Twilight Forest

God, so much is going on it feels a little crazy.


I haven't posted in months.


I don't know now if posting anything is worth anything at all. >.>;

A reminder that life is sometimes crap and that sometimes, even if you don't want to accept it, you've got to lean on someone to help you hold up the weight of the world.

Sometimes things go wrong. It doesn't always stay great. But I can assure you- there is always something to be done about every problem, even the ones that seem hopeless- If you're stuck, there's a reason and a light you can't see yet, and chances are, there's a way to get un-stuck.

This is for a couple of friends of mine. I want to remind them, again, and again, and again, so that they never forget, I love you guys very dearly, my friends are very important to me. That goes for all of you.

I'm gonna' try my best to make you guys smile and I'm gonna' be there for you when you need me, like it or not. XD!

And in the end, as hard as it is to hear and believe, you WILL pull through. You're going to learn to be strong, and you'll be ok.

I mentioned this before and I'll say it again. All of us make a little make-shift family. By now, anyone who's came close to me is like a brother or a sister, and I've got your back. I love you guys like you were my own blood. I hope you know that, and I hope in some way it gives you a little strength to build off of.

...Moly. Oo;

It's...18 degrees outside.

Dear God above! I don't think it's been that cold here in..ages!

...*shivers thinking about it*

:D...
It's my sister's b-day.

And we spend today in school dressed up like the nuts everyone knows we are.

:D I'm going as a fairy. <3<3<3

I love fairies.

Anyways!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I'm leaving tomarrow on a plane to Zion, in some place far from here, so, yeah.

I'll be gone a week, see you guys later. <3

Hey guys, I'm at the cabin! I think the cabin number is somewhere in my lj- look around for it if you want to call? >>;

Love you all dearly.
..<3

I'm off to the cabin!

We're coming home early on sunday, 5 or 6.

*salutes* <3

ATTENTION, DEAR-HEARTS!

This journal is now being written for myself and friends only, due to people who can't keep their nose in their own buisness. If I know you and you ask me to add you in the post, then it shall be done.

Love to you dearies.

Message: I write here for my friends and myself, not you. You aren't welcome.

To those of you who are thinking, "what in the heck!? D:" someone's been reading this that hasn't got the right to.

This journal's private from now on.

So here's the stupid picture. XD

Dr, Dad suddenly decided I could get back on the computer, of course, right after you left, to post the picture.

(It's been a stressfull week, ladies and gentelmen.)

so here's the picture, hope you like it.

Got my haircut. Mom wanted bangs, I figured they'd look fine, so I tried for 'em.

http://www.deviantart.com/view/29860719/

It's getting highlighted, by the way. *shrug* XD

Bye, dear-hearts. I'm at the cabin..(*growls*)

RORRR.

Anyways.

I'm really tired.

Like usual, save for, it's getting towards unhealthy amount of no sleep.

I mean, no, I had SOME sleep, it's not like I stayed up all night like some people-
(If any of you post saying, "Well I only've had THIS much sleep- Well I've stayed up THIS late- Well I had this many hours-" before you bother, let me tell you: I couldn't give a damn.)

Wow I sound mean. >>; But not that I mean it in a MEAN way, it's just..I don't know if any of you have any clue how many times I hear, "Tch, YOU'RE tired? Yeah, you know what, I only got FOUR HOURS of sleep last night, so, compared to ME, you're bright as sunshine." type statements that make me want to strangle people. 'Cause I don't CARE. XD

*will wait for Turners post on how tired he is.*

Anyways.
I'm not usually grouchy/easily annoyed/anger-able,but when I'm tired, I am...uh..a heads up.

I'm not going to be antsy, but if I am towards any of you and I don't catch it, tell me, and I'll kick myself back into gear, I promise. <3

Put an x if it applies to you
[x ] I've consumed alcohol. (Yeah Sure, a sip offered from my mom's wine. Thats about it. I hate the taste of alcohol.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 Player ( it’s pink :3)
[x] I bake well.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I have a job. -sobs-
[x] I am sometimes always self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I've been out of this country.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I've seen a therapist.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I sometimes bite my nails.
[x ] I play video games (Every now and then)
[ ] Gotten lost in my city.
[x] Saw a shooting star (Plenty. ^^)
[ ] I had a serious Surgery
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] I have Kissed a Stranger
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts. (For some reason I think I did that on accident once. But I think it may have been Molly, too..>>; so I don't know. XD- NO WAIT. IT WAS MY MOM! XD My MOM accidentally kicked a guy friend there, and he got so mad he walked about three miles to his house. XD She swore up and down it was an accident, and he forgave her.)
[ ] Broken a bone
[X] Skipped school (mom's permission. Middle school sucked, man.)
[ ] Played spin the bottle
[ ] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (Maybe half of one..*loves milk*)
[ ] Bitten somebody
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[x] Lied to a friend
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Eaten Sushi (^^ Mmm.)
[ ] Been Skiing
[ ] Been to a motor cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[ ] Miss someone right now
[x] Made a snow angel
[x] Had a tea party
[x] Flown a kite
[x] Built a sand castle
[x ] Gone puddle jumping
[x] Jumped into a pile of leaves
[x] Gone sledding
[x] Watched the sun set
[ ]Felt an earthquake
[x] Slept beneath the stars
[x] Been tickled (...)
[x] Been Misunderstood
[x] Won a contest
[ ] Ran a red light
[x]Been in a car accident
[ ] kissed someone in the pouring rain
[x] Hated the way you look (All of us go through at least a day of that, man. XD)
[ ] Pole danced (I AIN'T NO SLUT, MAN. XD)
[x] Questioned your heart (what about my heart?)
[x] Been obsessed with post-it notes (Tee-hee. Those are fun.)
[x] Squished barefoot through the mud
[x] Been lost
[ ] Been to the opposite side of the country
[x] Swam in the ocean (Love that salt water)
[ ] Felt like dying
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Played cops and robbers (Yeah, but, no. I don't know. Simular game but not. XD Fun memorys though. Maybe I'll write a post on this later.)
[x] Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
[x] Sang karaoke
[x] Paid for a meal with only coins
[x] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[ ] Made prank phone calls
[x] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose ("DAMN YOU -insert name here-" "AGH SPRITE!" "AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!HAHAH! -choke-")
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[x] Blown bubbles
[ ]Made a bonfire on the beach
[ ] Crashed a party (Hannah, if its mine you're talking about, you crashed nothing. XD I had other friends there too.)
[x] Gone rollerskating
[x] Had a wish come true
[x] Worn pearls
[ ] Jumped off a bridge
[ ] Told a complete stranger you loved them
[x] Kissed a mirror (haha. Being silly with new lipstick rocks. >>; )
[x] Sang in the shower
[ ] Had a dream that you married someone
[x] Glued your hand to something
[ ] Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
[ ] Kissed a fish
[ ] Worn the opposite sexes clothes
[x] Sat on a roof top
[x] Screamed at the top of your lungs
[ ] Done a one-handed cartwheel
[x] Talked on the phone for more then 6 hours
[x] Stayed up all night
[ ] Didn't take a shower for a week
[x] Are scared to watch scary movies (Haha...>>; hah...)
[ ] Pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
[x] Been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger (-beams-)
[x] Been easily amused
[x] Caught a fish then ate it (Uh-huh. After COOKING it. XD)
[x] Caught a butterfly
[x]Laughed so hard you cried ("would you like a tissue?")
[ ] Had someone moon/flash you (thank heaven)
[ ] Cheated on a test
[ ] Had a Britney Spears CD (AHAHAHAH!)
[x] Forgotten someone's name (Inner conflict: "Oh GOD, no! They're coming over! They're going to talk to me! OH GOD HAVE MERCY, WHAT WAS THAT PERSON'S NAME!?!?! -sob")
[ ] French braided someone's hair



Fun. :D


In other news! My arms hurt.

(Plusle= Little pikachu like pokemon)

(People who hate pokemon= shut yer traps. XD)

(Tabby= pokemon nerd)

WEEE. I saw the Corpse Bride with meh buddy Tori. (Not Tori-chan, just Tori. Tori-chan lives to far for me to see the corpse bride with. ;-; )

BUT ANYWAYS. We had a blast.

Tori recently broke up with a very dull boyfriend of two years, so she was all, "WEEE I'M FREE!" and hyper.

She's a crazy driver.

Anywho. The movie was great. I loved Emily, she was so sweet. Victoria was wonderful, too. Victor just..he just rocked. XD *hugs Victor* I loved it, though I almost cried at one part, and Tori was like, "NO! DON'T CRY! IF YOU CRY, I'LL LAUGH!"

We're obnoxious movie-goers.

Anywho! I played DDR in the theatre and embaressed myself.

I SAW MARGIE. oo; Outburst!

..OH NOES I LEFT MY COKE! ;-; I need that vanilla coke goodness!
More outbursts!

I spent a dollar on a small pokemon bobble head. Its a Plusle..

( This )

He's adorable. Geez. When I get my car, I shall put him on the dashboard. I think I'll name him Zmap Pronounced, Zh-map.

Adorable.

Anyways..The movie was longer then I thought it'd be. I loved it. XD

Oh yeah, I saw Manuel. He was with his foreign exchange mom. I think he thought it'd be rude to come sit with us, even though she tried to get him to do so. Either that or he knew Tori and I talked during movies.

..Not to much, just enough. You know, enough to make random comments.

-squee!-

Today has been a rather eventfull day. oo;

I kept being reminded of a character of mine while watching that movie. It was nice.


Now for bed. No, wait, I'm drawing Zmap. Then bed! I'll try and get up around 9 AM tomarrow morning, because I'm going to the cabin.

-underlines, "I'M GOING TO THE CABIN."-

Pre-warning. Anywho. I don't know if I'll go to Jacy's soccer game or not.

Last time I went they lost.

Every time I stay home they win.

Its a sign from above.

WHEREISMYMP3PLAYERCHARGEROMG.

:D And it all began with a pen! (Note- Tabby found a pen laying in the school's parking lot this morning. A nice, nice, finepoint pen that would do just dandy-like in outlining wonderfull drawings. It was a sign from above. Tabby's day was then announced wonderful.)

Jelly-bellies= Tabby on a sugar high.

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Tomarrow I'm getting my permit. (ABOUTTIMEGEEZ.)

So, FINALLY..I'm taking the test.

Unlike those other times, I'm actually taking it now. Those other times I never got the chance to take it, now I have nothing to do, I can take it and getthelittlepieceofplasticwithmypictureonit.

Anywho. Home from school tomarrow. Got twenty dollars for babysitting those kids..

(*..waves a little flag*)

now I'm off to study for my test/draw/what-not. ^^

I'm babysitting two kids for most of today..

...had to wake up at 7 to watch them..

...I'm tired. I want to sleep. No one's on aim..;_;

..I'll...I'll be drawing..I guess..

*..yawns and shuffles off*

So...is my school the only school who's letting kids out this monday and tuesday?

http://www.crywolfgame.com/CryWolfGateKeeper/

That game rocks. XD Its ADDICTIVE.

Hey guys! I'm doing a story about ghosts for journalism, see. Gathering what people think about ghosts and information on ghost storys from Arkansas. :3

So anyways, here's a few questions to my OUT OF STATE..(Meaning, I'll be asking my in-state friends diffrent questions) friends.

For people outside of Arkansas.

#1. So, do you belive in ghosts?

#2. Why or why not?

#3. Ever been in a ghostly situation :D?

#4. What do you think a ghost is?


Please answer all questions to the best of your knowledge; give me your first and last name and the state you live in.

Thanks!

(If you're afraid of me being a stalker, then don't worry about it. XD)

If you don't want to post your answers on my lj, you can IM me at sideslashdemon, or email me at tabbsattack@yahoo.com

>>; Hah.