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I understand that the Oilers community isn't what you would say the most outstanding population for new growth in a competative market. One would say its as big as it can get and it really wont be negatively impacted in the next couple years. Even if it is, the chance to move a franchise to a huge market would make some salivate like rabid dogs. Yes, I know you've been doing that for a while, hoping that us stupid Canadians, ergo, stupid Edmontonians would give up and realise that we're too small and insignificant to make a difference in the sum of monies you bathe in daily.

Hell, I have never taken an economics course, no have I ever professed any interest in it whatsoever. Infact, I hate money and its whole driving force behind everything. That being said, it is a very simple, cold hearted plan you are carrying out in a past time that is treasured by my people, and I have decided that through your ruthless subjegation of my people, that being Canadians, you have grossly affected my up bringining and ruined any chance that I will fully recognise my true culture and heritage. Instead of the plague infested blankets of the Hudsons' Bay company, you have given us your Sidneys and Special features, your Payper view games. We have been trading away our livelihoods in the hope of continuing to prosper along side of you, only to find that what you have given us will ultimately destroy us.

Don't pretend that you have no Idea what I'm talking about. I may be from Alberta, land of the big mountains and little brains, but I understand the simple scheme you have hatched. You are playing to a larger and more richer demographic. Why cater to a country who has the population of one of your cities, when you can rake in the riches and take us for granted, knowing that we will never be strong enough to rip our prized possesion, named Lord Stanley, from your greedy, cold little grasps. Our boos and hateful letters, the snide commments and such, they will never reach your ears. You can rest assured that even this letter, will remain unsent and unopened.

I know most Edmontonians right now have turned their angry and frustration towards a more easily accessible target, for trading away a player that was highly valued by our city. Our team has been plagued by injuries that are the result, in my opinion, of suspiciously one sided reffing, allowing select teams to get away with more and more dangerous plays, while penalizing our players for phantom calls and trying to keep one another safe. I am not saying we are perfect, but if we would look at the record, it is disgusting at the difference in officiating in the same game. In a profession that brags precision, you should be ashamed of yourselves. Yes. I blame you. For us missing most of our top goal scorers at a time where we could turn things around and give our people something to hope for. And yes, I blame you for using your control over the game through the little minions in black and white to make sure that that dagger you began hammering in our stone hearts would stay whereyou liked it.

If, like last year, the stanley cup winners could be foretold by the amount of penalties they get away with and injuries, I could not predict who would win this. To be honest, I have been disgusted by the entire retail conglomerate that sings out to me with the same sickening cheapness of Walmart, this sport you call hockey. Gone are the days of the best team winning the game. Lost are the days of a a player being able to play his sport. And, oh, my people have been subjegated, stomped upon and tread under your gucci pump heels so often that, as I alluded to before, we have no will to keep a firm grasp on our birthright and culture, being assimilated into the disgustingly bland world of American Money.

Thank you, in advance, for making hockey a colder, faster game of basketball. But then again, that's another Canadian sport you ruined.

Your's truly,

Jacey Adams

Current Location:	Home
Current Mood:	indescribable

I accepted two shifts next week. may 1st and May 2nd.
Damn it. May first is a hockey game! and I forgot till now. :( Oh well.

Not much I can do about that.

Last exam is done. Got 57% on Gorman's paper. woo hoo * twirls finger*

I left, cause I was the second one out... and Josh left, so I didn't feel like waiting around on my own.

I think I may go back to sleep. Once I finish talking to Jill

Current Location:	Home
Current Mood:	complacent
Current Music:	( _ )- Sigur Ross

I'm tired though, still... slept from 1-930... so only 8.5 hours. Am I ever not tired.

*sniffle*

Current Location:	Kitchen Table
Current Mood:	cold

I did another shift in the SRM, it went crazy! fights, drunks, crazy people ( we politically correct people call them Green Tags, or Golf Tangos)
Snow finally stopped, though there's a whole bunch of it. After supper I went out and spent about two hours digging my car out, then digging a parking spot for my car, then taking the two feet of snow off my car, then moving it into the spot. In this time, I helped push out neon, and a Honda Civic( 2006 model) from the road infront of my house. All the cars I've had the push in the last day or so have been front wheel drives. Does that mean my car is better? Anyways, suffice it to say, my shoulders hurt, but my fingers are finally working again.

Just finished watching End Of Days, not too bad of a movie... though very cliche and all that.
OH! Happy Spring Solstice everyone, I gotta go to the store tomorrow, to buy some spring flowers and things for my little ritual thing tommorrow ( or tonight, as its just past midnight) Speaking of which I should go research that.

Hockey game, we lost 3-2. I was rather pissed off, at myself, at my team at the stupid fat bitch who checked me from behind. But, we're going for third place Next Saturday, but Rippy isn't going to be there. :( I think she may have been just as pissed off as I was. But her shoulder was bothering her too, she said this was her last year... :P Try out for another team next year, I think. If I have the time. O_o

Anyways, I think I'm just rambling to ramble. I'm debating wearing my new shoes ( the runners, not the highheels) tomorrow, I just don't want to wreck them in the snow, so I'm at an impasse. I could just walk the long way, along the side walk. O_o I could... seeing as how the snow was about knee deep through the field.

I'm in a slightly better mood, as you can tell, though tired. so, I'm out.

Current Mood:	content
Current Music:	Only- NIN

Angry, yesterday I was supposed to go to the Waterpark with kids from my class... so I get up, drive all the way to West Ed ( granted it only took me 20 some minutes) I get there, wait in line for 15-20 minutes and I get up to the desk, where Vicki was to have left the tickets, and bam... she didn't leave any for me.
But, on the plus side, I called Doll, and she came down and we watched The Hills Have Eyes and went shopping.
Last night, I had nothing to do at all. I mean, I wasn't even able to RP... I think I've lost my role playing buddy, permanently to her boyfriend. He's moving in, so I guess he's going to be there every single night, which makes it sort of impossible for her to be bored enough to want to talk to me. Good for them, I'm glad that they're all happy in their relationship. She hasn't posted in like two days... *sighs* I guess I'm the only looser with five minutes to spare in the morning before work. The selfish part of me is upset, but I'll ignore that part, cause where will it get me? No where. I'm not saying that I am mad at anyone, not at all. I'm happy she has found someone she cares about, and that cares about her, and I will be supportive of whatever path she decides to take. I'm just grumpy, and feeling a teeny bit left out.
As illustrated above, I'm used to being forgotten about.
Makes it easier to decide to move out though. I was thinking "i wont have a computer, what'll I tell her?" and now it doesn't seem like such a big deal.
Hell, I can move back to England for all I care.

So today... I slept about 11 hours 1130pm-11am give or take, cause there was a bunch of time I was just laying there, with nothing to do. I should start reading my books for my paper. :P the opportunity theory from Criminology. Then I have a hockey game at 9pm. Then I was planning on going out with Doll afterwards.. but I found out I work tomorrow at 630 am, so I'm not sure how much I'll be able to do, cause we probably wont get out till about 1130 or so... :P who knows. Not I.
My jaw/neck/head is still killing me. Like major. I'm pretty sure that it is, infact because of stress and that I do, infact clench my jaw, at night and while sleeping. Those muscle relaxers aren't doing anything other than putting me into an unrestful sleep. I don't see the dentist till July though, I will bring it up then, hopefully my life will get less stressful. *sigh*

Its snowing like crazy though. My car is under about a foot of snow, I don't think I'll even be able to get it out... people were getting stuck all along the road as I was shoveling the sidewalk. its still snowing too. A mild winter with lots of snow. they were right, they just didn't tell us it was going to start in March. Monday is Spring Solstice, tuesday I get to go to a sweat lodge. That's... about all the plans I have so far.

Current Mood:	bored
Current Music:	Where have all the good people gone? - Sam Roberts

so friday night I went over to Mike's to watch a couple movies. Death Tunnel ( horrible, seriously) and Where the Truth Lies ( actually pretty good, specially after Death Tunnel) Had fun hanging out with my friends, though it was bloody cold in that house. O_o very, very cold in there. They can't afford much heating, so the heating isn't turned up too much.

Last night I worked, midnights... yay... nothing super exicting happened, me and Andy found this guy, feet on the ground, bent over double over the back of a park bench, face on the seat part of it. We poked him, and he didn't move at first, we thought he was dead. he finally did respond, and we called the ambulance, he looked to have hypothermia, but they just called the cops to pick him up, go figure. Went to Humpty's for 'lunch/supper/whatever you call it at 3am. I didn't really like the food,a nd I think it gave me a tummy ache. so, my recomendation is not to have it ever again, so no waiting past 3am, which is when Tai Pan closes, to eat.

This morning, first off I leave nicky an emailto message me before she goes to work, and my phone doesn't receive the message till after I got on MSN and left a message on her MSN... which is on away. O_o damned thing.

But... Andy is from Newcastle. He was a Northumbria Bobby. I was talking to him last night, about how I was thinking of going over there for a couple of years. He gave me a bit more information, there's no 'three year residency' for Newcastle like Manchester, and he sounded thoroughly offended when I mentioned I was debating GMP ( as all Geordies would be, I understand)... so today, after going through their recruitment website, I decided to send them a note and ask for a recruitment/application package.

As Andy said... its free to apply. We'll see how things go, right? I've got nothing other than a 1988 Mustang holding me here after school. O_o

Who knows.

Current Mood:

creative

BEOWOLF and GRENDEL is out! OMG!
Tomorrow!

I need to find someone to see it with.

If only stupid Alex would talk to me, damn boy.

Why am I such a spazz...

so, Alex never did talk to me on Monday, not really. he sat beside me, then Ethan sat in between us....

Then, today we went tabogganing... him and Ethan didn't show up till about twenty minutes before we had to go... we weren't even having much of a bad time talking either, then everyone started deciding to be all "teasing" and pressuring and I just got pissed off, cause I CAN'T do something like that infront of people, I just CAN'T... but I turned and hip tossed Stephanie to the ground... I didn't feel bad about it till a couple hours ago... cause they continued teasing me about it, he had gone to the trunk of his car and they were all like "go see him, go see him" and I was like "no" ( to me honest, I really just want to be spiteful and say, 'no, I got someone else' or something, but I like him, I'm really starting to like him, and its not fair) and then I said "I feel like I'm in grade five, holy shit" then Ethan said " -I- feel like we're in grade two" and that's what sticks with me of course.. I'm like.. wow, I'm fucking this up. I really am fucking this up. but I need to get him away from everyone else, but I can't... I don't know how...
I hate my life sometimes, why am I so crazy-spazzy.

Had fun tabogganing though, a couple Japanese girls from Tokyo were visiting, and their friend was explaining to them about why we were sliding down the hills, and at first we were like "lets try to hit them and scare the crap out of them" so we all zoom down the hill, don't come close, but then we offered them our snow discs and they were so happy, and they took our pictures with them and it was fun. And... rolling down a hill, is so much fun, I laughed my ass off the whole time.

Work was alright, I got home from tabogganing and found out I was working at 6 instead of 8, so I jumped in the car and rushed to work... but I'm off at 11, instead of 630 am. Yay.

Night though, midterm at 11am.

Current Mood:	confused
Current Music:	Block Song- The Tea Party

is apparently the day that I find out.
I find out what's on Alex's mind, perhaps. He said "I'll talk to you tommorrow, alrite?" ( ignoring the spelling mistake... )
I dread it.
In all the good and bad ways.
What if he tells me he's just not into me?
what if... he tells me he is?
What the hell am I going to do?
What am I going to say to him?

*whines* He's most likely just going to say," Jacey i find you attractive and interesting, but I'm not ready for any sort of relationship at the moment."
and I'm going to say: "neither am I. I just figured it would be a worthwhile thing to get to know you" or I'm just going to blink, nod and say "alright"
and he's going to be like "alright?"
me: "Yup."

and I'll turn around and go home and cry and not go tabogganing on tuesday.

I'm going to go get something, then type up an email, then do some chin ups and pushups and stuff, then go to bed... or I might just go to bed and get up to go to the gym tomorrow morning, or I might just go to bed and get up for Joe's class at 12

there are so many different chances

I have a rather high sex drive though... O_o