Lou Reed started out insanely good last night but then I noticed he started getting repetitive and then he planned the most unnerving guitar solos I have ever heard. It just kept going on and on and on and on! Eventually someone in the audience shouted 'Play your fucking song, Lou!', some people applauded and another booed. Which all led to Mr. Reed finally starting Oh, Jim. Then there was this AWESOME double bass solo and from then on everything was utterly SUBLIME! Oh! Arghhh, it was just so good that I got stuck in the facepalm position for nearly the entire concert. Even my father loved it and he is one of the most critical people EVER when it comes to music. I'm so glad we went! It was worth all the trouble and shouting. If I would've known it would be that good I wouldn't have mind to suffer severe injuries, pay a fortune or travel across the world for it. SERIOUSLY. I'm so glad! I also got this ridiculous shirt that says 'IT'S NOT ONLY ROCK 'N' ROLL BABY!'. I laughed. I just HAD to have it! Besides I never find any shirts that I remotely like so I might as well force my father to buy me one that will make me look pretentious and stupid. (There is no logic in this, I realise.)

( What I wore to Lou Reed, my new ridiculous shirt and my filthy room )

I'm so furious about current Belgian politics! Our prime minister wants to RESIGN and once again people are thinking about splitting this country. The news keeps mentioning that 49% of Flanders wants to be independent. WHO ARE THOSE IMBECILES?! And right-winged parties are becoming more and more popular. Argjhqkhdkjqhi!! Sure the meetings with Wallonian and Flemish ministers are failures time upon time but MAKE IT WORK. I don't want to be disassociated of Wallonia, I don't want to be linked to right-winged people who think we should be independent because our French speaking compatriots are poorer, I LIKE BRUSSELS AND YOU CAN'T SPLIT IT, we should help Wallonia NOT abandon it. You bastards. BASTARDS BASTARDS BASTARDS!!!!

Agh, okay. I just hope I have misunderstood the news. It's quite possible since my mother kept blabbing to me EVERY TIME that news item was brought up on tv.



ANYWAY, Purple Rain was on tv Monday!! I obviously recorded this because I have been a MASSIVE Prince fan since I was 14. But of course I can't have what my heart so dearly wants. I tried to watch it yesterday and it was great until the dialogues started. The dialogues are obviously PURE TRASH but that's what I love so I nearly cried when I heard that they were dubbed in French! Damn you, stupid pretentious Wallonian art channel!!! WHY?! To me, dubbing is pure sacrilege. Honestly, for a channel that is known to appreciate art it should at least use subtitles. Dubbing ruins EVERYTHING! But actually I'm just mad at Flanders for not having a similar channel. (Well, we kind of do but TOO MUCH RERUNS and nature documentaries for me.)

So yes, in case you hadn't noticed, I'm pretty easily irritated lately. It's so annoying!

To those who didn't friend i_line_your_eye: I've decided to submerge my personal journal into this one for various reasons. So expect more than my occasional doodles from now on. Oh and in case you're wondering; I passed my admission test!

A week or so ago I had to work in this amusement park which also owned giraffes, flamingos, elephants etc. When I passed them I was suddenly overwhelmed by ZOMGness. I had completely forgotten how much I loved exotic animals due to teenagedom and decided right there and then that I had to visit the zoo or I would die. And thus I went. When I got there (in the poring rain; I hate you Belgian weather!) I was completely surprised of how gloomy the animals were. I've always tried to convince myself that they're better off than living a life full of danger but damn. Sad stuff. I AM SO SENSITIVE I CAN NOT BELIEVE I AM AFFECTED BY THIS.
Despite the sadness and rain I kept pushing myself to continue this since I had begged my mother to give me the €17,50 I needed for this visit. Argh, but the incessant whining of the shrill children's voices nearly drove me to insanity and so I FLED. And bought a skirt.

I planned to sketch at the zoo but whoa fail. Since I haven't uploaded drawings in over a month I'll post some of them anyway just to prove how rain, sad animals and children equal crap. Okay, I just feel guilty for not updating my drawings. But this current life of boredom is so uninspiring, I could cry.

( lolz sketches + the story of my admission test )

Eek! So I started freaking out about this admission test. I finally realise that if they don't admit me I must crumble up and die. My life shall definitely be over. Ah!


( but let's ignore that for a while )

My entire admission test. This is mainly handy for me but ergh... I don't know about this so advice would be lovely. I still have a month so I have time for (drastic) changes.


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Ahum, so I haven't updated in about a month. That's because I lack lots and lots of inspiration.



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I just realised that my self-deprecation must be really annoying so I'll try and make and effort not to do this anymore. This will probably lead to hardly typing out a word here but whatever. By the way that so-called self-deprecation is actually a way to stop me from being lazy so don't feel sorry for me because I don't.


( lighted models, pink father and random cats )