Simple: cry until my Ma' does it. :)
Love you mommy!! *big grin*


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P r o p o r t i o n (not really...):
Am I the only one that finds the names of flavors for children's items perverted? Like Silly Strawberry...Magical Mango...Wacky Watermelon, and so on.

They sound like a friggin' child molester came up with the names. And why do they need names like that anyway? Kids can't read. And if they don't like the flavor of something than the name isn't going to make a heck of a difference - Kids ain't stupid, either.

Know what I realized?

No one cares, and people are complete liars.



They lie, cheat, and pretend to be there because they don't feel like ending a friendship.



...*sigh* I need cheering up. Thank God for fanfiction.

Stolen from my lovely new friend azkadelliacain

1. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve zodiac.
2. Pick your zodiac, based on year of birth.
3. Bold the traits that apply to you.
4. Strike-out those that don't apply to you at all.
5. Leave the ones that partially apply to you.

I am a lamb...sheep...goat...thingy. Yeah, a lamsheepgoatthingy.


Dragon (1916, 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988, 2000): Magnanimous,vigooroud,strong,elf-assured,proud,direct,eager, zealous, fiery, passionate, decisive ,pioneering,ambitios,generous,loyal.Can be arrogant ,tryannical,demanding,eccentric,dogmatic,over-bearing,impetuous,brass.

Rat (1912, 1924, 1936, 1948, 1960, 1972, 1984, 1996, 2008): Forthright, disciplined, systematic, meticulous, charismatic, hardworking, industrious, charming, eloquent, sociable, shrewd. Can be manipulative, cruel, dictatorial, rigid, selfish, obstinate, critical, over-ambitious, ruthless, intolerant, scheming.

Ox (1913, 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997): Dependable, calm, methodical, patient, hardworking, ambitious, conventional, steady, modest, logical, resolute, tenacious. Can be stubborn, narrow-minded, materialistic, rigid, demanding.

Tiger (1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998): Unpredictable, rebellious, colorful, powerful, passionate, daring, impulsive, vigorous, stimulating, sincere, affectionate, humanitarian, generous. Can be restless, reckless, impatient, quick-tempered, obstinate, selfish.

Rabbit (1915, 1927, 1939, 1951, 1963, 1975, 1987, 1999): Gracious, kind, sensitive, soft-spoken, amiable, elegant, reserved, cautious, artistic, thorough, tender, self-assured, astute, compassionate, flexible. Can be moody, detached, superficial, self-indulgent, opportunistic, lazy.

Dragon (1916, 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988, 2000): Magnanimous, vigorous, strong, self-assured, proud, direct, eager, zealous, fiery, passionate, decisive, pioneering, ambitious, generous, loyal. Can be arrogant, tyrannical, demanding, eccentric, dogmatic, over-bearing, impetuous, brash.

Snake (1917, 1929, 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989, 2001): Deep thinker, wise, mystic, graceful, soft-spoken, sensual, creative, prudent, shrewd, ambitious, elegant, cautious, responsible, calm, strong, constant, purposeful. Can be loner, bad communicator, possessive, hedonistic, self-doubting, distrustful, mendacious.

Horse (1918, 1930, 1942, 1954, 1966, 1978, 1990, 2002): Cheerful, popular, quick-witted, changeable, earthy, perceptive, talkative, agile mentally and physically, magnetic, intelligent, astute, flexible, open-minded, can be fickle, anxious, rude, gullible, stubborn, lacks stability and perseverance.

Ram (1919, 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003): Righteous, sincere, sympathetic, mild-mannered, shy, artistic, creative, gentle, compassionate, understanding, mothering, determined, peaceful, generous, seeks security. Can be moody, indecisive, over-passive, worrier, pessimistic, over-sensitive, complainer.

Monkey (1920, 1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992, 2004): Inventor, motivator, improviser, quick-witted, inquisitive, flexible, innovative, problem solver, self-assured, sociable, polite, dignified, competitive, objective, factual, intellectual. Can be egotistical, vain, selfish, cunning, jealous, suspicious.

Rooster (1921, 1933, 1945, 1957, 1969, 1981, 1993, 2005): Acute, neat, metculious, organized, self-assured, desicive, conservitive, critical, perfectionist ,alert, zealous, practical,scienticfic, responsible.Can be overzealous and critical,puritanical, egotistical,abrasive,opinionated.

Dog (1922, 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, 1982, 1994, 2006): Honest, intelligent, straightforward, loyal, sense of justice and fair play, attractive, amiable, unpretentious, sociable, open-minded, idealistic, moralistic, practical, affectionate, dogged. Can be cynical, lazy, cold, judgmental, pessimistic, worrier, stubborn, quarrelsome.

Pig (1923, 1935, 1947, 1959, 1971, 1983, 1995, 2007): Honest, simple, gallant, sturdy, sociable, peace-loving, patient, loyal, hard-working, trusting, sincere, calm, understanding, thoughtful, scrupulous, passionate, intelligent. Can be naive, over-reliant, self-indulgent, gullible, fatalistic, materialistic.

I cannot feel the entire left side of my face.

I haaaate those needles that dentists use to numb you. It's evil. Pure evil.

Besides the emergency trip to the dentists office and the uncanny and long lasting numbing, today has been pretty cool. I finished watching two of the interviews on my Tin Man DVD, and I'm watching some South Park. It's the episode where they make fun of the Lord of the Rings.

Cartman is Gandalf.
How the mighty have fallen :)

Now I shall...I don't know, work on my new Glitch fic? Or my Da Vinci Code one. I think my readers for that one are angry at me.
I haven't updated the story in at least a year. ^^

Tin Man is the coolest DVD ever.

A must see.

Now if you will excuse me, I must find some Cain/Glitch......you heard me.

Guess what?




Only three more days until I GO TO GETTYSBURG!! *sigh*

But don't worry...I'm aaaaalready there (sits back and dreams of hotel rooms and Friendly's). It's gonna' be cool. Just me and Ma'...miles away from Joshua and Matt.

No little children running around putting their grimy little hands on my things this Saturday - not that I don;t enjoy when they are over, they are cool little kiddies ^_-

And the best part is that tomorrow my Aunt is going to take me to get the new Maximum Ride book. Which. Rocks. Hard. I LOVE IT!!

The ending of the third one was really good, and I was so happy that the Flock got back together...but I wasn;t sure if there would be another.

But I checked the web site only a few days ago and found out that Wikipedia wasn't lying to me: a new one was coming! And this month! *yippee!* I'm saddened that I missed out on the million clicks thingy though.

Patterson said that if the website recieved a million clicks than he would do a fourth book.
Pretty sweet, huh?

I am so jitty this week because I just want to go to Gettysburg already.

But mostly Manga :)

On April 9th BATMAN: DEATH MASK will be on sale. A manga about Batman...is there anything better? Well, maybe one about the Flash. But that would destroy the world with awesomeness.
Better than that jerk Superman......God, I hate him so much. I really do.

0_o' Anywho! Check this fun myspace out: Batman: Death Mask. I really hate myspace, but it is so addictive. Yes, Ashley, I do hate myself. I hope you're smiling.

Also! I've never heard of this own before, but has anyone ever seen the show? Crayon Shinchan. This is probably one of the funniest things I have read in a while. Shin is just so weird and such a smart ass. IT IS A MUST READ, FOLKS!!

Something happened today, and I'm not quite sure what to do next. It was strange, yet nice, yet weird, yet friendly.

I'm not too sure what to do...

NJ HSPAs are this week, Tuesday thru Thursday.

Like really sucks for me right now. It really does. Just when I think things are looking up for me and going even somewhat great, everything suddenly comes crashing down around me. And this little *gains French accent* situation *laughs at her temporary accent* didn't help much:

Me and my Ma' got into a fight this morning. Over the weekend I told her that my school social worker was going to e-mail me the schedule for the HSPA days. She said she would do so on Monday. Monday came and no e-mail about the schedule.

I kept on checking all on Monday and there was nothing. I told my Ma' how I was supposed to get that e-mail and how that was the only thing that I could actually do, on my part, to find the schedule.

My mom even called my social worker asking for the schedule, but she was apparently to busy to call my mom back.

This morning has come and almost gone and my Ma' blames me for everything. I told her over the weekend that I know absolutely NOTHING about what is going on during the HSPA Exams. She yells at me this morning that the morning of teh exams is not a good time to realize that I don't know the schedule (again: I told her over the weekend AND on Monday that I didn't know the schedule), and screams at me to take more responsibility and to stop blaming her dor everything bad that happens.

First of all, I don't blame her for everything bad that happens to me. A majority of those things are my own fault.
Secondly, a majority of those things are my own fault because I have a horrible self-confidence problem and yelling at me doesn't exactly make that better - and sure as Hell doesn't make my nerves any better >:(
And Thirdly, I wasn;t blaming my Ma' for this problem. I was blaming my social worker. She made me a problem (minus the words "I promise", but does that really matter?!) and she didn't keep it. I know that she has her hadns full with IEP meetings and all, but I know that she checks her phone messages and she told me that she would e-mail teh schedule to me.

Am I not as important as the other IEP students??

On a somewhat lighter note: I almost couldn't get off the floor this morning. I layed on teh floor, on my back, and I couldn't get up.

........damn, genetic arthitis. Damn it all!!