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i've noticed that i, unlike alot of other people, seem to enjoy to enjoy school more.
and i wondered why till it hit me this morning walking to the coke machine.
I'm an applied graphic design major. That means I'm behind a computer, drawing basically in the majority of my classes. But these classes are art based, and so essentially we have a much different structure than that of a normal class.
Okay, so normal classes you walk in. You sit down at your horrible cramp little desk. You wonder why to god you got up this morning, and came to class when you could be in bed underneath your warm covers sleeping. But instead your in this room with a bunch of other people, who needless to say, don't want to be there either. Your teacher walks in, she/he takes roll, and then begins your lecture. At the end you get your homework, and you leave.
so there is a brief summary of a regular class.
Let me give you an example of a normal class for me. My classes start at 9am, but really I can walk in about 15/20 minutes late because people are sitting around chatting or not even here yet. About 9:30 class starts. Today, I walked in - did about 5 thumbnails - and started on my project.
But.. here is the thing. at anytime, i can leave. So periodically, I get up and take self imposed breaks. So basically my day is this.
work a little.
go get a coke and some chips - or maybe coffee.
work a little.
have a chat with surrounding neighbors.
work a little.
listen to some music
work a little..
leave for the day.
next class, i come in with my project done. rinse and repeat. except fridays, when i stare at the blank canvas for a little bit, then paint instead of drawing on a computer.
and that is why i love going to school.
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[12 Jan 2006|12:52pm] |
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I haven't written in this in awhile. Guess going back to basic is good sometimes.
So I broke up with Ian while I was in New York. Meanwhile, I met this incredibly amazing guy [who I miss ridculously now] . Came home, moved back in with my mom, and am registering for school this semester. Almost done with Quad C - only a couple more classes left. Already starting to look at colleges to transfer into.
Thats about it for now..
- Cole
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[21 Nov 2005|09:21am] |
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( aren't we cute? )
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[02 Nov 2005|07:56am] |
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I am sick. That is all.
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[24 Oct 2005|01:53am] |
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I got an email from my Mom, let me back that up. I forgot she sent me a message earlier saying to hold onto the email she sent me. So I'm like oh yea let me go see what it is she sent me.. it's probably some junk mail. I clicked on the link..waited for it to load. Yea, I'm a little caught off guard. Why would she send me her last will? >< So disturbed. When I left yesterday, she was writing a divorce decree for her and Mike..today she sends me this. I didn't know what else to say except, to ask if I could have custody of my brother. I would refuse to let Mike have him under any circumstances. ... I don't know what else to say. She better just be having one of those days.
Let's see if I can salvage this post.
I have to say I'm in love with the sountrack from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It's so simple yet refreshing, and the thing that is funnier is.. Jon Brion also did the soundtrack to Punch Drunk Love. I was thinking bout the movies themselves and how much they oddly have in common. I remember watching both and being like what the hell is going on.. and thinking these are so weird. But at the end, it was like wow greatest movie ever. I don't know maybe they are similar in structure for the mere reason that both are just going.. I don't know how to explain it properly.
Anyway, so Sunday I bought my ticket to New York. 254 dollars. Flying out the 25th and coming back on the 6th of Jan. I keep trying to think of all the crap I'm going to need or take with me. It's so odd too, because it's like I'm excited by myself. Ian isn't going. Just me. So when I talk about it and I'm blabbering maybe I get the feeling he's just like yea..ok whatever. But this is gonna be the first trip I just got to hang out with people, no family, no meeting boyfriends family etc. I'm so excited. 12 days of running around New York City. WoW.
What else.. I'm slacking in school It's so hard to work nights. Well for me. Thats my homework time. I worked till Midnight, came home, threw my ad together. And am about to go to bed..after I check my mail on wow ><
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night.
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[29 Aug 2005|12:14pm] |
So I just finished my first class, and now i have to research potatoes.
gg.
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[16 Jun 2005|09:04am] |
Planning Fall Semester sucks.
This is what I'm looking at right now.
What I haven't Decided On:
Beginning Japanese I - 7:00 - 9:30pm MW 11855
Illustration Techniques 6pm - 11:00pm W
What I Have:
Digital Imaging I 9:00am- 2:50pm R
Art Direction I 9am-2:50pm M
Computer Illustration I 9:00-2:50pm W
Contemporary Mathematics 9am -12:00pm S
I dont understand why all the Applied Graphic design classes are only ONE DAY and ALWAYS at like 9am or 6pm-11:00pm. Some of us work, some of us like to sleep, some of us don't want to spend all day in the computer lab when we could be doing it at home. The problem is I really want to take Japanese. Alot. But I would have to sacrifice taking Illustration Techniques to take it. :T I'll talk to Ian about it and see what he says. I also got this thing about being recommended for Student Leadership Council. :T Yea I don't know how that happened.
I'm gonna go. Taking care of Jack today. I missed him and my mom so much its ridculous.
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[06 Jun 2005|03:26pm] |
So I get a call from my aunt, Mari. This is the conversation I have with my mom afterwards.
[15:23] NK x Syneye X: why is mari getting married?
[15:24] groucho1999: because she wants too
[15:25] NK x Syneye X: SHE CANT GET MARRIED
[15:25] groucho1999: sure she can
[15:26] NK x Syneye X: ..NO BECAUSE BOYS ARE DUMB
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[06 Jun 2005|11:31am] |
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I made Dean's List this semester, and I get to enroll in the "smart" people classes now.
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[01 Jun 2005|02:39pm] |
I'm tired. A-kon is this weekend, Ian works. So I think I'm gonna go for one day, do my shopping and then hate myself for the rest of the weekend. I just want my socks. >.< and maybe I'll buy another movie this year. Or a naruto jacket. we'll see how geeky I'm feeling.
So I moved some of my stuff in. My mom asked if I would please watch Jack, so Ian and I are here chilling out till we have to leave for Kristine and Codys. I just realized I'm going to miss Molten Core tonight. omg. *heart attack* but ok it's not like I'm gonna win an epic anyway. Ok so the deal with mc has been that we have been running it, and I've lost 5 epics now. With rolls all under 20. 5. 10. And the thing about it is I get msgs not even 5 SECONDS after I lost my roll from another guild, and they are like you got ripped off! ..
i dont even wanna talk about it anymore.
bye.
btw
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTINE YAYYYYYYY
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[25 May 2005|01:51am] |
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Wow, I've been so caught up in this Molten Core stuff that I totally forgot I'm suppose to move out in 7 days. >.< I'm a little scared to be honest. Just a number of factors. job. car. school. boyfriend etc
A-kon is also next weekend. I need to find someone with a pass, so I can make passes. 7 bucks. I think thats what we charged last year. Kinkos is expensive. but yea I just need to msg Jarrod. :T \
what else...
I've been thinking this moving out is going to be good for me. For multiple reason:
A- I will learn to worry about anyone other then myself
B- I won't always feel the need to protect my Mom and Jack
C- I will grow up. forcefully.
D- Will be good for me and Ian, I think. if he listens to me. lol :)
E- Because if I mess up, It was all my decision. bc I can mess up my life all I want.
btw: Gorillaz - Demon Days <--- awesome cd
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[21 May 2005|10:11am] |
I ended with two As and two Bs. So I'm happy.
I need to do something about my hair. I might go put highlights in it, or redye it. I'm not sure. :T We'll see how bored I get today first.
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[14 May 2005|08:08am] |
I got two A's right now. *jumping around* wooo. 3.6 GPA. But I think my grades from Photography and definately English will lower it. I think I ended last semester with a 3.25 >.< Hopefully, I don't get much lower then that.
Other then that nothing is really going on. I hung out with Stine and Cody last night for some Naruto Taiko Lunch Money Extravaganza. I bet a spelled that wrong, o well. i hate ian cuz i can. im a poopy head
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[12 May 2005|01:03pm] |
Stupid : ?
Gen3457 : AH YOU STUCK AT SCHOOL
Gen3457 : ALK;FJSA JLKSJFLAS LKF
Gen3457 : <--- MAD
Stupid : ?
Stupid : I don't get it
Gen3457 : im stuck at school.
Stupid : why
Gen3457 : im not done with my project
Stupid : okay
Gen3457 : and i dont have a ride home.
Stupid : okay
Stupid : so that means what
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OMG. i.. yea. I hate my parents. kthx
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[10 May 2005|11:49am] |
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I'm tired. I've been feeling kinda sickk lately. I think the stress from finals and what not. I had one turned final yesterday for Intro to Communication Design. Tonight is my last Basic Graphic Design class. I have to turn into two mounted logos, and one poster. English is friday, and I just have to go in and write a paper. Saturday, I have my last Photography class. 10 Prints, 2 Mounted due.
*sigh* I'll be glad when this week is done.
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[29 Apr 2005|10:03am] |
I'm listening to a radio station, so everytime it changed I'm going to make note of what is playing. Bc I'm bored - and I can do it.
NP: Billy Joel - You May Be Right [I own the actual album]
Yesterday, as was stated we went to Frys. I got a new keyboard and mouse. Oh, I set that thing up last night with my "necessary" WoW buttons. Ian said I depend on my "Add-ons" to much. For the sake of getting better, I'm gonna remove them. For a little bit. You should have seen my face when my keyboard lit up, it was like :O The only thing I can say is.. it R0x0rz m4h b0x0rz.
So anyways, wireless mouse. NO MORE tripping over wires when I'm running for the phone. I can't tell you how many times I've done that. I have so many random bruises from it. It's already hard enough to jump across the bed. So anyways, we saw Ash - sorry we walked off. You seemed busy and we had to meet his friend at Marble Slab in Frisco. So left Frys, went over to Frisco. Why are married people so weird? In mid-conversation, they interrupt me to ask how long we've been dating. Then they give us that look. Straight out of a Bridget Jones. Imposing Married People v. uncomfortable. It made my eye twitch.
NP: Layryn Hill - Nothing Even Matters
No seriously because it was seriously straight out of a scene from the book. Smug Marrieds. Imposing their forceful will to get married wills upon singletons. -_-" I was trying not to giggle actually, so I kept looking at the floor. I think its funny when his friends ask me how long we've been dating, I always get the same "Why?" look. I get an odd sense of accomplishment. Side note: Vanilla Ice cream is NOT GOOD with peanut butter.
After that we went to Steak and Shake for dinner. The guy reminded us of Korey. It was kinda funny, he was like "you guys out on a date?" "Me: ughhh do we still technically date?*looks at Ian for confirmation*" *guy must of not heard me* "She being good to you man? *takes order, walks off* "Me [thinking]: Date? We don't date. We go out for dinner." *wants to smack the guy* I forgot what Ian said lol... something bout sure we date. If thats what going out with someone of the opposite sex is, fine we date.
NP: Fountains of Wayne - Mexican Wine
Anyways, day BEFORE that.
Bought some Soju. -_-" Don't ask. Wow, I couldn't help making the "face". [Mark, you know what I'm talking about] [For reference: http://www.catharsis.co.kr/board/data/humor/1092296696/soju.jpg] That shit BURNS. I was like |:O = fire breathing dragon. That + CSI + Lo Mein from Noodle Bar + Pocky + some other candy = our night. I found out the next morning Ian logged on as me when I was babysitting and tried to play a practical joke on me. He quit my guild. So when I logged on the next morning, as he's sleeping and attempting to cuddle, I logged on as him and left his body in Ironforge. I also posted it on the forums for everyone's enjoyment.
NP: Eve feat Alicia Keys - Gangsta Lovin
This is such a great song.
NP: Beyonce - Crazy in Love
Today - I get to go to my Aunt's Graduation from Nursing School. I'm really proud of Mari. My aunt is damn near close to qualifying as my favorite person on this Earth. We've got a 13 year difference, but I've always loved being around her. So I'm taking pictures to develop them for her.
so..thats it. have a good weekend. :) I'm gonna go to class, go home and hug my keyboard.
NP : Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody - :P
"Easy come easy go. will you let me go?"
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[25 Apr 2005|11:22pm] |
Balance
~ 48% Water ~ 51% Wind ~ 48% Earth ~ 59% Fire ~ |
And I know and I believe
There's a way out to the sea of happiness
It seems your personality is in perfect harmony; your impulses are tempered with thoughtfulness, and your emotions are balanced with a healthy amount of reason.
In order to maintain that harmony, try wearing a Jade, a Chrysoprase or an Agate; all three enhance balance and stability, as does the Snowflake Obsidian that will help remain balanced during times of change.
In detail: You are more balanced than most people. Your Ground Chakra, (associated with the element of fire and representing our basic desires and driving force), your Creative Chakra, (associated with the element of </b>earth</b> and representing our need to preserve and grow), your Heart Chakra, (associated with the element of water and representing our sense of love and compassion), and your Throat Chakra, (associated with the element of wind and represents our desire to learn and communicate), appear to be on an equal footing with each others. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 19% on water |
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You scored higher than 3% on wind |
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You scored higher than 17% on earth |
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You scored higher than 31% on fire |
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[22 Apr 2005|09:14am] |
I've already seen Kung Fu Hustle, but I forgot it came out this weekend. It's the shit, if you haven't seen it GO NOW. Otherwise, I got a dvd rip on my computer. Just let me know.
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On a side note. Josh I read this on bash.org and thought of you.
[Lord-Data] hell, woudlnt mind a girlfriend
[Duckarse] ditto
[incorrect] there's always ebay
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[21 Apr 2005|10:05pm] |
My mom asked me if I honestly thought that Ian and I would last. I wanted to say yes, but to risk sounding like a unexperienced love sick kid; I avoided the question and continued with what I was already saying.
I felt guilty, and I asked myself why? The answer was because I am the weak link. I don't really believe it, I'm waiting for him to get sick of me. I actually caught myself trying to start fights because I don't think I'm the greatest girlfriend. And I'm not saying I have to be perfect, but some part of me believes he deserves more then to constantly put up my never-ending source of bullshit.
So why am I willing to jump into a situation that I'm ridculously scared of and totally pesimistic towards? not so much that I believe in me, but that rather I believe in him. Because when I ask are you sure this will work? The sincerity of his "Yes", relinquishes all my doubts. It makes me actually start believing in myself. Love + Faith - is a hard combo to break. atleast for me. So yea. Leap of Doom. Coming to a Summer near you.
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wow, that was mushy. if I get another, what did you type msg from him while he's at work I'm just gonna laugh. And if your reading this - hi guys :) IN OTHER NEWS, justin timberlake is hot. Haha no, WoW is just..insane since the honor patch has come out. I've limited my undertakings to Org, Winterspring, Strat Runs, DM, and thats about it. Strat is bugged to all hell, and we had to end both raids that I was apart of today. I have also *proud of herself* managed to look like a presentable warlock from time to time. I've come down with a technique for soloing, and *gasp* learned to NOT pull random aggro during instances unless I can't help it. I've also redone my UI and I have to honestly credit some of my success to alot of my mods. I've got alot of warlock specific mods. Ones combined for managing and equiping healthstones, soulstones, spellstones etc. One for Autocasting pet spells. One for the pets to autoassist. and a shit load of buttons.
My UI pic: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v72/Syneye/WoW/ui.jpg
I feel more like a capable warlock. I don't feel so down in the dumps about my pvp skills, after this morning. I sent my Infernal into a crowd of Alliance. I freaked them out, then we killed them. Great for just waking up at 7am. I was proud.
Anyways I'm going to bed. -_- have fun with this post. cole
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