NOT FRANDS ONLY

but don't you wanna know moar?

( moar then )

I should rename my LJ "Big Book of Grievances" because that is what it is or is on its little emo way paved with tears to becoming.




REMEMBER THAT ALPHABET MEME THING? WELL, HERE IT IS! some of you guys are weird ilu

( COME ON )


nosebleeds! I got the icon's pic from here, but can't find the original atm cause my mom going in and out of the room >D

speaking of art sites, check out their new layout. /wets pants forever

also, um do this? cause I feel we all need to get stuff out. comments containing this are screened, I'll unscreen everything else, and try to be honest not like "ur fat"

stolen from everyone --

Comment anonymously (or not, it doesn't matter to me) saying:
➊ something that you like about me.
➋ something that you dislike about me.
➌ one thing that you don't think i see about myself.
➍ a word, quote, or lyric that reminds you of me.
➎ something you wish you could say but haven't (either about me or someone else)---LET IT OUT. ♥
(and add a question of your own):

if it isn't a good idea? I'll just take it off~

ETA: lol alcohol delivery! time to go watch Venture Brothers and drink screwdrivers

sunshade: I dled illustrator last night xDD on a whim
sunshade: OMFG IT IS THE WORST
sunshade: it is like the worst of macromedia flash and photoshop
sunshade: how the hell do people use it? D: it's like it's so difficult it doesn't want you to use it. "NO YOU CANNOT HAVE THE ILLUSTRATOR!"
hpim: D:
sunshade: "I AM TOO GOOD FOR YOUR DRAWING!"
sunshade: AJKSKSD YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO USE THE PEN TOOL? but the pen tool is like ... you made the path and go to convert the path and it goes, "PLEASE USE THE CONVERT TOOL ON A PATH" and I'm like "WTF IS THIS THEN? I JUST MADE A PATH!"
hpim: xDDD
sunshade: it's like making fun of me D:
sunshade: convert tool: watch watch imma screw with her.
sunshade: illustrator: omfg y



I hope I eat my words before the end of 29 days.

ETA: I GUESS I CAN "PAINT" IN IT NOW OR SOMETHING

( the dark knight hoo hoo )

YES.

YES I KNOW I UPDATED LIKE 5 HOURS AGO STUFFU

( comic full of kahmeddy )

also, I told my therapist I'd study math for my GED [oh don't you laugh at the high school dropout!] and so far I've stared at the same couple of pages for three hours. THAT WORKS TOO, RIGHT? I have the IQ of a toddler. AGAIN, NO LAFFS AT MY MAFFS. It's been 7 years.

and geezus, I forgot to talk about it, but there was the most gross thing in FS when I went to backread tonight. IDC IF IT'S HUMANE OR NOT, KEEP YOUR DEAD PONY WANK OUT OF MY FANDOM SECRETS PLEASE

WELL, I FOUND OUT IF YOU TURN OFF THE STROKE REVISING IN COMICWORKS? It works almost, but not quite, like a real pen! the stroke revising makes your lines straighter but IDK boring and hard to handle. like every stroke is curved a little. I'LL TAKE MY MESSY LINES K. that is Nnoitra from a ~*sekrit project*~

stole this bitch:

Give me a word or phrase from A to Z and I'll ramble on about them in a later post. Leave as few or as many as you like. Be as specific or as vague as you want. One word or phrase per letter.

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IT DOES THE MEME OR IT GETS THE HOSE AGAIN

GOOD MORNING, I JUST THREW UP WHAT WILL PROBABLY BE MY ONLY MEAL TODAY. ew ew. well, if you knew what happened to it, you would too ... ;~;

I am sooo bored with this Urahara and Yoruichi picture. I'm going to finish it, but yes, I proved to myself I can paint large pictures, I can take a long time. NEXT. It's so boooooring. How can people stand to spend like 50 hours on a picture? I've spent 13 hours on this and I feel like murder. ENVY THOSE WHO CAN DO THIS

( WIP shot )

and God, why I do this? I don't like big projects. unless I'm getting paid for it, I'd rather doodle. :(

( no really )

drawing that was the most fun I've had in days. more of that less of paintings.