats how i feel.
you don't like it, say so.
right now i'm taking it as you DON'T like it.
so i'll leave it up to you guys to get ahold of me.
go have fun.
i'll handle my shit.
i'm thinking this journal is either going to go totally private soon anyways.
that is if i decide to keep posting at all.
right then.
thats all i have to say for now.
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| GAH... |
[18 Jul 2003|03:39pm] |
well my plans just got cancelled. hmmm... now i have to find something to do. crap.
well maybe i'll just call up the B.J. and see what he's doing. maybe Paul. i dunno. we'll see. if nothing else i'll just go to sleep or something. drrrrrrr....
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| ...But I live on! Through this AAAAAAAAARM!!!!!! |
[18 Jul 2003|10:04am] |
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yeah thats right folks!!! Kyle has not been to sleep yet. this is probably not a good idea seeing as i was feeling like shit a day or so ago but i can handle it. i got too much to do today. i gots to eat, shave, shower, ummm... smoke cigerettes. gots a trip to Easton on top of it all too! me is gonna be a tired little Kyle at the end of the day.
so i spent yesterday and today playing video games. i been working hard so i figure it's a good time to take a break. i started off on Metal Gear Solid 2. why is it that every few weeks i look over at it and say, "Hey! Thats a cool game that i love playing!" and then i get done with it and i can't describe how much i hate it. well, no more. i made Paul take it back. now i have Devil May Cry. just got it last night. and... i've already destroyed it. yes yes... Dante is maxed out already and all levels of game play have been completed. all except Dante Must Die mode. which i will be taking up here in a second. expect it to be completed within 3 hours.
god i'm such a drastically stupid, stupid boy.
so i get to meet Karen today. Frush has been talking her up for the past few days. so i geuss it's time to see if she lives up to the hype. i'm pretty sure the Nobli thing is done. i haven't heard from her at all since teusday. can't say i'm dissapointed.
me = too picky about girls. i geuss i have the bitch of the moment to thank for being this way. *Blows kiss at bitch of the moment* love ya! *snicker*
well folks. i'm off to do some grooming, then sit down and play some more DMC, then eat, then play some more, then shower, then head off to Easton. have fun, wang chung, beetle dung.
laterz.
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[16 Jul 2003|06:27pm] |
By the way...
Katie. if you read this before i see you, my AIM sn is th3k0w and my MSN is th3k0w@hotmail.com
i forgot to put that on my last post. so ummm... yeah.
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| yesterday was fun... |
[16 Jul 2003|06:18pm] |
untill i got sick.
hung out with Frush (YAY)! we had a really great talk about a certain somebody who has gotten really psychotic as of late. i geuss Katie and i and a few other people are going up to Easton on friday. aparently it's kinda like a blind date sort of thing.
THEN... on saturday, i get to go back up to Easton with Andy and B.J. dressed all Goth like to scare the straights. so i'm gonna have my fill of Easton by the end of this weekend.
last night on my way home from camp my Lyme disease started acting up. we are talking about pain that decided to creep into every single pore of my body.my joints ached, my head felt like it was swimming in battery acid, my lungs felt like i was breathing in pure ice, and my nerves felt every single bump on the sidewalk. it sucked and i passed out shortly after coming home and didn't wake up till just now. lets just say it sucked.
umkay well thats pretty much all i can think of right now. not a whole lot more to talk about. i'm out yo.
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[15 Jul 2003|04:40pm] |
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well someone was supposed to call me yesterday and never did. that makes what i'm thinking about alot easier. it's just that for some reason i can't make me head go along with the plan to well. i dunno. it's so tempting to just sit here and do nothing to help myself when i'm getting everything i wished for for the past year. i seriously need some expert counsiling.
thats where tonight comes in. if everything goes well, i should be heading up to camp sometime tonight. i walked around all last night trying to figure out exactly what i would say and figuring out exactly how i feel. i'm still not convinced that i'll have it right but at least it's better than where i was last night before my walk. "Dur, me = idiot. tell me what to do."
why is it that i have the dumb luck for falling for some of the worst girls god has sought fit to infest this planet with. either they are just horrible people, lack common sense, or have a fucked up way of going into tyranical tirades where in thier mind they could never be wrong. and if they don't fall into those catagories, then they are hard core drug users, cumpulsive liars, or just to simple to understand that they should not be allowed to breed. i wanna go out with a nice girl who is caring and has a Vasser degree just once. someone who's responses to all my questions are not composed of street slang and or made up words like "wootums". i wanna be loved for who i am and not what i could be made to be. but most of me is saying take whatever you can get.
i know i'm settling for Nobli. what i want is far greater. but there are too many complications down that road. so i'll settle. and thats that.
umkay well i think i'm gonna go cook me some chicken right about now.
later ya'll.
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| Blargh... i hate sundays... |
[13 Jul 2003|03:54pm] |
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sometimes i wish i was religious so i would have something to do on sundays. i geuss as for now i'm a gonna sit here and wait till i can get ahold of someone who wants to do something. Nobli is probably at work so i'll call her at around 7 or so and see what she is up to.
had a fucking awfull nightmare last night. stupid 28 Days Later.
and the new local band of the moment that i think should be going someplace is that band we saw last night. the name of the band is Dam, and they actually know what they are doing up on stage unlike most (dare i say all?) of the lcal bands around here. viva la country rock!
so if nothing else happens by about 9 tonight, i think i'm gonna go fishing up at T.J. Evans. it's not supposed to rain and it's supposed to be pretty nice tonight so i might end up slinging lure into the murky depths that is the pond on the right. i hear the fish have been biting like crazy over there.
aight. i'm out yo.
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| what to say, what to say. |
[13 Jul 2003|01:12am] |
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well the managment yelled at me on my last post but at least i got to talk to them face to face today after seeing 28 Days Later. so thats all cool.
now on to the movie... YOU ARE ALL NOT WORTHY OF IT! YOU ARE NOT WORTHY TO SMELL IT'S SHIT! YOU ARE SO BELOW THAT MOVIE THAT IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY. thats all i'll say about 28 Days Later.
went up to The Big Easy last night with the camp crew. god that was fun. just standing around and drinking, getting very tipsy, and watching the old guys dance and pick up chicks. that was fun. i was just gonna stay at the table and groove just a little bit but Jess M. grabbed me and forced me to go out onto the dance floor and "Work It". it's alot easier to do after you have had a few drinks in ya. and i must say i still have alot of rythm left over from my previous club days. this is deffinately something i am going to want to repeat. perferably with the company of girls. thats always good.
Sean and i came back into town a bit early though so we wnet out to B.J.'s and did nerdy things till about 5 in the morning. and oh yeah... just because he was trying to convince us that he was comfortable in his sexuality, i kissed Sean on the lips to prove all out that he was Gay or otherwise. this is what happens when alcohol is in your system boys and girls. you do shit you never thought you would. but i can safely say that i kissed another boy and i still love ze womens.
tonight i went with B.J., Sean, and Allison to go see the affore mentioned movie. then we walked around the mall looking for odd people. after that we went to B.J.'s house and sat around untill Andy showed up. then we went for a walk in the direction of some music we could hear playing. turns out we stumbled onto a live band that was deffinately kick ass. they were playing your basic country influenced rock, like ZZ Top and stuff like that. so we crashed the party and stood around watching the band play. it was brazen and it was fun. i need to crash more parties more often. and it was just cool how like everyone there just smiled and acted like we were supposed to be there. rawr.
umkay well i'm sorta tired and i can't wait for tomorrow to get here to see what wierd and interesting things happen (because thats all that has been happening this weekend). so untill next time, keep your stick on the ice. or something. probably something. bah! leave me!
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[10 Jul 2003|03:24pm] |
i'm at a loss for words. i don't even know where to begin, or what to say. too much going on. i'm so lost. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up, but not die, you know? i am seriously at my wits end. i can't take much more of people. i can't take much more of the drama.
on the upside, i just got home and there was a call from the Advocate waiting on the answering machine. yeah. gonna call them back in a minute and see what they would potentially like me to do. maybe i'll have a job waiting for me. *continues to not hold his breath*
i'm gone.
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umkay... Nobli is here. all is right with the world. woohoo. happy happy happy. ummm. thats all.
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